I am in love with myself

Not to mention the passage of time, nor the passing of time, in short, it is five years in the blink of an eye.

Just as An Mu guessed, Dad An's illness really couldn't get better so quickly, but fortunately, he was discovered and treated in time. He was basically stable two years ago, and after recuperating for two years, he needed to take medicine every day, regularly Go to the UK for a re-examination, basically no difference from normal people.

In the past five years, An Mu only went back to the country three or four times, and not every time he could see Jian Yixi, there were only two times, in a hurry, and he didn't even care about a meal.

An Mu was packing up her things in the room and was preparing to return to China to return to school. An Ma stood in front of the concealed door and knocked on the door.

"Busy now?"

"Not busy, what's the matter, Mom?"

An's mother came in, walked to the bed and watched her tidy up, without saying a word for a long time.

An Mu folded the clothes and looked up at An Ma.

An's mother sighed slightly, and said: "You are excellent, really, I didn't say that because you are my daughter, you are really excellent, many people say that, Jason still envies that I have you so good heirs."

The beginning of this kind of high-profile praise often takes a sharp turn for the worse. An Mu stopped what he was doing, and pulled An Ma to sit by the bed.

"Say what you want to say, Mom."

"I...I want to say, is it necessary for you to go back to study? Who in the industry doesn't know that you have been admitted to Tsinghua University? Is it enough to know that you have this ability? Now that the group is doing so well, you can go to school to get that degree , it really doesn't make any sense."

An Mu lowered his eyes and said lightly: "I didn't take the Tsinghua exam to prove anything, nor to get a degree, but because I wanted to go to this school. As for what you said is meaningless, it's just thinking from the perspective of most people. For me, it’s meaningful as long as I need it, and if I don’t need it, even if I have endless money every day, it’s meaningless.”

An Mu looked up at An Ma, his eyes were clear and gentle, and his eloquent voice was soft and convincing.

"The shopping mall is too impetuous and chaotic. Although I can learn a lot here and exercise myself, some things need to calm down to have a deeper understanding. I have accumulated enough practical experience. Now I need It is the relatively simple environment of the campus that allows me to have a deeper understanding of life."

An's mother said: "Damn! You see that you have started philosophy with your mother. Your mother and I are also people who have studied in college. Mom's college students at that time were all powerful characters. How can they be everywhere like they are now?

I understand what you said, but don’t forget that life is ultimately about firewood, rice, oil and salt. The so-called fullness, warmth and thinking, you can only enjoy life if you have enough food and drink. If you don’t have the ability to make a living, everything you say is useless. "

An Mu chuckled, and said coquettishly, "So our family can't afford a college student now?"

An's mother smiled helplessly and nodded her forehead: "You damn girl, mom tells you the reality, you tell mom about philosophy, mom tells you philosophy, and you tell mom about reality, are you beating me up? "

An Mu rubbed his forehead, which didn't hurt at all, and returned to seriousness with a smile.

"Let's not talk about me now, let's talk about my dad. He doesn't talk about it, but he doesn't accept the disease in his heart. He just thinks that he is still young and can fight for another 50 years.

Although I am the vice president, in the past five years, I have been making decisions on all matters of the company. My dad and I have different ideas, and conflicts are inevitable. Wasn't it because of the Elegant case that we had a lot of trouble before?

There is no room for two tigers in the same mountain, even if father and daughter have different ideas, it is difficult to work together. Instead of trying to persuade each other, it is better for me to quit, so that I can go to school as I wish, and my father can also flex its muscles. Why not do it? "

What she said made An's mother speechless, she could only sigh with a smile: "It's really a girl who can't help it when she grows up, I advise you, you can find a hundred sentences to refute me."

Compared to An Mu's obstruction, An Mu's father was quite in favor of An Mu returning to school.

"Studying is not necessarily for academic qualifications, but also for cultivating yourself. Life is not just about making money, there are many more meaningful things. The most important thing in our family is money. You can do whatever you want, and Dad will support you!"

Seeing that it was a certainty, Mama An didn't stop her anymore, she helped her pack her luggage, gave her some instructions, and then let her go back to the country.

