It's rare to be confused in life, and the ridiculous thing is that I didn't understand it until the end.

When my father entrusted me to Master Tianfeng, I was more than three years old, and I was already at the age of knowing something ignorantly.I remember the last look in my father's eyes, it was ashamed and relieved.So even though I can no longer remember what my father looked like, I still remember that I was just a burden to him.

I don't know why my father left me and I would rather die, but being left is being left.So I never asked Master about my life experience.I was originally a deserted person, even though I remembered that I still had a younger brother who was still a baby and disappeared, he was probably entrusted to someone else by my father just like me, but I was not going to look for him.The memory before the age of three is just a fragment to me.

When I was five years old, I was accepted by Master Tianfeng because of my wisdom roots.The master treats me as his own, but I managed to stand out from the crowd of Shaolin disciples. Even Master Tianhu praised me for my intelligence and talent.While Master was happy for me, he was also slightly worried.I don't know what Master is worried about. Is it because of my background?This is also the reason why I instinctively dare not get too close to Master.I was on guard from the beginning, which made my feelings for Master even weaker.There is more than enough respect but not enough intimacy.

The abbot liked me very much. Although I was a disciple of the master, he let me study with his closed disciple.More than once I heard him privately say to the master, "Wuhua, smart, kind, and sensible, will become a great weapon." I think the abbot put me and Wuxiang brothers together to study, maybe it was to train me as an abbot of.

In fact, I didn't really care about these things at first, but the worried look in my master's eyes aroused my rare anger.I don't think I did anything wrong, why is Master so guarded against me?Since he was on guard, why did he treat me so well?

Human feelings are indeed the most unbelievable thing.

The abbot marveled at my talent for Buddhism and Zen, but he didn't know that the indifferent pity that superficially echoed the Buddha's words was just because I didn't care.

I don't think those ants need my attention.

Buddha saves sentient beings, who can save me

I always wonder, did he do it on purpose when he met Lin Bing?

The first time I met Lin Bing was in the forest at the foot of the mountain. Every day I fetched water from the place where the springs converged.This is far from the Shaolin Temple, but the master said that it can cultivate the state of mind.

I don't know why this person came here by such a coincidence. The river where this mountain spring gathers stretches for a long time. You must know that even the nearby villagers at the foot of the mountain will not deliberately go to such a remote forest to fetch water.

Besides, if it was really just a chance encounter, apart from answering him that I am a disciple of Shaolin Temple, I completely ignored the rest of the questions.In this way, as long as there are people from the rivers and lakes who are really passing by, the vicious ones may take action, and even those with good intentions will walk away.But he seemed to be addicted to me.Even though there is no malice in him, and even a strange sense of intimacy, I am even more on guard.

The world is full of goodwill, and the world is all good.

Although he doesn't know his intentions, even blood relatives can abandon betrayal, and the intimacy of strangers is nothing less than these.

The only thing I can't figure out is that if he is playing with Shaolin's idea, I'm just a very ordinary Shaolin disciple, and it's useless for him to spend so much time on me.

If it's for me, then what can he gain from me?

If you can't figure it out, you will kill all dangers in the bud.

After I deliberately told Abbot Tianhu about him, especially highlighting that he asked me about Shaolin, in fact, I knew that he only asked about it to talk to me.

Besides, I know that his martial arts should be very high, from the fact that he approached me, and every time I didn't notice it.

Such a dangerous person with unknown origin, high martial arts, and obvious plans in Shaolin, Master Tianhu is definitely worried.

He fought with the abbot of Tianhu, and I was right next to him. To my surprise, his martial arts was so high that Master Tianhu lost to him in just an hour. Most importantly, I vaguely felt that he obviously didn't use all his strength. strength.

I watched him take out a jade flute, the flowing emerald green was very elegant against his white jade-like hands.

He said, "Master is going down to Lin Bing, and he has no intention of making enemies with Shaolin. I just saw this little monk with excellent bones, and wanted to accept him as a disciple. I don't know why Master Tianhu hastily targeted me like this?"

Did Qin kill the evil son Lin Bing?Want to take me as an apprentice?My gut tells me it's not that simple.

I watched him explain it to the abbot, and the abbot finally convinced him.I just told him that I have already worshiped under Master Tianfeng, and I can no longer switch to other sects.

