I am in love with myself

Wrapped in a thin blanket, An Mu went all the way to the balcony, opened the window and was about to jump down, so frightened that Jian Yixi hugged her by the waist, lowered her body and fell to the ground desperately.

"Are you crazy, An Mu?!"

An Mu's eyes were red, and she didn't know if this sentence had stimulated her, or she would have been stimulated a long time ago, and she hit Jian Yixi with her backhand, no matter whether it was the head or the arms, she would just hit her indiscriminately without showing mercy.

Jian Yixi hadn't eaten a good meal for a long time, her body was weak, and she was already dizzy after being hit a few times.

"Let go!"

"Get down!"

"I let you go!"

"you come down!"

Jian Yixi's long hair was disheveled and her feet were staggering. She was so beaten up by An Mu that she couldn't straighten her waist or lift her head, but she refused to let go. I really think that jumping off a building to change is just a play to scare her, even if there is only a one in a billion chance that it is true, she will never let go!

An Mu was really annoyed. She didn't care if the thin blanket fell off. She just lowered her head and beat her mercilessly. Numb, at first she only had redness at the end of her eyes, but after a while, the whole fundus of her eyes burst out with bloodshot eyes.

An Mu knew that she was going to fall ill, and she also knew that if this continued, she would definitely get out of hand, but she couldn't control herself, really couldn't control herself!

The anxiety, fear, and longing accumulated these days are like a thousand miles of rivers and seas bursting their dikes in an instant. No matter how strong the dikes are, they can't stop them. They can only let them break down the dikes and roll over, swallowing her in the blink of an eye. The bit of sanity that was barely preserved.

Taking advantage of her pause, Jian Yixi suddenly threw her to the ground, and with a thud, the two of them fell over like a big cabinet, causing the whole balcony to vibrate.

An Mu's rationality also disappeared at this moment. Originally, he just punched and smashed randomly, but now he used both hands and feet, kicking and punching like crazy, until Jian Yixi was almost out of breath several times. .

Jian Yixi didn't bother to pull her up, the two of them just lay on the ground, one was beating and kicking and kicking like a crazy woman, the other was hissing and breathing while wrapping his arms around his legs like a tracheitis I don't know what kind of faction it is, but anyway, Jian Yixi, who was forced to inspire the small universe, managed to wrap around An Mu's leg and suppress most of her firepower.

An Mu subconsciously struggled desperately, but his legs were pinned by Jian Yixi and he couldn't move, and his arms were tightly held by Jian Yixi, leaving only half of his arms

Arms and fists can be exchanged for energy.

Being unable to move made An Mu more and more frantic. She beat hard on the only attack area - Jian Yixi's thin back. The bang bang was painful.

Jian Yixi was beaten so badly that she almost bit her tongue when she opened her mouth to speak a few times. If it wasn't for An Mu's back and the wall, she really couldn't guarantee that she could hold her.

"An... hiss..."

If he bit his tongue, a faint fishy smell immediately appeared in his mouth.

"An Mu, don't be like this, let's talk about something."

"Say? Say p!"

Jian Yixi almost bit her tongue again, this time she wasn't punched, but was shocked by An Mu's "p".

It seemed that she really angered An Mu.

"An Mu, I was wrong, can't I change? I was wrong! Let's go in first, you are so easy to catch cold!"

An Mu's thin blanket was kicked far away during the struggle, and her body was so directly touching the cold floor tiles, the white flowers were shocking and uplifting, it was indescribable.

"Heh... huh...wrong? What's wrong with you? I was wrong! I was so wrong! I wronged myself so much, what am I trying to do?!"

"No, no, it's all my fault, let's advance..."

Where would An Mu be willing to enter?Right now, her brain is exploding, her nerves are exploding, and even her entire soul is exploding!

She beat and accused angrily, her voice was sharp and hysterical, and it was amplified several times when she stuck to Jian Yixi's ear, making Jian Yixi's head buzz but he didn't dare to let go.

"Don't you want to die? Then you go to die! Get back what you owe me before you die!"

"I helped you as much as I taught you back then, you replace me!"

"It's my first time too!"

"For the second, third, and fourth time...and then for so many times, change me!"

"How much did I worry about how many people I dragged to find you?"

"I want to kill someone for you...how can you pay me?!"

"I hate you, Jian Yixi! I can't wait for you to die immediately and turn into scum... No! I don't have to worry if there is no scum left!"

"I'll just kill you like this!"

An Mu's accusations hit Jian Yixi's soul. She never thought that her departure would have such a big impact on An Mu.

Is this the proud and aloof An Mu she knew?

How could she force the person she loves the most into what she is now? !

Regret, heartache, sadness, fear...

