between men and women

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I went back to my mother that day.

I don't know how I will react when I go back and see Peng Zhiran.I'm afraid I can't control it.

Although I knew that this day would come sooner or later, and I had already figured it out that as long as I could stay by his side like this, it would be a day, but seeing this scene with my own eyes, I almost collapsed.

It is said that the hazy feeling of secret love is the most beautiful, but knowing that there is no result of secret love, there is only pain.

The scene of Peng Zhiran and Chen Jianing was always in my mind all night. During dinner at night, my mother said twice that your sister will return to China for a few days during the Chinese New Year. You will bring more people around. I have not responded Come here, and I didn't come back until I was almost finished eating and asked my mother: "What sister? Which sister?" Isn't the little girl my father just gave birth to still in her infancy? How can I show her around?

My mother glanced at my stepfather and stared at me: "Your Uncle Zhao's daughter, named Zhao Zixuan, is only half a year younger than you. Didn't I tell you last time?"

I groaned and lowered my head to grab two mouthfuls of rice. Seeing that the meal was already finished, I put down my chopsticks and went back to my room.My mother asked my stepfather inexplicably behind the scenes: "What is this child thinking, why is he so out of his mind?"

My stepfather said: "When the child grows up, he has his own affairs. It's hard to say that he is worried about his girlfriend's affairs."

At ten o'clock at night, an unfamiliar number called my mobile phone.I looked, and it was the phone number of the area where we rented the house, probably Peng Zhiran called from a payphone outside.I just pressed it down.

After a while, it rang again, I pressed it again, and then simply turned off the machine.

I didn't fall asleep all night. I opened my eyes and waited until dawn. I lay motionless like a dead body, and I didn't even think about anything.I don't know if people will lose their ability to think when they are hit. Anyway, I get a headache when I think.At seven o'clock my mother knocked on the door and woke me up, and I said that I would rest today and stay at home for a day.Then I called the company at eight o'clock and told the leader that I was sick and asked for a day off.

I was like a wandering spirit all day, watching TV without moving my eyes, I didn't watch the plot at all, whether it was funny or sad, they all had the same expression.My mother came back from get off work and saw me looking like a ghost, she drove me out and said you take your mobile phone and go downstairs to go around, what's wrong, it's like a bewitched evil, call me after dinner you.

So I took the mobile phone that had been off for a day, turned it on, and took the money and went out for a stroll.Walking to the entrance of the community, I saw an Internet cafe opened 200 meters away, so I went in by accident.

After entering the Internet cafe, turning on the card and sitting in front of the computer, I was stunned for a long time and didn't think about what I was going to do. Then I remembered that the game Peng Zhiran said was called "Battle for Hegemony", so I asked the boss.The boss said: "Ah, StarCraft, I've been playing this all these days, so this is it." He helped me click on the game.I casually created a user named CJ, and when I saw a game was created, I joined it.After I went in, my computer was randomly human. I thought I was playing against the computer. If I thought about it, I would get familiar with it first. I pressed buttons one by one, and only built an arsenal for a long time. A few farmers and machine gunners, when the other two teams were alive and kicking The puppy rushed to my hometown, and the allies on the screen typed CN in pinyin, NITMBINGNE? (Cen, where are you fucking soldiers?) I realized that I was not playing against the computer. The boss helped me into the LAN. I was in the game Fight with other people in the Internet cafe!

I am dizzy directly.

Then I heard someone next to me say "Hey": "Cen, I'm going to the toilet, why did you start first?"

A row across from me, someone yelled: "Fuck, who is this CJ forced to adopt? I still treat you as the fuck, same name!"

I was so embarrassed that I turned my head to look at the brother who just came back from the toilet.The man was about my height, with medium-length hair, a cigarette in his hand, peachy eyes, and was quite handsome.He probably had already scanned the computer screen and saw my hometown that had been beaten into a mess on the screen, and he was looking at me with a smile that was not a smile.

I smiled at him embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, I don't know how to play this, and accidentally entered your game."

He smiled, saw that the seat next to me was empty, and sat down, took a puff of cigarette and said to me: "It's okay, what a coincidence, your username is the same as mine!"

The three friends who were with him had already wiped me out at this time. They came to look for him from the next row, and saw the scene where I had just been beaten and forced to quit.One of them leaned in, glanced at me and asked him, "Who do you know?"

He shook his head and asked me: "How about it, do you want to play together?"

I was embarrassed: "I don't know anything."

"It's okay," he turned to his friend, "How about it, take him with you, we are also stinky."

