heart stealing game

Sometimes, people reach a certain point, love or not love has no meaning.Just like Zhao Bing to me.I don't know whether I love him or not, I'm just willing to be a lock to help him lock another man's heart.I am no longer important.This love has been without me from beginning to end.

-- chasing life

Fortunately, he lost his life, but that's the case.

This is my favorite saying.That being the case, why not relax everything in the world and everything in your heart?So I always like to do what I want to do, even if it's a whim, even if it's meaningless.I also don't care if it succeeds.All I like is enjoyment and fun while working hard.

The two most important people in my life.One is my savior, "Three-cylinder Son" Wen Yuehong.The other is Zhao Bing.

Even though I have been worshiped under Master Zhuge, my gratitude to my mentor has never diminished.What makes me regret is that the mentor has passed away, and even the blood is not left behind.Those sanctimonious Wen family members cannot be regarded as the teacher's family members at all.

When I was five years old, I was rescued from a group of gangsters by my teacher.At that time, I was not called chasing life.I have another name.

Cui Lueshang, a sad-sounding name, seems to have foreshadowed the ups and downs of my life.In fact, although my impression of my father is very vague, I still remember my mother's appearance.Although what impressed me the most was my father's alcoholism and internal colic.That kind of painful torture day and night made me extremely afraid of pain in my later life.At that time, I always thought that there was a bug biting in my stomach, and I cried and called my mother in fear.I didn't know that there is another kind of injury in this world called internal injury.The mother's ignorance made her confused, and the father's completely ignored it.Let me leave the root of the disease.But I never hated them.They are not good parents.But I am very grateful to them for allowing me to come into this world, and then I met my mentor, senior brother, and Zhao Bing.I don't have a prominent background, not even a normal family.An alcoholic father and a confused mother left me traumatized as a young child, but I still wished they were alive.

Even though I grew up slowly, I have seen many enviable happy families.I am still grateful.What the teacher said is right, the kindness of life is already very heavy.Besides, it is better to learn to be grateful than to be resentful.Only those who have kind thoughts and gratitude in their hearts will know the beauty of life. 1 I am grateful to my father for giving me the unique skill of drinking, not getting drunk after a thousand cups, the more I drink, the more I drink, I even practice the martial arts of storing wine in my throat, spraying it again and speaking with tongue vibration; I also thank my mother for inheriting it Give me the talent for lightness kung fu, and practice the tracking technique that is invincible in the world.

With me like this, what right do I have to complain about them?It is what they left behind that made me.

mentor's go

The world gave me a big blow.He is the person who gives me warmth in this world.The first and only one.Even if I was once again favored by Mr. Zhuge, and I was accepted as a disciple under the sect, and I had a brother and a brother.She was even named one of the top four famous arresters in the imperial court, and countless beauties fell into her arms.It seems that family affection, friendship, love, all of them are there for a while.But my heart is still very lonely.It's not that Master Zhuge and his seniors treated me badly, it's just that the person who can understand me and read my heart didn't appear.No one accompanied me through the painful days of losing my mentor.The teacher has completely replaced the status of my father and mother in my heart.It was he who took care of me growing up, taught me martial arts and how to be a man.The pain that half of my life was deeply torn apart was all hidden by me under the wanton and uninhibited.Over time, even I almost thought I had given up.I pretended not to see the pus beneath that scar.

But when I learned the truth about my parents' death and the reason for my master's early death, I felt angry for the first time.It's all just a battle of interests.

Gang infighting killed my parents.The internal strife in the family dragged down the teacher's body early.But what if I avenge them?A person cannot be resurrected after death.

For the first time, I fell in love with the position of being a police officer.I wonder if it is as long as I work hard to punish these villains earlier.Can I avoid more tragedies like my childhood?

Master Zhuge said that I fell into paranoia, but I didn't feel that I did anything wrong.Those who have done all kinds of bad things will not cry until they see the coffin.Believe they reformed?It might as well be convincing to believe that wolves don't eat meat.

Master and senior brothers tried to persuade me many times, but they just sighed helplessly when they saw that I was stubborn.Master said, chase your life, you are too stubborn.This will kill you one day.