Countless emotions entangled Jian Yixi, making her internal organs feel uncomfortable

, Every breath seemed to be accompanied by tinnitus, overwhelming, and extremely painful.

She couldn't imagine what would have happened if An Mu hadn't found her?

Can An Muhuan regain his previous calmness and rationality?

Is her death really the best solution?

Jian Yixi didn't dare to think about that if.

If An Mu really went crazy because of her death, she might not feel at ease if she was wiped out.Jian Yixi stared at her red eyes, suppressed tears, and loosened An Mu's arm.

As soon as he let go, An Mu's fist swung over, hitting Jian Yixi on the cheek!

Boom!

This sound was not the sound of a fist hitting his face, but the sound of Jian Yixi, who was hit in the face, unable to control his figure, and suddenly hit his head on the floor tiles.

The sound was muffled and heavy, and echoed throughout the balcony, but An Mu just paused, staring at her with blood-red eyes, and then punched her again!

When other women fight, they just slap their hands, but An Mu throws their fists. Even Jian Yixi doesn't know that the only sport An Mu learned in his previous life was boxing.

Boxing was her outlet for controlling her mania.

When she punched down, Jian Yixi's eyes became white, and when she punched again, she couldn't hear her ears. Seeing that the third punch was about to be thrown, Jian Yixi raised her arm with difficulty, relying on He instinctively touched An Mu's face, then followed her cheeks all the way to the back of her head, stroking her soft long hair.

"I'm sorry..." As soon as Jian Yixi opened his mouth, Jian Yixi's voice was so hoarse that he couldn't believe it, "I won't die, I won't die if you let me die, really!"

The third punch came down instead, but it didn't hit Jian Yixi on the face, but on her shoulder.

It was obvious that Panasonic's strength caused Jian Yixi to shake only a little, and raised his other arm, wrapping An Mu's shoulder into his arms.

It was not the restraint that almost strangled the two of them, but it was a gentle hug like holding the moonlight. Jian Yixi's voice was as soft as clouds, and it penetrated into An Mu's eardrums.

"I love you An Mu, and I will spend the rest of my life treating you well, even if you don't love me, I will try my best to treat you well.

If one day in the future, you really fall in love with someone else, then... then I will listen to you, if you let me die, I will die, if you don't let me die, I will suffer with you.

I was confused, we are the same person, happiness should be happiness together, pain should be pain together, no matter what, we should be together. "

An Mu's fourth fist swung again, hitting Jian Yixi's arm limply, but she hit it instead,

Again and again, the hysterical curses turned into heart-rending sobs.

"Why does it have to be like this?"

"Why can't you give me some time?"

"I'm so shameless... Shameless taught you how to pick me up, what do you want me for?"

An Mu cried, with smoky red eye tails like rabbits, tears like the crystal dew on the orchid grass by the roadside in the morning, rolled out of the eye sockets one by one, converged on the jaw along the cheeks, and then fell drop by drop into Jian Yixi's thin but warm embrace.

Jian Yixi's heart was soaked in the lemon pool, it was uncomfortable, but there was a faint sweetness that was out of season.

An Mu cried for her. Her An Mu had never cried in front of others, but she actually cried for her today...

She reached out to wipe away An Mu's tears, but her hand stopped in front of her face. These tears were so precious that she couldn't bear to wipe them off. She felt that she must be mentally ill, but she really reluctant.

She lowered her head and kissed the corner of An Mu's eyes, her soft voice was so soft that she could almost pinch water.

"This is the first time I've seen you cry... I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..."

This sentence stabbed An Mu again somehow. The beating that she had gradually slowed down suddenly picked up speed again. Although the beating still didn't hurt, it revealed her rekindled dissatisfaction and grievance.

An Mu said, "Aren't you proud?!"

This sudden question made Jian Yixi a little confused.

Jian Yixi: "???"

Jian Yixi: "No, absolutely not!"

An Mu said, "What are you sorry for? Hypocrisy! Let me go!"

Jian Yixi: "I sincerely apologize, really!"

An Mu said: "You say you love me, it's all fake! Did you just run away if you wanted to? Liar!"

Jian Yixi: "Heaven and earth conscience, I will not do well if I lie to you... If I lie to you, I will be punished and I will not be able to get your love for the rest of my life!"

This sentence is very flawed, like "I'm really not a bad person, if I were a bad person, I will be punished to be a bad person", in normal times, An Mu's insight is so instant that she can't figure out the north, south, east, west, and north, but at this moment , An Mu didn't pay attention at all.

An Mu was held in her arms and beat her up. Compared with the violent storm before, it was only drizzle now, and Jian Yixi could bear it.

