heart stealing game

If you can't get it, destroy it.

In fact, I still vaguely remember those gorgeous colors when I was a child, blue grass, yellow or pink flowers, bright red tables, and blue, which my mother loved to wear most.

My father said that I was burdened with too many expectations and was born happily. The Buddha said that all living beings are equal, so he took away my eyes.

But I know it’s not like that, I don’t believe in God, and I don’t believe in Buddhism, those are just ridiculous sustenances that weak people find for themselves.My eyes were blind because of my mother. My father strictly prohibited mentioning this matter and silenced everyone who knew it, but he didn't know that even though I was only three years old at that time, I was not ignorant.I clearly remember the pain in my internal organs as if they were about to be scorched, and the woman wearing green clothes beside the bed with a distorted smiling face.

My mother was originally just an inconspicuous one among my father's wives and concubines, but because she was lucky enough to give birth to me, her status has increased.

I am the old son of my father, and the only child, the young owner of the No. [-] villa in the world, Wuzheng Villa.That woman is really sad and ridiculous, but she is even more unwilling to get it.I knew that it was my mother who fed me the medicine in order to fight for favor, and then quietly opened the window in the middle of the night, making me seriously ill. Although I saved my life, I was forever plunged into darkness.And all this is just to frame the eldest lady.

That feeling of being stuck in the dark and never being able to wake up is just awful.After I recovered from my illness, I was completely blind.No matter how many doctors my father invited and how many medicines he prescribed, he always got the same answer.It was also from then on that in addition to my servants, only my father remained in my life.I never saw my mother and the eldest lady again, and those women who looked at me with envy, longing, jealousy, and even hatred.

My father just told me that my mother died of illness.Even though I knew what my father must have done, I didn't ask.I have long since lost hope for things like maternal love.

I don’t know if it’s because of my blindness, but my other senses are more acute. More importantly, I can clearly perceive a person’s subtle emotional changes, such as my father, love for me, expectations, regrets, and more. blame yourself.Another example is the servant's pity and slight dislike.And the pity and pity of those masters who taught me.

There is a breath stuck in my chest, vaguely uncontrollable tyranny, the last thing I need is mercy, even if I am blind, so what?I am not a fool, these mercies are even more insulting to me.There are all kinds of voices around, the young master is really smart, so what if he is smart, but unfortunately he is blind.The young master really worked hard, so what if he worked hard, but unfortunately he is blind.The young master is really handsome, so what about being handsome, it's a pity that he is blind.

Yes, I'm blind, but that doesn't mean I'm deaf.I deliberately blocked those masters from coming down, yes, I am blind, but what about you?Not even a blind man can handle it.Didn't I order people to goug out the eyes of those gossiping servants? Didn't they pity me and despise me?Then go blind with me.

feel

To be around and wait on people's fear and loathing and dread gave me a burst of relief.Finally put away those disgusting pity.I fell in love with hidden weapons and poison, which made me feel more secure in the dark. Although I was blind, I was as blind as a bat.I locked myself in the house, and I was not allowed to light a lamp, whether it was served by servants or taught by the master.This feeling of being immersed in the dark and everything under my own control will calm my uneasy mood. The darkness is my kingdom.

My father knew that my behavior was only getting more and more worried, and he sighed more and more every day.I didn't explain to him why I did this. He probably thought that my personality had changed drastically because of my blindness.And my father was clumsy and didn't know what to do with me.It's just that better masters are invited everywhere for me, and those people can't bear it anymore after three months at most.

I know that my father has spent more and more effort to hire me a master. No matter how famous Wuzheng Villa is and how rich the reward is, no one is willing to teach an apprentice who has a weird temper and accidentally uses hidden weapons and poison to greet you .The most important thing is that Mina Hill's hidden weapons and poison are fatal.Money is more exciting than life.So what if no one teaches?Those people are just clueless.You can't even answer my questions, and you can't even hide those hidden weapons, so you are not qualified to be my master.

Lin Bing didn't know that it was I who begged my father to invite him to be my master at the beginning. "The No. 50 Martial Arts Family", Wuzheng Villa.Even in the past 300 years, although the "Wuzheng Villa" has not had any amazing strokes, it still has the power of [-] years. Even though his father was weak and unable to practice martial arts since he was a child, who can match his background?Besides, Wuzheng Villa's information is also unrivaled in martial arts.

