Rebirth of Su Zhan

In front of outsiders, Su Zhan has always been an introverted, silent and charming oriental handsome man. No one can see that this guy was a master who could make the Su family restless when he was young, but now he can only be in front of Su Fan. He can still restore some of his former nature, "Su Fan, how grown-up you are, you still let me call you brother all the time, and you haven't gotten tired of hearing it for so many years!" Calling his elder brother by surname, "I failed an assignment last time, so I was left behind to guide alone."

Su Fan was used to someone's usual "no brother in sight", so he chuckled softly a few times, "It's been a few years in the middle, how can I get tired of hearing it like this."

That year when Su Zhan was able to call his brother sincerely, he thought that the two brothers could go back to Meng Guo's house and enjoy the love of their parents, go to school together, play together and grow up together, but he didn't expect that the world would make trouble.He knew that no matter how much his parents loved him, Su Zhan was different after all, and he was older than Su Zhan.Even if his parents didn't speak up, he still felt that he should go by himself, not Su Zhan, who was younger than him.

Unexpectedly, Su Zhan asked himself to go, Su Fan always knew that it was his younger brother who went there for him.

Hearing what Su Fan said, someone was speechless and thought that this brother must be forced to call him several times now because he hadn't listened to him for several years. It's not just a few years, I guess I even made up for it in my previous life, but Su Zhan already knew how to deal with this situation, "Brother—" Su Zhan deliberately elongated his voice, "My throat is a little uncomfortable today, so I can't keep talking." Su Zhan Pretend to be a matchmaker.

Su Fan was first called "Brother" and his heart trembled, and then he heard Su Zhan say that his throat was uncomfortable, and he was even a little nervous, "Why do you feel uncomfortable, do you have a cold? Don't be too tired at night, go early Don't stay up late when you sleep. It's okay to fail the exam, just read it casually, and you can graduate..." A certain brother has the talent to be a mother.

Su Zhan thought helplessly that fortunately he had died once in his previous life, and when he came to his senses once, he could grow up to be the second dude, Su Zhan, just because of Su Fan's love for his younger brother.In the previous life, she was loved by her parents, but in this life, she is loved by Su Fan.

Su Fan talked for a long time, seeing that the person on the other end of the phone did not respond, only the noise of electricity and shallow breathing, thinking that the person was quietly listening to his words, he couldn't help feeling tender in his heart, "Am I A little wordy?"

The corners of Su Zhan's mouth curled up unconsciously, and he sneered, "Yes, it's too wordy. Last time my mother called me, she didn't talk as much as you did! If you continue to be so old-fashioned, be careful not to find a wife. "

"If you can't find it, you won't find it. We two brothers will live a lifetime." Su Fan said indifferently.

Someone muttered, "You want to be a bachelor and I don't want to. By the way, Dad and Mom, it's time to sleep, call me so late."

"Go to bed early. By the way, you know that Chiang Kai-shek is dead." Su Fan said.

"Well, I saw today's newspaper."

"Ah Zhan, you will be able to go home in a short time. You can spend your summer vacation at home this year." Su Fan's voice rose slightly, with a hint of expectation and confidence.He has the ability to work hard at this special moment to get Su Zhan back this year.He knows that he stays in the United States every year during the holidays. Whether it is the Mid-Autumn Festival, which is a lively Chinese New Year reunion, or Christmas, which is celebrated by foreigners, Su Zhan is a deserted person.He really had nowhere to go, and he couldn't go back home.

"Okay." The expectation of going home has been too long, but Su Zhan is not so excited.

"By the way, is the money enough to spend? If not, remember..." Su Fan quickly explained again when he thought about it.

Now Su Zhan is completely insane, isn't his elder brother really reincarnated from an old lady, or reincarnated?Those vain dollars just given last month are almost enough to cover the living expenses of an ordinary American family for a year!

Besides, he doesn't have any big expenses at all, as long as he has enough food, clothing, housing and transportation, he can do whatever he wants.In his last life, he was used to a life of luxury and luxury. A bottle of wine can drink money that a Burmese person would never earn in a lifetime. Now that he thinks about it, he doesn't feel anything except emptiness.

