rebirth grass

Li Yuege didn't show up for a long time. As soon as he entered the police station, he was taken home. After a lesson, he was put in confinement.Li Yibei stayed in the hospital for a week. When he was discharged from the hospital, a group of men and women came to pick him up. When they met, they joked, "Hey, Mr. Bei, did you suffer from domestic violence or robbery? The injuries are terrible enough!"

He and Li Yuege's social circle has never had much intersection, and few people around him know about their relationship, but an unintentional sentence hits the truth.

Li Yibei smiled resentfully, his heart was cold.

When Li Yuege reappeared, he lost a lot of weight, with a gloomy blue color under his eyes, and he was very unreliable as he pulled the corners of his mouth and tried his best to be gentle.Li Yibei felt that he was a little afraid of being beaten, and seeing Li Yuege was a little bit weak, but he still pretended to be fierce like a paper tiger.

After college, their relationship has been in the original balance. Li Yuege has a wider sky, enjoys the privilege to the maximum, but also breeds a more rampant ambition. He is surrounded by swingers who abuse power and money, far away from ordinary people. Life and thinking about problems are not at the same level of value.

He is keen on pursuing rights and money, he has too many things on his mind, and never takes love seriously.

Li Yibei once asked him why he was with him, and Li Yuege thought about it for a while and said that it was very comfortable to be with you.

Except when he was young and ignorant, Li Yuege seldom used his fists to solve problems. He felt ashamed and embarrassed by his behavior, like a brainless idiot, his reason was completely controlled by his emotions.

The feeling of wanting to kill Li Yibei didn't feel startled until he calmed down.

He and Li Yibei have been entangled together in a daze for several years, but the time has not allowed him to see through anything. From the physical obsession in childhood to the habitual dependence now, they are already familiar with each other like seeing another self, but There is still an invisible barrier in between.

He has too many things to do, and this world of flamboyance begins to reveal the temptation of luxury and luxury. He knows that he is not gay, aside from the worldly world, and he still has family responsibilities and expectations. He cannot promise to be with Li No matter how far Yibei has traveled, Li Yibei will always look like he can be at ease with anyone, making countless friends, and enjoying himself like a fish in water in circles that he can't see.

He is not a special existence in this person's eyes, although for a while he is very dependent on himself.

Li Yuege felt that he had been suppressing and restraining himself from a very early age. Many things accumulated together and gradually became tormenting. If he couldn't bear it, his relationship with Li Yibei would deteriorate rapidly and crack. The troubles in the north are ugly.

Even now he doesn't regret it too much, he just feels very distressed.

Li Yuege stood at the door, looking at Li Yibei who didn't intend to let him in, he could only put away his restless mood, and asked in a low voice, "Is the injury healed?"

"Skin trauma, heal quickly." Li Yibei's voice was a little hoarse, leaning against the door with his head tilted, staring at Li Yuege with a pair of bright eyes, "You're pretty good."

Li Yuege knew that he held grudges, but he didn't want to explain anything. He also knew that he had no position, "You can call back, but I refuse to apologize."

Li Yibei suddenly laughed ferociously, "Even if you have a dog, you should coax it if you get hurt? Who do you take me for?"

Li Yuege hated his metaphor, and was startled by the sadness in his eyes, and reached out to caress his pale face, "Beibei, I already care about you a lot."

It's this answer again!

It's the damn back again!

Every time he takes a step further, Li Yuege will block him with this sentence, telling him to stop it!

Li Yibei closed the door angrily, bent down slightly as if he was suffocated, and breathed with his mouth open.

Li Yuege never forgives others' betrayal easily, but behind this cheap betrayal is an even cheaper one-way relationship.If he had to explain and beg for forgiveness like this, it would be such a low-minded person.

Li Yuege received a call from Zhuang Shaoyu in the second week, "Come and take your people back, or they will be abducted!"

Li Yibei seldom goes to bars. In the circle of life outside of Li Yuege, his attitude towards life is very healthy. He eats, sleeps, studies, makes friends, and is organized like a model student. He thought that Li Yuege would like his special tricks to attract Li Yuege, otherwise how would he live such a boring life for so many years.