I have always been curious about those people in the Jianghu, so for me to use the intelligence network to collect a lot of news from the martial arts, my father only listened to the stories as a child, and did not stop me.

"Young Master Xie, Lin Bing, the closed disciple of Old Man Tianshan, is twenty years old. One year ago, when Old Man Tianshan was seriously injured, he fought against a hundred with one enemy, and all of them are well-known figures in the martial arts. , 86 people vomited blood and died, and the remaining 14 people were either stupid or crazy. At the foot of Shaolin six months ago, they fought against the abbot of Shaolin, Master Tianhu, and won. He is a man and a maverick. Both good and evil. There are rumors that Lin Bing wants to replace him The old man of Tianshan accepted a disciple, who was taught by him himself, and inherited the mantle of the old man of Tianshan. Lin Bing fell in love with Wuhua, the younger brother of Shaolin Tianfeng master, and wanted to accept him as a disciple, but was rejected. According to analysis, the battle with Master Tianhu originated from this. "

"Accepted the influence of the old man in Tianshan Mountain for one year, and grew rapidly. There is no shortage of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. His martial arts are extremely high, and he may be excellent in medicine, poison, gossip, and formation. Dangerous, don't provoke him!"

Hearing this information, I became excited for a moment. Such a person is dangerous and powerful, and I must become someone stronger than him.

I first took the initiative to find my father and told him that I wanted Lin Bing to be my master.

It was the only time I asked for it in years, and my father was ecstatic.He personally invited Lin Bing.

That's my first time

Uneasy, I know that such a person will not compromise for the name of Wuzheng Villa, will he despise me as blind like everyone else?Even if I usually try to ignore it as much as possible, I can't suppress the inexplicable resentment and hatred in my heart at this time.I told myself that I don't care about being blind, that even though I'm blind, I can still be at the top and everyone will look up to me.But in my heart, I can't help but resent the injustice of the sky because I care too much.

My father came back and said he agreed to come and see me, and he would only accept me if I caught his eye.

I locked myself in the room and suppressed the worries and apprehensions in my heart. If he was unwilling to accept me because I was blind, I would definitely make him regret belittling me!

"Is Young Master Ling asleep now?"

A pleasant and magnetic voice, a stranger, I know that Lin Bing is here.

When I heard my father's rare pleading in a low voice, I felt very uncomfortable, and hated my own weakness even more.Sure enough, no one is different.

Hearing the sound of the door being pushed, I immediately threw out the hidden weapon. If I couldn't even dodge this, it would be a misnomer.

"Old owner, I accepted this apprentice for the old ghost."

His voice was full of surprises, just the purest surprises, and I felt relieved.

"It's a good hidden weapon! Xiao Suiyun, please give me some advice when we meet for the first time. From now on, I will be your nominal senior brother and will also be your master. My name is Lin Bing."

If you want to be my master, you have to get my approval.Although I had a slight liking for him because he saw my performance just now.But that wasn't enough to get him my approval.Even blind, I have my pride.

I made up my mind and shot the hidden weapon again. Feeling the breath approaching, I became flustered for a moment, and subconsciously threw Zi Yuanmeng out.

I didn't intend to kill him, but fortunately he can detoxify Zi Yuanmeng's poison.Although he tapped the acupuncture points, I recognized him from that moment on.Strong people deserve respect.

He picked me up, and the scent of green grass smelled in my nose. I was very uncomfortable. Since I lost my sight, even my father, I am unwilling to be hugged so closely by him.

He unlocked my acupoints, and I instinctively wanted to struggle, but I could only stay in his arms obediently under his threat. This feeling of being under the control of others is really bad.I can only hold on to his skirt tightly to suppress the uneasiness in my heart.

With the cold touch on my face, he actually ravaged my face intimately.I don't know why he deliberately said those words that stimulated me, but I don't feel any negative emotions in him except joy and closeness.Besides, if I could be irritated by such a few words, I don't know how many people died.

Playing by ear, I pretended to be a normal kid when I was provoked, but it was just showing those resentment and anger emotions, this kind of acting I have long been familiar with.

