you're nothing but scum

When the store was about to open at night, I went out with a cane to have a look.

The store manager was not outside, and a few people who used to work together were sitting idly on the sofa or by the bar.One or two of them waved their hands when they saw me, but they looked extremely awkward when they looked at my legs.I was just tired of lying on the bed, so I went back to Liangliang's room after seeing this situation.

After the sky completely darkened, voices from outside rang out.

I didn't want to go out, so I found something to pass the time in Liangliang's room.

Liang Liang said it was inconvenient not to have a mobile phone, so he gave me the Nokia he used to use.After a while, I received a text message from him, saying that he would not be coming back tonight, which was actually something I could think of.

I lamented that it would be good to be able to work no matter what, but now I am not only unable to work, but also spending money.

With such a broken leg, there are a lot of places to spend money.

Not to mention the large bills such as surgery fees and hospitalization fees some time ago, there must be follow-up expenses after that.In addition, I don't want to be on such two crutches for the rest of my life. If possible, I still want to install artificial limbs, but now I don't even have the money to buy a wheelchair.

However, right after the operation, the driver who hit me found me immediately, apologized a lot, and finally paid me a lot of money.It's just that the money is almost gone.

I'm so worried, I wish God would send money, so even if I crawl out to pick it up, I'm willing.

Liang Liang didn't come back for the next two days.

To be honest, it is extremely inconvenient for me to live here alone.

Although there were only nurses in the hospital before, they would help if there was any inconvenience. Unlike now, they are completely on their own.

The first is the problem of going to the toilet.

The toilet in Liangliang's small room is a squat pit.I really don't want to get entangled in such vulgar things, but with my current situation, going to the toilet is too difficult, so that if I don't hold back now, I will never go to that toilet to shit.There is also the issue of eating.

No one in this store is so kind as to deliver meals to a disabled person like me every day, and the nearest restaurant is across the street.

It is still very difficult for me to walk now, and I occasionally order takeaway, but I feel sorry for the delivery fee of takeaway. Most of the time, I walk so many ways slowly to buy food by myself, and it often takes an hour to go back and forth.

Whenever this happens, I can't help but sigh, it didn't take half an hour to walk such a small distance when my legs were healthy.

On the day Liang Liang came back, it was snowing here.

The snow was not very heavy, but because there was no rain, it accumulated quickly.

As soon as the door of the room was opened, I felt a gust of cold wind lying on the bed

Come on.Liang Liang walked in and shouted excitedly: "It's finally snowing, the first snow this year."

I muttered, "Why are you so excited, it's like you've never seen snow in eight lifetimes."

Liang Liang glared at me and scolded, "It's not interesting."

I urged him: "Close the door quickly, your legs hurt from the blowing."

Liang Liang closed the door, took off his scarf and overcoat, frowned and looked at my remaining left leg, and asked, "Does it still hurt? Is there something wrong?"

"What's the problem? I've only had surgery for a few days. I checked it on the Internet, and some people are still in pain for more than ten years!"

"That's a disease, there must be something wrong," Liang Liang said, "Do you want to ask the doctor who amputated your leg?"

"Do you feel sorry for me coming? If you have to take medicine, where will you get the money?" I rolled my eyes.

"Is your life more important or your money?"

"Both are important!" I said seriously.

How do you live without money?

Except for being under the shadow of my parents when I was a child, I seem to be entangled in money for the rest of my life.Thinking about it, if he hadn't gone with Yao Jiu back then, maybe the money he saved now would be enough to go out and buy a house.

Liang Liang said angrily, "It's money's eye!"

"You don't want to make money, you help me spend money?"

Liang Liang shook his shoulders, rolled his eyes and turned his mouth, "huh" and said nothing.

I sneered at him.

He went to the toilet to wash his face, and I said to him, "Accompany me to the hospital to remove the stitches in a few days, and then find time to go back to Yao Jiu's place with me."

Liang Liang didn't know that Yao Jiu asked me to pack up, so he jumped up when he heard this: "I'm not going, you're out of your mind, you still want to go back?!"

"What's the rush?" I stared at him and said, "All my things are with him, so I have to get them back."

"Tch, what's there to take?" Liang Liang pulled off the quilt and lay down next to me. I shivered from the cold. "When you left, you didn't bring enough clothes to hold a bag. Didn't you have all the things?" Yao Jiu bought it for you later, what do you have?"

I was a little annoyed when I heard it, but I also knew what Liang Liang said was the truth.

When I left with Yao Jiu, I really didn't have anything, and I only changed two or three sets of clothes.

