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Looking at the metal prosthesis, I suddenly had a strange feeling in my heart.

Will this serve as my left leg from now on?

Although I have seen many pictures on the Internet and imagined it many times in my heart, but I really want to put on such a thing... I still feel very strange.

Xu Meng helped me install the artificial limb, and the cold touch spread from the stump of my left leg.There is no way to feel the slightest connection with this prosthetic limb, but this is also normal, after all, it is just a fake limb.It is not connected to my body and can be disassembled at any time.Even if it gets hit by something, I don't feel any pain.

I was still a little disappointed, but I also laughed at myself in my heart, do I still want a real left leg?It's great to have such a prosthetic, and some people don't even have the opportunity.

Xu Meng spent most of the day helping me adjust the prosthesis, asking me how I feel from time to time.

Song Xiuming had walked behind me at some point, with a hand on my shoulder, and I managed to calm down.

After the prosthesis was finished, Xu Meng said, "Stand up and try."

I took the crutches and slowly and carefully stood up from the chair.

But the moment the prosthesis supported my body, I felt a tingling pain in the stump of my left leg, and the metal thing almost pinched into my flesh.

I fell back on the chair all of a sudden, Song Xiuming frowned and asked, "Xiao Le?"

I looked at Xu Meng and said softly, "...it's still a little too tight."

We spent almost the whole morning adjusting the prosthetics.

Antiao prosthetics are not that easy. If you want the prosthetic to function perfectly, you must adjust it precisely so that you won't feel uncomfortable when you stand up or walk around.This is a thing that requires patience, I have been silently listening to Xu Meng's orders, kept trying to stand up, and then walked with a cane.

After the prosthetic limbs were fully adjusted, Xu Meng had to leave temporarily, and only Song Xiuming and I were left in the room.

Song Xiuming came over, supported me, and asked, "How do you feel?"

"It's very strange," I said, twitching the corners of my mouth, "I feel... I can't walk at all."

Song Xiuming paused, and then comforted him in a low voice: "You can't get used to it so quickly, you'll get used to it if you practice more."

I took a deep breath and nodded.

I moved the cane forward, stepped out my right leg, and tried to move my left leg out as well.I slowly lifted the prosthetic leg and tried to move forward.

However, I don't know whether it is a psychological effect or what, it is difficult to step out with that leg.I was stuck in the same place, suddenly a little dazed, and subconsciously called out: "Song...Song Xiuming?"

Song Xiuming came over, took the crutch away from my hand, supported me himself, and whispered in my ear: "Try again, don't be afraid."

I settled down in my heart, feeling that it took a lot of effort to take such a step.

In the following time, Song Xiuming kept supporting me tightly, encouraging me from time to time, and helping me to walk.

When I gradually got used to walking with that prosthetic limb, I gradually felt relieved.It's not my old leg, but at least I can walk without the cane.

After Xu Meng came back, he explained some things to us. For example, if the prosthesis feels uncomfortable in the future, I will come to him to adjust or replace it. Anyway, I will leave all the prosthetics to him.As for things like walking, I need to practice more myself. Don't resist this prosthesis, try to accept it, and I will be able to get used to it after a while.

Song Xiuming sent me back, and I asked him, "Are you going back to the hospital?"

Song Xiuming smiled and said, "Didn't I say that I took a whole day off today?"

I excitedly suggested, "Then let's go for a walk?"

Song Xiuming and I went to the park we had been to.

Now that it has completely entered spring, the trees in the park are all sprouting buds, a little bit of emerald green, very beautiful.There are also more people in the park, and many adults are playing with children.

The children held toys in their hands and ran around chasing each other, which made me envious.

I asked Song Xiuming to hold the crutches, trying to walk without support, Song Xiuming frowned and said worriedly: "You are too impatient."

I muttered, "Just be careful!"

Song Xiuming felt helpless and said, "Then be careful."

I opened my hands slightly to maintain my balance, and tried hard to step my left leg out.Although it was difficult to move such a small step, I did it, but it would take a long time to walk even a meter.I felt the eyes of many people around me shifted to me, but for the first time I didn't care about these eyes, and put all my attention on the prosthetic leg under me.

The breeze was blowing towards me like this, I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and suddenly felt reborn.

Song Xiuming called softly from the side: "Xiao Le?"

