you have to talk to me

All those moments that really affect the direction of life - college entrance examination, school choice, career choice, marriage, childbirth, at the moment of occurrence are not earth-shattering at all, but very quiet and natural, like the seeds in spring have to germinate, and the fruits in autumn will naturally will fall from the branches.

In the days that followed, Feng Jimeng recalled that in the past two days, there was only the scorching sun above his head, the mottled shade of the trees under his feet like running water while sitting on the small battery, and Yang Fan's sweat-soaked vest and him. The faint smell of tobacco and sweat intertwined.Wrapped by the [-]-degree hot wind, the smell hit his cheeks, poured into his nostrils, and permeated his whole body, becoming the only hot memory in his cold and lonely youth.

When the English composition came to the last stop, Feng Jimeng knew that his youth had also come to the last stop. No matter how the college entrance examination was, he had already handed in a satisfactory answer to his life.

Even though the teacher and the grade director repeatedly emphasized that the papers should not be handed in in advance, Feng Jimeng still handed in the papers half an hour earlier.After leaving the examination room but failed to leave the designated area of ​​the school, he just paced boredly in the hall on the first floor of the examination room, looking at the students posted on Cheng Ze Middle School's Honor Roll.

The afternoon wind came from the T-shaped corridor in the hall, and the string that had been stretched for a year finally relaxed. The sudden relaxation made Feng Jimeng a little dazed, and his heart felt a little empty.

Footsteps were heard in the corridor, Feng Jimeng turned around, and a figure rushed towards him.

"Brother Meng, you also handed in the exam ahead of time." Zhang Jiarui hooked Feng Jimeng's shoulder, not being thrown away for the first time, and blurted out, "How did you do in the exam?"

"Well, it's alright."

Zhang Jiarui leaned back: "What level is it?"

"The composition may be deducted a point or two."

"When I didn't ask."

The two were chatting, Bailan poked her head from the corridor: "Hi, it's you two."

"Who else could that be?"

"Yesterday, when I came out early, I ran into a witch here. I was caught and educated by her, and I was in a psychological shadow."

"Then you came out early?"

Bailan smiled indifferently: "I can't help changing the answer when I look at the test paper."

When Zhang Jiarui saw Bai Lan, he laughed like a flower: "How did Brother Lan do in the exam?"

"Don't ask, ask about suicide."

"As for it, your English is not very bad."

Bai Lan winked at Zhang Jiarui: "Almost surpassed you this time, let's wait for the score."

"Chaochachao, whatever you say."

Zhang Jiarui suddenly lost interest in this kind of usual, petty confrontation between the two.He glanced at Feng Jimeng, and found that Feng Jimeng had no interest in them either, and had already walked along the honor wall to the other side.The suppressed impulse in Zhang Jiarui's heart suddenly amplified, and he moved a little closer to Bailan.Before the bell rang for the end of the exam, this strange campus was unusually quiet, and Zhang Jiarui could hear his own heartbeat as soon as he held his breath.

Bai Lan wore a chiffon shirt with puffed sleeves and the hem was tucked into a blue A-style plaid skirt. Her shiny black hair was combed into a high ponytail, which was both delicate and energetic.The thought of getting up suddenly made Zhang Jiarui dare not look directly into her eyes, but when he lowered his head, he could see two straight and long legs again, and his face began to heat up.

Seeing that his expression was wrong, Bai Lan thought it was something wrong in the exam just now.

"Rui'er, what's wrong with your expression? Could it be that you made a mistake on the answer sheet just now?"

Zhang Jiarui met Bailan's gaze with a slight glance, and blurted out: "Bailan, are you free tonight?"

"Yes, I have."

"Then shall we go to the Wetland Park at night?"

"What are you going to do in the Wetland Park at night, your brain..."

The moment Bai Lan realized what Zhang Jiarui was going to shop for, she suddenly fell silent, immediately looked away, and then turned to look for Feng Jimeng.

Seeing her blushing, Zhang Jiarui knew that she understood what he meant, and also knew that she was subconsciously escaping, but this time he would not let her slip away again.He pulled Bai Lan's loose sleeves and asked, "Go? I'll pick you up at your house in the evening."

Bai Lan blushed, a little at a loss, and didn't know how to answer.Suddenly, her eyes met Zhang Jiarui's shoulder, and she breathed a sigh of relief: "Jian Hang, you also handed in the paper ahead of time."

"Well, my position is not good, Xishai, come out earlier."

"Are you just abandoning your beloved monkey like this?" Zhang Jiarui was annoyed, blaming Jian Hang for not coming early or late, but choosing the right time to spoil his good deeds.

Jian Hang glanced at Zhang Jiarui: "None of your business."

"What's going on, why do you two choke when you see each other?" Bailan looked at the two suspiciously.

"What can I do with him?"

"Too long in the same class, we're tired of seeing each other." Zhang Jiarui concluded concisely, and then asked Bai Lan, "Do you think the study group is going to have a breakup meal tonight? After all, we won't be doing quizzes together in the future."

"Don't ask me, anyway, I'm free, so I can do whatever."

Zhang Jiarui thought dissatisfiedly, why didn't you just say that.