Later, all the clothes, bags, shoes, etc. that I had were bought by Yao Jiu, so they were not considered my things.If the situation were changed, if Liang Liang was me and I was Liang Liang, I'm afraid I would also think that Liang Liang shouldn't have taken those things at all.After all, it was Yao Jiu who bought it, and if he took it away, it would not be chic enough to leave.

But the reality makes me really unable to be unrestrained, and unrestrained are reserved for those big money.

If I don't have those things, I really have nothing. I don't know when I will be able to live a normal life.

Come on a normal day.

I thought about it, and threw away all the clothes that should have been thrown away, but apart from the things Yao Jiu bought for me later, I also added some clothes myself.Bring back what belongs to you, it should be nothing.

When Liang Liang heard this, he complained for a while.He was afraid of being beaten by Yao Jiu too.

"Did he beat you often before? I always thought this person was dangerous. I told you that he was not easy to mess with." Liang Liang continued to scold.

I smiled and said, "Of course I did."

Liang Liang proudly said: "Let me just say, does it hurt? His fist is made of iron!"

I remembered the past again.

The days when they were still sweet with Yao Jiu were indeed very happy, waiting for him to come home all day, and after returning home, it was time for warm dinner and cuddling with each other to watch TV.Now that I think about it, I never get tired of that kind of life.

At that time, what I looked forward to most was that he could hug me from behind when I was lying on the bed at night, because every time Yao Jiu hugged me, his hands were restless. I knew what he wanted to do, and because I knew it in my heart Some joy.

You know, when I was doing that kind of work in "Night", I once felt that I was going to be frigid.

Needless to say, seeing those men is disgusting, and I don't have any desire to see women.Liang Liang said that I am psychopathic, I think in this kind of place, can I not be psychopathic?

With Yao Jiu, after having that kind of desire every day, I thought that I had finally returned to normal, that there was nothing wrong with my mind, and now it seemed that the person who saved me had made something wrong again.

Yao Jiu started to feel wrong half a year ago.

When someone who would normally be home for dinner every day suddenly went out for the night after another, I finally realized something was wrong.

I won't make trouble for no reason. To be honest, it's good for me to have such a thing as emotion, and I don't expect it to last for a long time.So at that time, I calmly discussed with Yao Jiu and asked him if he had someone he liked, but Yao Jiu replied impatiently, "No".

I hate him that way.

Maybe it's because I'm used to his gentle and patient appearance, and I always feel particularly hateful to see him so impatient with me.I thought very clearly in my heart, if there is someone I like and the relationship cannot be redeemed, then I will not bother and leave immediately.If there is no one you like, then what is the purpose of spending the night away these few days?

It is undeniable that I was a little sad. After several conversations like this, I finally broke out and quarreled with him.

That was the first time Yao Jiu hit me.

His slap landed on my face, he slapped me to the ground, and then he grabbed my collar with one hand, and pressed my two legs with one leg, making me imprisoned to move on the ground

No, then punched me in the stomach again and again.

Liang Liang was right, Yao Jiu's fists were indeed made of iron.At that time, I almost passed out from the beating, and I was still dazed before I fainted.Why did he hit me?Why does he look like he's been wanting to punch me for a long time?

Has this relationship really deteriorated to this point?

It was Yao Jiu's attitude that made me hate this relationship and refused to let him go easily.The original idea of ​​simply quitting was left behind. After seeing the young man who came out of the nightclub, he wanted to strangle Yao Jiu to death. In the end, he didn't expect that when he crossed the street in a daze, he was hit by a big truck to the left. Comminuted fracture of the leg.

Liang Liang always blames this incident on Yao Jiu, and I know he is also because of me.At the beginning, I was the same as him. I always felt that Yao Jiu had something to do with my falling into this situation, but after the operation, I gradually calmed down.In the final analysis, it was caused by my own carelessness, so there is no point in blaming Yao Jiu.Letting go of the relationship means letting go, and there will be no more involvement after packing up and leaving.

Every time Liang Liang heard me talking about these things, he would laugh, and this time he laughed so hard that tears came out: "Mo Le, Mo Le, I thought you had the clearest mind, but I didn't expect that there would be people who are ashamed of you. When it's like this."

I glanced at him lightly, and said, "Can I come to work in this kind of place without being cheap?"

"That's right, you can come here if you're not a scumbag." Liang Liang agreed.

When I got up the next day, the snow stopped temporarily, but there was a thick layer on the ground outside.

The place where I broke my left leg has always been very painful in recent days, so I have not been able to sleep well and often wake up very early.