Li Yuege dislikes some of Li Yibei's personalities. He likes to pretend, willful, too aggressive, and his hot and cold personality like changing his face makes him unpredictable.

The light in the bar was as bad as ever. In the box, a group of people brought by Zhuang Shaoyu, a girl with a good voice was singing, and Zhuang Shaoyu sat there elegantly, making the atmosphere like a literary salon.

Li Yuege didn't even say hello, he just asked, "Where's the person?"

Zhuang Shaoyu pointed to the corner, "I was still going crazy just now, I'm probably asleep now."

Li Yuege's eyes followed the person curled up on the sofa, and the anger in his stomach dissipated inexplicably, and he pulled the sleeping person onto his back, and directly carried the person on his back.

The people in the box just glanced at it knowingly and didn't dare to make a sound.

Zhuang Shaoyu followed them downstairs, and when he arrived at the parking lot, he asked while smoking a cigarette, "Are you really planning to mess with him for the rest of your life?"

"It's still a lifetime, why do you even worry about it?"

Zhuang Shaoyu had a half-smile, with an expression of bored watching a play, "I just think you two are boring enough, no matter how you say it, you are two old men, if you really want to be bloody, you should share it, you are always so ambiguous. No family is as childish and funny as you, so young, don't run on the crooked road with no future."

Zhuang Shaoyu seldom talked so much, and rarely asked about his affairs, but bystanders could see their relationship very clearly.

Li Yuege put the person on his back into the back seat of the car, frowned at Zhuang Shaoyu and said, "Don't learn from my parents' preaching, I haven't made up my mind yet."

Zhuang Shaoyu smiled indifferently, "I don't dare to preach to you, it's just that you are always so endless, others are panicked."

Li Yibei will be very obedient when he is drunk and falls asleep, and can sleep peacefully until dawn.

Li Yuege took a bath and put him on the bed. In the middle of the night, Li Yibei rolled into his arms habitually, rubbing his cheek against his neck, breathing long, but Li Yuege still felt that he should not have fallen asleep.

The two hugged each other, intimate, silent and each had their own concerns.

Li Yibei heard what Zhuang Shaoyu said.He knew what he should do. If he wanted to pretend to be chic, who would not be able to, but he was reluctant, he was not reconciled at all, and he gave up without even getting a heart. It was a chicken-and-egg fight, and his persistence all the time had become a joke.

They still live together as before, but they live together in different beds. Li Yuege seldom goes back. Li Yibei is surrounded by a feeling of powerlessness and anxiety. He is busy with graduation and work, and cooks a lot of dishes when he goes home every day. Often when eating alone, he would want to smash the bowls on the table, but he forced himself to calm down and endured the pain in his heart.

Li Yibei didn't know why it became like this. They were almost glued to each other when they were seventeen or eighteen years old, as if their life would become incomplete without each other, but in a blink of an eye, it was an escape gesture of looking at each other and hating each other.

He didn't expect that one day Li Yuege would need this kind of gesture. Isn't he always good at doing things like this?

This relationship lasted until he graduated from senior year. After taking the graduation photo and moving all the school books and things back, he found Li Yuege sitting in the room with the ashtray full of cigarette butts, and his consciousness was smoky.

Li Yibei was sweating all over, put down his things and went straight to the bathroom, didn't look at Li Yuege when he came out, went back to the room, turned on the computer as if looking for something to do, he was instinctively refusing something.

But Li Yuege didn't give him a chance to escape, he followed in and sat on the sofa chair a little far away from him, "Let's talk."

Li Yibei played a game that he hadn't played in a long time, and said without looking back, "Say what you want to say directly, no need to beat around the bush."

"I'm leaving tomorrow."

"Is everything packed?"

"You don't need to collect the things here, just look at what you don't need and deal with it."

"there is none left?"

Li Yuege was silent for a while, and finally said, "Give me some time."

Li Yibei leaned back on the chair as if collapsed when the door was closed, and tears fell down on the keyboard without him knowing it.

He stayed in the house for a week, eating and sleeping every day. When his mind started to get confused, he threw away all the things that belonged to Li Yuege and his aura, sold the house, and rented a small one by himself. house.

No one can't survive without it.