you have to talk to me

Returning to the door of "Solitary Awakening", he stood there for a while, and when Feng Jimeng was about to open the door for him, Yang Fan pushed the door open by himself.The intense musical sound gushed out of the door opening like a sea wave, and receded like a tide when the soundproof door was closed.

There were a lot of people, and there were quite a few standing in the aisle that entered the hall, Yang Fan and Feng Jimeng pushed and squeezed in.Squeeze to the edge of the hall and can’t move any further. The band on the stage sang a funk-style English song with a brisk and strong rhythm, which can mobilize the atmosphere of the scene. The audience jumped and waved with the rhythm of the music. The space is also packed to the brim.

When the music stopped, warm applause and cheers erupted from the crowd.

Immediately afterwards, the host's voice was heard on the loudspeaker: "The next song is "Day Imagination" by SUNMARINE, welcome to them!"

The voices in the audience were even louder, and they chanted "submarine", "submarine", "submarine" in unison...

Feng Jimeng looked sideways and found that Yang Fan's face was still very calm, but this kind of calm was not unusual in such a warm atmosphere.He got closer, turned his wrist around, and held Yang Fan's hand before he felt the slight trembling of his fingertips.

Before the stage lights came on, the solo of a string of drums first showed the style of the band.As the lights came on, a girl came into view standing in front of the stage, with short hair like a boy, a tight-fitting shirt and loose knee-length shorts. The audience shouted her name in unison——Anna.

This is the band's current lead vocals and keyboards.On the back right of her is a guitar player that Yang Fan doesn't know, a small boy, very young.On the left is Ren Dongxiao. He is still so thin and hunched over. He looks silent and reserved, but he is the one who can go crazy every time he sings, and he is also the one who dives the most.The biggest change is Lao Hu, who is directly behind the lead singer. When they played with them before, he was a big fat man weighing two hundred catties. Once he sat on that person, the whole band felt confident.Now he was so thin that he was a different person, with knotted muscles visible on his bare arms.

After the prelude, the lead singer opened her voice, clear and clean, her voice was thicker among girls, and she sounded like a teenager.This "Imagination in the Day" is also a relatively lyrical song.Yang Fan also sang lyrical songs before, but not like this.Ren Dongxiao's bass sound has changed, and Lao Hu's drum beat has also changed. Although it is still called SUBMARINE, this is a completely different band.

Who wrote this song?Is it Dong Xiao or Lao Hu, Lao Hu can't write songs.Is that written by the current lead singer?Yang Fan had an indescribable emotion, he just felt bitter in his heart, others were moving forward, but fortunately, at least they were moving forward.

When it came to the chorus part, Dong Xiaohe came in.In the past, they would rather find someone else or ask someone to harmonize for their performances. Dong Xiao never sang, although his bass is actually very nice.

It can be seen that SUBMARINE is very popular, and this song should be widely sung by them. When the chorus was played for the second time, the audience was immersed in it and sang together.

morning, morning dew, sunshine

alarm clock, work, rush

distant dream

no time to stare

This life is long

need your imagination

……

morning, morning dew, sunshine

alarm clock, work, rush

distant dream

no time to stare

This life is long

need your imagination

……

Feng Jimeng felt that Yang Fan was holding his hand tighter and tighter, and it hurt a little. He touched Yang Fan's shoulder: "Brother, you hurt me from pinching me."

Yang Fan turned around suddenly, hugged Feng Jimeng tightly, and buried his face on his shoulder.

The music stopped and started again around them, the crowd was making noise around them, Feng Jimeng hugged Yang Fan, unable to understand how he was feeling at this moment, but he also knew the pain and struggle in his heart.

Yang Fan really likes music, but Feng Jimeng can be sure of this.

SUBMARINE sang five songs. Amid the audience's strong demands for an encore, they only left the message that they would sing in Ningshi's "Alone" for a week before going backstage.

"Want to meet my ex-friends?" About two songs later, Yang Fan adjusted his mood and got up from Feng Jimeng's shoulders. His face was still not very good, but at least he could listen to the song well.

Feng Jimeng nodded.

Yang Fan pushed open the backstage door, and the band members were packing their things.Dong Xiao and Lao Hu also saw Yang Fan, and the three pairs of eyes stared at each other for a moment, Yang Fan was a little embarrassed, he didn't know how to say hello first, after all, he was the one who first deleted friends and blocked calls.In fact, thinking about it now, I was still too young and naive at that time, and I chose the most stupid and rude way to deal with these difficulties in life.

Dong Xiao walked towards Yang Fan with an expression that said crying was not crying, laughing was not laughing, raised her fist and punched him on the chest: "Ping Shan, if you don't come out to see us again, I won't be able to even if I search Ning City all over." will get you out."

Lao Hu was dismantling and assembling his drum, and said calmly, "I said he would come."

Dong Xiao put his arm on Yang Fan's shoulder, and the movement and feeling seemed to return to their past in an instant.

"Did you just hear us sing?"

"Listen."

"How? Well done."

