you're nothing but scum

The enthusiasm retreated all of a sudden, I suddenly felt a little cold, and shrank subconsciously.

Song Xiuming might have noticed something, and said apologetically, "Sorry, Xiao Le..."

I shook my head and propped myself up on my hands.

The clothes on my body were almost torn by Song Xiuming, and Song Xiuming himself looked disheveled.But even in this case, I didn't have much interest for a while.

I sat there silently for a long time, thinking about it, it is indeed impossible for me to wear this prosthesis and do it with Song Xiuming, otherwise it would be too much of a hindrance.

Anyway, I have already taken this step today, I will try it and see what happens.

I made up my mind and wanted to take off that prosthetic limb. Song Xiuming held my hand and said softly, "Let me take it off for you."

I nodded and said, "...OK."

Song Xiuming carefully took off the prosthesis, and I became a person with only one leg again, feeling a little sore in my heart.

Song Xiuming gently massaged the stump of my left leg, and said in a low voice: "Xiao Le, I know you may not be able to accept it, but the prosthesis is just a tool, you can't take it off forever."

"……I know."

Song Xiuming looked at me, hugged me again and kissed my lips.

I gently stroked his back, trying to get myself into the mood again.When Song Xiuming reached between my legs again, we both froze.

After a few seconds, Song Xiuming sighed softly and pulled his hand out.I was a little embarrassed, I didn't expect myself to soften like this.

The two of us sat on the sofa like this for a while, and I asked in a hoarse voice, "Song Xiuming..."

"Ok?"

"You, don't you think this is...perverted?"

Song Xiuming hugged me, turned his head and kissed my forehead, and said softly on top of my head, "How is that possible."

I looked at the rest of my left leg, and it has been like this for more than half a year, but I still can't pass my level.

In fact, I don't care if it's other people, I don't care what they think.But if it was Song Xiuming, he couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to see this look in his eyes.Will he think I'm disgusting like this?Can he really kiss me and hug me without any psychological barriers?

These questions were entrenched in my mind, and I couldn't ignore them.

I didn't know how to tell Song Xiuming, and I didn't know how to make me feel at ease, so I fell silent for a while.

After a while, Song Xiuming said, "Xiao Le, have you forgotten who amputated your leg?"

I was taken aback, looked at him helplessly, curled my lips and said, "How could I forget."

"That's right, didn't you ignore me at the beginning?" Song Xiuming said with a smile, "Because I am the doctor who amputated your limbs, you really hated me at that time, right?"

I'm a little embarrassed to say that it's really immoral for me to cast aside my life in my heart if someone took my life back with good intentions.But I was not familiar with him at that time, so of course what I thought had nothing to do with him.

Song Xiuming said slowly: "Xiao Le, I have seen more disabled patients than you. I don't know about others, but in my heart, people like you who lack body parts are no different from other people."

He lifted my chin, looked at me and said, "I know your body best. If I really mind your body, would I still like you?"

Of course I understand these principles, but understanding and accepting them are two different things.

Song Xiuming kissed my lips lightly and said, "I will try my best to make you accept it."

Of course, there was no way to continue with what happened just now. Song Xiuming and I tidied up our clothes and went to the supermarket together.We bought some things, and when I came back, I washed and chopped vegetables, and Song Xiuming was in charge of cooking.

Occasionally he would tell me some tips about cooking, and I also learned it seriously.

I mentioned the compensation to him, and said: "The compensation should not be too small. I want to use the money to go to T University to see if there is a seat to rent for breakfast or something." T University is Lin The university that Luo mentioned at the beginning was in a university in the city, and the other universities were in the university towns in the suburbs.

Song Xiuming was a little surprised: "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

I muttered, "I told you earlier, it was you who spent the money."

Song Xiuming was helpless.

I knew what he was going to say, so I rushed ahead of him and said, "Come and have a look with me when you have time, and give me a reference."

