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Is this a dream...?

The dream is extremely warm, with sunshine that does not belong to winter, and it is a younger age.

The sunny days in the mountain city are the most brilliant in spring and summer, Jing Ye is carefree and has become a qualified daydreamer.He saw his young self, jumping out of the unit building in a few steps, carrying his schoolbag and running behind another courtyard wall.

"Lin Chan! Lin Chan!" Jing Ye raised his head and shouted, "Let's go—"

A head poked out from the window quickly, and then retracted, Jing Ye only heard his voice: "Wait a minute!"

Lin Chan's voice change period started late, at the age of 15, she was at the age when she could speak a little bit of a male duck's voice no matter what.This slightly hoarse response made Jing Ye happy for no reason. He seemed to have turned back into his adult self, completely forgetting that it was just a dream.

Soon, there was a rush of footsteps at the stairway, and Lin Chan walked out of the darkness with her schoolbag on her back.He wore a nondescript baseball cap and carried a black schoolbag on one shoulder.

"Why are you wearing a hat today?" Jing Ye laughed, hooking Lin Chan's shoulder habitually.

He has almost developed, and his height is fixed at the entrance of 1.8 meters, and he is looking forward to jumping around after going to college.Lin Chan grows slowly and is currently a bit shorter than him, so Jing Ye can easily catch her.

"Wear it if you want."

Hearing this, Jing Ye touched Lin Chan's head through the hat, and immediately noticed something.

He smiled, put his face against Lin Chan's temple, and when he spoke, his warm breath dyed the other's eyelashes unreservedly: "Could it be... cut your hair? Hey, I just said that your hairstyle is so handsome, Sooner or later he will be sanctioned."

It's not embarrassing to be punctured, Lin Chan lowered her head, silently avoided Jing Ye's too intimate contact, and pressed the brim of her hat: "Well, people will come from the city next week to check their appearance."

Jing Ye hecked twice, and dishonestly rubbed his fingers towards the back of his neck, which couldn't be covered by the baseball cap.

The furry texture is a bit prickly and itchy, from which Jing Ye can estimate how many centimeters Lin Chan has been shaved.His mind was full of Lin Chan's appearance, and he didn't realize that Lin Chan's ears became more and more red after being touched like this.

"You haven't cut it so short since you were a child, right?" Jing Ye coaxed him, approaching him maliciously, "Show me?"

Lin Chan pushed him away awkwardly, frowning: "No."

Jing Ye felt his inexplicable resistance, and didn't take it seriously, but he didn't come any closer: "Hey, don't you take off your hat when we go to the study room? Block your sight and show it to your brother later, be good."

Lin Chan glanced at him, her deep eyes hidden behind the shadows, and nodded for a while.

As soon as he agreed, Jing Ye felt sweet in his heart, thinking that it would be nice to have a younger brother, he would listen to me in everything, and it was so easy to coax.He took an inch and stroked the short hair on the back of Lin Chan's neck twice.

"This feeling..." Jing Ye blurted out whether it was an appropriate description or not, "It's like touching a puppy."

Lin Chan looked at him nonchalantly, seemingly speechless.

"Really, I praise you." Jing Ye emphasized, holding Lin Chan's shoulders dishonestly again.

After taking two steps, Lin Chan suddenly asked, "Then do you like puppies?"

"Of course I like it!" Jing Ye replied without hesitation, "My grandma used to raise a little border collie, remember? It's really noisy, but every day after school, I pounce on you and wag my tail... My heart melts Yes. Yu Zhou also said that dogs are not good, only cats are the best...he knows what a fart..."

Jing Ye made a long speech to prove that dogs are man's best friend, and Jing Ye put so much effort into it that he shouldn't have noticed Lin Chan's expression.

But at this moment, he remembered the details, and just turned his face inadvertently.

Lin Chan looked at him with a smile, the slightly drooping corners of her eyes curved into a softer arc than usual in good mood, her smile showed a little white teeth, and her face was a little pink.

Perhaps because of the hot sun, he pulled up his hat a little, and a few strands of hair swept across his forehead.

The plot in the dream is almost inseparable from the real memory, but I don't know if it is because of the change of mood, living in the body, the 21-year-old soul belonging to Jing Ye, because of the "brothers and brothers Gong" hooking shoulders and backs, ringing out of nowhere A thunder, seems to have found a strange beginning——

The eyebrows and eyes that were covered by the cute bangs were finally exposed. Lin Chan's eyes were dark and her eyebrows were thick. She smiled and grew at the speed of light, and her sharp outline gradually revealed.

It turned into the one I just saw a few days ago.

But his ears were red, and he talked to Jing Ye thoughtfully, and the end of each sentence was still a little trembling.

"Brother, I like you."

The soles of the feet suddenly turned into a cliff, and the weightlessness of the fall caused Jing Ye to open his eyes suddenly.

The mobile phone alarm clock rang throughout the bedroom, and there was a "buzzing" echo in Jing Ye's ears when he just woke up.He turned off the alarm clock, checked that it was still early, closed his eyes, and prepared to go back to sleep.

But when he tried to catch the drowsiness, fragments of the dream surrounded him, with Lin Chan on both sides.

Jing Ye couldn't help but his heart beat faster. When he opened his eyes again, he felt his face was so hot that he couldn't fall asleep.

This is already the fifth time he has had similar dreams.

Every time it starts with the trivial daily life with Lin Chan, and ends with Lin Chan's shocking "I like you" at the end.At first, Jing Ye woke up in shock, and could hear the rhythm of "thumping" in his chest for a long time. Now he has faced it calmly, but he still can't control the physiological reaction of rapid heartbeat.

After comforting his heart twice, after the frequency gradually calmed down, Jing Ye sighed heavily.

