I am in love with myself

Gameover.

It's not fake, it's real.

That day after Jian Yixi finished speaking, she turned and entered the Civil Affairs Bureau, her steps were calm and firm, her indifferent eyebrows and eyes resembled the moment when she learned that Jian Yihu was the murderer of her adoptive parents.

Jian Yixi left without looking back, and it was already half an hour before she came out again.

Seeing that she was still there, Wang Yanqing smiled and walked over with Jian Yixi in his arms.

"Go home and have a meal together to celebrate that we are officially registered as husband and wife."

As he spoke, Wang Yanqing put his hand on Jian Yixi's satchel.

"Take out the marriage certificate, and let An Mu see it and be happy."

Jian Yixi patted his hand away, with a smile, but the hypocrisy floated on the surface.

"What's there to look at? Isn't it just a small book? I don't think she's interested in reading it either."

No matter how stupid Wang Yanqing was, he could recognize such an obvious refusal. He cleared his throat in embarrassment, and wisely chose to avoid it.

"I'll go drive first."

The car is actually not far away, at most ten meters away.

Jian Yixi glanced at his back, and gracefully leaned over to An Mu's car window, looking at her with half-closed dark eyes, the affection that was full of it an hour ago was gone now.

"I think I may not have made it clear, then let me say it again, I am not interested in you for a long time, I hope you will not appear in front of me again, so as not to look at each other and hate each other."

Wang Yanqing's car drove over, Didi honked the horn twice, Jian Yixi withdrew and gave her a cool smile.

"I hope this is the last time we meet. Goodbye An Mu. No, I probably won't see you again in the future. You don't have to notify me when you get married. I will let Maomao bring the gift money, so that we will be completely different from each other." owed."

【...It's completely irrelevant. 】

An Mu opened his eyes suddenly, cold sweat drenched his thin nightdress.

Why did you have this dream again?

No, it shouldn't be called a dream, it's a memory, the real memory of that day in front of the Civil Affairs Bureau.

From that day on, Jian Yixi never contacted her again.

Jian Yixi didn't contact her, and she didn't contact Jian Yixi, not only because she was used to Jian Yixi's initiative in the past five years, but also because Jian Yixi said so badly that day, she didn't have a hot face to stick to a cold ass habit.

What's more, it wasn't her who was wrong in the first place, how could there be any reason to actively find the wrong one?

Jian Yixi didn't send a message or make a call all day, she didn't feel anything.

I didn't feel it for two days.

Three days, four days, five days... A week has passed in the blink of an eye, and she feels that she still doesn't feel anything, but recently she always hallucinates hearing notification sounds, but when she picks it up, there is nothing.

When I got home on the weekend, a few pairs of shoes were missing from the shoe cabinet, Jian Yixi's shoes were gone, and the little yellow duck was gone, only the Toothless Rabbit was left alone in it.

Jian Yixi's bedroom door was wide open, as if she was afraid that she would not know it, and the spotless room was clearly displayed in front of her, and everything that belonged to Jian Yixi was gone.

Jian Yixi just disappeared into her world so quietly, as if she had never appeared before.

So maybe... that's fine.

An Mu couldn't care less about being melancholy, there were still many classes to attend, and many reports to do. After two months of busy work, the end of the term was just a blink of an eye.

When I returned home after the exam, I bought a plane ticket and rushed to France without stopping.

Mama An said she missed her.

Dad Ann said that he was a little bit powerless, and he couldn't accept it, so he asked her to help.

In the past six months, Dad An has talked to her about the company's affairs. An Mu is not unfamiliar with it. Dad An rested at home for half a month and left it to An Mu to handle it.

An Mu was very busy, even busier than going to school. He didn't come back until early in the morning every day. He just lay down and got up to go to work. He really slept later than a dog and woke up earlier than a chicken. Parents and mothers couldn't stand it anymore.

"What's wrong with you? Don't die?"

"It's nothing, it's just itchy hands. I'm used to work and suddenly I don't work for half a year, so I really want to work."

"That can't be so hard. Nothing matters to your health. Your father's illness hasn't taught you a lesson yet?"

"I'm young and full of energy."

"Don't talk back to me. If you don't obey me again, I will drive you back to China."