An Mu said, "Change! I'll let you pretend!"

Jian Yixi: "I don't, I really love you!"

An Mu complained: "You love me and you live with Wang Yanqing? You two move next door? Do you change the door of your room with a built-in lock?!"

Jian Yixi explained: "That's because I get sick from time to time, because

For the convenience of taking care of me, so..."

An Mu interrupted: "You and Wang Yanqing sleep in the same room and sleep in the same bed instead!"

Jian Yixi was stunned for a moment: "Me? When did I tell him...uh...you mean the time when you went home during the New Year? Isn't that just to deceive people's eyes and ears. "

An Mu thumped her: "Excuses! They're all excuses! You obviously gave him canola flowers in exchange!"

Jian Yixi was wronged, it will snow in June.

"I didn't! When I came back from the greenhouse that day, I washed the wine bottle and put the flowers in it, and then put it on the window sill outside the door. When I left at night, Wang Yanqing happened to go there. I asked him to take it back to the house. It was really not a gift. he."

An Mu said, "Hmph! Anyway, you gave it to him! Instead let him pick you up at the company, hug you, or kiss you in the car!"

Jian Yixi was really confused: "When did it happen? Why didn't I know? Besides, Old Wang is gay, so he can't kiss me? This An Mu got the answer from Wang Yanqing. That night, Wang Yanqing It's just helping Jian Yixi to smooth the air, she knows it, but she just can't control her anger, can't control her accusations and complaints.

An Mu punched her hard.

"I saw it all!"

Jian Yixi didn't know what she was talking about, she just wanted to coax An Mu in first, the ground is really too cold, the October night was already chilly.

Jian Yixi was scratching her ears and cheeks and didn't know how to coax her, when suddenly her mind became hot, and she lowered her head and asked An Mu a question.

"You...you're not really jealous, are you?"

An Mu's hand that beat her was visibly stiff, and he suddenly raised his hand to cover her face and pushed her out.

"Who's jealous? Dream about your big head!"

Tears were streaming down An Mu's face, and his amber eyes were as clear as if he had just been fished out of the water. They were full of accusations and grievances. The curtains fluttered slightly, and the half-person-high wall covered a circle of shadows. An Mu was squeezed into the shadows by her, his back pressed against the wall, and his already white skin became more and more white and radiant.

Jian Yixi was originally excited about An Mu's possible jealousy, but instantly sank down.

She was not in the mood to appreciate such a beautiful scenery, she only had one thought now - the ground was really too cold, An Mu was so cold that his blood was gone, she had to coax An Mu into the house immediately.

However, this is easier said than done.

She understands the sensible An Mu, but the suddenly willful An Mu like a child, she really doesn't know how to coax her.

Jian Yixi didn't dare to throw An Mu away to hook up the thin blanket, and she didn't dare to forcefully hug An Mu into the house. She panicked and spoke casually.

fool around.

Jian Yixi: "You are right. I am the one who is jealous. I am so jealous of you and that squad leader."

An Mu said, "Are you out of your mind? He and I are just classmates!"

Jian Yixi: "Yes, I shouldn't doubt you, let's go in first and talk about it?"

An Mu said, "You're an idiot."

Jian Yixi: "Yeah, I am."

An Mu said, "You bastard."

Jian Yixi: "That's right, that's right."

An Mu said, "You rotten egg!"

Is this the trend of getting louder and younger?

Jian Yixi embraced An Mu with one hand, and grabbed An Mu's hand that didn't hurt at all but was beaten tirelessly with the other, and put it to her lips for a kiss.

"You're right. You can beat and punish me however you want. Let's go into the house first?"

An Mu stared at her with tears in her eyes: "No!"

"I don't want to go in!"

"Okay, if you don't go in, then I'll take a blanket and cover you up first?"

"No cover!"

"It's easy to catch a cold."

"Just don't cover it!"

Jian Yixi didn't dare to coax her anymore, she always had the feeling that if she continued to coax An Mu, she would degenerate into a baby, to the point where she couldn't coax anything except crying.

She could only hug An Mu carefully, trying to keep her away from the ground.

"An Mu, I..."

"Shut up, I don't want to listen to you!"

"I'll just say..."

"Not a single word!"

Well, shut up.

After an unknown amount of time, she lowered her eyes to look at An Mu in her arms. An Mu, who had never slept peacefully since she disappeared, closed her eyes and fell asleep with crystal clear tears hanging from the tip of her eyelashes.

Jian Yixi carefully picked her up, the moon cream sprinkled on An Mu's sleeping face, and the crescent moon shone through the glass, as if in a dream.

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Didn't catch bugs, didn't modify, nothing, I sent it quickly after coding, it's too late QAQ