I am in love with myself

Maomao rushed over early in the morning, and didn't dare to bring food for An Mu, for fear that Jian Yixi, who couldn't eat, would feel uncomfortable.

As soon as Mao Mao entered the door, he chirped: "You go back, I will replace you today!"

An Mu came out of the bathroom yawning, his face still steamed from washing, and he glanced at Mao Mao lightly.

"Go to your class. There are nurses and me here. It's nothing to do with you."

Jian Yixi was leaning against the head of the bed in a daze, she still felt a little sleepy and dreamy, but after Maomao's chirping, she woke up completely.

Looking at An Mu, who had dreamed back so many times in the middle of the night, and then at An Mu, who was quite obedient when he didn't speak, and who was fluffy like five hundred ducks when he spoke, Jian Yixi coughed lightly.

"You go about your business, I'm fine here."

"That won't work! I have to stay with you!"

Maomao didn't dare to say anything about life and death in front of Jian Yixi, anyway, she was determined to accompany her sister through the last period of her life, otherwise wouldn't it be too pitiful to die alone in the hospital?

Drug resistance, I dare not do surgery, and there is such a big hole in my stomach, I can't eat or drink, so I can only watch it fester and get worse, and I can only wait for death.

Thinking of Dr. Li's diagnosis yesterday, Maomao's distressed eyes turned red.

——It's too miserable, her family Xixi is too miserable.

Maomao sat on the side of the bed, took Jian Yixi's hand to cover her heart, and agreed not to cry, but finally she couldn't hold back and dropped the golden beans.

Jian Yixi patted her on the head heartily, and coaxed a child: "I'm not dead yet, why are you crying? Save it, wait until I'm dead... Ugh!"

Mao Mao covered her mouth with her hand, raised her eyebrows and said, "If you talk nonsense again, I won't tear your mouth apart!"

Jian Yixi couldn't hold back a burst of laughter, pulled her hand away and said, "It's not good to imitate anyone, why do you want to imitate the second brother? The strength of the second brother may really be able to tear my mouth apart, you little finger Not necessarily."

Jian Yixi said again: "Okay, go to work, don't be late."

Maomao wiped away the tears still hanging from the corners of his eyes, and said, "I said, why don't you understand people's language? I said I want to accompany you."

Jian Yixi pondered for a while, and suddenly said: "I haven't asked you yet, why did you help An Mu lie to me yesterday?"

As soon as this was mentioned, Maomao immediately looked at An Mu with a guilty conscience, and said hesitantly, "I...I didn't because An Mu asked me to."

"So An Mu is more important than me? She told you to lie to me and you lied to me?"

An Mu also looked at Mao Mao. Although he didn't speak, he was obviously interested in Mao Mao's next answer.

Mao Mao hesitated: "I... that... I..."

Jian Yixi cut her pupils like water, and looked at her with watery eyes: "What are you?"

An Mu's amber eyes were fixed, and she asked silently: Who is more important?

Mao Mao wants to cry but has no tears.

——What the hell is this heading for? !Why does it seem like she is a cheating scumbag who is being tortured by the court mistress to extract a confession?

Maomao said: "You...you..."

Jian Yixi: "What?"

An Mu said, "Huh?"

——Okay, I get it, don't you just think that this palace is blocking your two-person world?Can't I leave the palace?

Maomao was particularly sensitive in some aspects, so he stood up decisively.

"Thinking about it, it's better for me to go to work. I can't let you worry about me because I don't go to work. I'll go first and come to see you at night!"

Maomao looked back three times at a step, the more he looked at it, the more he felt that something was wrong with Jian Yixi and An Mu, this was definitely not an illusion, before Jian Yixi refused to reconcile with An Mu, and yesterday An Mu also slapped Jian Yixi in public, Why now, the two of them seem to be okay, so good that they can join forces to find fault with her?

Is it...

Maomao shuddered.

No way?No, no, no, right? ! !

Maomao got off the elevator in a daze, and ran into Wang Yanqing head-on when she got out of the sick building, which made her tremble visibly in fright.