"Mom, you are reasonable, obviously you called me here."

——An Mu, you are reasonable, you are the one who kidnapped me here.

A familiar voice suddenly flashed in her mind, overlapping the complaints she blurted out.

An Mu couldn't remember what An Ma said again. She couldn't tell what she was feeling, but she felt... always wanting to say what she wanted, as if something was missing here.

After pressing it, she felt hypocritical again, she and Jian Yixi were the same person, isn't it normal for them to say the same sentence pattern?

Originally, they only helped for half a month, but An's father went back to the company, and An Mu didn't leave. He didn't pack his luggage until the end of the summer vacation and returned to the country.

The first thing to do when returning to China is naturally to visit the old man. The old man lives in the uncle's house. The second brother is the uncle's son. Every time I went to visit before, eight out of ten times I didn't see the second brother. He is very busy with work and can no longer Be as free as you were in college.

An Mu left early. He thought he would never see his second brother, but he didn't expect that his second brother was not only at home, but also brought a strange woman with him. Both his uncle and aunt were at home. The nanny bought a lot of vegetables, and her aunt was busy working in the kitchen with her. with.

Seeing An Mu coming, the uncle waved happily.

"Come and see your second sister-in-law."

——Second sister-in-law?Hasn't she been in the country for two months?Where is the second sister-in-law here?

An Mu put down the iron stick yam that he bought for the old man, and went over to say hello.

The second elder brother was sitting on the sofa, and the second sister-in-law was sitting next to the second elder brother with her knees close together. Her palm-sized face was as soft and white as snow.

An Mu's eyes were slightly cold, he said some polite words, and found an excuse to call his second brother to a place where no one was around.

"What's going on? Why do you suddenly have a girlfriend?"

"It's not your girlfriend, it's your future second sister-in-law. We plan to get married next year."

"How long have you guys known each other? Is this too fast?"

"We've known each other for a long time, maybe five or six years."

Five or six years?Isn't that about the same time as meeting Jian Yixi?

"We haven't been together for so long, why is it suddenly better now?"

The second brother took out a cigarette and lit it, lying on the balcony on the second floor, took a puff, and spit out the gray eye circles, the cigarette butt flickered, and the second brother's eyebrows and eyes were clouded.

"How do you say this? You know that I liked Jian Yixi at the beginning, but because Jian Yixi liked you, I gave up.

After that... I don't remember the exact date, anyway, it was the second semester of my senior year, and I almost didn't go to school very much. I forgot what procedures I had to go through that day, and then she stopped me and asked me for a V letter.

You know I hate this kind of flirting and hugging the most. Normally, I wouldn't give it to her. But she happened to look a little like Jian Yixi, so I gave it to her by mistake.

She is a sophomore junior, and after chatting for a while, she confessed to me that she liked me for a long time.

I thought it was ridiculous, since I was only a sophomore, even if I met and fell in love with me from the first step of stepping into the school gate, it would only be more than a year, which is considered a long time?

I think it's been a long time, at least five years.

What's more, I don't think she fell in love with me as soon as she entered the school, that would be too nympho.

Her phrase "liked me for a long time" annoyed me, so I blocked her directly.

After I graduated and was admitted to my current unit, I had long forgotten about her. Who knew that she would be admitted after graduation.

You know how difficult the exam in our unit is. It is not enough to get a top grade in the written exam. The interview is the most difficult part.

You should understand what happened to the interview. I was free at the time, so I checked her specifically.

If you don't check, you don't know, but if you check, you are still an acquaintance. Her father and I have always been friends. When we were young, we often visited each other, but later her father transferred away, and now he has been in Haishi.

I found it strange, why did she leave her father's Haishi alone, why did she come to Beijing for the exam alone?

Is this too ambitious?Still too silly?

Anyway, anyway, I don't like her very much.

But she didn't give up, there was always something going on around me, the more she turned around, the more annoying I was, so I just told her that it was absolutely impossible to like her.

After making it clear, she really restrained herself and never came to my side when she had nothing to do, so I didn't take this matter to heart anymore.

But after all, we are in the same unit, we see each other when we look up, and gradually we get to know each other. She treats me like she treats other colleagues, she doesn’t regard me as a leader, and she doesn’t say unnecessary things. I also forget the unpleasantness of the past. .