Until a long time later, when I met Zhao Bing, Master's words became true.

I fell into a bewilderment called Zhao Bing and couldn't get out.Ruined all my beliefs and persistence in life.

Standing at thirty, I am the oldest among all the master's disciples.I linger among beauties, but always run away at critical moments.I want to find a gentle beauty to form a family and have a child of my own.Such a life is happiness.But I always hesitate.It's not that I didn't like people, but I didn't like them enough.

Just liking them wasn't enough for me to let go of everything and settle down.It is not enough to like, only those who love each other can stay with each other for a lifetime.

Groups of wives and concubines do not envy me.I hope there is someone, as long as she is there, it is my home.

Everyone talks about chasing one's life, being unrestrained and unrestrained.My favorite is beauty.

Nobody knew I never touched them.Everyone likes to admire beautiful people.But this kind of appreciation is not a cover-up of desire, let alone love.

I have no relatives, so I have high hopes for my lover.

It's just that I didn't expect that fate was so strange that I met him.

It is common to encounter all kinds of poisons when investigating cases, but I didn't expect that I would be caught.Still a beautiful woman.The scorching heat gathered under her body made me instantly aware of her intentions.Does she think that I will help her cover up those sins after having sex with me?I really can't understand.

I decisively suppressed the effect of the medicine with internal force, and got rid of the pursuers.It's just that the effect of the medicine is more violent than I imagined.The more suppressed, the stronger the desire.Almost burned my sanity.

I had no choice but to hold on to my reason and go to the lake, where there are many painting boats, and they also do skin and meat business.I don't want to touch strange women, but I have to do it when the arrow is on the string.

It quickly landed on a painting boat leaning on the shore.Rolling into the inner room, my sanity is already on the verge of collapse.A person walked up to me in a blur, her soft hands moved on my body, and her clear and sweet voice was delicate, I didn't hear what she said clearly.

Desire finally defeated reason, and when I managed to regain my senses again, I had already put the person who teased me under my body.I shook my head hard, trying to remember the face beneath me.I've never touched anyone before, not even a whore.There has always been a kind of stubbornness in my heart. I want a lover who belongs to me completely, and I belong to her completely.I still want to remember what my first woman looked like.It's just that the body underneath makes me feel wrong, long legs and thin waist, soft body with a nice fragrance, but it doesn't look like a woman's body when hugged.There is no soft chest, and the voice just now is just melodious, without the unique charm of a woman.When my left hand touched something hot and firm, I finally realized my situation when I was fighting against desire.I almost wanted to push myself out.Damn it!Anyone who has been to a brothel knows that there are not only those charming women, but also those soft and charming young men.And the one I'm under seems to be.I have seen those young women, as men, but they are women lying under the men.His body was soft as if he had no bones.Learn how a woman behaves.Gives people goosebumps.What's more, I don't know what men and men should do?

But the person under him obviously didn't want to let me go. His slender legs had already wrapped around my waist, and his soft hands almost tore off all of my robe.The cold and soft mobile game walked on my chest, burning all my sanity in an instant, leaving me without even a chance to regret and complain.

I can almost imagine my dishes tomorrow morning.My poor first time was actually given to a young lady.

The ultimate happiness made me almost feel like I was in a fairyland.The body crazily collided.Regardless of the crying of the people below him, he hit the peak again and again.It turns out that it is such a happy thing to perform the ceremony of Duke Zhou.The feeling is truly addictive.Such a comfortable feeling, even if it falls on a young man, I can accept it.

At that time, I didn't know that all the evil fates started from this time.And this night is the beginning and the end between us.I stepped into someone else's love and lost myself.

When I woke up the next day, I saw the mess on the person beneath me.It's rare to feel that little bit of guilt.This little waiter will definitely treat me as a guest with a perverted hobby.What a shame.I even want to help this young man redeem himself. I know that people in this business, no matter if they are prostitutes, prostitutes or young men, who would be willing?