Wang Yanqing was concerned: "Are you okay?"

Before the word "no" could be uttered, Maomao suddenly shook weakly and intentionally.

"I'm a little uncomfortable. I wanted to ask for leave today, but the stage doesn't allow it. Seeing that I'm going to be late, and I have to squeeze the bus. It's really frustrating."

Wang Yanqing said: "Then I will see you off."

Maomao slapped his hands, and smiled coquettishly and falsely: "Oh, this is not appropriate."

"There's nothing inappropriate, just a little effort, let's go."

Maomao hurriedly borrowed the slope to get off the donkey, and followed Wang Yanqing to the parking lot. Looking at Wang Yanqing's sincere back, Maomao's guilt-ridden heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys were almost twisted together.

——I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my family, Xixi, is dying, so just let her be alone with An Mu for a while, she is so pitiful.

For the sake of Ji You, Mao Mao, who could do without the three views, got into Wang Yanqing's car with guilt and sentimentality, and swore from the bottom of her heart that she must treat Wang Yanqing better in the future, she was so sorry for him.

As soon as Mao Mao left, Dr. Li came over to make rounds. As soon as he entered the door, he saw Jian Yixi who hadn't stopped smiling, and was stunned for a while.

"You're in good spirits today, are you feeling better?"

This is just a matter of routine, Dr. Li doesn't think she will get better at all, thank God if she can get worse slowly.

If Dr. Li didn't ask, Jian Yixi really forgot about it. She touched her stomach and shook her head.

"It doesn't hurt much, it's much better."

Dr. Li just took out his pen, paused, and said in disbelief: "It's much better? Really much better? Does it hurt anymore?"

"It's really much better. It may be because of the painkiller injection last night. At least it doesn't hurt much."

Dr. Li's eyes widened in an instant, and it's no wonder that he reacted so strongly. He knew about the painkiller injection. It was on the duty record, but he had given her the painkiller injection before, and it didn't work at all. How could he be alone? Only this time it worked?

Moreover, the painkiller injections are time-sensitive. He just checked the duty record, and the injections were given last night, so it was already overtime.

Of course, this is not the most important thing. The most important thing is, isn't Jian Yixi drug resistant?All medicines work, how can painkillers work?

Dr. Li once suspected that Jian Yixi was afraid of her friends' worries, so she pretended not to be in pain, but seeing that although her face was still pale, she was really in good spirits, but she didn't feel like it.

Could it be... a miracle?

Dr. Li, who had already given up hope, instantly cheered up, stepped forward for an examination, and immediately issued an order to have another gastroscopy.

Jian Yixi held back for a long time, and before she could ask An Mu a word, she was directed by Dr. Li to the clinic building.

After the gastroscopy was done, with Dr. Li as the backbone of the hospital, there was no need for any films at all, and Dr. Li performed the operation directly, and he was so surprised that he couldn't close his mouth while watching.

"This...how is this possible?"

The wound that was torn last night miraculously survived for a long time!

If it is an ordinary person, after taking so many medicines, it is normal for the surface layer to stick together for a long time, but the key is Jian Yixi's drug tolerance, which has been deteriorating before, and there is no sign of improvement at all.

Dr. Li couldn't believe his eyes, and ordered Jian Yixi to do a blood test. The white blood cell index that had been soaring before had actually dropped. Although it hadn't dropped to the normal range, it at least proved that the treatment was effective.

It was obviously getting worse yesterday, and it was about to die, how could it be suddenly...

Even with the drug induction, Dr. Li did not dare to arrange an operation for Jian Yixi, he was afraid that this phenomenon was only temporary, and if the operation killed him early, it would be his fault.

And, if drugs work, being able to rely on medication is definitely less harmful than surgery.

For a whole day, Jian Yixi didn't take the time to say the first half of a sentence to An Mu other than medical treatment. He was either doing an examination or on the way to the examination, or was dragged by Dr. Li to ask questions here and there, trying to find out what happened suddenly. The reason for the miracle.

