I am in love with myself

The ward in the afternoon was quiet and silent. The door of the ward was like a magical seal, isolating the inside and outside of the ward, and the noise in the corridor did not affect the place at all.

An Mu was sitting by the hospital bed, her slightly curly long hair scattered casually over her shoulders, her amber eyes were looking at her without sharpness, her legs crossed, and her ice-white hands resting on them, she was not as repulsive as usual. The alienation outside is not as inappropriate as the sly smile of the front stone statue. The half-closed eyes even show a little laziness. It is obvious that the whole body is casual, but it makes people feel serious. It is the kind of scalp numbness. serious.

When Jian Yixi blurted out those three words, her whole body froze, her eyes filled with sadness seemed to be saying—is she finally going to tear the reality naked|naked in front of me?

Jian Yixi didn't say a word, not even a concealed interrogative sentence. After looking at her twice, she lowered her eyes, and her whole face was pale after losing blood.

An Mu curled up his fingers slightly, a little bit unbearable, but if some things were not resolved, there would be endless troubles, so he had to be ruthless.

An Mu said: "You are married in a fake way, and you didn't even get your marriage certificate. Am I right?"

Jian Yixi's long eyelashes trembled, but she didn't answer.

An Mu said again: "Two identical souls cannot appear in the same world, so we must be together, otherwise one will die, right?"

Jian Yixi's lips trembled, but she still didn't answer.

An Mu continued: "I admit, originally I wanted to pretend that I fell in love with you, and then coax you to heal your illness first, and then talk about the rest slowly. As for..."

"Stop talking!" Jian Yixi interrupted suddenly, pointing to the door of the ward, "Get out!"

An Mu really stood up obediently, turned around and walked towards the door, stopped at the door, An Mu turned back to look at Jian Yixi, his half-closed eyes were still half-closed, and the bottom of the eyes were as gloomy as water.

"It's really great that you sacrificed yourself to protect me. In order to repay your selfless love, I will go on a blind date and get married as soon as possible to live a happy life, waiting for my good news."

An Mula opened the door and left. The creaking sound of the door closing and the rattling sound of footsteps mixed with the noise in the corridor made people irritated, but An Mu's heart was peaceful.

This was what Jian Yixi once said to her. Jian Yixi is not a fool, so she must understand what she means - to exchange her only way for her celibacy.

Jian Yixi can find anyone to marry at will, and so can she.

She believed that when the bronzing wedding invitation was delivered to Jian Yixi, Jian Yixi would definitely stop her.

Originally, An Mu didn't want to leave

At this step, she didn't want the relationship between the two of them to be so embarrassing and tense, but after what happened last night, she suddenly realized that Jian Yixi's will was not as firm as she imagined. She may not be successful in changing, it is better to show her cards directly and force her to submit.

As long as Jian Yixi is willing to be with her, everything else can be resolved slowly.

An Mu took out his phone and called his second brother directly.

"Second brother, help me find a few men for a blind date, the sooner the better."

"What? Aren't you going to school now? What kind of blind date? Besides, have you figured out what happened to Jian Yixi? What's the matter with her illness? Ask you so many times and you don't tell me, what do you think Suffocate your brother?"

"I'll explain later."

"How many turned around? You..."

"Okay, second brother, I'm going on a blind date tonight, you help me arrange it."

"What?! You think I..."

"Thank you, second brother, I'll treat you to dinner later, I'm about to get into the elevator, so hang up first."

An Mu didn't give his second brother a chance to bomb him. He hung up the phone and kicked it into his pocket before stepping into the elevator.

Going back and pressing the floor number, before I could press it, Jian Yixi was stuck at the elevator door with red eyes out of the corner of his eye, and he had been following for an unknown how long.

"Are you an earthbound spirit? Who are you scaring with the pestle?" An Mu pressed 1 while talking, "The nurses will come in a while. If those two people work in two shifts, you can tell them to do it if you have anything to do." , I won’t come these days, so as not to annoy you when you see me.”