After waking up and looking out the window, I was a little surprised.

The city I live in is in the south. In recent years, the snow seems to be squeezed out every year. It is always bit by bit, and occasionally there will be light rain, which makes people feel very uneasy.The snow was surprisingly heavy. The snow on the road was almost five or six centimeters thick, and the sanitation workers along the road were working very hard.

I still couldn't bear to lie down and pushed Liang Liang.Liang Liang was sleeping soundly and turned over.Seeing that he couldn't wake up, I straddled him with one leg, slowly got dressed, wrapped a thick scarf, and walked out with a cane.

The temperature is the lowest when it snows.

As soon as I went out, I was shivered by the cold, and when I opened my eyes to see such a deceitful snow, I was so stabbed that I could hardly open my eyes.

It was still early, and there was no other sound on the whole street except for the sound of clearing the snow not far away.

I have never felt that the world has been so quiet, as if I am really the only one left.

But after standing for a while, it didn't work anymore, and the two hands exposed to the air fell apart after a while.

Was frozen unconscious.

I turned around and went back to the house on crutches, almost falling on the way.

I don't know if it's because of the snow, but the business of "Ye Shi" seems to be not very good today, and the noise outside is not as lively as the previous two days.

But this kind of rare tranquility will always be broken, which also reminds me of what Liang Liang said, this kind of place is destined to be unsettled.

I was lying on the bed, and I was reading boredly with a few yuan a magazine that Liang Liang bought from a newsstand outside, when I heard a noise outside, and the noise became louder and louder, as if it was approaching here .

I wanted to watch the fun, but I didn't bother to watch it because of my inconvenient legs and feet.

Unexpectedly, the voice came from this room.

I heard Liang Liang's voice, and he cursed outside the door angrily: "I told you that he is not here, what are you doing?!"

"You'll know if you're here or not, get out of here!"

I froze and recognized Tang Qilin's voice.

Tsk, why did this trouble come so soon?

Liang Liang failed to stop the hooligan, the door was knocked open with a "bang", and three or four people rushed in.

Liang Liang was pushed to the ground by Tang Qilin with an "Ouch", cursing obscenities while touching his butt.

And the man who came in bypassing Liangliang immediately shifted his gaze to me, as if a dog that had been hungry for a few days saw a bone, his gaze made me sick.

I wasn't afraid of him, so I sat on the bed and sneered, "Long time no see, Tang Qilin, do you want to demolish this shop again?"

Tang Qilin stood there squinting his eyes and looked at me for a while, then asked, "What did they say about your leg?"

"What's the matter with you?" I said coldly.

Liang Liang stood up and scolded: "Aren't you annoying? I've been with my brothers all day, and nothing but fights are fights!"

I haven't seen him for a few days, but Tang Qilin has dyed his yellow hair back to black, but when he puts on the leather jacket, puts his hands in his pockets, and hunches his back, he still looks like a ruffian.

This guy blocked Liang Liang impatiently and walked over. I knew what he was going to do. I pressed the quilt and said in a cold voice: "Are you annoying? Those people didn't tell you what happened to my leg? What's so interesting about it? of!"

"I just want to see it, you can control it!" Tang Qilin stared, grabbed the quilt and pulled it violently!

I couldn't pull him off either, and the quilt was thrown off at once.

I saw Tang Qilin staring at my remaining left leg without speaking, and said with a sneer, "Are you blind? I told you not to look around and keep looking, there is something wrong with your brain!"

"Have you enjoyed scolding?" Tang Qilin gave me a sideways look, and threw away the quilt.

I didn't bother to pay attention to him, rolled my eyes and turned my head away.

Both legs used to be

He also failed to escape from Tang Qilin's palm several times in the past, let alone only one leg left.In theory, I should be afraid of him, because every time he comes, he is accompanied by endless beatings, scolding and coercion.However, since Yao Jiu appeared, this kind of thing has never happened again, so I gradually became less afraid of Tang Qilin. Looking for teeth?This habit has reached the point where no one is protecting me anymore, but when I saw him, it was as if I was watching a joke, so I almost burst out laughing.

Tang Qilin also understood my character, so he didn't say much, just took out a cigarette and stuffed it into his mouth, lit it with a lighter, took a sharp puff, and spit it out.

Showing off his style, this fellow sneered as if he knew this earlier: "I said Yao Jiu is a fucking dog, if you had followed me back then, you wouldn't have fallen into this situation."

I sneered and thought, Yao Jiu is a dog, you are worse than a dog.