He patted my back gently, I think he was probably trying to let me vent my negative emotions, but how could he know that my heart was originally filled with endless darkness.Those things have been engraved in my bones and are destined to accompany me for a lifetime.Sunny, cheerful, brilliant, never comes to me.

I let him comfort me gently, and took the initiative to bury my face in his arms. I like his arms, and I need his wholehearted and unreserved teaching. If you can achieve your goal by pretending to be what he likes, what's the problem? .

He hung something around my neck, saying it was a meeting gift.It is a rare warm jade with a warm touch.

I held it tightly, although I deliberately got close to him in order to use him, but I really like this person.As long as he keeps treating me like this, I will be a good junior.A desire suddenly arises in my heart, he must be a very gentle and dazzling person, I really want to know what he looks like.Is it as handsome and majestic as the father in the vague memory, but he is very kind when he smiles.

"Brother, can I touch your face?"

He agreed, and I groped his face with my hands, soft lips, straight nose bridge, long eyelashes like small brushes, and slender and bushy eyebrows.Senior brother must be very good-looking.I tried my best to picture him in my heart, but I couldn't help the tyranny and resentment.Why can't I see it?

Suppressing those negative emotions without a trace, I asked him expectantly, "I will remember the appearance of the senior brother. I heard from my father that the senior brother has only one family member, the master. After the master passed away, the senior brother is a person. Is it right now? As far as Senior Brother is concerned, I am the closest?" To be his closest person, he will plan for me wholeheartedly.Even if it is not now, I will make it a fact in the future.

The warm and soft touch fell on my face, which made me stand there.Is it a kiss?This was the first time I was kissed, and my heart suddenly became warm.

"Yeah, from now on, Xiao Suiyun is my closest person."

I threw myself into his arms again, I like this man very much.Not only for the sake of taking advantage, I am also willing to keep this person by my side.

In front of him, I will always be the junior who relies on him and admires him.He is not a gentle person, he can even be considered indifferent, but when he faces me alone, he softens all the edges and corners.He tried his best to teach me, and always made me feel that I was a unique treasure in the world in front of him.

I like this feeling, so even if I don't like the sun, I will still bask in the sun obediently with him, just because he likes it.I like to do things that make him happy, and the pretense I used at the beginning turned into instinct at some point.

At the age of 13, when I knew that he had to leave for a few months every year not to deal with matters, but to teach the little Shaolin monk back then, the negative emotions in my heart completely exploded.

Turns out I wasn't unique.

Jealousy, anger, resentment, but I dare not let him know.

How good it would be if there was only me in his heart.

I want him to only care about me and belong to me alone.Such an urgent desire actually exceeds my ambition to stand at the top and control the martial arts world.The admiration and reverence of all the people combined can't resist the temptation to monopolize him.

That night, I had a dream, and the dream was full of beauty, the face that I had sketched countless times in my heart, blooming under me with a seductive style.

Chunmeng had no trace, and the next day, I felt cold under my body and wet in my hands. I sat on the bed in a daze, and finally understood what the jealousy and resentment that almost drove me crazy these days meant.

Since I want him, then I have to plan well.He is different to me, but how to turn this difference into the kind of affection I want?

After he came back, I was still the junior who relied on him and admired him.It just clings to him more.He didn't find anything.To me, he always has a strange and almost bottomless tolerance.

I sent someone to remove the monk secretly, but he escaped every time.Moreover, he can actually cause trouble for me under the obvious disadvantage, causing me to have to abandon some hidden stakes that I have cultivated with great difficulty.It is worthy of being taught by the senior brother.

The power of Wuzheng Villa cannot be used to do these things.

Using some dark forces, I established the Bat Island, and set up a trading place on the island, specializing in various commodities that cannot be bought in the rivers and lakes.I don't sell those rare treasures, wine ponds and meat forests, but there are things that are more precious than these, such as the Huashan School's secret sword formula "Thirteen Styles of Qingfeng", or the list of thieves who have repeatedly committed crimes in the world in recent years, etc. .This is not just for making money, but also as long as people who trade on the island have a handle in my hands and can be used by me.

As long as I am strong enough, Wuhua is not a problem at all, no one has the ability to snatch senior brother away from me.

