you have to talk to me

SUBMARINE is a band formed by Yang Fan himself.There are three core characters, Yang Fan is the lead singer and guitarist, Ren Dongxiao is the bassist, and Lao Hu is the drummer of the band.

Yang Fan and Ren Dongxiao are members of the school guitar club, and Ren Dongxiao is the president. Yang Fan urged him to form a band with him from the very beginning.Ren Dongxiao quit. At that time, he was facing graduation and looking for a job. How could he have time to accompany Yang Fan to do these things.As a result, Yang Fan went to his dormitory with the guitar and sang his original songs every day, making everyone think he was courting Ren Dongxiao.President Ren was tortured to no avail, so he agreed to play with him before graduation.

As a result, he was devoted to playing as soon as he played. Ren Dongxiao didn't look for a job until he graduated. He was very poor, occasionally down, and when he was really down, he came to live in Yang Fan's dormitory and squeezed Yang Fan into Xu Youlin's shared room.

Later, it was found that there was a drummer missing anyway, and the temporary drummers always had problems cooperating, so they fell in love with Lao Hu during a performance of another band.Knowing that Lao Hu was just doing a favor and not a member of the band, Yang Fan started his tricks again.Lao Hu was in his thirties at the time, and he also played in a band when he was younger, and later opened an audio equipment store to support his family.He vetoed Yang Fan's unreliable proposal. He still has to work and raise a child, so he has no time to mess around with such a child.

Yang Fan went to his shop to help make love, and later worked part-time in his shop, and all the money from the part-time job was used for Lao Hu's appearance fee to participate in their performances.At the beginning, most of the performance opportunities were introduced by friends and Yang Fan found them by himself. He didn't have much money, and he had to pay some living expenses for Lao Hu's appearance fee.When he was not in class or rehearsing, Yang Fan would work everywhere and perform at a loss.

But that was the happiest and richest time in his life. He was busy with classes and part-time jobs during the day, and studying and writing songs at night, as if he had three heads and six arms and endless energy.

As more and more people knew about them, especially Yang Fanren was good-looking, once he stood on the stage and his voice lit up, the girls in the audience went crazy.Lao Hu finally joined them after seeing the possible prospects of the band and affirming Yang Fan's talent and determination.

Lao Hu often goes to help others perform and play drums, and he is in this line of work himself. Naturally, he has more opportunities than these two children. In addition, his fame has gradually accumulated, and his income has gradually increased.Yang Fan used the money to exchange for better equipment and outfits. Ren Dongxiao didn't have a formal job and no longer had to go back to his alma mater to live in the dormitory. Lao Hu gradually put income in the second place and put the band's future development When it comes to the first place, it is very active to contact people to find opportunities.

Mr. Hu said that there is energy in Yang Fan, not his handsome face and long legs and big breasts, but a positive, optimistic, and courageous energy that can't be bent.That kind of strength can move people, making others willing to gather around him, nothing else, he is very comfortable alone, so not only fans with filters like him, but also no one in the circle who plays a band does not like him he.

When Yang Fan was in his junior year, there were companies looking for him to sign a contract. There were entertainment companies that packaged artists, and there were record companies that made music, but there was only one condition, that is, to sign him alone.Yang Fan didn't even think about it, so he refused.Finally, there was a good company willing to sign their band, and everything else was settled, so they signed the contract after the next year. As a result, Yang Fan came back after the Chinese New Year and found out that his grandmother was suffering from dementia.

He let everyone down, except Xu Youlin, Ren Dongxiao because he hadn't looked for a job for three years, and Lao Hu who couldn't even spend time with his family when he was busy running around.Just when the most difficult days were over and he was about to start, because of him, the band was disbanded, and his partner was thrown back to the original position again, and the hard work and hard work of others for several years was wasted. .

Yang Fan has been open-minded for so many years, and he thinks he has never done anything wrong to others, except for this one, the only two people he is ashamed of are Ren Dongxiao and Lao Hu.This kind of guilt was so deep that he no longer dared to pay attention to the band. He was afraid of knowing their current situation, and even more afraid of knowing that they were not doing well, so he had no face to face them.

He didn't know why Xu Youlin called these two people all the way here?And SUBMARINE was disbanded nine years ago, why is it still there today?

Yang Fan pushed Xu Youlin away and walked outside "Solitary Awakening", Xu Youlin also followed.

Yang Fan was a little annoyed, and asked Xu Youlin, "What do you mean?"

"I don't mean anything. If the store needs to invite a band to perform, it will always invite SUBMARINE. I am in business. It is up to the audience to decide which band to invite or not to invite."

Yang Fan opened his mouth, but in the end he had nothing to say, turned around and walked towards South Street again.

Xu Youlin grabbed Yang Fan's arm in desperation: "Yang Fan, Lao Hu and Dong Xiao are doing well, and the band has reorganized. When will you be able to get over that hurdle?"

"What's wrong with me?"

"You can't even hear them sing."