"Okay." Song Xiuming agreed.

The next day, Song Xiuming went to work in the hospital.

I took a cane to find Yao Jiu and the driver who caused the accident.

The driver was a fat man with a large string of gold necklaces around his neck. He looked like a nouveau riche, and he spoke in a very loud tone.He squinted at Yao Jiu and me, and asked how much we could settle this matter, as if he wanted to send us away quickly.

This kind of person is what Yao Jiu and I hate the most. Naturally, Yao Jiu will not let him be so arrogant. When talking, he always looks expressionless.I don't want to interrupt, this kind of negotiation can only be done by the best people.

In the end, the driver who caused the accident was completely unable to fight back by Yao Jiu, probably because he had figured out Yao Jiu's background, and his face was so disheveled that he didn't dare to look down on him anymore.

Before leaving, Yao Jiu asked, "Do you want me to take you back?"

I shook my head and said, "I can go by myself."

Yao Jiu shifted his gaze to my left leg and asked, "...have you got a prosthesis?"

I nodded.

Yao Jiu was silent for a long time, and asked, "Do you get along well with him?"

I smiled and said, "Very good, are your ribs okay?"

Yao Jiu shook his head.

"Then it's okay, I'll go first?" I leaned on crutches and tried to leave with my prosthetic limbs, but Yao Jiu stopped me behind me.

I turned around and looked at him.He twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "Xiao Le, if you have any difficulties in the future, you can come to me."

I froze for a moment, nodded after a few seconds, and said, "...Yes."

Liang Liang disappeared for another two or three days. I thought he had gone out with some other man again, but one night, the doorbell rang.

Song Xiuming went to open the door and shouted after a while: "Xiao Le!"

I walked out slowly with some doubts, and was surprised to see Liang Liang with one hand propped on the wall, with a very strange expression on his face.

I was a little astonished, so I limped over to help him up, and said anxiously: "Liang Liang?" As soon as I touched his body, I realized that he had a high fever, no wonder his face was so red.

Liang Liang looked up at me, his eyes were red, as if he had just cried.

I was a little surprised, and then I became angry again, which man bullied him like this?

Song Xiuming and I helped him in and put him on the sofa. Song Xiuming went to fetch water, and I knelt by the sofa and whispered, "Liang Liang? Can you hear me?"

"Xiao Le..." Liang Liang spoke, his voice was hoarse.

There are still red marks on his neck, and I can almost guess why he has a fever.When I first experienced that kind of thing, I didn't clean myself up because I didn't understand it well, and I also had a fever.But Liang Liang is also an experienced person, how could he make himself like this?

I turned him over and tried to take his pants off.

Song Xiuming just came out and asked, "Xiao Le?"

I was a little embarrassed and said, "That... I, I will help him clean it up."

Song Xiuming probably knew what was going on, and he looked embarrassed.

Liang Liang pressed my hand, sat up and said, "I can do it myself..."

I frowned and said, "How did you make it look like this?"

Liang Liang looked at me pitifully with red eyes for a long time, and whispered: "Xiao Le..."

"……what?"

"Me, me and Lin Luo," Liang Liang looked like he was about to cry, "I slept with him!"

I stared at him dumbfounded, never expecting him to say such a thing to me.

Liang Liang shed tears again, and said sobbingly: "I, I went out with someone for the night two days ago, but when I came back, I was blocked by that guy Lin Luo downstairs! He asked me if I was MB, He still looks very angry, what are you doing, what is my relationship with him, why should he be angry about this kind of thing..."

"Then... you were caught by him..." I asked with some difficulty.

"I, I don't dare to quarrel with him, for fear of waking Aunt Lin and the others, but I can't beat him, so..." Liang Liang collapsed.

I am speechless.

I always thought that the conversation last time could almost make Lin Luo give up, but this guy actually made such a move for me. I didn't expect that little white rabbit also has the ability to become a beast in clothes.