Jiaojiu Nuanyang

"Fang Kun, I read your diary last night." Chen Jingdong spoke to the young man in the passenger seat while driving.

"Ah?" Fang Kun was eating chocolate wafers. Hearing this, he shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and said vaguely, "Just look at it. There are no secrets in front of you."

The man hooked the corner of his mouth, and the subtle expressions on his face changed extremely richly, a little impressively, and also indulgingly sweet: "I remember you asked me when you liked you. I thought about it seriously, don't scold me Abnormal, maybe you were really young at that time, and you were not yet an adult. I feel that I can no longer simply regard you as a junior who needs to be taken care of, and I am afraid."

As soon as Fang Kun heard that he was refreshed, he stopped eating the wafer. He turned his face to stare at the man and smiled, with a bit of chocolate crumbs on the corner of his upturned mouth: "Really, really? When? Come and listen!"

Chen Jingdong scratched his hair, and the slightly shy look of a mature man was simply fascinating: "I don't know the exact time. Just that time when you kissed me, I thought it was a dream. Looking at you later, I felt like the person in the dream. I'm very dirty and abnormal, so I just think about going on a blind date or something, and I feel very guilty."

"That time doesn't count." Fang Kun said with high spirits, "Brother, have you ever dreamed about me? What did you dream about?"

"I've dreamed about it, but not many." Chen Jingdong recalled seriously. The man's side face was sharp and masculine, with a bit of abstinence feeling: "I dreamed about you once when I was in the army, and the memory is quite deep. Back to the field army first In [-], the training intensity was high, and I was as tired as a dead dog every day. It’s strange to say that on our birthday, Lei Daudao and they pulled me out and Qin’s mother poured me wine under the pretense of helping me celebrate my birthday. I dreamed that night Dreaming about you."

"What did you dream about me?" Fang Kun raised his eyebrows, raised his middle finger, and squinted: "Dream about me?"

Chen Jingdong knocked on his forehead with his hand: "What are you thinking? There's nothing wrong with it. I dreamed that you were at my house, and we sang for you around the birthday cake together, and you grew up when you sang and sang, and then," Chen Jingdong She pursed her lips in embarrassment: "There is no logic in dreaming, and then I dreamed of paying homage to you."

Fang Kun was overwhelmed with joy: "Still stubborn, you have already thought about it in your heart, okay?"

Chen Jingdong stepped on the brakes, slowed down the car and drove towards the parking lot: "Here we are. Let's have dinner first. After dinner, I'll take you to ride the Ferris wheel when it gets dark."

Fang Kun turned his head to look, isn't it the same Ferris wheel they visited back then?

After stopping the car, Chen Jingdong unbuckled his seat belt and turned to Fang Kun with a serious expression: "Your diary said that making a wish at the highest point on the Ferris wheel is very effective. I didn't know last time, but I will do it again today. I want to make a wish at the highest point." .”

"I really want to know." Fang Kun was extremely contradictory, and couldn't help biting his finger: "But others also said that you can't make a wish, otherwise it won't work..."

Chen Jingdong smiled indulgently, and stretched out his hand to rub his hair: "Let's go, let's eat first."

It's a bit windy tonight and the weather is not very good.Although it wasn't raining, the sky was so dark that there were hardly any stars to be seen. There was only a crescent moon with rough edges, which was dark and dull.

But Fang Kun was very happy.

"There's no one there!" The young man looked back at the gradually shrinking staff member standing on the ground, and winked at Chen Jingdong: "That uncle is probably going to die of anger. He was about to get off work, but he was stunned. The two of us ran to catch the last train without winking, haha."

The sound of the wind blowing in through the cracks of the window makes the autumn night a bit cool.

Chen Jingdong carefully helped Fang Kun pull up the hood of his hoodie and put it on, and helped him smooth out the messy hair on his forehead.

The two stood side by side in front of the porthole, watching the ground get farther and farther away, and the lights of the distant city gradually became vast and vast, and the stars were dotted with the gentleness of a city.

No one spoke, Fang Kun stretched out his hand and grabbed Chen Jingdong's hand, touching his palm and interlocking his fingers.

The Ferris wheel rose higher and higher, and soon reached the highest point.

Fang Kun couldn't hold his breath, turned his face and asked, "Brother, have you made a wish?"

"En." Chen Jingdong looked at him, the stars in his dark and bright eyes sank into the sea, and the lights of the stars fell in, which was too beautiful to behold.

"Actually, it's not good to do such a thing in public, but it's okay to break the rules once in a while." Chen Jingdong lowered his head slowly, and his warm thin lips almost touched Fang Kun's lips, warming the whole cold place. Night: "Fang Kun, I love you."

This is my declaration and my promise.So close to the sky, the stars must be heard.

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"Chen Jingdong, do you still take my father seriously?" Chen Weiguo's words were full of gunpowder.

