you have to talk to me

When the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming, Feng Jimeng also starts school early, the last semester of the third year of high school, the final sprint for more than three months before the college entrance examination.

After the long holidays in previous years, even if I returned to school, I would continue to be restless for several days, sharing the knowledge of the holidays, as well as the snacks and souvenirs brought back from the trip.There was only this short "long vacation". After everyone came back, they saw that the time on the blackboard was almost double digits, and they didn't even have time to recollect it, so they immediately devoted themselves to learning.

Feng Jimeng's 19th birthday was diluted by the upcoming exam, and his friends were also busy preparing for the exam, so they canceled the plan to treat them to dinner.But Yang Fan still carefully prepared a three-piece birthday suit - big meal, cake and birthday present.

The big meal is of course made by the head of the family at home.The cake was ordered at the shop, a two-tiered cake, Feng Jimeng took the unfinished ones to the school the next day to share with the friends.The birthday gift was a small platinum earring, a simple half circle, with Yang Fan's initials engraved on the inside.As if offering a treasure, she took it out for Feng Jimeng to put on, and deliberately turned her face sideways to keep shaking in front of his eyes.

Feng Jimeng had seen it earlier, Yang Fan's ears were pierced, they were still fresh, and the earlobe was also congested and swollen, with a white ring of the same style hanging on it.Feng Jimeng knew that FJM must be engraved on the inside of that circle.

Feng Jimeng rushed over to wrap around Yang Fan's neck, and bit his other earlobe.

"What are you doing?"

"I like the gift very much, thank you."

"The way you thank someone is to turn into a puppy and bite him?"

Feng Jimeng pursed her lips and smiled, but did not speak.

Feng Jimeng didn't do well in the ensuing first examination. Not only did she not rank very well, her score was just above the first line.He knew that the reason for failing the exam this time was that he was too nervous, and he also knew the reason why he was suddenly nervous who had never been nervous in exams.

When he sat in the examination room, he always subconsciously thought of what his father told him not to regret his choice.Of course he knew that he would not regret it, but these words forced him to prove something.Feng Jimeng wanted to do better in the exam like never before, as his support for his choice at that time, so he checked every test paper several times.The more I checked, the more I felt that I had made a mistake. However, after I waved my hand and corrected it, I found out that all the answers to the second revision were corrected wrong.

The head teacher of Class 18 didn't like Feng Jimeng himself, and when his ranking dropped to over 400 this time, he finally couldn't help but tease him from time to time. Feng Jimeng didn't bother to refute, but just pretended he didn't hear it.It was Wu Zhenwen who called him to the conference room, chatted with him for a long time, enlightened him for a while, and told him how to adjust his state in two more months.

When Yang Fan got Feng Jimeng's grades from Zhang Jiarui, he secretly sweated for him, fearing that his self-doubt would collapse, so he rushed to comfort him.But Yang Fan said, "It doesn't matter, don't get angry, everyone will perform badly sometimes", Feng Jimeng poured out his mental state, his mental journey during the exam, and the way to improve next time. Yang Fan explained it again, and finally came to the conclusion that "don't worry, I'm fine".

Yang Fan had to believe that he was really fine, and said: "It's okay even if you really don't do well in the exam, I will support you."

Feng Jimeng carried the paper into the room, and before closing the door, said to Yang Fan: "Well, you support me now, and I will take care of you in the future."

"...Little bastard."

In fact, Yang Fan bluffed, he could still support Feng Jimeng for the time being, but according to the current situation, he might not be able to support him in the future.

Due to some boring reasons, all the employees in the store resigned one after another, and new recruits could not be recruited. He was busy in the store alone during the period after the new year.The old customers around basically stopped coming, but his location is good, there are always cars passing by to stop by for car wash and maintenance, and he is really too busy, there are always customers who get impatient after waiting for a long time and leave cursing.Later, he only opened a laundromat. Others saw that there was no business in this shop from a distance, and they didn't like to come to the shop.

The income has decreased, but the cost has not dropped much. The monthly rent of the five stores is tens of thousands, and the deposit is paid after signing the contract. The landlord will not refund it until the contract ends in August.As a result, the monthly net profit is almost zero, and he and Feng Jimeng have to pay for their daily meals, housing and car loans.

It’s not a problem to survive this period of time, but then the child will go to college, tuition and living expenses, and some new gadgets, clothes, computers, etc., coming and going are expenses, all these things have to be planned in advance .

He didn't tell Feng Jimeng about this, it was nothing good except to increase his pressure and guilt.Yang Fan had already figured it out, and when Feng Jimeng was admitted to university, he would sell the car, and the money from selling the car would be enough to cover the mortgage.There is no need to continue this loss-making business, and then he and Feng Jimeng will find a class in the city where he studies.

Speaking of which, it was just the two of them, with neither children nor old people to support, Yang Fan was more than enough to support a college student, but even he himself felt that this decision was a bit useless, a bit of a middle-aged man for the sake of reality Had to succumb to the helplessness of life.Then again, he still succumbed to life when he was young, which is nothing new.