I looked at the regret on his face, did I trust my intuition, or did I believe it seemed to be true?

The next day, I still saw him at the same place, and instead of pestering me to talk, he pointed out some of my subtle mistakes while I was meditating.

He approached me so persistently, but it aroused my rare curiosity.I lean more towards my intuition.It's just that I don't know what he is planning on me, and it takes so much effort.

Such a good teacher who comes to your door is not in vain.I started to ask him some questions about my various studies in practice.To my surprise, some even the abbot could not explain, but he actually knew.

Although I was still on guard in my heart, I redoubled my knowledge from him.Anyway, he is willing to teach, why not do it?

After paying so much, what exactly does he want from me?Such a person who is almost all handsome in the world, who is already standing on a high ground, what is missing?This made me more curious, and I purposely started to get close to him, looking for clues carefully.But no matter what, he seems to have no flaws, as if everything proves that he has no intention, but simply likes me, this answer makes me sneer.

I didn't know that I was already in the middle of such a temptation, and I had put him in my heart unconsciously.It wasn't until he told me that he couldn't come to see me every day like this in the future, and when he took in a younger brother, I suddenly realized it.I would actually suffer for this.Finally accepted the existence of this person.

Since when did I take his closeness for granted.His departure gave me the illusion of being robbed of something I valued.

I spurned such a self in my heart, which also completely woke me up.

I don't trust him, and I'm wary of him, but I can't help but want to get close to him and rely on him.This relationship is both dangerous and ridiculous.

He left me a lot of things, there are many unique copies that others can't ask for, and there are even very precious martial arts cheats.All this made me feel at a loss.

If there is no benefit, will there really be one?

Even though he accepted the young master of Wuzheng Villa as his junior and taught him carefully, but every year he would come back to visit me and point out the doubts I encountered in my studies.Even bring my favorite Songhua pastry.

He is not my father, not my master, not anyone of mine, but he treats me better than anyone else.

I like this feeling, but I don't want to believe him.

Stubbornly and persistently waiting for the day when he exposes his intentions.

I hate Yuan Suiyun very much, even though I have never met him, not only because he stole Lin Bing's attention, but also because he, like Lin Bing, is a person standing on a high ground, except that he is blind.And I am not a world with them.For the first time, I had the idea of ​​inheriting the abbot's mantle, and I didn't think I was much worse than them.

This kind of thinking finally reached its peak after many inexplicable assassinations and various embarrassments.

I killed several people, and under my torture, I finally found out the source.

Is it Wuzheng Villa?

I really didn't expect that the claws of Wuzheng Villa have already reached Shaolin.

Apart from Lin Bing, Yuan Suiyun couldn't wait to get rid of me, I can't imagine any other reason.

I looked at Lin Bing who was smiling at me, every time he mentioned Yuan Suiyun he sighed and shook his head helplessly, but the pride and tenderness in his eyes could not be deceived.Did he know Yuan Suiyun's terrifying possessiveness?

As if feeling my gaze, he turned his face and patted my head pamperingly. The smile that suddenly bloomed was like azalea swaying and blooming in the mountains, extremely dazzling.There was a shock in my heart, such a person, I suddenly understood Yuan Suiyun's thoughts.

Understanding does not mean forgiveness, I cleverly used Brother Wuxiang to let Master Tianhu destroy those hidden stakes in Wuzheng Villa again.

There was nothing he could do about Yuan Suiyun, but he had to bleed no matter what.

But Yuan Suiyun has also learned to be smart. Although I got rid of some people, I cut off the clues every time.It made it impossible for me to follow the vine and bite him out.

However, thinking of Lin Bing, I have my own way of getting angry and he vomits blood.

Unexpectedly, a woman who claimed to be my mother found me. I looked at her beautiful face, which resembled mine five times, and patiently listened to her telling her that she had no choice but to abandon me.Until she finally told me that Master and Director Ci of the Beggar Gang were my father-killing enemies, and my younger brother is now Ren Ci's adopted son Nangong Ling.

I promised to avenge my father, but I sneered in my heart. Fortunately, I never had any expectations for my mother.Even though I was very young when my father entrusted me to Master, I still remember the look in my father's eyes at that time. My father begged to die voluntarily.