"Ah Fan, you are afraid that others will not know that I have the money to kidnap me, so give me the money desperately. If you give me more, I don't have to go to school, and I can just concentrate on spending money every day." Su Zhan said.

Su Fan smiled on the other end, "I've only seen people begging for money to spend, but I've never seen people begging for money, you brat. Okay, okay, if your throat feels uncomfortable, go Take a break, and you still have class in the afternoon, right? Take good care of yourself, and wait, in a few months, your brother, I will be able to let you go home."

The love shown in Su Fan's words made Su Zhan very useful, so the second young master Su who was in a good mood was decisive and generous, "Well, brother, you too, take good care of your parents."

A cry of "Brother" was clear and pleasant, and the big Buddha beads and small beads fell on the jade plate, and the tinkling sound made Su Fan's mind flustered.He closed his eyes abruptly, took a slow breath, and said with a light smile, "Okay, I'll hang up and wait for you to come back."

On the other side of the ocean, after Su Fan put down the phone, he slowly closed his eyes.His complexion was a little flushed, the collarbone of his open shirt was red, his breathing was a little unsteady and hot, and it was Su Zhan's clear and clear cry of brother just now echoing in his mind.

He remembered the scene when he pressed his younger brother under his body to observe him when he was a child. The child's snow-white face, bright red mouth, and long eyelashes looked like cut out by God——Thinking about it, the little boy under him The child has grown up, with a slender figure, fair and handsome, with a pursed expression just like in the photo, with a smile on his long eyelashes...

Thoughts and desires rushed towards his face like a tide, making it impossible for Su Fan, who had always been calm and self-sufficient, to meet him.Su Fan closed his eyes and remained silent for a while, his brows were full of loneliness and flickering lights.

Su Fan didn't know when, his liking and thinking about his younger brother turned into a long-lasting feeling that couldn't be calmed down.Every scene of the two of them getting along when they were young, Su Zhan's ignorant and sneering appearance, the righteous and awe-inspiring way when he helped him snatch the book from Mu Tianzhang, during the short but unforgettable three days in Yangon, Su Zhan left himself and his parents to go The last time in Taiwan...he remembers every bit of it clearly, like a tangled red rope getting darker and more chaotic as time goes on, finally sinking himself into it.

Moreover, he felt that he should be born like this. When he was a child and didn't know what love was, he had pure and sincere brotherhood for his younger brother; When sleeping together, he felt that this person could only be Su Zhan.

He, Su Fan, doesn't love women or men, to be precise, he doesn't love anyone except Su Zhan.He only wants Su Zhan, his younger brother.In the Golden Triangle, he can be regarded as extremely powerful and wealthy, and he keeps his promises, but he feels that he will probably experience all the pains that he can't ask for in this life.

Su Fan picked up a book of "42 Chapters" on the table, flipped through it casually, and the first sentence caught his eyes, but couldn't get into his heart——Human beings are born of love and sorrow, and fear is born of sorrow. Without love, what worries and fears?

He understands a lot of truths, but he can't be loveless, even if that person is his younger brother.So what if you can't get what you want?He is willing to give it a try.

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After two months of this, Su Zhan finally survived the final exam, and hurried back to the dormitory to pack his luggage. Jack was very surprised by this——Zhan, where are you planning to travel?How never told me!

Su Zhan glanced at his fussing roommate speechlessly, "I didn't go anywhere, I just—" Su Zhan paused, his voice softened, rubbing his eyebrows, "I just want to go home gone."

Jack shrugged his shoulders and said seriously, "Oh, don't tell me that you are going to go to the moon on the Apollo!" The pretty man came home.Su Zhan Fangfo is always alone, walking alone, living alone.

Handsome, wealthy, and silent, Su Zhan, who has the charming voice and rhythm like an ancient Chinese poem and the silent brows and eyes like a Chinese landscape painting, after Jack's gossip again and again, can be regarded as a low-key but helpless figure in the college.

