I am in love with myself

An Mu's dreams followed one after another, Jian Yixi and Wang Yanqing seemed to be dreams, but each dream was unrelated, like watching different endings of different parallel worlds.

In a dream, Jian Yixi became a veritable same-wife, was used to give birth to a child, and was cruelly abandoned by her son and mother. She became a laughing stock and lived alone for the rest of her life.

In another dream, An Mu dreamed that Jian Yixi and Wang Yanqing reached an agreement to live their own lives, Wang Yanqing had a new love outside, and Jian Yixi also found a random woman to live numbly. .

In another dream, Jian Yixi and Wang Yanqing are both responsible people. Although they don't love each other, they respect each other as guests, and even gave birth to a pair of children. In the eyes of outsiders, they are a happy family. Only An Mu can see that she is smiling. How fake it must be.

After that, I dreamed a lot, An Mu couldn't remember clearly, only remembered the ending of one dream, Jian Yixi was getting old, standing alone on the balcony watching the sunrise, the rising sun dyed her crooked figure red, and she slowed down. Looking back slowly, there was a gentle smile on the corner of his lips, but desolation in his cloudy eyes.

【Is this what you want happiness to look like? 】

An Mu woke up suddenly, cold sweat drenching her thin nightdress.

It was already daylight. An Mu checked her phone. It was almost six o'clock. She closed her eyes and suppressed her panic for a while before getting up to take a shower.

After receiving the certificate today, Jian Yixi and her family will rush to Wang Yanqing's house to hold the third wedding. This is the result of the discrepancy between the place of residence and the hometown of the husband and wife.

Trouble is a bit troublesome, but it is the only major event in life, and the parents of both parties don't think it is troublesome.

An Mu and the others were supposed to leave yesterday afternoon. Because of what Mao Mao said, they stayed. Although they didn't know the meaning of staying, even if Wang Yanqing was really gay, what could they do?

The wedding has already been held, which means that it has been "announced to the world". If you regret the marriage at this time, let alone the adoptive parents will not accept it, Jian Yixi will also become a target of public criticism, and it will be embarrassing to be scolded.

Early morning should be the most clear-headed time of the day, but An Mu was confused. She didn't know what to do.

She pressed her throbbing temple, glanced at Mao Mao who was sleeping soundly on the other bed, and knocked on the door of the second brother's room next door.

The second brother got up sleepily, and when he saw her, he turned sideways to open the door without saying a word.

After closing the door, the second brother said: "There was already news last night. Wang Yanqing is indeed gay. The photo in Maomao's phone is real. It was indeed taken the day before the engagement."

An Mu closed his eyes, and the laser lights in the photo seemed to be still spinning. In the dim bar, Wang Yanqing hugged a flirtatious man in low-waisted pants and kissed passionately, never thinking that he was the one who was going to get married.

An Mu was not angry, only sad.

Does Jian Yixi really not know?Or knowingly accepting it on purpose, is this trying to make her feel guilty?

She didn't remember teaching her to be so mean and shameless.

The second brother sighed and said, "What should we do now? Maomao said that she told Jian Yixi, and Jian Yixi said that she knew everything. It's useless to say anything now. You are probably the only one who can stop her."

"Why should I stop it?" An Mu's tone was calm, as if he was really unmoved, "She made her own decision, and she should bear the consequences."

The second brother opened his mouth, wanting to persuade him a few more words, but in the end he didn't persuade him. He had no position to ask An Mu to do something, and An Mu had no position to persuade her. She couldn't give Jian Yixi what she wanted.

Hearing the final news that he had been thinking about it all night, An Mu didn't stay long, turned around and left the second brother's guest room, and the second brother chased him to the door to ask.

"When are we leaving?"

"Wait for Maomao to wake up."

The second brother didn't ask any more questions, and closed the door while yawning.

An Mu went back to the room. Maomao was still asleep. She didn't even notice that she came and went and came again. She really didn't know that she was betrayed.

An Mu nestled on the small sofa, took out his mobile phone and checked the news for a while to learn about the latest national policies. This is what venture capitalists need to pay attention to the most.

She turned her eyes a few times, but couldn't see it, her mind was empty, or it was full, she couldn't tell the difference, in short, she just couldn't think about anything, it was... uncomfortable.

She closed the news interface, opened the novel app again, and closed it again after reading two lines. Then she took out the Bluetooth headset and put it on. She flipped through the Gongdou drama that she had been chasing half before, and watched it patiently.

Obviously I was very enthusiastic about chasing it before, but for some reason now, I feel a little irritable after watching it for 2 minutes.

Where did the ancient harem look like this?How could the emperor's concubine be so beautiful?Can safflower be sterilized immediately after irrigation?The old Chinese doctor is afraid that he will die laughing.

Don't watch it, it's a bad drama that lowers IQ!

Of course rotten is not rotten, she is just upset and sees nothing pleasing to the eye.

Frowning, he flipped through his phone, and even downloaded a few games specifically, from small balls for decompression, to elimination games, to puzzle games that tested IQ, and finally even downloaded large-scale mobile games.

However, none of them played for 3 minutes.

Why are these things so boring?How did they catch fire?Tens of millions or even hundreds of millions of downloads, the data is fake, right?

An Mu didn't know if it was fake or not, but those games were really popular, and she had seen many classmates play them.

An Mu rubbed his temples, leaned back on the sofa, and opened the music app casually.

Zhou Shen's melodious voice has the power to penetrate the soul, and it escapes softly, touching the heartstrings.