I also met my so-called younger brother, Nangong Ling. Although he was very close and happy to me, he was extremely attached and trusted to our so-called mother.He actually agreed to that woman's so-called revenge plan without hesitation.Such a ridiculous and pitiful person is actually my brother.

Listening to the woman's so-called revenge plan, I'm afraid that revenge is fake, but taking power through it is real.If Nangong Ling and I won the positions of Shaolin abbot and beggar gang leader respectively.And we all listen to her.Almost half of the forces in the Central Plains will fall into her hands.

It's really rare and well-intentioned.Besides, this operation is not difficult. Master Tianhu trained me as an abbot before, although he finally changed his mind and changed it to Senior Brother Wuxiang when he registered as the future head, but my prestige in Shaolin is even better.As for Nangong Ling, because Ren Ci had no children, he was the adopted son, so he was almost appointed as the young leader of the beggar gang by default.

I don't even bother to be used by this woman, she is just a stranger with blood relationship.

But when I thought of Lin Bing, I changed my mind, maybe this would be a good chance to get Lin Bing.When I think of the bat-like spit blood, I can't help being excited.

I told Lin Bing about this woman looking for me, and as expected, he immediately checked everything for me, and saw the last sentence in his letter, "I will always be that little girl in his heart." There are no flowers."

My heart suddenly warmed, if it was Lin Bing who used me, I would probably be willing to get involved.After so many years of care and closeness, I finally put him in the bottom of my heart.So how can that bat get what it wants?

If not having a foundation is my weakness, then I will turn waste into treasure.This round was not only aimed at the bat, but also a test of Lin Bing's bottom line.This is a conspiracy. Even if Yuan Suiyun knew that I had a back move, he would still do it in order to prevent me from becoming bigger.

I stole Tianyi Shenshui and helped him seize the throne with Nangong Ling, but Mrs. Ren found out that something was wrong and secretly sent a letter asking for help. We had to bloodbath those who knew the inside story.He accidentally attracted Chu Liuxiang, and also successfully attracted Lin Bing.

I admire Chu Liuxiang very much, but that's all I can do.He is free and easy, bohemian, and similar to Lin Bing, but I can see the essential difference between them at a glance.An inherently kind, righteous.One is extremely indifferent on the inside.I secretly dropped Chu Liuxiang on the killer several times and he escaped.Anyway, the water is very muddy now, so I'm not afraid of him getting involved again.

Although Lin Bing came, he didn't stop me.In his eyes, there was no emotion for my murder, as if those people were like grass under his feet, they had never existed in his eyes.

In his eyes, I am like a naughty child, while he is an elder who dotes on his children. No matter what heinous things I do, in his eyes, even a drop of my blood is not important.

He is confident that he can protect me no matter what the situation, and he does have a certain strength.

If it's just for me, I don't have to waste so much effort. Over time, he only has me in his eyes, and I will always get what I want.Whether it's his person, or what's available through him.

But since that kind of special treatment is for two people, the result will only be two tigers fighting each other.

I told him I didn't understand him.

He said I was thinking too complicated.

Such a situation, such a result, if I were just an incompetent ordinary person, I would have been dead by now.At that time, would he turn against Yuan Suiyun for a dead person?

I sometimes even think that maybe he knew this was going to happen from the start and was just waiting for the winner among us.

He actually warned Chu Liuxiang not to have unreasonable thoughts about me, although his unconstrained ideas made me dumbfounded.But he was puzzled again, does this mean that he clearly knows about the habit of breaking sleeves?Then he really couldn't see Yuan Suiyun's feelings for him?Or was he simply pretending not to know?

At that moment, I even felt a chill, I suppressed my eagerness to move, if falling in love with such a person, is it doomed to be forever?

I can't love him and don't want to love him.

But everything broke out when she saw him lying in Chu Liuxiang's arms and kissing his lips.

The tyranny in his heart and the killing intent towards Chu Liuxiang.

Sometimes it's not something that can be stopped if you don't want to or can't, but I'm still moved.

What qualifications do I have to laugh at Yuan Suiyun like this?

I'm not a person of lust, and I have no interest in those things.

This drunken-eyed, blush-faced man aroused my lust with just a glance.

I helped him into the house, fetched water, and kept wiping his lips until he was bleeding.

I lowered my head and kissed his lips, I didn't know how to kiss, I just sucked and licked according to my instinct.I confirmed the deepest desire in my heart.I really want him, I confirmed this matter.