"Ah, very good."

Dong Xiao hooked Yang Fan's neck and walked in: "Come to Pingshan, let me introduce our current members to you."

Yang Fan glanced at Feng Jimeng, a little embarrassed: "Xiao'er, I don't need that name anymore, call me Yang Fan."

I don't know if Dong Xiao listened to it, so I introduced it to Yang Fan: "Our lead singer and keyboard, Anna, this is our guitarist, Aning. The former lead singer of the band, his name used to be Yang Pingshan, and now he is called Yang Fan." Then he turned back and asked, "Is it okay to introduce you this way?"

"I've always been called Yang Fan, only in the band I'm called Yang Pingshan."

"It's nothing, it's the same thing." Dong Xiao brought Yang Fan to Lao Hu, "Hurry up, Lao Hu, pack up and go out for a drink."

Old Hu straightened up, glanced at Yang Fan, and said quietly, "You haven't changed at all for so many years, you still look like a kid."

Yang Fan smiled and touched Lao Hu's arm: "You have changed so much."

Lao Hu raised the biceps on his arm: "I can't help it. In the past two years, I had fatty liver and high blood pressure. In order to live for two more years, I had to lose weight and keep fit. Hey, now our older generation of rolling circles The catchphrase is, don't rock and roll, keep healthy."

The people in the room laughed, and Lao Hu's appearance changed completely, but he was still such a humorous person with a single mouth.

"Is that friend of yours who played music together?" Dong Xiao pointed at Feng Jimeng.

"No, I don't play now."

"Oh." Dong Xiao didn't ask much, and urged her to go out quickly and go for a drink.

Since drinking, the first choice is naturally TATA. The overall positioning of TATA is still a clear bar. Except for some special festivals and promotional programs, the rest of the time is relatively quiet, with melancholic and soothing jazz, suitable for drinking and chatting with old friends.

He also called Xu Youlin, but he said that he couldn't leave and let them drink by themselves. After the work, he would find someone to pick up the band and arrange accommodation with them at night.

Talking about the past is still embarrassing, so Yang Fan doesn't like to talk too much, and only cares about drinking.

He changed the topic: "Where is your band now? Have you signed a company?"

"I almost signed it, but the company said that Anna can't be the lead singer, saying that female lead singers are not popular in rock bands now." Dong Xiao pouted, "I'll fuck him, who cares."

Anna shrugged helplessly: "I don't care. If I sign with the company, I can make music exclusively, but they don't agree." She refers to Lao Hu and Dong Xiao.

Lao Hu slowly threw nuts into his mouth: "Anyway, after so many years, some of the bands signed to the company have been changed into a mess and still have no name. Self-castration, there is no need."

Yang Fan didn't know if the subtext of Lao Hu's words was to comfort him, telling him that it didn't matter that he missed it before.He asked, "Old Hu, are you still running a stereo store?"

Lao Hu shook his head: "My house has been demolished, hehe."

Dong Xiao immediately added angrily: "I still remember when we persuaded him to lose weight, he said that music and food are the two major comforts in his life, but now it has become food and money. People, once you have money, you start to be afraid. died."

"There's nothing wrong with money." Old Hu said.A person like him who has a family and a family and wants to pursue his dreams should have more feelings about this.

"Long live the money." Yang Fan raised the beer glass to the middle of the table.

"Long live rock and roll."

"longlive friendship."

"Long live health."

……

This night's wine was mixed with too much regret and guilt from the past, and it was extremely intoxicating. Yang Fan started talking with his tongue after drinking for a while.Dong Xiao also staggered to this side and his eyes were blurred. Only Lao Hu could still keep his eyes steady, but his eyes also began to wander.

"I'm sorry," Yang Fan pouted, "Dong Xiao, Lao Hu, I'm sorry for you, I was the one who dragged you down this road back then, let me respect you again." Yang Fan poured the wine in his glass Drank it down.

Dong Xiao drank the wine, but couldn't speak clearly: "What are you talking about, no one blames you. I understand you, you, it's not easy."

"Big, my mother got cancer the year before last, and passed away after suffering for half a year. At that time, I really, I really, really understood you. Don't say I'm sorry, but I'm still a good brother. Drink!"

Lao Hu held his glass and didn't drink for a while, and touched Yang Fan's empty glass: "Xiao Yang, I should actually thank you. If it weren't for you, Xiao'er and I didn't have the courage to really do this. We disbanded, But the impulse in my heart couldn't be suppressed, so I reorganized later, met more friends, and Xiaoer found his wife." Lao Yang pointed to Anna next to him.

Dong Xiao laughed when he heard this.

"But you are really sorry for one thing." Lao Hu filled Yang Fan's empty glass with wine, "You left without saying goodbye after disbanding the band, and blocked me and Dong Xiao, and have not contacted us for so many years. "A middle-aged man in his 40s, drunk, his eyes were red with grievances after speaking.

"Isn't it..."

"Stop talking, drink." Dong Xiao picked up the wine bottle and blew one first.