I opened my eyes, looked at him, and couldn't help saying: "I like you, Song Xiuming."

Song Xiuming was stunned for a while, it seemed that he couldn't react to my sudden confession for a while, and for the first time a dazed expression appeared on that handsome face.

I laughed "haha", and suddenly understood what was going on with Song Xiuming's inexplicable confessions. It turned out that when I was in a good mood, I couldn't help but say such things, and more importantly, I wanted to tell this person listen.Because since I lost a leg, he has been supporting me, so this feeling will be particularly strong when facing him.

I want to tell him how happy I am and I want him to be happy too.

Song Xiuming slowly raised the corners of his lips, looked at me tenderly, smiled and softly called: "Xiao Le..."

I cheered up and took another step forward, but this time I was really anxious, I didn't maintain my balance, and fell straight to the ground.

Song Xiuming's voice sank immediately: "Xiao Le!"

He quickly ran over and helped me up.

My nose hit the ground and it hurt so much, but I was still smiling.I rubbed my nose, laughed "hehe" twice, and said, "I'm fine."

Song Xiuming stared at me blankly, and suddenly his eyes darkened.

Before I could react, the guy turned his head and kissed me quickly.

I was stunned, and immediately pushed him away with a warm face, looked around with some embarrassment, and whispered: "What are you doing, this public place..."

Song Xiuming raised the corners of his lips and said in a low voice, "It's been a long time since I saw you smiling so happily."

Hearing this, I was also stunned.

Yeah, I haven't been this happy for a long time.

Even if Song Xiuming was with me before, there was always a feeling of being shrouded in negative emotions, which I could feel even if he didn't tell me.I have a bad temper and always speak ill of each other. I'm afraid only Song Xiuming can bear it.

I feel a little guilty, but also a little moved.

I lay down on the ground like this, grabbed Song Xiuming's hand with my dirty hands, and said as if to promise: "I will not lose my temper in the future."

Song Xiuming bent his index finger and scratched my nose, and said with a smile, "I can bear it."

When I got home and opened the door, Song Xiuming pressed me against the door and kissed me.I threw away my crutches, put my arms around his neck and responded enthusiastically to him.Song Xiuming smiled lowly, licked my lips with his tongue, and sucked it in his mouth.

Because the weather is getting warmer, I wear a lot less clothes.He easily groped in along the hem of my clothes, his slender fingers caressed my waist, and the most sensitive part was touched by him, which immediately gave me a feeling of electricity flowing through me.My breathing became disordered, and I eagerly pulled the hem of his shirt out of the suit pants, stroking his broad back, and my desire amplified infinitely for a moment.

Song Xiuming hugged me and turned around, and kissed me piecemeal on my lips, chin, and ears, forcing me to the side of the sofa.

My prosthetic limbs are very clumsy, and I can't walk at all. Following him, I lost my footing after a few steps and fell backwards.

I exclaimed, Song Xiuming quickly caught me, I hugged him with a smile, he put me on the sofa, bent one leg and knelt on the sofa, and pressed me under him.

In fact, I thought Song Xiuming looked sexy in a suit and white shirt before. If he was still wearing a tie, the action of pulling the tie would be so sexy that I couldn't look away.

He bent down and licked all the way up my neck, and finally smiled in my ear and said, "What were you looking at just now?"

"...Look at you." I turned my head slightly, and Song Xiuming took my earlobe in his mouth and bit it lightly.

His hand suddenly reached into my pants, and when the soft thing was held by him, I couldn't help moaning.

This place hasn't been touched by anyone for a long time... Song Xiuming's thoughts were dragging me, and I almost completely left my body.Song Xiuming rubbed me with his hands. Being touched by someone I like satisfies my body and mind at the same time. I couldn't suppress myself, and soon I stood up with blood.

Song Xiuming pushed my T-shirt up to my collarbone, lowered his head to hold a bump on my chest, and licked it repeatedly with his tongue.My body, which has been abstinent for a long time, can't bear such teasing at all. I moaned a little impatiently, and puffed up my lower body, wanting to ask for more.

Song Xiuming unbuttoned my trousers with his hand, and pulled my trousers down.

I was indulging in his kisses and touches, when suddenly I heard him hesitantly ask: "Xiao Le, shall we take this thing away?"

I woke up slightly, saw the prosthesis exposed to the air after the pants were ripped off, and fell silent.