An Mu didn't notify anyone, and went home first after getting off the plane. For the past five years, Jian Yixi has been living in their house. It's not that Jian Yixi is shameless, but An Mu let her live. Mom also meant the same thing.

An empty house is also empty. There are people who live in it so that it is not wasted. It is also good for the house. If there is smoke and fire, the old saying goes that if you don’t live in three years, no matter how good the house is, it will become a haunted house.

It was past three o'clock in the afternoon, and there was no one at home. At this time, Jian Yixi was still in the company.

Thinking of Jian Yixi registering her own company when she was in elementary school, An Mu felt that her daughter had grown up and had a bright future.

Jian Yixi really worked hard. After she left, Jian Yixi contacted her almost every day, but never said a word that crossed the line, as if the ambiguous past between them was just a dream. Jian Yixi only asked questions related to finance, and discussed with her the market prospect of biomedicine.

Jian Yixi first started with venture capital, and only started to register Xiling Biotechnology Company in the second semester of her junior year.

Before registering the company, Jian Yixi had already made a lot of money from venture capital, and did a full market research. She also did an internship in the company of her senior sister for two years during winter and summer vacations. After confirming that the company had a bright future, she started to do so.

Now, Jian Yixi has graduated for more than a year, and Xiling Biological Development is also quite good. She and that senior sister... seem to be surnamed Xu. Although she and Xu Senior Sister are both biotechnologists, they have different directions of business. The two complement each other , Xu Xuejie also helped her introduce many clients.

An Mu thought wildly and opened the shoe cabinet. Her toothless rabbit slippers were still in there. It's been five years. It's just a pair of old slippers. Why didn't they throw them away?

Not only her toothless rabbit, but Jian Yixi's little yellow duck slippers are still there. They look quite new, as if they haven't been worn much.

Seeing the slippers, An Mu thought of the first time when Jian Yihu pretended to be Jian Yixi and came to the house for the first time. She was just a little skeptical at the time, and deliberately said that the little yellow duck belonged to her, that the missing tooth rabbit belonged to Jian Yixi, and Jian Yihu It was revealed on the spot.

An Mu had two pairs of cotton slippers for replacements. After Jian Yihu passed through the toothless rabbit, An Mu never wore them again.

An Mu originally wanted to throw it away, but it was given to her by Jian Yixi. At that time, she was quietly keeping a distance from Jian Yixi, and threw away the shoes she gave her rashly. Jian Yixi would definitely think too much Well, An Mu was afraid of trouble, so he kept it. He didn't expect to keep it until now.

How could An Mu wear slippers that An Mu didn't wear five years ago?

An Mu took the guest slippers.

After a brief wash, An Mu didn't even bother to eat, so she went upstairs to sleep to adjust to the jet lag.

The room that I haven't returned to for five years is still the same, as if she has never left, and the position of every thing seems to be yesterday.

An Mu lay with all her clothes on, and the thin quilt smelled like the sun. She couldn't help but yawned so comfortably that she slowly closed her beautiful eyes.

——Could it be the quilt that has just been dried?She's not here, why are you drying the quilt?Has anyone come to live here?

In a daze, An Mu fell asleep.

After the dinner party, Jian Yixi pulled Xu Qinglan over. It was rare to see her as a senior sister who was actually drunk. The secretary of the senior sister blocked the drink for her and was so drunk that she couldn't send the senior sister back. No one knows where the senior sister's house is.

Jian Yixi sighed, ignoring the hair that had slipped and blocked her eyes, and carried her senior into her car.

Senior sister's secretary, Xiao Wu, is very familiar with her secretary, Xiao Qin, so Xiao Qin sent Xiao Wu to her, which was just right.

Senior sister tastes very good wine, even if she is drunk, she doesn't cry, make noise, or get drunk, she just quietly closes her eyes, as if she is asleep, her cold white face does not show the drunken blush, only the center of her eyebrows is tightly knit Tight, as if something is bothering you.

Jian Yixi heard Xiaoqin occasionally mention that her senior has two younger brothers who were congenitally demented, and her father abandoned them in the early years. Although she is successful in her career now, she still has many troubles that are not humane.