In this case, it was just to test the bottom line, so it has to be changed.

Since both sides can't let go, we can only give him a situation, forcing him to choose me.Even if he doesn't love me now, it can only be mine.

I sketched his outline, quelling lust and momentary confusion.not the right time yet.

The next day, he told me that Chu Liuxiang wanted to ask me.

I smiled lightly.

He asked again if I knew who was sabotaging my plan.He finally found out what Yuan Suiyun was doing in secret, he was really gratified.

I asked him, if one day, Yuan Suiyun and I were on opposite sides, who would he choose.

He reflexively vetoed the choice, definitely not putting us on the opposite side.

Even knowing that he must be the answer, I was still uncontrollably disappointed.

So I can only use myself to force him.Only by breaking the boat can we turn defeat into victory.

Just when I made up my mind to kill Nangong Ling, he unexpectedly appeared.Take away the Tianyi Shenshui from my hand.A little earlier than I expected.

But it doesn't matter, since the plan has been changed, it doesn't matter whether Nangong Ling dies or not.In my heart, he is just an idiot led by that woman, without any value or extra emotion.

The plan was revealed, I retreated completely in Chu Liuxiang's hands, and I couldn't gain a foothold in the Central Plains.

I told him that I need the power to get what I want and I will not give up even if I fail this time.

He wouldn't watch me struggling in the quagmire like this. Sure enough, he persuaded me to give up, followed my words, and asked me what I wanted.

"I want to see only me here. I want to find a place to imprison you, then everything you have belongs to me." I reached out and stroked his face.

I watched him retreat in panic, with disbelief on his face.

I took a few steps forward, and my smile became more meaningful, "I've been wondering if you really didn't notice it. Or you already knew it, but you're just pretending."

His face turned even paler, his expression was a little dazed due to excessive shock, and he murmured subconsciously, "I always thought it was just a child's possessiveness."

I don't care if he's faking or not, I'll have countless hours later to find out what he thinks and all.

I continued to force him, put everything in front of him and let him choose. I believe I will get what I want in this round. "But we are no longer children. If I don't have power, how can I fight with that bat? I don't know how much I have suffered from him for so many years. So are you still protecting me now? Do you know if you protect me at this time? It means nothing to me. Let me give up the plan, unless you belong to me completely. It just so happens that I don't have to waste so much energy."

He asked me if I liked him.

I looked into his dark and clear eyes, but I didn't understand the thoughts inside.I am not going to answer him this question, the person who fell in love first is always passive.

"Whether I like it or not, I don't know. But I'm sure, I want you, from a long time ago, and now it has become my obsession. So now are you going to give up on me, or fulfill me?"

He finally gave in, agreed to try to accept me, and let me leave with him.

When the two of us have to give up one, he will choose the one who has the ability to protect himself.

I even wondered if he chose me because I didn't love him.It was Yuan Suiyun's crazy love that made him timid.Because he doesn't love either of us.

He forced Chu Liuxiang to retreat, sent Nangong Ling away, and promised me that he would leave with me within a month.

That was the first time I saw Yuan Suiyun, but I was deeply impressed.My heart is full of a strong sense of crisis.And inexplicable joy and pride.In the end, I won the battle between the two of us.He was already lost, so he was deeply trapped in it, and he was afraid of his hands and feet.

I don't know what Lin Bing talked with him, but he accepted it very calmly, and just asked Lin Bing to send him back to Bat Island.

For some reason, I felt a little uneasy, as if this was the calm before the storm.But I have no choice but to let Lin Bing go with me directly, and I can't interfere with his behavior.

You can only deal with it carefully.

The month was uneventful to the end.When Lin Bing told me to leave tomorrow, I finally secretly became more vigilant.

When I knew that Chu Liuxiang had been lured to Bat Island, I was stunned for a moment, why did Yuan Suiyun come up with such a stupid move?It is impossible for him to change Lin Bing's mind like this, and he is just making trouble for himself.He is not like me, he has no roots, and with the secrets of Wuzheng Villa and Bat Island in his hands, Chu Liuxiang has nothing to do with him.

After receiving Lin Bingliu's letter asking me to wait for him in his room, he caught Chu Liuxiang and left with me immediately.

It was written by Lin Bing. Although I felt something was wrong, I still went to the cave where he lived.