Men always have an inexplicable feeling for the first person they own for the first time.My actions instantly attracted the attention of people outside. Even though I couldn't see people, I could still feel the gazes on me.I finally realized something was wrong.If it was just an ordinary young lady, how could she be protected by someone like a hidden guard?And obviously those people outside are not low in martial arts.Thinking of the seduction and later struggle of the person under him last night.I was horrified to find that I seemed to have gotten into a catastrophe.I seem to have accidentally fucked a rich young master who was drunk.And toss people so miserably.But why didn't the group of people outside the door stop me?It doesn't look like you want to catch me now?Or is this young master just a broken sleeve?I comfort myself.Carefully looking at the person below him, the delicate and smooth skin is as white as ivory, and there are bruises and purple marks I left on it last night, making it look more and more alluring.I swallowed and spit, and touched it again by accident.The vague impression of last night and the exhilarating feeling began to replay in my mind.The lust came up again.I was almost on the verge of crying.I became the type of person I despise the most.Like a beast in heat, or a broken sleeve.Could it be that I haven't been able to find the woman I want to start a family for so many years, just because I'm actually a broken sleeve?I like men?I thought about the man I knew, and suddenly my whole body became stiff, and my complexion became more and more ugly.I still don't like men.

After secretly spurning myself several times, I finally couldn't help but curiously pushed away the long hair that covered this man's face.The black silk is like ink, smooth and soft, and I can't help but sigh again.

When I saw that face, I froze.Over the years, I have seen countless beauties, especially after becoming a royal, the harem concubines I have seen are all as beautiful as flowers.But compared with this, it lacks the charm that makes my heart beat.Yes.charm.

I don't know if it was love at first sight, or a gaffe caused by what happened last night.I held my heart beating somewhat irregularly.At that moment, I actually had a touch of joy at last night's blunder.The case has not been dealt with yet, and the clues found about that case yesterday are now going to be reported to Master.I hesitated for a while and when I got up, I finally put the jade pendant left by my mentor on the bedside.

I can't tell what was right or wrong last night.I don't know who he is, what kind of personality he is, but for that night last night, for the heartbeat at that moment just now.I want to get to know this person.Even if he is a man.I am willing to try a new possibility.I carried him to the bed and covered him with the blanket.Turn around and leave the boat quickly.

After everything was dealt with, when I came to Huafang again, the building was already empty.Even if I asked the madam who rented out the boat, she didn't give any useful information.My heart was so empty that I couldn't lift my spirits for several days.I even asked some dudes who often linger in these places, but there was still no news.

It seemed to tell me that that night was just a dream.I tried to pull out the vague memories in my mind bit by bit.I hope to find a clue of the young man.Finally found it.The boy's underwear was trimmed with golden lace, and the pattern on it seemed to be a long snake-shaped animal.I tried hard to recall, and found out horribly, this young man that I remember deeply, seems to be a royal, with snake-like four-claws and a python figure.Except for the prince, only the prince can wear it, and the oldest prince today is only ten years old.

I was almost on the verge of crying, and I was still thinking about finding that boy, and maybe something would happen.If it was a prince who was treated like that by me, I can already imagine a large number of hidden guards chasing him down.

But after waiting for several days, there is still no sign of trouble. I don't believe that with the power of a prince, I can't find out that it was me that night.There is only one possibility, that boy, he doesn't want to see me, and he doesn't want to have any interaction with me anymore.Thinking of this makes me very uncomfortable.Although I was mainly responsible for that night, without his initial seduction, what happened that night could have been completely avoided.He doesn't want to have anything to do with me, and I still want him to be responsible for my night.I've never missed a person so much.Even in my dreams, I would dream of that young man's soft and fragrant body and that beautiful and shocking face.

I started asking about all the princes who were of a similar age to the enigmatic boy.After age and appearance, there was only one person left.Today's younger brother, Lord Bing.It is said that Lord Bing is in poor health, but his appearance is peerless.Today's infinite love for this fellow brother.And the eccentricity of this ice prince also made many people speculate.He doesn't like fighting, and he doesn't like those court officials.Except for the concubines in the queen's harem, he could hardly see his smiling face.Most famously, he doesn't like people with beards.Today, I also shaved off a clean beard for him.And just at this moment, Senior Brother Tie Shou got the current order to go to Lianyunzhai to assist the people of the imperial court there and capture the traitor Qi Shaoshang.Most importantly, protect Lord Ice.

