Jiaojiu Nuanyang

"I have to keep a diary, keep a diary, how annoying!"

"Chen Jingdong is so kind to me, I will definitely make money to repay him in the future. Treat him to delicious food and spicy food!"

"I think girls are so annoying now, they don't know how to be reserved at all. Why is Zheng Shunshun like this? At such a young age, I like Chen Jingdong, so I'm not ashamed."

"Chen Jingdong is nice to me because I have this mole between my eyebrows? Why do you feel so uncomfortable?"

"I seem to have some terrible disease..."

"I stood at the window and watched Chen Jingdong's shadow go away and never be seen again. I was very desperate. He came to see me, why did I treat him like that? I hate Fang Kun like this!"

"It's 25:[-] a.m., and I'm in this waiting hall called Lujiao County. It's shabby and cold. It's dark outside. The conductor drove me down. In fact, he was very nice and slipped me ten yuan. I'm not begging for food, but I have to accept the money. How far is it to reach Chen Jingdong's army?"

"They didn't want me, saying I was young. I'm here to rely on. I believe that the iron rod is ground into a needle. The political commissar Lu looks scary with a straight face. I know he is a paper tiger."

"I'm hungry and can't sleep. I miss Chen Jingdong so much. Would he guess that I'm here?"

"Last night I dreamed about Chen Jingdong again. He said he would live with me for the rest of his life. I woke up laughing. Then I looked around and cried again. He is a man, he is really worthless."

"I seem to like Chen Jingdong."

"It's not like, I really like Chen Jingdong. But both of us are men! What's wrong with me? No, I can't do this, it's too scary."

"Chen Jingdong came to pick me up. I'm so happy, but I look like a beggar. I really embarrass Chen Jingdong."

"Suddenly embarrassed to urinate in front of Chen Jingdong, am I terminally ill?"

"I had a dream last night. I dreamed that Chen Jingdong was with me. I'm not a woman. Why was that? But when I woke up in the morning, my underwear was wet. I felt ashamed. I acted like a thief and stuffed it under my pillow. I forgot to wash it, and was discovered by Chen Jingdong." .The kind of heart that wants to die..."

"Chen Jingdong carried me to watch the flag raising. I was so excited that I was about to cry. I swore that I would only be nice to Chen Jingdong in the future. He told others that he was my father. I wish he was my father. But no, I don't want him either. It's my dad. I'm sick."

"It's over. I'm over. Chen Jingdong came back from drinking too much last night, and I kissed him. What if he knows? Will he think I'm disgusting? But I can't help it. I like him so much."

"He went on a blind date with a woman! I'm going to die of anger! Did I save you too much worry, Chen Jingdong? No, I'm going to kill you!"

"It's really embarrassing to see him now. He spanked my ass because I smoked, and I was beaten hard. This is too shameful. Fang Kun, why are you so shameless! You are ashamed. Fang Kun, you should get out as soon as possible, get out of here If you don't come back from far away, you will only harm Chen Jingdong if you stay here, he treats you so well, yet you like him so nastyly. Pervert."

"I must be crazy! On the premise that he suspected that I was talking to Zheng Shunshun, I kissed him soberly. God knows I don't care about it, and I'm panicking to death! Did Chen Jingdong see it?"

"I don't care anymore! I have made an important and terrible decision. I must chase Chen Jingdong! If you are a pervert, you can be a pervert. In the next life, I will admit that I will be a pig or a dog. I want to be with him!"

"I heard from a few girls in the front row that riding a Ferris wheel with someone you like can last a long time. Making a wish at the highest point is super effective. I want Brother Dong to take me there."

"Is it an illusion? I think Brother Dong also likes me a little bit. The way he looked at me on the Ferris wheel at night was flustered, but he liked it very much. PS: I made a wish at night, I want to be with Chen Jingdong forever and ever. I don’t know if the stars heard it or not.”

"I can't be bothered, I want to confess my love after the high school entrance examination! It's too uncomfortable to hold back."

"I said it! I said it! I really said it, Chen Jingdong, I like you! It won't affect my studies, I won't let the teacher know, and I won't get pregnant. I was shaking all over when I said it, and I felt like I was about to run away. I am afraid to see his contemptuous eyes and words of rejection."

"So many things have happened, I think I'm still thinking too simply. What capital do I have to ask to be with Chen Jingdong? It's obviously a drag. But I can't let him have the opportunity to be with others. I want to get The bond despicably keeps him on a leash."

"Chen Jingdong went to the field army. But suddenly I didn't panic. I could see hope. Before he left, he hugged me, and the sudden hug almost brought my tears down. I know he must have some liking for me. Even if it’s not as much as me, it doesn’t matter, it’s enough for me to love him more. Three years, I’ll wait!”

"Brother Dong, I'm an adult. Grandma Chen will help me celebrate my birthday tonight. When I made a wish, I silently recited that I want to grow up early and be with you so that I won't be a burden to you. Maybe I drank it at night A glass of red wine, I can smell you when I return to our home. In the air, on the bed, on the pillow. I know this is a hallucination, but this hallucination is so beautiful, I don’t want to wake up. I miss you so much at this moment, but I I dare not contact you, I am afraid that I will not be able to control myself when I hear your voice. It turns out that I have such poor self-control. I love you, every cell is clamoring to hug you. If you don’t contact me, will you Will you have forgotten me? Anyway, I will not forget you. My deskmate said high school was too hard, but I don’t think it’s hard. I have hope, I have goals. I’m going to meet you with the admission letter from University A .”