The moment I saw Yuan Suiyun, I knew it was a trick. I didn't care, but I didn't expect Yuan Suiyun's martial arts to be superior to mine.The stone gate is closed and there is no way to escape.It was so secretive, before I even had time to guess what he was trying to do, I missed and was seriously injured by him, and he gave me a drug.

When I woke up again, I was actually facing Chu Liuxiang and his party, and Ding Feng with resentment mixed with painful faces.

Regardless of the injuries on my body, I asked him what Yuan Suiyun really wanted.

Looking at the pity on the faces of a group of people, and the sadness and exclamation on Chu Liuxiang's face.

The premonition in my heart is even worse.

I couldn't even maintain a basic calmness, so I asked Ding Feng loudly, where is Lin Bing?

Ding Feng's eyes were red, and his eyes were full of resentment, "Dead! That scourge killed him!"

"how come?"

"The young master died with him on Bat Island!"

"It's dynamite! He should be dead by now with no fragments left!"

"Master, let me tell you that you will never be able to snatch senior brother away!"

With a bang, his mind went blank.died?how come?I do not believe!I absolutely do not believe it!

I got up staggeringly, looked into the distance, and there was no sign of Bat Island.

My internal organs were almost twisted together, and I was so painful that I almost suffocated.

No, they lied to me, it must be Yuan Suiyun's trick!How could Lin Bing die!

By the way, Yuan Suiyun can't beat Lin Bing at all, liars, a bunch of liars!all fake!can not believe!Believe it, I was fooled!

can not believe!Absolutely can't believe it!

Ding Feng hated me to the bone, seeing me in a daze, actually told me little by little about Yuan Suiyun's plan.

I covered my ears, don't listen, it's all lies~ they are all lies~ But in the pity eyes of the people around me, my fantasy was shattered a little bit.

I vomited blood and passed out.

When I woke up again, I saw Chu Liuxiang with a sad face, and he forced me to drink the medicine.

"Wuhua, let's face the reality. People cannot be resurrected after death, and some things cannot be forced. Senior protects you like that, and I definitely don't want to see you like this."

I turned my back and ignored him, Lin Bing will not die, these people are just liars.

The next day, I took the opportunity to hold the doctor hostage and force Chu Liuxiang to let me go. How could I want to fall into the hands of others.I'm going to find Lin Bing, he must have been hidden by Yuan Suiyun.

I got on the boat directly, and traveled day and night, and came to Bat Island, staring at a piece of gravel in a daze.

I came to the cave and pushed away the gravel bit by bit. The mud on my hands was mixed with blood, but I didn't feel any pain at all.

For three days and three nights, I still haven't found a corner of Lin Bing's clothes. Look, they really lied to me. Yuan Suiyun must have hidden Lin Bing, and he also hid himself.

I looked at the messy Bat Island with a sneer, didn't Yuan Suiyun create an illusion for me that he and Lin Bing died together?The corpses are not given to me.I had someone buy me dynamite for the whole island, even if it was fake, there was no way I could make it work.These explosives are enough to sink the island and be buried in the sea, not an island with only two people.

From far away, I stood at the bow of the ship, watching the island slowly disappear amidst the sound of bombing, fire and smoke.When I was about to disappear with it, I finally gave up.Someone in my heart said, Lin Bing is still alive, and he hopes you are alive too.

I believe Lin Bing is still alive, he is waiting for me to find him.

I paddled slowly in the boat, and I will eventually find him.

postscript:

After Chu Liuxiang received the news of Bat Island and Shendao, she sighed and finally gave up looking for Wuhua.Su Rongrong asked him why, and he said, "That person Wuhua is extremely paranoid. Since the Bat Island was bombed and sunk, he must have believed in Lin Bing's death. He will not let Yuan Suiyun get his wish even if he dies. Let's all work together To be buried in the sea. Sure enough, it is something Wuhua would do. I hope that they will stop fighting like this in the ground. It's a pity..."

Chu Liuxiang touched his lips, that unintentional kiss that once made him palpitate.Lin Bing's unforgettable face appeared again before his eyes.

Fortunately, it was only a momentary heartbeat.If you fight with those two lunatics, you will die without knowing how.It's not worth moving for that.There is still so much beauty in this world, and he hasn't appreciated it enough.There are many things he did not do.Love is just the spice of life.

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