Endless.

If this continues, before he hears Lin Chan's plausible confession of "I like you" whether it is true or not, he will first be stamped by his own boundless imagination that Lin Chan really loves him.

How could Lin Chan really like him that much?

Jing Ye asked himself, besides having a good appearance, he really had no other merits to show.At most, they knew each other earlier and were more familiar, even if Lin Chan really got the hang of it and turned into a crooked...

It couldn't be him, it shouldn't be him.

Since childhood, Jing Ye has never had any impulse towards the same sex.He thinks that he does not agree with this kind of emotion in his essence, even if he knows that it cannot be denied its existence.

If a friend around him suddenly came out to be honest with him, Jing Ye's first reaction might be to take two steps back, and then he would do some psychological training and say, "It's okay, I won't break up with you."

...Looking at it this way, he seems a little homophobic.

So how is it possible with Lin Chan?

Anyway, he couldn't sleep anymore, Jing Ye brushed his messy hair like a bird's nest, put on his coat and walked out of the bedroom.After a simple wash, he went downstairs to help grandma do some housework to pass the time.

Grandma was watching a series, and there was a pot of roughly treated vegetable leaves in front of her.Seeing him coming down, grandma smiled and asked, "Are you not at home for dinner tonight?"

"Ah?" Jing Ye just woke up, a little confused, "Really?"

Grandma had a better memory than him, and reminded: "You said Yu Zhou wanted to treat you to dinner."

Jing Ye: "Oh... that's right, he said that the insurance research was successful, and he didn't treat any guests. He invited us to have hot pot today...Grandma, I don't really want to go."

The grandma cheerfully chose the dishes and advised him: "Go, go, Yuzhou's mother told me about this before, how wonderful, I haven't treated you for so long, maybe she is waiting for you to come back. Do others want to go too? "

Recalling the news from Yu Zhou last night, Jing Ye said: "Go to the big head, Xiao Doudou seems to be there, but Mu Mu... I don't know."

Grandma: "So they are basically there. If you haven't been together for a long time, you don't want to go. It's not appropriate."

Jing Ye: "They get together often, how long does it take..."

"Excuse me, do you like Xiaodoudou and dare not see her?" Grandma began to guess wildly.

"I like her?" Jing Ye's voice was two or three decibels higher in surprise, "How is it possible! I just..."

I just don't want to see Lin Chan.

Hiding from forest cicadas.

After frankly facing the deep meaning in his heart, Jing Ye was suddenly a little ashamed, as if his small actions were not on the table, he thought to himself: Lin Chan hasn't avoided me yet, what am I... doing?

It seems to be trying to cover up.

After taking a sip of water, when Jing Ye went upstairs, he heard grandma chattering: "If there is any progress with Xiaodoudou, remember to tell grandma, what a girl, your childhood sweetheart..."

"You don't like me, and I still don't like you." Dou Shuang rolled her huge eyes and took a sip of beer, "Even if my old lady fails in her puppy love many times, she won't fall in love with you, don't worry."

Jing Ye explained: "Grandma messed up the mandarin ducks."

Jiang Zi anecdotally chimed in: "You are the only woman, the old lady doesn't order you."

This sentence is the out-and-out truth, but after listening to Dou Shuang, there is indeed something wrong.Elderly people love to gossip, she resisted to no avail, and couldn't liquidate Jing Ye, so she immediately glared fiercely at Datou Jiang.

That look made Jiang Ziyi think of something, and immediately raised his hands in surrender: "I'm sorry, I reject gender stereotypes."

"I'm fucking going to shave my hair tomorrow." Dou Shuang said fiercely.

"It's so cold in winter." Yu Zhou smiled and poured her a glass of beer.

Dou Shuang looked at him contemptuously: "Isn't it cold to drink beer in winter? You are a hypocrite. You asked me out for a drink, and you didn't drink any energy."

Yu Zhou can bend and stretch: "Next time, next time, there are minors here today, and the influence is not good."

Dou Shuang: "Oh? You called Lin Chan here?"

Jing Ye: "Why didn't you tell me that Lin Chan was coming?"

The words of the two of them came out almost at the same time. After finishing speaking, Dou Shuang glanced at Jing Ye and stopped talking—she probably just felt that the question was strange.Lin Chan and Jing Ye have always had a good relationship, so do I need to go around Yu Zhou and ask again if they are coming?But when the expression fell into Jing Ye's eyes, it had a different meaning.

He could hardly restrain himself from asking Yu Zhou with his eyes: Did you tell her?

After all, so far, Yu Zhou is the only one standing on Lin Chan's side to beat him with the title of "scumbag", but if everyone knows...

The new male traffic has not yet become famous, but he died socially.

Jing Ye almost suffocated.

It's a pity that Yu Zhou didn't seem to understand what he meant, so he smiled and looked at his phone: "Yes, Lin Chan doesn't go to school today and doesn't have to study at night, so I'll ask him to eat together—oh, people are coming soon .”

"Yuzhou..."

Before the words were finished, the door of the private room of the hot pot restaurant opened, and a person walked in covered in frosty cold.Lin Chan put her schoolbag on the unused stool and nodded to everyone.

"Sorry, traffic jam."

"Baby!" Dou Shuang shouted enthusiastically, and the stool moved out a vacant seat, "I miss you so much, come and sit next to my sister."

Lin Chan said yes, and took a seat in the vacant seat.

Then he adjusted the saucer, poured the drink, and ate a small piece of crispy meat. All these actions were done in one go. I don't know if he didn't pay attention or ignored it on purpose. On the right hand, someone was so stiff——

Jing Ye was originally next to Dou Shuang, so it's a good idea to put someone in between.

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