But that monk was really lucky. I sent several waves of assassins, but he dodged them all.

Knowing what he was planning, I immediately sent someone to take the opportunity to investigate him, but I didn't expect him to be the son of Tianfeng Shishilang and Shi Guanyin.Although I don't know why he should have guessed that I definitely sent someone to monitor him, why he still showed his feet, whether it was really careless or on purpose.But with such a great opportunity, why not take advantage of it?

What's more, I thought that as soon as my senior brother heard about him, he rushed over to find him in a hurry.I gritted my teeth even more hatefully.

Take advantage of his illness and kill him.Anyway, he did those things, I just helped Chu Liuxiang find out the truth earlier.I will absolutely not let his plan succeed and control Shaolin and the beggar gang.Getting rid of him was more difficult then.So even though I knew that Wuhua might be planning to use me, I still made a move.

After receiving the letter from my senior brother asking me, I guessed that Wuhua lured me to act to drive a wedge between me and my senior brother.It seems that this monk must have plans for his brother.

I intentionally dragged my body, which was recovering from a serious illness, and hurried to find my senior brother. Sure enough, seeing my pale and weak appearance, my senior brother was still angry with me for dealing with Wuhua in private, but his heart softened.

Acting coquettishly, I tentatively told my brother how much I cared about him.

The brother didn't realize what I meant at all, it was still the possessiveness of a child, which made me unable to bear the frustration.

but i don't

I didn't dare to explain it directly to my senior brother, I was afraid that if I said it, I would scare the senior brother away, and instead push the senior brother towards that monk.

But I didn't expect, I just went out for a while, and the senior brother came back with that monk.This is our first meeting, our first face-to-face confrontation.Hearing Wu Hua's smug laughter, the senior brother agreed to the monk and left with him.I was almost going crazy with anger, the tumbling negative emotions in my heart made me wish I could kill Wuhua immediately.Brother is mine, how can it be.

Brother said that I have grown up.Senior brother can't take care of me for the rest of my life.He has promised Wuhua that he will leave with him next month.During this month, he will hand over to me the things left by his former master and the power he cultivated over the years.

This news made me feel like a thunderbolt, and I was out of control.

I asked my brother if he wanted to abandon me because of that monk.

I felt the sadness and embarrassment of my senior brother.Senior brother didn't decide to leave me because he fell in love with Wuhua, senior brother also hated me.This made me, who was almost crazy, slowly regain my sanity.

I hugged my brother and told him that I would go crazy without him.I tentatively asked my brother if he was threatened by that monk.

Although my brother denied it, I felt that my brother's momentary hesitation confirmed my speculation even more.

Thinking of the monk deliberately showing his flaws, I couldn't help but want to sneer. I was waiting here.

Although I can't wait to smash Wuhua to death immediately.I know that with my brother's character, it's useless to mess around. I can only hold back my brother temporarily, and slowly find out the reason why my brother compromised, so that I can come up with an effective countermeasure.

I asked my brother to take me back to Bat Island.

I looked at the information in my hand, the brother let Chu Liuxiang go, and promised that Wuhua would not do anything again.Did you decide to leave to protect Wuhua?Or the senior brother Wu Hua threatened with himself to leave with him?I know that with my brother's character, I absolutely don't want to let us have an accident.So brother compromised?At the expense of the senior brother himself, in exchange for Wu Hua to give up his plans that would make him irreparable?

I always thought that the power in my hands and my ability were my advantages over Wuhua, but I didn't expect that these would be used by Wuhua instead, and it would become a flaw that could not be eliminated.That moment made me feel like I was a joke.Abandoned because he was the one with the ability to protect himself?

The resentment in my heart was almost extinguished, but this made me calm down even more.I have never realized so clearly that senior brother doesn't love me, otherwise how could he compromise like this and leave me.So many years of doting, it turns out that in the end, it is just a fleeting moment.

I thought I had plotted against my brother, but in the end I lost my heart.I thought that I was the most important person for senior brother, that I could keep him close and be with him for the rest of my life, but to senior brother, I was just a passer-by.

At that moment, there is as much love as there is hate.

I raised my head to keep my tears from falling, tears are such useless things, what am I going to do here.

