you're nothing but scum

The place where Yao Jiu and I met was not in "Night".

Although he is a scumbag, he doesn't have the habit of going to nightclubs, but even this was later suspected by me, because after he abandoned me, what he brought back was still a boy from a nightclub, as if he just wanted to eat it.

But when I met him, he was not what he is now.At that time, he smiled when he saw me, with a dimple on one side of his mouth, which made people's hearts warm.

I don't know how to think too much about things, but I've been in that kind of environment for a long time, and I always hope to see more smiles like this.

I went back and told Liang Liang that I met a man who was tall and big, not in good shape, but also good-looking.Liang Liang just sneered disdainfully when he heard the words, and satirized me, would that man still come to talk to me if he knew I was working in this place?

In fact, Liang Liang didn't say anything, but I knew it in my heart, so I didn't take it seriously.

To be honest, there are some good-looking people who go to nightclubs, but they are not as reassuring as Yao Jiu.Most of those individuals are unreliably dressed, and they will feel fresh at first, but they will feel boring after watching too much.

Hanging around with that group of people every day, I never thought that Yao Jiu would be interested in me.

The second time I met him was one night.

At that time, Tang Qilin was still not tired of me, he pestered me all day long, and when he saw a man who wanted to take me away, he would find his brother to beat him.I didn't bother to talk to him, but the more I looked at this man, the more disgusting I became. I even refused Tang Qilin's offer to let me talk to him.

Tang Qilin called me cheap, saying that I just like being fucked by so many people, and I automatically ignored it after hearing too much, but I didn't expect Yao Jiu to hear this.

At that time, Tang Qilin was pulling me by the side of the road, and Yao Jiu was holding a plastic bag, as if he had just returned from shopping in a supermarket not far away.

I didn't notice him until I heard the sound of something falling to the ground. Before I could see clearly, I saw a fist swung across Tang Qilin's face.

It is undeniable that I had my heart set on Yao Jiu that time.

Tang Qilin had a lot of people, so when I saw that I couldn't beat him, I grabbed Yao Jiu and turned around and ran away.Yao Jiu still seemed to want to beat someone up, so I dragged him away while scolding him.

Then we fled to some quiet place, and the two of us stopped.

Yao Jiu looked at me and asked, "Why are you dressed like this?"

I was stunned.

The place where I first met him was in front of a bookstore.To be honest, I can't be someone who loves academics. Junior high school mathematics books are like ghosts to me.I was called out to play by Liang Liang that day, because I didn't meet those messy people, so naturally I wouldn't wear those inexplicable clothes in the store.

I was very calm, but I didn't panic, because I didn't like this person at that time.or

Xu was trying to see this person's joke, so I said straight: "I'm from 'Night', do you know that store?"

Yao Jiu was stunned, and said, "I know." He was silent for a few seconds, and then looked at my clothes.

I waited for him to push me away with a frightened expression, but this guy smiled sullenly and said, "I went to that bookstore a few times later but didn't meet you. It seems that you don't go there often. ?”

Then I froze.

Looking back now, the development of Yao Jiu and I went pretty smoothly.

Yao Jiu is quite strong, fighting Tang Qilin alone, Tang Qilin can always beat him, but once Tang Qilin calls his brother, it will be hard to say.During the period when Yao Jiu and I were dating, Tang Qilin often stopped me halfway. Later, Yao Jiu became angry and found a helper to solve the matter completely.

It was also that time that I realized that Yao Jiu was more than what I saw.

During the two or three years that I was with him, he really made me happy a lot.

A clean and comfortable environment, a superior life, these things I have never thought of before.

But maybe it was because it was too smooth sailing that it turned out like this in the end.

I still remember that Liang Liang told me before "Nightlight" left that Yao Jiu seemed to be a nice person, but he felt like he was not easy to mess with.Once you piss him off, it's over.

At that time, I didn't think so, but later, I realized how cruel this person can be.

After thinking about it, I looked at the two crutches again, and finally picked them up, trying to stand up slowly under my arms.

When I was lying on the bed, I wondered if standing without a leg would be the same feeling as a golden rooster. I slowly and carefully let myself stand up.

In a trance, I can't feel the existence of the other leg, and the whole person seems to be unable to maintain balance.

I smiled, and wanted to tell Liang Liang that this way of standing was completely different from the golden rooster's independence, and I'm afraid he would never realize it in his life.

I stood there trembling for a while, then tried to take a step forward.

But no matter what, that leg just couldn't get out.

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, propped myself up with all my strength, and let my right leg take a step forward.

However, the crutches slipped on the ground, and there was a series of sounds of "ping zero bang bang" - I fell heavily on the ground, the crutches also fell, and hit the cabinet on the side, hitting the water cup on the cabinet to the ground, and fell down. Water all over the floor.

Panting for breath, I looked at the mess on the ground, and then slowly felt the pain from the stump of my left leg.

The feeling is indescribable, as if the legs are still there.

The calf, the knee, part of the thigh is there,

But it was so painful that I couldn't bear it.

I clenched my fists and gritted my teeth, but I slowly began to tremble.

It hurts, Yao Jiu, do you know how much it hurts?

A man rushed over, immediately grabbed my shoulders and tried to help me up.I looked up, and saw Song Xiuming frowning tightly, and said angrily: "What are you doing when no one is around? You have to get used to it. You didn't move your body a few days ago. How can I walk easily as soon as I get the crutches in my hand."

