you have to talk to me

As soon as these words came out, Zhang Jiarui obviously saw the astonishment and surprise on Feng Jimeng's face, and then he frowned, as if he was a little annoyed.

Zhang Jiarui couldn't care less, once the chatterbox was opened, he would fight it out.

"Eating hot pot that night, I saw you and Yang Fan in the bathroom, he hugged you, you hugged him, you, you..."

Feng Jimeng swallowed two mouthfuls of saliva, embarrassment and anger intertwined, but he still suppressed all his emotions and gave Zhang Jiarui an explanation.

"I drank too much that night. When I vomited, my legs became numb and I couldn't move when I got up. Teacher Yang just supported me."

Zhang Jiarui looked at Feng Jimeng for a while, and then frowned: "I'm not that idiot, Feng Jimeng, if you want to treat me as a friend, don't lie to me."

That night, Zhang Jiarui was so excited that he "confessed" his cute brother, and was pulled by his teammates for a long time.After he reacted, he remembered that Feng Jimeng seemed a little unwell, probably because he had drunk too much.He kindly went to the bathroom to see how he was doing, and saw that scene.

He didn't think there was any problem at first, he almost pushed the door and wanted to take Feng Jimeng over from Yang Fan, after all, he was also a teacher, so it's not as easy as the brothers, but soon he saw Feng Jimeng's face , saw his expression.That kind of appearance that Zhang Jiarui had never seen before, even imagined that it would appear on Feng Jimeng's face.

Then he ran away, went home and thought about it over and over again for a weekend, maybe he had some understanding in his heart, but more because he was afraid that his buddies would be bullied.After all, Yang Fan is an adult, tall and even bigger, Feng Jimeng is no match for him no matter what.He wanted to ask but didn't know where to start. He was restless and couldn't hide it until Feng Jimeng asked him to say something.

"Come here." Feng Jimeng turned a corner, and instead of going to the back door, walked to the nearby old teaching building.

The old teaching building is quiet, and there are even fewer people at night. They are standing in the aisle between the teaching building and the flower bed. Only a street lamp more than ten meters away and the light of the new teaching building leaked over, blowing with the draft. blown through.

Feng Jimeng pulled the zipper of her clothes all the way, and put her hands in her pockets.He was slightly taller than Zhang Jiarui. Standing in front of him, his gaze was lowered, and his voice carried a strong sense of oppression.

"What do you want to know?"

Zhang Jiarui swallowed his saliva, and it was hard for him to say what he really wanted to know. After thinking about it, it seemed that this matter had nothing to do with him, but emotionally speaking, he still felt uncomfortable.He really regarded Feng Jimeng as his best friend, but he never considered this situation.

Seeing Zhang Jiarui being blocked for a while, Feng Jimeng suddenly said calmly: "I'm gay... Do you know what I mean?"

Zhang Jiarui obviously understands that even if he has never encountered it in his life, on the Internet, no matter whether he is browsing the app or playing games, he will see one eye and hear one ear intentionally or unconsciously.Homosexuality in his eyes is like winning the lottery, there must be, but it is definitely not his turn, nor the turn of the people around him.What's more, Feng Jimeng doesn't look like that at all, not to mention being gay, he stands there as cold as a can of coke that's bubbling cold.

Even though he was mentally prepared after that night, when he really heard that Feng Jimeng came out to him, he was so surprised that he opened his mouth slightly.

"The other thing is, I'm chasing Yang Fan."

"You mean Teacher Yang? Are you chasing him?" Zhang Jiarui unconsciously raised his voice.He didn't know whether it was Feng Jimeng who was chasing Yang Fan that surprised him more, or whether it was Feng Jimeng who took the initiative.

Feng Jimeng frowned, Zhang Jiarui immediately realized that his voice was too loud, so he covered his mouth and whispered: "Why are you chasing him?"

Feng Jimeng didn't answer Zhang Jiarui's topic, but asked indifferently: "Is there anything else you want to know?"

"Eh?"

Feng Jimeng didn't say much, just turned around and left.

Zhang Jiarui was stunned for a second, he suddenly had a familiar feeling, that was the first time they met on the volleyball team, that cool-looking boy with a lot of pierced ears and lip piercing, no one Reasonable, the feeling of rejecting people thousands of miles away.After several months, they finally got acquainted. Zhang Jiarui even knew that he was still cold on the surface, but he regarded himself as a friend in his heart.

"Feng Jimeng." Zhang Jiarui chased after her.

Feng Jimeng kept walking, but said indifferently: "Have you satisfied your curiosity? You can share it with others."

"Ah?" Zhang Jiarui was a little annoyed, he grabbed the back of Feng Jimeng's neck, "What the hell do you mean?"

Feng Jimeng was almost staggered by his grasp, she grabbed Zhang Jiarui's arm and twisted it away, then continued walking on her own.

"What I mean is that you can spread the fact that I'm gay. It has nothing to do with Yang Fan. If you say anything about him, don't blame me for being rude to you."

Zhang Jiarui was in great pain from being twisted by Feng Jimeng. He shook his wrist, but the anger of being twisted was far less than it is now.Hearing Feng Jimeng's words, he suddenly became angry.He grabbed Feng Jimeng's arm with the hand that was pinched just now and threw him back, then pushed him against a tree by the side of the road.