With a bang, the elevator doors slowly closed, and the Jian Yixi outside the elevator became narrower and narrower.

"Goodbye."

An Mu was calm and composed, and even waved at Jian Yixi.

Jian Yixi's red eye sockets became pitifully redder, she suddenly reached in, grabbed her arm, and walked back after pulling her!

The elevator door hit Jian Yixi's arm, sensed an obstacle, opened it again, and An Mu was dragged through the door and out of the elevator.

An Mu frowned: "What are you doing?"

Jian Yixi didn't answer, just walked towards the ward, the large hospital gown was empty on her body, making her look more and more skinny, it's been less than half a year since she was separated, how could she be so thin?

Jian Yixi was born with a baby face, and it doesn't look so obvious just by looking at his face, but it's different after taking off his clothes. Last night including the night before, An Muke had seen and felt Jian Yixi's thinness with his own eyes. It's really... touching a bone.

An Mu stared at Jian Yixi's empty trouser legs that fluttered back and forth. Isn't it cold for walking?I didn't know Jian Yixi that day

How did she wear it and ran here and there, and ended up at Xu Qinglan's place instead.

Thinking wildly, An Mu was dragged into the ward by Jian Yixi, and locked the door behind his back.

An Mu said, "It's broad daylight, why lock the door?"

Jian Yixi turned around, and pressed her against the door with a bang, the slender strip of glass on the door seemed to be on the side, and a little bit of the corridor could be seen vaguely.

"Are you really going on a blind date?"

Obviously so fierce, but she leaked her stuff when she opened her mouth, Jian Yixi's voice was hoarse, as if she was about to cry, pitiful and exasperating.

An Mu glanced at her firm hand on top of her head. To be honest, she was a little surprised.

——Jian Yixi... Is it a compromise?As easy as that?Don't wait for her to fall in love with a few men, then struggle and compromise?

Silence is the most painful thing. An Mu's silence was obviously misread by Jian Yixi as acquiescence. Her eyes became redder, bloodshot eyes layered on top of her eyes, as if she was about to cry, but there were no tears.

"Can you stop making trouble?" Jian Yixi begged.

An Mu lowered his eyes, not letting the distress in his eyes overflow.

"You know, I never joke."

"Don't be like this, An Mu...don't make me feel uneasy after death."

"You are at ease, what about me?"

An Mu sneered sarcastically.

"If I didn't know the ins and outs, maybe I would be sad if you died, but now that I know everything, do you think I will feel at ease? Since it is all a worry after all, it is better to be worried together than me alone People are uncomfortable."

Jian Yixi opened her eyes slightly, but couldn't find any words to refute.

An Mu raised his head, looking to the end with his clear eyes, Jian Yixi's figure was clearly reflected.

"Let me guess, why did you reject me at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau? Is it for revenge? Or is it because I don't love you?"

"It's because I don't love you, right?"

Jian Yixi avoided her aggressive gaze in embarrassment, pursed her lips and remained silent.

An Mu reached out and hooked her neck, forcing her to turn her face and look at him. The arms on top of her head were propped up on top of her head, and her back was squeezed against the door panel. It was clearly An Mu who was imprisoned, but it seemed to be It was as if An Mu was bullying Jian Yixi.

"If I were you, do you know what I would do?"

An Mu's red lips pressed against her, rubbing Jian Yixi's pale pink lips as if they were kissing her, but she didn't.

"I'll just kiss you like this and let you get used to my breath."

——I said kiss, why not kiss?

Jian Yixi swallowed instinctively.

"Again...

Let you get used to me step by step. "

An Mu's hand gradually slid down, swimming around like a fish through the thin hospital gown.

Jian Yixi's eyelashes trembled twice, her whole body was so stiff that even her hair froze. An Mu's hands didn't seem to be on her body, but rather penetrated into the depths of her soul, tearing at her sanity desperately , Seeing that she was going to be unable to hold on any longer, An Mu not only kept going, but added fuel to the fire.