Even the master asked Brother Tie Shou to let him assist Lord Bing, and what to do depends on the arrangement of Lord Bing.Master's serious entrustment made this matter even more important.

Even though I knew that what Master hates most is others disobeying his words, I still boldly asked to go with Tie Shou.Unexpectedly, Master thought about it and finally agreed.

This shows that this matter is not only important but also dangerous.In my heart, I actually restrained my worries about that boy.Because that night was so impressive, I couldn't see that young man as a prince at all.

I couldn't wait to go to Lianyunzhai with my senior brother, and even shaved off all the beards that I had deliberately grown for so long.I finally know that there is such a thing as lovesickness in this world.

But when I think about it countless times, I feel that I shouldn't have gone to that place where I could never recover because of that touch of heart at that time.Is it that as long as I don't meet him again, even if there will be lifelong regrets, I will not suffer, struggle, or fall into the abyss.

I still saw him.Completely different from what I thought.No rage, none of the various cute reactions I imagined.Some are just ignored and forgotten.

What makes me feel like falling into the ice cellar is that he is a broken sleeve as I thought, but he already has someone he loves.How unfair this is.I was aggrieved and even angry, and deliberately let him know that I was the person that night.Facing his murderous intent and indifference, I could only cover up my injury with a rogue face with a hippie smile.The anger and jealousy kept piling up in my heart, and I was even a little speechless.But seeing him so angry that he was about to go crazy, I finally softened my heart.That's all.If you don't care, I will rest.It's just a dream waking up.It was like nothing happened that night.

I pretended not to see the softness that made me jealous when he looked at Gu Xichao.Fortunately, he lost his life, but that's the case.

I've been talking about it for a long time, how can I be ridiculously unable to do it myself.

But when I saw Fu Wanqing, I realized that he used Jin Lin and his senior brother to destroy the relationship between Gu Xichao and his wife.I can no longer remain indifferent.I can give him up because he loves someone else.But it doesn't mean that I will let him become such an ugly villain, for the sake of my so-called love, I will try my best to break up a loving couple.

Home is the most sacred place in my heart.No matter what you do to destroy someone's home, it is unforgivable.The person he fell in love with has already married a wife, how can I watch him degenerate to the point of insanity?

I told him I would stop him, and I did.

It just didn't occur to me that everything was too simplistic as I thought.His stubbornness, his confession, his madness.He has nothing but Gu Xichao in his heart.Such a crazy and frightening love makes me feel envious and pity.I envy Gu Xichao to get such a wholehearted love, even though it does anything to subvert my standard of justice and kindness.But it is still like a raging flame beating in the dark night, so bright, so dazzling.I also feel sorry for my teenager who fell in love with someone who loves others. After trying all the tricks, he was doomed to be bruised and bruised.

From jealousy to love, from pity to love.

Even knowing how bad the things he did were.But watching him suffer, suffer, and even faintly despair and madness.My heart sank deeply as he throbbed bit by bit.I fell in love with this teenager who was crazy about love.I also fell into this love that I will always be a bystander.

I stopped it but couldn't stop it at all.He is willing to block the sword for that person and die for that person.But he didn't want to keep his eyes on me.I stayed by his hospital bed for three days and three nights, but I didn't get any thanks from him.

Obviously for the sake of pity, it is as soft as a ball of cotton, but when facing me, it is always like a cold winter wind.Freeze all my love bit by bit.

He even drugged his brother and Mrs. Gu in order to get Gu Xichao.But when I heard the news of his passing away from the imperial physician, I didn't have the courage to face him and accuse him.

How could such a dazzling person be dying?Such a desperate love, is it because you know that your life is not long, so you are desperate and don't want to leave any regrets?But has he ever thought that he is dead, even if he is loved by Gu Xichao?What should he do with the person he loves with his life?And what should I do if I love him?

In a trance, I seemed to see Master's sigh.That's what he said many years ago, you are too stubborn.This will end up hurting yourself one day.I didn't understand it then.Isn't persistence a good thing?But now I finally understand, but it's too late.I can't give up, I can't get out of this demon named Zhao Bing.