However, it was useless to ask, Jian Yixi didn’t eat anything, didn’t drink anything, and didn’t go to any strange place to inhale strange gas or expose to strange rays. Puzzled.

For Jian Yixi and An Mu, who knew the reason well, silence was golden, and no one could tell him the truth.

The poor old man was almost driven crazy by himself.

"Is there something special about yesterday's medicine? No! I have to find out!"

Yesterday's medicine bottles and other things had already been thrown into the medical waste bin, but fortunately they hadn't been pulled out of the hospital. Dr. Li was really a stubborn old man, and he actually ran to dig through the trash.

After tossing and tossing for a whole day, until the second brother and Wang Yanqing came over in the evening, this side barely stopped.

Wang Yanqing glanced at the liquid bottle that hadn't finished infusion, and said in surprise: "Isn't it all in the morning? Why haven't you finished infusion yet?"

The second elder brother had a faint guess in his heart, he went to ask the old man first, and then came back again, with an uncontrollable joy on his face.

"Dr. Li said that if the current state can be maintained, the piercing can be completely permanent in a few days. As long as it can last for a long time, there will be a turnaround. At least there is no need to worry about infecting the internal organs."

Wang Yanqing was overjoyed, and asked when he could eat.

An Mu glanced at the sky outside the window, and said, "I have to go out for a while, you two can talk slowly."

Before the second brother could say "good", Jian Yixi subconsciously tensed up.

"where are you going?"

An Mu said seriously, "Yesterday, I made an appointment with that school girl of yours. I'll go over and ask about the situation."

The second elder brother had already got An Mu's explanation, and echoed, "Yes, this is an important matter. You should go and ask, maybe it's because of her Xiaoxi that it got better."

Where is Jian Yixi willing to let her go, and hurriedly said: "Didn't I tell you yesterday? She is a member of a supernatural society, and her words are unreliable. If you have any questions, please ask me. I am the person involved and know better than her." many."

Or just say that the second brother is reliable, and ask questions without An Mu asking.

"You said? It's not that I can't trust you, can you tell us the truth?"

Now it was no longer a question of whether Jian Yixi told the truth, but whether An Mu knew the truth.

Surprised last night, Jian Yixi didn't think too much, she believed what An Mu said, but seeing her condition suddenly improved today, and thinking about An Mu's "hands-on" last night, no matter what she did Dumbness also found something was wrong.

Even if An Mu really liked her, it was impossible for her to do that to her when she was unconscious, and it was still under the mistaken belief that she was in unbearable pain.

Obviously, last night An Mu used herself as a medicine to help her get better quickly.

If An Mu didn't know the truth, how could he think of this method?

Although there are various signs that An Mu knows everything, Jian Yixi is not sure after all. After all, she is used to trusting An Mu. An Mu said that she has never found Gu Shuofeng, so she instinctively wants to believe it. Moreover, in her heart Deep down, she still hoped humbly that An Mu would fall in love with her, although she knew the hope was slim.

But no matter how slim it is, as long as there is still a glimmer of hope, she doesn't want to give up. Anyway, she is already like this, losing will not be worse, winning is the whole life.

Jian Yixi closed her eyes, and then opened them so sincerely that even she herself believed it.

"I can tell the truth, but I'm going to talk to you guys in private."

"Alone?" The second brother was stunned, "Why alone? Can't we talk together? Is it possible that you have to stand alone in the corridor while chatting?"

"There is no standing penalty, there are chairs."

The second brother opened his mouth, brushed off his short hair and stood up, his black pupils were helpless.

"Okay, I'll go out with Wang Yanqing to smoke a cigarette, you two talk first."

The second brother hooked Wang Yanqing and left, and then Jian Yixi looked at An Mu.

"sit."

An Mu stood leaning on the railing at the end of the bed. After hearing what she said, he went over and sat down by the bed.

Jian Yixi's brows were drooping, and her pupils were as moist as stars. When she blinked, Xingzi blinked too.

"You really like me?"