Our unit has an office group, and I usually ask them to do it directly in the group when I have something to do, so I haven't added her V letter.

I was going to send her a file that day, but there was a bug in the shared private file, and I couldn't upload it no matter what, so I had to search the group and add her.

After passing, the private document was restored again, so I didn't pass the v letter.

After about a month later, one day in the middle of the night, she suddenly sent me a message, which was inexplicable, just one sentence - countdown to 30 days.

I asked what she meant?It took her a long time to come back and say that she sent it to the wrong person.

I felt something was wrong, I replied right away after she sent it to me, and I saw [typing...] on the top of the V letter, which meant that she also saw the message immediately, it was just an explanation, why did it take so long to reply?

Later, by accident, I saw her V-letter, and found that since I deleted her a few years ago, she has sent me a lot of messages, and she still sent me even though she knew I couldn’t receive them.

This was a disgusting behavior. I rejected her and even deleted her. Why is she still acting like a madman for five or six years?

But after I read her information, I suddenly lost my disgust and even blamed myself a little bit. "

The second brother held a cigarette between his hands and turned to look at An Mu. The smile on his lips was caught in the light smoke, so faint that he could hardly see clearly.

"You're so smart, you guessed it? She said she liked me for a long time. It was really a long time. She has liked me since she was a child.

It's just that when she was young, she just worshiped me, thinking that I could climb | walls and play computer games, and my dad beat me like he would rather die than surrender, very powerful.

She didn't ask me to come here to take my university entrance exam, but my dad wanted me to go here when I was a child, so I took this place as my goal in life.She was fascinated by it, and felt that this school was great, and she would also take the exam in the future, so it became her dream.

The day she asked me for the V letter, she knew that I was going to graduate, so she asked for the V letter.

She didn't want it until then, because she had been dangling in front of me for more than a year. I didn't even look at her, let alone recognize her. She gave up at first. Who knows that she has been observing me like that, but she really likes it. on.

That day she said that she liked me for a long time, but she was actually making an opening statement for "recognition of relatives", but I didn't give her this chance and deleted her directly.

These were all sent after she found out that they were deleted. Of course she knew that I couldn't receive them. She was just aggrieved and just venting.

Later, she took my chat box that only responded to the red exclamation mark as a place to vent her emotions, sending happy and unhappy messages.

She said that she took the exam for our unit because she found that she still likes me.

She didn't realize how annoying it was for her to hang around in front of me all the time, and she would never have done that if she had known.

That night she posted a 30-day countdown, which was not accidental. She sent it once a month, starting from the day she was admitted to our unit.

She gave herself two years, if I still can't fall in love with her, she will give up completely, follow her father's advice, resign and return to Haicheng.

After reading the V letter, I realized that she was admitted based on her own strength. Her father did not approve of her coming to Beijing to develop, let alone help her find someone to pass the interview.

Of course, strength is one aspect, and luck is another aspect. She is really lucky. She has been rectifying for the past two years, and no one can get in her way.

Her 30-day countdown is the last deadline for her persistence. She showed me her best side, and then she failed, so she really gave up. When the 30 days came, she issued a resignation report.

After she left, I didn't feel it at first. I just felt a little regretful. She is very capable at work and can be regarded as a right-hand assistant. I don't have to worry about telling her anything.

But later..."

The second elder brother Fue smiled self-deprecatingly, "One only finds something precious after losing it. I always thought I didn't like her, because I preconceived that she was a nympho, and I couldn't walk when I saw a handsome guy. Even going one step further, she is a nymphomaniac and worships money, so she posted it when she knew my family had money.

Because of this incorrect but deep-rooted concept, even if I have a good impression of her, I still think it is just a normal friendship between colleagues, and I don't think about love.

It wasn't until she left that I suddenly felt empty in my heart, and I didn't know that I liked her, and I liked her a long time ago, but I was blinded by myself.

If we met in another way, we would definitely not have such a big circle, and we would not lose the opportunity to get along day and night. After all, it is impossible for her to return to our unit and she can only find a job again.

Fortunately, although we have lost a lot, we are still together at last.

Fortunately...it's not too late. "

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