It's just that deep down in his heart he couldn't dispel the faint worry that Feng Jimeng's choice was equivalent to handing everything over to him, such a sweet and heavy burden, he was always afraid that he would fail to make any achievements in the future, and let him Feng Jimeng was disappointed.

That's why I love him more at night.

At night, he can not worry about these things, just hug his lover tenderly, indulge in the tender emotions at that time, and think about nothing.But when I open my eyes every day, I have to face the pressure of life, the pressure of making money, and the cold eyes of my neighbors... At present, there is no other way but to endure it.

Once the days are repeated, the days go by very quickly. After brushing the questions and taking the exam, I have taken off the cotton clothes and put on a thin coat in a blink of an eye.The ranking of Feng Jimeng's second clinic has risen, and this time the overall ranking of the grade has also entered the top 78, ranking [-].As the repeat students got closer to the college entrance examination, they became more and more powerless, and the top-ranked students were gradually squeezed out by the fresh graduates.But his total score has only just reached [-]. In order to sharpen his spirits, the second clinic has greatly increased the difficulty of the questions, and he only scored [-] in the first exam.

When all the light jackets were replaced with short-sleeved t-shirts, the third doctor came.In order to pave the way for the later fate-determining exam, the third clinic is mainly for the effect of inspiration, and the questions are very simple.Because it was too simple, Hong Zhong's highest score was 20, Feng Jimeng also scored [-], and rushed to the top [-] of the grade, while the Bailan Zhang Jiarui who underestimated the topic fell behind instead.But everyone knows that this is nothing to see at all, and it's just for fun.

Classes will be suspended on June [-]th, and there are two days before the official exams on the [-]th and [-]th. The school wants the students to adjust and relax.But relaxation does not mean slack, so everyone still stays in school and has self-study during the day and night.

Hongzhong was not used as a test center, and everyone from their school had to go to Chengze Middle School in the west of the city to take the test.The school arranged accommodation near Chengze Middle School. Feng Jimeng came back to discuss with Yang Fan, and decided to live at home, because he hadn't lived in a dormitory for a long time, and it would be bad if he was nervous and insomnia if he changed places temporarily.Besides, Yang Fan assured him that he would be delivered on time tomorrow, and he always believed in Yang Fan's words.

The [-]th was a fine day, with clear skies and bright sunshine.

Feng Jimeng still followed the school schedule, woke up early in the morning, washed up and read in the room.Yang Fan also simply cooked two bowls of wontons according to the daily breakfast specifications, and the two chatted as usual about what they want to eat for lunch today.It seems that there is nothing special about this day, this kind of daily routine makes Feng Jimeng very relaxed.

At eight o'clock, the two went out on time.Unexpectedly, instead of going to the garage, Yang Fan took Feng Jimeng to the bicycle shed in the community, where a small blue and white electric donkey was parked.He took out two helmets from the trunk, handed one to Feng Jimeng, put it on himself and sat on it, then patted the back seat: "Come up."

Feng Jimeng stepped up her legs: "Brother, where did you get this car?"

"I borrowed it from Zheng Kai."

The car was slow, but rushed out very steadily.

"This is a special car for him to pick up his wife to and from get off work. I said it was also for picking up his wife, so he reluctantly lent it to me."

The corners of Feng Jimeng's mouth turned up slightly, and she leaned on Yang Fan's back, wrapping her arms around his waist.

"Check again, everything is in order?"

"Bring them all."

"That's fine, let's go slowly, the exam starts at nine o'clock, it's still early."

There is only such a large piece of land in Hongcheng, how far away is the middle school in the same county, it takes only a quarter of an hour to drive, and it takes only half an hour for a small eDonkey to get there.

It wasn't until he arrived at Square Road that Feng Jimeng discovered Yang Fan's foresight of riding an electric car. The intersection was full of cars, honking their horns one after another. From time to time, someone poked their head out and shouted that he was the car for taking candidates , Let everyone make it easier for him to go there first.

Yang Fan's small blue and white electric car moved through the traffic flexibly, and he could take a detour on the sidewalk when it was really hard to get through.When the two walked to the middle of the traffic jam, they ran into another parent who was riding an electric car to send the candidates.

Yang Fan and the eldest brother looked at each other, then smiled at each other in understanding, a kind of heroic mutual approval.Feng Jimeng also saw at a glance that the girl in the tail seat was Zhou Qinqin, his former classmate from Class [-].

She also saw Feng Jimeng, and took the initiative to say hello: "You... Uncle also sent you to the examination room?"

"He's not my uncle..."

Yang Fansheng was afraid that what he said suddenly would scare the girl and affect his performance in the exam, so he interrupted quickly: "I'm his brother."

"Oh, let me just say, you look quite young, not like his uncle."

Yang Fan thought to himself, it's not like you still talk about uncle.

The electric car turned left and right and finally passed the traffic jam. Zhou Qinqin waved: "Feng Jimeng, let's go first. My dad will take me to eat something first."

"Ah."

"Come on for the exam!"

"Ah, you too."