I was silent for a while, and finally couldn't help but speak the truth in a bad mood: "It's not your fault."

Dr. Song Da was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled: "Yes, it was me who caused it, so you refused to talk to me these two days?"

"It was you who amputated my leg and made me disabled in the future," I continued to speak viciously, "Why do you have doctors like you?"

"Yeah, why?" Doctor Song smiled perfunctorily at me.

Of course, I knew in my heart that if Song Xiuming hadn't amputated my leg, I might have lost my life now.

I don't like to complain, and I won't say that being abandoned by my lover means that I will die or live.Life is really meaningless to me, but I don't want to abandon it so quickly. Even if I become a disabled person, I want to see how this different life is different.I, Mo Le, have experienced so many things, can I still be afraid of my own leg?

When I sat in Song Xiuming's car, I felt much better.

He asked me where I lived, and I reckoned that in the past few days he could almost guess that Liang Liang and I were not serious people, so he directly told him the location of "Night".

Liang Liang lived in the store. He had discussed with the boss for a long time before he got the boss to agree to vacate a room for him in the store.The room was small, but adequate.

It is impossible for me to go back to Yao Jiu's house now, and I have no money to rent another place. Fortunately, Brother Liang Lianggou said that he would let me stay for a few days.

Song Xiuming drove all the way to "Night", his expression remained calm.

When he stopped at the back door of Ye Shi's shop, he said, "Remember to come to the hospital on time to remove the stitches, and you can try using prosthetics around the same time. Pay attention to proper massage, but don't massage too much, or it will hurt your legs too." No good. Come to me with any questions, do you have my number?"

I was stunned for a moment, and just as I was about to say "yes" to be perfunctory, Song Xiuming found a random post from there, took out a pen and wrote a series of numbers on it, and posted it to me. in the palm of your hand.He smiled and said, "Remember, don't bear it. I am the big villain who killed you, and I will be responsible for you to the end."

I stared at him for a few seconds and whispered something inexplicable.

He opened the car door and took the

crutches, and then walked around to my side and opened the car door for me.

When my hands touched the two crutches, I still hesitated.I know I'm not ready yet, and I really don't want to make a fool of myself by wrestling in front of such an unfamiliar person.

But apart from this, there is no other way for me to move to that room now.

I took the crutches under Song Xiuming's hateful smile, and slowly stood up with his support.It takes some courage and strength to take the first step out, but it's much better to have someone to support you.

Liang Liang came out to help me open the door. Song Xiuming and I were shocked when we saw him, because his eyes and the corners of his mouth were swollen, and he had been beaten a lot.

I pushed Song Xiuming and said, "I'm fine, you can go back first, thank you for today."

Song Xiuming looked at me, hesitant to speak.

I pushed him again and muttered, "Mother-in-law."

Song Xiuming smiled when he heard the words, and said, "Then I'll go first, let your friend help you, and be careful these few days."

I said "Got it" impatiently, then watched him get into the car, reversed the car and turned to leave.

When I turned around, Liang Liang reluctantly walked over, rubbing the corners of his mouth as he walked.

I felt a little guilty and asked, "Did Yao Jiu fight?"

"Don't hit too hard," Liang Liang said in a cold voice, "It's all you. Why did you go? I told you not to be wild. I really thought I could find a good man! Yao Jiu is simply a scum, a bastard. Tang Qilin is even worse!"

His saliva splashed all over my face, and I said embarrassingly, "You should brush your teeth, who would kiss you after someone smells it?"

"Will you accept it or not!" Liang Liang scolded, "I fucking want to swear now! If you get angry with him, he will get angry with me. How dare I be a punching bag for you two?! Can a normal person do this? Lock me in a room for two days, and don't let me go unless you tell me where you are!"

I frowned and asked, "Did you say that?"

"What's there to say, I don't want to say that he is like this," Liang Liang said gloomyly, "If you are already like this, you still need to use this method to ask about your whereabouts, this person is too possessive! I told him that you met a former guest recently, and I don’t know where you are so he would let me go. But I tell you, he will come again! At that time, don’t bother me anymore, and eat that fist again I'm going to die a few times!"

I stopped talking, knowing that Liang Liang was angry, and also knowing that he was quite innocent.

Liang Liang stood there and cursed, and when he noticed that the sky was getting dark, he reluctantly stretched out his hand and walked into the back door while supporting me.

Liangliang's room is only fifteen or sixteen square meters. There is no room for a bed and a cabinet. The cabinet is also messy and full of clothes and sundries.

i just got out of the hospital

Come, nothing, everything is in that house.

Yao Jiu asked me to go back and pack my things, and I will definitely go back.

In fact, I'm not afraid of letting him see me like this. I didn't want him to know that I was in the hospital just because I didn't want to see him for the time being.But as long as it is reality, people always have to accept it.

Losing a leg can be regarded as a lesson. This incident taught me that people like Yao Jiu should not be entangled too much. When it is time to let go, you should let go, and it will be the same when you meet other people in the future.

Even to get this over with, I have to go and get my stuff out to make room for the new owner of the house.

Liang Liang kept scolding me for not living up to expectations, as if I had become my mother.I let him scold me, lay down on his messy bed, and then sighed, feeling a little relieved.