This is a song "The Whale Who Incarnates on an Island".

[I have never been in a prosperous place, I have never heard the hustle and bustle, I have never seen too many creatures, I have never been in a hot mood, so I have never felt how quiet it is in the middle of the ocean. 】

This is really an excellent song, no matter the lyrics, tune or Zhou Shen's singing skills.

As An Mu listened, something slipped down his cheek. He raised his hand to touch it, and his hand was wet.

An Mu looked at the ceiling blankly, not understanding why she was crying.

【Your clothes are shabby, but your singing voice is gentle. You accompany me to drift aimlessly. My back is like a barren hill, but you smile and shake your head, treating it as the whole universe. 】

The singing is still singing, and every word and every sentence penetrates into the soul.

An Mu thought of the incident on Jinfang Road, the kidnapping incident, Jian Yixi risked her life to please her, and Jian Yixi sweated profusely to make tables of delicious meals to please her, and Every time Jian Yixi sees her subconsciously bright smiling face, she feels joy from the bottom of her heart.

She is just a boring soul who has lived a new life, what is there for Jian Yixi to like so much?

At the beginning, helping Jian Yixi was just to have a reliable support for her adoptive parents, and to make up for her own regrets, but it was never for Jian Yixi herself.

She kept saying that she hoped that Jian Yixi would be happy, and that she didn't want her to be miserable in her previous life, but she would still be miserable in this life, but what happened?

She never thought that she would become the first person in Jian Yixi's tragedy.

Do you really want to watch her go to hell?

Don't say that you can still get divorced after getting married. Marrying wrong once doesn't mean life is over.

Yes, it is possible to get a divorce, and it does not mean that it is over, but Jian Yixi can have a wider road, why does she watch her take that rough path?

Jian Yixi's smiling face was still lingering in his mind, An Mu wiped off the wet face, got up decisively, opened the door and went straight to the Civil Affairs Bureau.

It's already 08:30, counting the time on the way, it will be a few minutes late to arrive at the Civil Affairs Bureau, and it will take another time to run upstairs.

An Mu patted the steering wheel irritably. In a small county town, there were not many intersections, but one red light happened to pass, and the next one was still red!

It's so late, has Jian Yixi already obtained the certificate?

An Mu took out his mobile phone and called Jian Yixi, but the adoptive mother answered the phone.

"Xixi didn't bring her mobile phone when she went out. I'll ask her to call you back when she comes back."

The adoptive mother thought they were already on their way back to Beijing, and told her to drive carefully.

Jian Yixi is not such a careless person, why didn't she bring her mobile phone?

An Mu didn't have Wang Yanqing's phone number, and she didn't want to ask anyone again. She was so anxious that she gritted her teeth and looked at the red light, then suddenly kicked the accelerator and rushed over!

This trip made three trips in a row. An Mu knew that he could no longer keep his driver's license, so he didn't care so much. He was extremely careful to pay attention to the safety of pedestrians, and rushed all the way to the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau.

He opened the door and got out of the car. He didn't bother to lock it, and rushed all the way up to the third floor.

There were three or four couples waiting on the third floor. The ones who sat close together were obviously married, while the ones who were indifferent were divorced.

An Mu looked around, but Jian Yixi and Wang Yanqing were nowhere to be seen.

She bit her lip, her gaze fell on the closed office door, she didn't know if Jian Yixi was inside, and she didn't have time to think about it, so she walked quickly and pushed it open.

The door opened with a bang, and everyone inside subconsciously turned their heads to look.

An office worker, two familiar faces.

Jian Yixi and Wang Yanqing each took a pen and were filling out the form.

Seeing her, before Jian Yixi could speak, Wang Yanqing smiled first.

"It's all right now, Xixi can rest assured, she has been waiting for you at the door for a long time, otherwise we must be ranked first."

Jian Yixi glared at him.

"What's the difference between the first and the second? It doesn't delay the work."

"It's not a delay, it's just a little unlucky."

Wang Yanqing turned his head and smiled at An Mu again: "Don't mind, I'm not blaming you for being late, I'm just saying what the older generation said, get the certificate early, I'm afraid there will be a divorce in front of me, it's unlucky, in the end we The one in front is the one who got divorced, and the two of them were still arguing while going through the divorce process, and they tossed about for a long time."

Jian Yixi frowned and said, "Can you stop talking about it? It's all superstition."

Wang Yanqing still smiled: "Yes, superstition, we will definitely last for a long time."

The staff knocked on the table impatiently, "I have to chat outside, if you don't do it, there will be a lot of people waiting to do it."

Jian Yixi looked at An Mu apologetically: "Why don't you wait for us outside first, soon."

An Mu's gaze swept across the three people in the room one by one, and he walked over expressionlessly, pulled Jian Yixi up and left.

Jian Yixi was caught off guard, and knocked her knee against the table. The long plastic spring wire attached to the signature pen almost broke, so she hurriedly threw it back on the table.

The office was too small, and An Mu's steps were too big. Before Jian Yixi had time to explain anything to Wang Yanqing, she was dragged out of the office and down the stairs. The corridor was filled with the sound of two people's footsteps. It was suffocatingly quiet.

As soon as they exited the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, traffic was rushing towards them, and the suffocation was instantly dispelled.

An Mu didn't stop, and pulled Jian Yixi straight to his illegally parked car. The passenger door opened and stuffed Jian Yixi into the driver's cab.