Yang Fan turned around, unable to hide the anger on his face, he shook off Xu Youlin's hand: "It's none of your business, it's not your concern."

Xu Youlin's calm face was filled with sadness, and Yang Fan had nothing to say when he said this, and he sighed softly, this is indeed no longer his business.

Yang Fan tugged at Feng Jimeng: "Let's go."

But Feng Jimeng didn't move, he looked at Yang Fan, then at Xu Youlin.Their past, Yang Fan's past, which he had never participated in, made him unwilling to remain a bystander.

"What happened to SUBMARINE and my brother?"

"SUBMARINE was the band he formed when he was young, but when he returned to Hongcheng, the band disbanded." Xu Youlin looked at Yang Fan, "But two years later, Lao Hu and Ren Dongxiao reunited and found other members. , but the band name still uses the previous one.”

"No wonder my brother sings so well," Feng Jimeng looked at Yang Fan, as if he expected it, "he can write songs and play many musical instruments."

"You can search the Internet, you can find their previous performance videos, search for the band name or his stage name at the time..."

Yang Fan interrupted Xu Youlin with a black face: "Stop talking." Then he tugged at Feng Jimeng, "Let's go."

"You're still writing songs, and you haven't given up at all." Xu Youlin said, "You can start all over again, why can't you just do this?"

Yang Fan resolutely left, causing Xu Youlin to panic: "Are you treating Feng Jimeng like this fairly? Why don't you give him the best of yourself."

The Yang Fan he had seen, who used to devote himself to the creation and shine on the stage, was so perfect at that time that people were almost obsessed with it. The reason why he loves so much that he can't extricate himself, and is willing to humble himself.

Later, he left the band and stopped singing, which is the regret of the band and fans, as well as Xu Youlin's regret.Out of a very complicated emotion, maybe it was my guilt for leaving Yang Fan when he was in such a difficult time, or maybe Yang Fan's wanton flying appearance was the life he longed for but could not pursue, or maybe he just liked him Xu Youlin still hopes that Yang Fan can abandon the past, start over, and be the person he most wants to be.

But it was obvious that Xu Youlin couldn't do it, and his words had no weight in Yang Fan's heart.

Yang Fan and Feng Jimeng walked out of the bar street, walked onto a strange street, wandered aimlessly, and turned to a square park with no one there, they sat down on a cool chair, Yang Fan looked ahead, silent smoking.

In the early summer night, the heat subsided and the cool breeze lingered, but the tobacco in my mouth was filled with a kind of bitterness.

Yang Fan took Feng Jimeng's hand, rubbed it lightly back and forth on his lap, lowered his head, took the last puff, twisted the cigarette butt on the ground, and when he raised his head again, he asked Feng Jimeng: "You also think I don't Give you the best?"

Feng Jimeng turned her head to look at him, turned her hand on his knee and intertwined with Yang Fan's fingers: "I don't know what is your best, but what you gave me is the best I have ever had."

"Aren't you disappointed in me?"

"No."

"I remember you said that you were attracted to me because you listened to my singing, and you also persuaded me to share the song with others."

Feng Jimeng reached out and touched Yang Fan's hair and side face, then raised his chin, letting him look at her at the same level: "I thought you would be very happy with that. If I had your talent and could sing as well as you, I would Would be happy for more people to hear it.”

"At first I was attracted to you maybe because you are talented and your singing is very charming, but now I like you because of you, and I like your singing, not only that, it's very complicated, I can't tell, just if The day you stop writing songs and you stop singing, I'll still love you as much as I always have."

Yang Fan's throat was a little tight, and his eyes were dry: "Then I am an ordinary person with nothing."

How fortunate to have your love and favor, how can He Dehe make you continue as always.

"Everyone is an ordinary person, and so am I. Ordinary people and ordinary people live in love, ordinary people and ordinary people have each other, and live a normal life."

Originally Yang Fan was in a low mood, but when he heard such words from a 19-year-old child named Feng Jimeng, he always felt that the contrast was a bit funny. An ordinary day."

Feng Jimeng nodded, there is nothing better than an ordinary and warm life.He used to seem to be floating on the sea, sometimes with wind and rain, sometimes with thunderstorms, always in fear, until he was with Yang Fan, he finally landed on the shore, landed, and felt safe.

"But I still hope that you can have a better life, do what you want to do, and pursue what you want. I'm not a grandma, and you don't have to sacrifice or give up anything for me. I will work to earn money when I go to college or something. I can take care of myself."

Feng Jimeng's words made Yang Fan a little at a loss as to what to do. He held Feng Jimeng's hand and pressed it to his heart: "It's not because of you, it's my own problem. I was responsible for the disbandment of the band, and I didn't do it." From the beginning of the promise, I am very sorry for them, and I am ashamed to see them."

"But 'I'm sorry' will only be forgiven if you say it." Feng Jimeng looked at Yang Fan, his eyes were as clear as a kind of redemption, "If the other party has forgiven you, why don't you forgive yourself?"

"People should love themselves the most. This is what you told me."