"Intimacy is the key criterion for defining friendship and love. With intimacy, I have made a big step forward. The next step is to let you separate me from the inherent friendship position and let you clearly understand that I am not your friend. I am your lover, the object of your life, and I will win."

--victory?Is it really that easy to win?

Jian Yixi endured it, endured it desperately, and gritted her teeth to endure it until she couldn't bear it anymore. Her mind was about to explode. She didn't even know why she had to endure it?

An Mu's voice is like a gurgling brook, soft but not soft, cool but not cold. If you lower your voice, it will reveal a bit of grinding magnetism. Every word sharpens Jian Yixi's will, making her tremble uncontrollably .

An Mu closed her beautiful eyes halfway, bewitching her word by word.

"It sounds difficult, but it's not difficult. You already like me, but you just need to reverse your mindset. It's just a matter of time, and the most important thing I lack is time. I have a lifetime of time." If I continue with you, I believe that with our deep emotional foundation, it won't take long for you to fall in love with me."

——Sounds like it's really not that difficult...

——Can she really change An Mu's mindset?

Jian Yixi's heart was beating violently. She almost forgot how desperate she was at the beginning, and even more that An Mu had been absolutely sure that she would never fall in love with her.

An Mu watched her expression all the time, and seeing that the time was almost up, he withdrew his head slightly, leaned against the door panel behind him, and smiled with a smile that faded into the mist.

"How? Am I much smarter than you? If I were you, I wouldn't be so stupid as to sacrifice myself. No, that's not called sacrifice at all, that's called stupid death. If one loses his life, the other will not die." Happiness, that's what you want? I don't think so? Think about what I said, and if you can't figure it out, think about it at my wedding."

An Mu pushed Jian Yixi away and wanted to leave, but he didn't wait until his back left the door panel, and with a bang, Jian Yixi pushed her back hard.

Is it stupid to die? Jian Yixi doesn't know, but she knew that An Mu was going to run away, so she teased her.

She didn't kiss for a long time, but she wanted to run away like this?Is it because she has a fever or is it because An Mu hasn't woken up?

Jian Yixi was in a daze, and kissed the back of An Mu's head eagerly and passionately, as if punishing An Mu for his inaction. The more An Mu struggled, the tighter she hugged her.

There is only a thin layer of door panels behind, and there are endless footsteps coming and going in the corridor, and there are family members calling on the phone, and the nurse is shouting that such and such beds should be atomized, although they are unlikely to be seen hiding behind the door, But after all, there is a long strip of glass on the door, so it is not completely impossible to be seen.

An Mu is no better than Jian Yixi, her rationality is always on the line, she dare not struggle too much, she is afraid that Jian Yixi, who has been burnt for a long time, will not be able to bear it, but Jian Yixi keeps getting up, she is so angry that she kicked Jian Yixi kicked her away with a tap on her calf.

The corners of Jian Yixi's eyes were blush, and her pale lips were moist and tender from kisses. She looked at An Mu aggrievedly.

"Why kick me?"

"What do you say?"

An Mu coldly pushed her away.

Jian Yixi followed closely behind her, following every step.

"Didn't you teach me to start with a kiss?"

"Please figure it out, I'm just saying what I would do if I were you, and I didn't ask you to do it!"

"You can do it, but I can't. Do you want to have such a double standard?"

An Mu looked back and gave her a blank look, "How can this be called a double standard? It's obvious that you plagiarized."

Jian Yixi licked her lips. She knew An Mu's purpose, and she knew that An Mu was tricking her, but damn, she was fooled by An Mu and willingly jumped into the sweet trap that An Mu dug for her.

But what can I do?She couldn't resist An Mu's use of herself as bait.

Most importantly, from the moment An Mu showed up, she had no choice.

It was impossible for An Mu to let her die like this, and it was impossible for her to let An Mu work hard for her and be sad.

The only way to do it is to... try it, try boiling the frog in warm water.

Although the hope is slim, she has no way out and can only move forward.