"Dad," really counting the days, the father and son haven't seen each other for more than a month, not how long.But it feels completely different.Chen Jingdong had mixed feelings in his heart. Regarding Fang Kun's matter, Chen Weiguo's objection was expected, and Chen Jingdong didn't blame him.But the last time I heard Chen Jingxi talk about the reasons for the divorce, it made Chen Jingdong feel very sad.Chen Weiguo didn't say that he was an idol, but Chen Jingdong's respect for Chen Weiguo was deep-rooted: "In my eyes, we are no different from the past."

Chen Weiguo was stunned for a few seconds, and his straight back seemed to relax a little: "Don't come with me with such unreal things. Let me ask you, what do you plan to do?"

Chen Jingdong was neither humble nor overbearing: "Dad, I'm already in my 30s. My mind is very clear about what choices I make, and I'm not in a daze. You just—"

"I'm nothing!" Chen Weiguo raised his eyebrows, and said angrily, "I'll help you all, right? Chen Jingdong, tell me yourself, you have been educated by the party for so many years, and everything you have learned has gone into the stomach of a dog?"

"It has nothing to do with what kind of education I have." Chen Jingdong pursed his lips with a firm expression: "Xiaokun and I are in love with each other. If we don't endanger the society or break the law, even if the country doesn't recognize it now, we won't make a big fuss about it. This relationship is on the table. Dad, I have made up my mind, so don't embarrass Xiaokun anymore."

"Bastard!" The veins on Chen Weiguo's forehead stood up, and he slapped the armrest of the sofa with his big hand: "You are fascinated by ghosts! No way! As long as you are my son Chen Weiguo for a day, don't even think about it twice." It's a dream for a man to live such absurd things all his life!"

"I think," Chen Jingdong felt tired, leaned over and stood up slowly: "You are too emotional now, so I'll leave first. When you can talk calmly, I'll—"

"How dare you!" Chen Weiguo threw the ashtray out.No one was hit, and the crystal ashtray rolled all the way to the shoe cabinet, breaking a corner: "Chen Jingdong, don't think I'm asking for your opinion. I'll be courteous before I fight this matter. Fang Kun—"

Standing there, Chen Jingdong raised his head sharply, his eyes showed a sense of alienation and hatred: "What do you want to do? Courtesy first and soldiers later? Do you want to kill Fang Kun again with a knife? Or, let me think about it, a car accident ?”

The face of the old man sitting on the sofa turned pale: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Am I talking nonsense, Dad, you know it." Chen Jingdong bowed slightly, as if bowing: "Dad, I'm a man, and my brain can't play with those twists and turns. I only know that whoever dares to touch Fang Kun, I will kill you." If you want to pretend to be an accident without anyone noticing, I will give you my life back and follow Fang Kun."

"You threaten me?!" Chen Weiguo stood up, startled and angry, his lips trembling: "Chen Jingdong, you, you..."

"I don't dare to threaten you. I'm just the most ordinary commoner, and I just want to spend the most ordinary fireworks with my lover. If this is considered unreasonable," the corner of the man's mouth slightly hooked: "I will go to hell." admit."

The door of the room is close at hand, and there is a lonely ashtray lying beside the shoe cabinet.Chen Jingdong strode out, decisive without hesitation.

The moment the right hand was put on the handle, there was a muffled sound behind him.

The man turned his head, just in time to see Chen Weiguo collapsed clutching his heart.

"dad!"

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"There are many reasons for acute myocardial infarction. For example, the patient's emotional agitation causes blood pressure to rise and catecholamines to increase, causing the left ventricular load to increase..." The chief physician clicked on the light slide: "Here, and here, see?"

Chen Jingdong shook both hands: "Then how is my dad doing now?"

"Sent to the doctor in time," the chief physician nodded, "I had a stent and thrombolytic therapy, and there is no serious problem so far. I will be hospitalized for observation for a few days."

As soon as the door of the office opened, Yuan Yu, the director of the military hospital, hurried in: "Old Fang, how is Commander Chen?"

The chief physician pointed to Chen Jingdong who was beside him: "Isn't that what you're talking about. It's all right. Two stents have been put in. You can leave the hospital in a few days if you're all right."

Dean Yuan and Chen Weiguo are old comrades-in-arms, and he breathed a sigh of relief: "Oh, this old Chen is in his early sixties..." Yuan Yu didn't say the following words, probably worried that Director Fang might not hear well: "Xiao Chen , let's go, I'll go with you to see your dad."

The two walked side by side in the corridor, and Yuan Yu said earnestly: "Xiao Chen, I have known your father for so many years, and I know his temper very well. It is said that this is a matter of your family, and I am an outsider. I don't want to talk too much. You just I am an uncle, an elder, let me tell you a few heartfelt words. Your dad is 63 this year, and there is a guard by his side. To tell you the truth, several people introduced your dad to his wife in the past two years. The old man refused all of them, saying that he didn't think about it. But now that he is getting older, there is no warmth around him and no family..."

Chen Jingdong was also a little embarrassed, coughed twice: "Thank you Uncle Yuan for your concern, I understand."

Yuan Yu didn't want to talk too deeply, so he patted Chen Jingdong on the shoulder: "Okay, you just know what's going on. By the way, what's going on with Lao Chen this time? He's getting old, don't make him angry, let him be really angry, do it. The younger generation regrets too much."