He asked Feng Jimeng again, Feng Jimeng turned around and said: "I'm not going, I have something to do at night, I'll meet you again when I'm free in two days."

Bai Lan asked Jian Hang if he would go, but Zhang Jiarui didn't give up on asking Bai Lan, and replied for Jian Hang: "He has to see if the monkey will go or not."

"Forget it today, I'm tired from the exam." In fact, Hou Wen lost sleep for two days after the exam. Jian Hang had to watch him and tell him to correct the answers before finishing the exam, so as not to suffer from insomnia for a few more days. It's useless.

Zhang Jiarui looked at Bailan earnestly again: "Then let's go eat?"

Ringing, ringing... the college entrance examination for this year is finally over, and the teaching building is gradually boiling.Zhang Jiarui was still arguing with Bai Lan, Jian Hang had to wait for Hou Wen, and Feng Jimeng took big strides and became the first person to walk out of the examination room.

There was a circle of waiting parents around the school gate, all of them stretched their necks to look inside like big geese, Feng Jimeng also scanned the crowd while walking, he was looking for Yang Fan, he knew that Yang Fan would definitely be waiting for him outside.Yang Fan is tall and stands out from the crowd, usually he can be recognized from the crowd at a glance when he comes out, but today he still can't see anyone after scanning around.

Feng Jimeng had already left the school, since he couldn't find it, he had no choice but to get out and call him again.

He stood under the roadside tree, took out his mobile phone and was about to dial a number, when suddenly someone patted his back shoulder, Feng Jimeng turned around, and as soon as he called brother, his face crashed into the soft and cold petals, yes Intense aroma of roses.

The dense flowers, bright red, so beautiful and warm, suddenly hit into the pupils, like a violent punch, Feng Jimeng's eyes widened in shock.

"Brother, you..."

"It's for you, take it." Yang Fan took the stationery bag from Feng Jimeng's hand, stuffed the flowers into his arms, and walked forward with his arms around his shoulders.

Feng Jimeng hugged her arms full of heavy roses, and there were people watching as she walked along.It is not uncommon to send flowers. In recent years, Hongcheng has become popular. Parents bring a bouquet of flowers to welcome children who have finished the college entrance examination. This is not only the end of a life stage, but also the beginning of another life stage. I wish them In the future journey, you can be surrounded by flowers and go on smoothly.But it is really rare to send such a big bouquet of red roses. Rather than wishing the child a bright future, it is more like the deep love when proposing.

Feng Jimeng didn't care about other people's eyes at all, but felt that the smell of this flower was too strong and charming, which made him a little dizzy and flustered during the short journey to the car.

This time Yang Fan drove his SUV directly, and did not go home according to the previous route after picking up Feng Jimeng, but turned directly onto the highway and rushed towards Ning City.

Feng Jimeng was sitting in the co-pilot, reluctant to put down the bouquet of flowers, still hugging her lap, bright colors filled the space between him and the console.He bent down and buried his face on the petals, his eyes filled with bewildered smiles, he kept tilting his head to look at Yang Fan, his voice was always smiling, soft and coquettish: "Brother , where are we going?"

"Hmm... can I take you wandering?"

Feng Jimeng agreed without thinking: "Okay."

"I'm serious, driving from one city to another, and eating the last meal when the money is gone, you and me, are you willing?"

"Yes." Feng Jimeng pulled two petals between his lips, "Eat flowers when you're hungry."

"Stupid or not." Yang Fan just secretly tested Feng Jimeng, in case he had to live a hard life with him in the future.

He tried to pluck the petals from Feng Jimeng's lips, but Feng Jimeng kept her mouth tightly shut.

"Open your mouth. Could it be that your brain was overused some time ago, and it was completely scrapped after the exam today, huh?"

Feng Jimeng finally opened his mouth: "I'm also serious, as long as I'm with you, I can do anything."

Yang Fan suddenly had an idea, and he blurted out: "When you get your report card and fill out the school, I'll take you wandering by car. It may be dirty and tiring along the way, but you can also encounter many interesting things. See There are many beautiful scenery, do you want to go?"

Feng Jimeng nodded, and pulled another petal into her mouth.

"What are you doing here again?"

"Taste the taste." Feng Jimeng began to chew seriously.

"Have you tasted it?"

"Ah."

"What's the smell?"

"I don't tell you, do you want to taste it?"

"My brain isn't broken yet." Yang Fan said to Feng Jimeng quite seriously, "I threw up, don't eat indiscriminately, it's dirty."

Feng Jimeng didn't listen to him, and swallowed it with a grunt.

Feng Jimeng tasted it, except for the strong aroma of roses, it had a bitter taste when chewed, but it would become sweet after swallowing.This is the first time Feng Jimeng has received a bouquet of flowers, it's roses from Yang Fan, every detail makes him very happy.But soon he thought of a sad fact that even if love does not wither, flowers will eventually wither.

He also quickly thought of a way, which was to eat them and turn the petals into his nutrients, so that they would coexist with him.So along the way, Feng Jimeng secretly ate several mouthfuls.

When the car reached the street opposite TATA Bar, the two got out of the car, and Yang Fan took out a bunch of petals that he had secretly carried in his trouser pocket and threw them away.

"Don't be crazy, take you to dinner."