My justice, my insistence on right and wrong, fell apart in front of him.

I, who fell in love with him, have long since ceased to be that hard-faced famous arrester, and I'm just a villain stuck in the mud who doesn't know right from wrong.

I even want this me, the me who prayed for him to live, the me who would do anything for it.What should I do if he is really dead?I don't even have the qualifications to meet him in hell.

I stood in front of the door and stopped the sound of panting, groaning and groaning inside the door. I clearly knew what was going on in the house, but I didn't have the slightest strength to push the door open.There is a voice in my head, this is his last wish, how can you destroy it?

Is it that I don't stop, don't destroy.Can he maintain a good mood like this and live?

I just kept standing outside the door.Until the body is already stiff.The door finally opened.I looked at Zhao Bing, who was wearing a coat, pale and almost fainted.

I silently picked him up, ignored his indifference and sarcasm, and helped him wash his body a little bit.This is someone I love.But I want to help him clean up the marks left on his body by others.My heart seems to be soaked in a big vat of bitterness, but I can't escape the bitter taste that penetrates into my bones.

His sarcasm and his seduction, I had a premonition of what he was going to do, but I fell into his trap soberly.I can't refuse him, I can't refuse him who may disappear at any time.

Even so weak, he still tried to seduce me.He didn't care about his body, he didn't care about his life, all he wanted was a predatory love.

I wanted to scold him and shake him awake.

The words that blurted out in the end were a soft begging without dignity.

I want him to live, even if he doesn't love me, even if he becomes a lunatic for love.Even if he uses me to hurt me.

I don't know who to pray to, and I don't know how to save him.Just like I know so clearly that his life is irretrievable, I still don't want to believe it.

I beg him to keep him alive.

He didn't even leave me with the last hope, he smashed everything to pieces.

The words that came out of that obviously pale and bloodless lips were so cruel.

He said, "Zhouming, can you do one thing for me? This is the only thing I ask you in this life." He said, "Zuiming, living is not something I can decide."

He said, "You promised!"

He said, "promise me, watch Xi Chao for me, he can't fall in love with anyone but me. You have to remind him, always remind him, so that he can never forget me. I can't bear to take him to hell , but he can only belong to me.”

He is so cruel to me, to Gu Xichao, even to himself.

I should hate, the person he loves is not me.Or should I be glad that that person is not me?I fell in love with him who loved Gu Xichao.If he loved me at that time, wouldn't I fall in love with him?It is so unforgettable because I can't get it.Or is it the longing for such a crazy and desperate love?I do not know either.

I said yes to him.Let him fall asleep in my arms.And never woke up again.

I myself find it unbelievable, I always thought I would be crazy if he died.But he just died in front of me.Died in my arms.Like falling asleep.Just never wake up.

At this time, I was so calm that I didn't even shed tears.Only my heart seemed to be filled with ice, so cold that I didn't feel it.I even had a surge of joy.He died in my arms, finally it wasn't Gu Xichao, it was me.

how nice.I always have a little bit better than Gu Xichao.No, at least his first time was also mine.See, I don't have to feel sorry for myself at all.

No need to.

Time keeps ticking.Gu Xichao also fell in love with him as he wished.

I told Gu Xichao that you and him are really a match made in heaven.Only you can understand his madness, accept it and fall in love with him.This kind of love is too painful and intense, I would rather not.

Fortunately, he lost his life, but that's the case.

I don't want it anymore.

Yes, he is dead, why should I love him.I did what I promised him.The current Gu Xichao no longer needs me to be that lock.He was willing to live in the cage that Zhao Bing constructed for him all his life.

The music is over, where am I going?

I disregarded the stop of Master and Senior Brother, and left.The sky is big, the earth is big, there is always a place without him, and my peace of mind.

That day will not be far away.Only now he was standing next to me and smiling at me again.

Hey, don't you love Gu Xichao?Don't you despise me?

Why follow me?Why are you smiling at me?

Let me tell you, if you seduce me again, you really have to be responsible.

won't you goIf you don't go, you won't be able to go.

I'll call you Xiaobing, okay?my teenager.

Just my teenager.