Senior sister has it, so why doesn't she?

At the red light ahead, Jian Yixi stopped the car, picked up the phone and glanced at it.

There are a lot of new news in the V letter, but none of them belong to An Mu. In the past five years, she has been in contact with An Mu almost every day. It is her, not An Mu. An Mu has never sent her a message on his own initiative. There is none, let alone a phone call.

Once, she had a fever and felt bad, so she sent a message to An Mu. An Mu was fine at the time, and told her to see a doctor quickly, but the next day, she deliberately didn't contact An Mu for a day, and An Mu didn't contact her either. Don't worry about whether she still burns or not.

On the third day, she got angry and didn't send it to An Mu. She just wanted to see if she was dead, and she didn't care.

On the fifth day of anger, she couldn't hold back and contacted An Mu. At that time, she really felt wronged and tears fell, but she couldn't say a word of complaint.

How should she complain?In what capacity to complain?

They used to be best friends, and An Mu would worry about her at the slightest sign of trouble. It was she who screwed up all of this.

Who said that if you like it, you have to be together?Being friends is the best choice forever.

Over the years, Jian Yixi has really regretted it, especially when she realized that she ignored An Mu, An Mu would never take the initiative to contact her, and she regretted it even more.

If time goes back, she will definitely choose to be friends for life, and she will never confess to death, let alone pester her.

Unfortunately, there is no such thing.

She can't change the past, she can only work hard for the present and the future.

An Mu, I will treat you as a friend. My best friend, at least on the surface, will never cross the line easily, so...you can take the initiative to contact me once, okay?

Without extravagant expectations, there will be no disappointment. Jian Yixi sighed slightly, and had clearly warned herself so many times, but every time she picked up the phone, she still subconsciously looked forward to An Mu's message.

Impossible, if she didn't take the initiative to contact her, An Mu would simply ignore her.

Stop wishful thinking.

Maybe An Mu never planned to come back in his life.

You're the only one who's still foolish enough to work so hard, hoping she'll impress you when she comes back.

In fact, no matter how hard you try, she doesn't care about it, and she can't see it.

As a person who has been avoiding alcohol all the year round with the excuse of being allergic to alcohol, Jian Yixi felt that she was drunk too, even though she hadn't drunk alcohol, and she was so drunk that she couldn't think clearly, so she complained about herself here.

Take heart, Jian Yixi, it's not that An Mu doesn't care about it, and it's not that he can't see it, it's just that he doesn't want to give her hope.

As long as she makes An Mu realize that she really doesn't love her anymore and only treats her as a friend, An Mu will return to the way she was before, and she will.

Jian Yixi managed to cheer up, drove all the way back to her home, and helped Xu Qinglan upstairs.

Of course, it's impossible for anyone to live in An Mu's bedroom, and it's impossible for her to share the bed with her senior, so let her sleep in her room, and she can be the sofa in the living room.

Thinking of this, Jian Yixi turned the key and opened the door, and turned on the light in the living room with a click.

There was no one in the room, just like every time she came home these years.

She didn't care about changing her shoes, first she helped her senior to lean on the sofa, helped her take off her shoes, then turned back to the entrance, and stretched out her hand to open the door of the shoe cabinet.

First she took out her own slippers, then put her and her senior's shoes in, and went to get the guest slippers, Jian Yixi's hand suddenly stopped.

The guest slippers are disposable, a pack of five pairs is placed in the corner, the house never has guests, except for Mao Mao and the second brother, but Mao Mao and the second brother have special slippers, so there is no need for disposables.

Why... a pair is missing?

Jian Yixi's eyes froze, and she landed on a pair of unfamiliar high-heeled shoes on the second floor.

Whose shoes are these?

The author has something to say: I'm late today, sorry, little cuties

The house leak happened to be raining all night. I hadn’t finished moving, and I had a census, and I still had a fever. After returning from the community, I took medicine and slept until after 9 o’clock. I barely finished writing. I will write more and strive for tomorrow Not too late QAQ