The fact that Su Zhan didn't go home for three years is even more mysterious, like Chinese characters that are difficult to understand.

"By the way, Zhan, are you going back to Taiwan?" Jack asked casually. He doesn't like Su Zhan's English name very much, but he has a soft spot for Su Zhan's Chinese name. After inquiring about the meaning of the name—clear and transparent, I was full of praise.

Su Zhan raised his eyes and glanced at him, with warm eyes shot out from the clustered eyelashes, with the same expression as everyone who mentioned his hometown, "Myanmar."

Jack's mouth opened in a huge circle.

On the phone before leaving, Su Zhan repeatedly told his parents not to travel thousands of miles to pick him up, just wait at home.When Su Fan said that he was going to Bangkok, Su Zhan even threatened someone with "If you dare to come, don't let me call you brother again".

He knew that now Su Fan was gradually taking care of the Su family, and his father felt half behind the scenes, but he was famous and influential, as influential as Fogen's benchmark.Whether it is Su Fan or General Su, it is best not to leave the sphere of influence of their Su family. There is a place beyond the control of the Burmese government, and various drug lords, warlords, and national independence forces are chaotic and divided.Today you devour me, tomorrow you annex me, the crisis is hidden.

He only agreed that Su Fan sent someone to Yangon to pick him up. It is safe to travel from the United States to Bangkok, and from Bangkok to Yangon, except when entering the Golden Triangle from the capital of Myanmar and crossing those rugged roads in the tropical rainforest. Someone took it.

Even so, Zhong Yiying still whispered in Su Zhan's ear very worriedly for a long time, but she liked to call him like Su Zhan when he was young, "Zhan'er, why don't you let Li Chengfeng and Yan Congjia go to Bangkok?" Pick you up! Do you remember? Li Chengfeng is the son of Adjutant Li, and Yan Congjia is the son of Yan Ningyuan. You were angry with him when you were young, for fear that he would rob your brother..."

Su Zhan can understand the mother who is full of love and wants to pour out her son who hasn't returned in ten years, but he is used to being alone, and he doesn't like being surrounded by people everywhere like in his previous life , like the king in "The King's New Clothes".In a good way, this dispelled my mother's idea of ​​sending a group of people to Bangkok to pick her up.

The plane traveled tens of thousands of miles on the top of the clouds, and Su Zhan stayed on the plane for more than ten hours before arriving in Bangkok.Compared with the suppressed excitement when he just boarded the plane, he fell asleep on the plane, which was much calmer.

Coming out of the plane in the United States, Thailand, which is like a tropical fruit, has been trampled under his feet, and the air is hot and humid.

Su Zhan dragged his own small suitcase, which he took away from home, and followed him from Yangon to Taiwan. When he moved around in Taiwan, he lost a lot of things, but he didn’t leave this suitcase behind. .There were his jigsaw puzzles in it, and the flower basket that Su Fan wove for him, but when he took it away, the flower basket turned into dried flowers, and after a while, the dried flowers also turned into powder, blown away by the wind to nowhere .Now, Su Zhan and his box are back.

Among a group of black and thin Thais and a few white-skinned foreigners mixed in, his chattering Thai was familiar in his previous life, and the occasional few words of familiar English that drifted past him made Su Zhan face the noisy environment. A little impatient, his eyebrows were slightly frowned as if they were drawn with black pen and ink.

However, the impatience and irritability in Su Zhan's heart were all driven away by a person who was slowly approaching in front of the crowd——

That man has handsome and deep eyebrows, so deep that his facial features are shrouded in thin shadows, but they look more three-dimensional and heroic.His eyes are as bright as the morning sun, and there is a smile on one side of his mouth, which seems to be tilted up habitually, with a hint of warmth and intimacy.

Su Zhan was taken aback for a moment, his thick long eyelashes raised due to uncertainty and surprise, revealing those bright eyes, like a bright moon surrounded by evening clouds.

"Mu-Tian-zhang?" Su Zhan dragged his voice very uncertainly.