"The exam is over. I don't feel relaxed or tired. It's very calm. I feel strange. I think it's not normal for me to miss you recently. Sitting in the exam room, I feel that you are there, and my heart is very stable. I don't panic at all. Even after leaving the examination room, I still feel that you are there, everywhere. I feel that you are hiding somewhere and looking at me. What’s wrong with me? I’m afraid of this kind of madness. I won’t be really crazy, right? It’s all your fault, Chen Jingdong .”

"418 points! Brother Dong, I'm admitted to University A! Do you know? I'm so excited that I'm about to cry! It's not because it's so great to be admitted to University A, it's because I got the qualification ticket to be close to you! I Can't wait! I can't wait for the notice, I'm going to see you!"

"This diary is a few days late, because I am so happy recently, happiness is like a dream. Brother Dong also likes me! We are together hahaha! I want to go out and laugh a lot, and I want to run as hard as I can Vent the excitement in my heart, and want to tell everyone I see that I am finally with the person I love! Brother Dong kissed me! Emma is so ashamed, I’m so scared, I backed away while trembling. Fang Kun, you You are a man! How can you become a delicate flower! No way! I must study this skill well and get back to the place next time! PS: Brother Dong seems to have reacted by kissing me hahaha."

"Dating makes people lazy. I don't want to keep any diaries. I just want to be with Brother Dong every day. I always feel like I can't finish talking. I'm happy when I see him. This guy, I'm obviously trying to grow taller and stronger , but standing in front of him, you are so weak. But Brother Dong is so handsome! He is also handsome when he turns black! He is even more handsome!"

"Tomorrow, I'm going to the Northeast to meet Brother Dong. It's three o'clock, and I'm so excited that I can't sleep... Wake up and watch a movie. I suddenly feel that I have a boyfriend, and I should learn some action movies. Where should I find movies? "

"It's three o'clock in the morning again. I squatted by the bed to watch the drunk. The more I watched, the more itchy I became, and the more I couldn't help it. A few hours ago, Brother Dong helped me with his hands. It was the first time in history! His hand The calluses on my chest hurt a little, but I was so dizzy! It’s completely different from me! But I thought he would do it to the end, I don’t know why he didn’t. Never mind, in a word, he is my person, and I can’t run away. Hehe ( ^o^)/~”

"The problem is a bit serious. Where can I find textbooks for Brother Dong? His worries, hey, I'm going to lose my head!"

"I actually fell asleep on the phone! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh? , I'm too embarrassed to admit it, it's so cute! Life is full of expectations, isn't it just a half-year countdown!"

"I've been super busy recently. I'm preparing a birthday surprise for Brother Dong, and I've almost learned that song. I accidentally found a seller on the Internet to sell the source of the movie. It turns out that this thing is called GV. It's too late now, come back tomorrow night after dinner and study hard. .”

"Fuck! I'm so shocked that I can't care about my vulgarity. A little Japanese teaching film subverts the three views! I feel that my heart is a little overwhelmed. Ma'am... so disgusting! I'm scared and wilted .It’s not because I’m thinking about Brother Dong, I’m sure I can’t stand it. You can play so many tricks, I’m convinced! It’s written in capital letters! What the hell is it that makes you scream!!”

"Brother Dong is back in the army. He helped himself to pack fast food noodles with his sore waist. I have to remember more today. But sitting on the chair is so uncomfortable, I'd better lie on the bed and write. How should I put it, I've been looking forward to it so much The long-awaited thing has come true. Brother Dong had sex with me last night, four times. I read some novels and said that I did it for the first time. The next one will be very uncomfortable. I’m afraid it can only be done once. I’ve done it four times. Time! Real feeling, um, thinking of Dongge, that kind of satisfaction is irreplaceable. It was really uncomfortable at first, it felt too weird. Later, I felt that it was a mistake to let Chen Jingdong return to the field army. This physical strength is so good that it is abnormal Right? Others are pa~pa~pa, he is papapa~papapa, it feels like the underline under the note in the numbered guitar notation, or two lines! Cover your face... I have no experience, Okamoto’s regular version is too small , wasted more than 30 yuan. By the way, what does this person grow so big?! What to do! I have to go online to find plus size... I want to treasure this discarded condom and tissue, why am I so perverted? PS: No Broken, a little swollen, I felt ashamed of Invincible Thunderbolt when I applied the medicine myself."

"Unknowingly, the book is full of long-winded things. Fortunately, Dong Ge is going to change jobs and come back, so I can stay together every day from now on, happy!"

"Brother Dong showed me the video that Lei Boldly took for him. His eyes turned red when he saw him wearing a big red flower and crying. He was heartless and silly at first, but then he felt distressed. I have suffered a lot and under a lot of pressure, I want to treat him well and make him smile every day."

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I'm dying...no more manuscripts left.Start writing for an hour every night after get off work and before going to bed...