The "relying" person in front looked at me and nodded: "Okay, how about three-on-two, you take him. You are too strong, and it doesn't make sense for the two of them to lose in 2V2."

The person sitting next to me nodded: "Okay, but I will teach him for a while, the three of you play first, and I will call you later." Then he introduced himself to me and said: "My username is also CJ, and my nickname is Endgame. The one just now It’s called Nymphomaniac, and there are two more, one is called Candied Date, and the other is called Little Fatty.”

I hurriedly said, "My name is Chen Jia."

He glanced at me and smiled: "Real name?"

"Hmm." I nodded.

He smiled and clicked on the game: "Come on, brother, I will teach you."

Endgame teaches carefulness.Only then did I know that there are three races in StarCraft, Terran, Zerg and Protoss.

He taught me the human race first, and then took me to play a few games on the computer, and then played two games against the computer.

Although I played very badly, I only know how to mechanically send out medical soldiers, machine gunners and tanks, which can hardly help the endgame, but I watched the puddles of blood and the scattered blood on the ground amidst the "ahhh" of the human soldiers. Limbs, I have the pleasure of venting.

The game was played so well that by the time I realized it was time to go back to dinner, two hours had passed before I knew it.I said hello to Endgame and they left the Internet cafe. I went to the nearby VCD store to have a look, and asked the boss to pick out some gunfight movies and Leslie Cheung’s movies, including some classic old movies, such as "Days of Being Wild" "Across the World", "The White-haired Witch", "A Chinese Ghost Story" and the like, I wandered home and took out the mobile phone from my trousers pocket. When I saw it, I was shocked: there were more than [-] missed calls.

eight posts

Except for a few calls from my home, it is estimated that my mother told me to go back to eat, and the other calls were from an unfamiliar mobile phone number.

I thought about it, except for a few close colleagues in the company, no one knew my mobile phone number, and the one with a mobile phone among them was not this number, so I didn't call back, probably someone made a mistake.

When I walked to the gate of the community, I saw a man with his back turned to me, talking on his mobile phone. His back looked a bit like Peng Zhiran.

I crooked the corner of my mouth and laughed at myself, I haven't seen him for more than forty hours, no matter how I look at everyone's back, I look like Peng Zhiran.He doesn't have a cell phone.

Carrying a bag of VCDs, I walked past that man with my head down, and I heard him say, "Chen Jia's mother, is Chen Jia at home? I'm Peng Zhiran, I need him urgently, and he won't answer his phone calls!"

I didn't expect that this time it was actually Peng Zhiran, who abruptly stopped in front of him and turned to look at him.

He was also taken aback when he saw me, and he was obviously relieved. He hurriedly told my mother that he had met me at the gate of the community, and then hung up hastily.

I looked at him with mixed feelings in my heart.It is a lie to say that seeing him is not pleasant, but hearing him say that he came to me in a hurry, and then thinking of Chen Jianing, the surprise turned into bitterness.

But I couldn't show it on my face, so I had to take a deep breath to adjust my emotions and ask, "Why are you here?"

His expression was very complicated. The worry in his eyes when he first saw me gradually turned into anger when he saw me, and he turned to me: "What happened to you last night? Why didn't you say anything if you didn't come back? I'll call you, what are you doing?" Why didn't you pick it up? Why did you turn off the phone? What did you do? Do you know that people thought something happened to you? I'm not at ease all day at work today!"

For several reasons in a row, my flame was picked up by him with a flick.What are you doing?Excited!What are you doing again? Did you tell me what you were doing?I can't interfere with you, so why the hell are you interfering with me again!

I have a problem, once this real fire hits my head, I can't control my tongue.At that time, I thought, don't you just talk about friends with Chen Jianing, don't you just talk about friends with Chen Jianing without telling me!I raised my eyebrows and grunted at him twice, I squinted my eyes and suppressed the anger in my heart and smiled at him: "Nothing, I went to open a room with someone!" After finishing speaking, he turned around and left before he could react. .

Damn I've had enough, anyway, no matter how much you put your mind to it, it's impossible to cover a straight man back, I won't cover it anymore!

After walking a long way, Peng Zhiran caught up with me and stopped me. I don't know if it was because of my sudden anger that he was a little confused, or because I said that opening a room with someone was beyond his expectation. Looking at me with incomprehensible eyes, he muttered for a long time: "You...are you talking about friends?"

I put one hand in my trouser pocket, stood crookedly and looked at him carelessly.how?Just fucking allow you to talk about it, but not me?

He glanced at me, frowned at my standing posture, took a deep breath for a while, and pulled me out: "Don't talk about that, I have something urgent for you. You follow me first, something happened to Luo Feng."