If you can't get it, it will be ruined.But that is brother, hate

Intention is still no match for love.Then make the last choice.

I asked someone to lure Chu Liuxiang to Bat Island and let him know the secret of Bat Island. Over the years, countless people have traded on Bat Island. How many people are willing to be controlled?

With Chu Liuxiang's sense of justice, he will definitely take care of it. Even if I have already guessed the answer, I still want my brother to choose again.

As expected, senior brother kept looking for me, he asked me if I attracted Chu Liuxiang.

I smiled and asked him, "Now I'm in trouble too, will Senior Brother leave me and Wu Hua?"

"Chu Liuxiang will not be your opponent. You are different from Wuhua. With the forces I left behind and the forces of Wuzheng Villa, plus the income you have gained from building Bat Island in the past few years, you are not afraid of anyone making trouble for you. Little Suiyun, why are you doing this?"

Even though I have already guessed the reason why my brother chose Wuhua, but when my brother said this, the resentment and anger in my heart were like a huge wave and almost crushed me.

Senior brother already knew that I liked him, but he was just pretending to be stupid.I was really a joke, I was conceited and smart, but I didn't even figure out the person I loved.

I was almost numb to the pain and despair.

He said, "I'll take care of it for you."

He said, "I never liked you. After dealing with Chu Liuxiang, I will leave with Wuhua. No one who leaves will die."

Hearing the sound of his leaving footsteps, I couldn't help laughing crazily, something was completely broken, and I couldn't come back again.A scalding liquid escaped from my long-dried eyes and flowed down my cheeks into my mouth, salty and bitter.

I thought there was nothing more painful in the world than living in darkness forever, that's just me.

Brother, it was you who brought me out of the darkness and pushed me into the abyss with your own hands.How can I repay you, the person I love into my blood and hate into my bones.

I calmly asked Ding Feng to take care of Chu Liuxiang and his group who had been fed by my senior brother. I knew that with the medicines I prepared, Ding Feng could cure their poison.I also handed over Wuhua, who was severely injured and unconscious by me, to Ding Feng.In order not to let the four murderers find out, I deliberately led my senior brother to lead Wuhua to a soundproof cave when he was dealing with Chu Liuxiang and the others.Wu Hua never thought that my martial arts was better than his.Sure enough, the senior brother would not tell him this.I told Ding Feng to wait until Wu Hua woke up, and tell him that he would never snatch senior brother away.

Wuhua, Wuhua, I always want you to taste the pain of being robbed by you.

Facing Ding Feng's begging and persuasion, I just smiled and said, "Ding Feng, I want to be with senior brother forever, all I need is your blessing."

"Remember, no one can be left on the island at that time, this is my last order."

He finally agreed.

I heard his choked up voice, for him shed sincere tears for me, let him leave those things in Wuzheng Villa.

When he returns to Wuzheng Villa and takes out the token I gave him, those people will naturally know what I mean.

I found my brother,

To have a farewell dinner with him.

Even though the senior brother was a little wary of me, he finally agreed softly.

This made me lose the tenderness of my heart, but now it makes me feel extremely sad and painful.

Hearing the bang, I knew that senior brother drank the Lumeng that I personally prepared. It was not poison, but a new type of drug that I personally prepared.

Brother doesn't know, although I haven't learned all of his martial arts and others, but my poison technique has already surpassed blue and surpassed blue.

I groped and slowly helped my brother onto the bed.

Fingertips across the facial features that have been engraved in my heart.

Brother, since I am already in the abyss, how can I lose my beloved you.

How can I let my senior brother simply die and leave a corpse, as long as there is a corpse, it will always be separated by that monk.

Brother, sleep with me on this Bat Island, okay?

I lit the tablecloth with a candle, threw it at the door of the secret room, heard the sound of "呵呵", and returned to the bed in satisfaction.

I hugged senior brother tightly and buried him in his arms, still my favorite scent of green grass.

Live in the same bed, die in the same hole.I will always be with my brother.

Amid the sound of a huge explosion, the severe pain of being torn apart, and the cave crumbling, I closed my eyes in satisfaction.

Brother, let's go to hell together.

Brother, you can never abandon me again.

Brother, I love you so much and hate you so much.

Brother, in hell, can you only love me, okay?

Just love me alone.