"Feng Jimeng, tell me what the hell you said, when did I say I'm going to tell you all these shitty things about you? I'm the fucking person in your eyes?"

Feng Jimeng said indifferently, even without a trace of emotion, "Who knows."

"you……"

"Talk it or not, let it go."

Zhang Jiarui has never felt that he is a complete idiot like this moment, he feels that he is already very worthy of Feng Jimeng.He admitted that he admired Feng Jimeng very much, and he was the one who took the initiative to make friends with Feng Jimeng.After getting along for so many months, even a dog has already made friends, but the other party turned his back when he said he would turn his back on him, and used to think him so despicable.

He was so angry that he raised his hand and punched Feng Jimeng.

Feng Jimeng was stunned, he didn't expect Zhang Jiarui to beat him up.He grabbed Zhang Jiarui's arm and slammed him sideways.But Zhang Jiarui didn't give up, and immediately got up and hugged Feng Jimeng's waist, grabbed his calf, trying to push him to the ground.The two became entangled in a muffled voice, unable to stand still.

Until the patrol teacher's flashlight lights up: "Hey! Hey! What are you two doing?"

Zhang Jiarui immediately let go of Feng Jimeng.When the patrolling teacher approached, he immediately put on a good student's face: "Nothing."

The patrol teacher's flashlight swept their faces, and Feng Jimeng turned away in disgust.

"Don't go home after school, fight at school, follow me to the teaching office."

"Teacher, you misunderstood me. I'm on the volleyball team. I'm going home after training. I was just playing wrestling and training my strength."

The patrol teacher obviously didn't believe it: "What class are you in?"

"Class 16." Zhang Jiarui respectfully took out his student ID card and handed it over.

"What about you?"

"He's from Class 8." Zhang Jiarui bumped Feng Jimeng's arm.

Feng Jimeng reluctantly took out her student ID card.

Perhaps because of the face of the precious students in the rocket class, the patrol teacher's tone softened a bit: "Hurry up and go back to the day students after training, don't linger in the school, let me see you next time, and I will send you to the teaching office. "

"Sorry to trouble you."

Zhang Jiarui sent the patrolling teacher away with good words, turned around and grabbed Feng Jimeng's arm, and dragged him out of the school, only dragging him into the snack bar opposite the back door.

"Boss, two bowls of Sanliang wontons, add more spicy."

Feng Jimeng broke free from his hand and shrugged.Just now Zhang Jiarui didn't exert much force and left no traces, but Feng Jimeng's complexion was as ugly as if he had been hit by a combined punch.

"What the hell are you going to do?"

"I just want to ask you," Zhang Jiarui took two pairs of chopsticks to boil in the noodle pot, and said after returning, "Why are you so sure that I will definitely tell you about you?"

Feng Jimeng turned his face away, still with a cold look: "You guessed everything, why are you here to ask me for proof?"

"If I really want to say it everywhere, I won't come to you to ask for proof. I will just tell others what I see and let them play it by themselves."

Zhang Jiarui could not wait to roll his eyes: "I came to ask you because I was worried about you. Yang Fan is out of society and must be smarter than us. What if he seduces you? My mother told me since I was a child that apart from my parents, other Don’t believe the adults, don’t take what you give, go home and report to them first. Only your parents will not harm you.”

A bowl of wontons was served, Zhang Jiarui pushed the bowl to Feng Jimeng first: "Don't worry, I won't tell anyone about it."

Feng Jimeng took the chopsticks Zhang Jiarui gave him: "You weren't deceived by bad guys when you were young, right?"

"..."

Feng Jimeng raised the corner of her mouth contemptuously: "It's true."

"The man said he was my dad's friend, he knew my parents' names..."

The unbearable childhood experience was brought up again. Fortunately, the kindergarten teacher saw him and the man in time and prevented him from being taken away. Zhang Jiarui still cried and rolled and insisted on going with the traffickers, so he received strict family education.

"Feng Jimeng, why didn't I realize that you owe me so much?"

After the two ate wontons for a while, Zhang Jiarui asked again: "You really don't like girls?"

Feng Jimeng gave a vague "hmm".

"Since when did you find out that you like boys?"

Feng Jimeng raised her head from the bowl, and stared at Zhang Jiarui for a while: "Are you really interested in me?"

"...cough cough cough..." Zhang Jiarui waved his hands, "I'm even more afraid that you are interested in me."

Zhang Jiarui was very embarrassed, and lowered his voice: "I like our monitor, but she only wants to surpass me in the exam."

"Ah."

After a while, Zhang Jiarui asked cautiously again: "You and Yang...Brother Yang, is it true that he didn't seduce you?"

"No."

"But I always feel that he still has the status of a teacher. If you get involved with him, you will suffer."

"We knew each other before he took Zheng Kai's substitute class. He didn't know that I was a student at the time, so the problem you mentioned didn't exist."

"Oh." Zhang Jiarui looked thoughtful, "Then you really like him?"

Feng Jimeng also raised his face: "Why, do you want to help me chase him?"

"I don't even know how to chase women, let alone men. This is too challenging for me."

After a while.

"Why your first reaction is that I want to tell others your secret, which is of no benefit to me. You are really weird. Do you have any shadow?"