I am in love with myself

Jian Yixi's purpose was different from An Mu's, but she wanted An Mu to get used to it earlier.

Everything in this world has at least two sides, such as a kiss.

From An Mu's point of view, agreeing to a kiss might just be a sweet treat for her, so that she would give up after tasting it. However, from her point of view, she wanted An Mu to get used to her daily kiss. If it's missing, it feels like something is missing, so that An Mu can miss him and can't do without him.

Although it is a bit idiotic to achieve such a high goal with just one kiss, the important thing is not the kiss, but the habit.

An Mu got used to her kisses, got used to her existence, got used to communicating with her as a lover, maybe one day An Mu would get used to her, would be unable to leave her, and would feel a little bit lost because of one less kiss. Kongluo, thus thinking that she can cook, is obedient and looks good...

Maybe An Mu will never fall in love with her, but as long as An Mu doesn't love others and gets used to being inseparable from herself, then who can say that they can't grow old forever?

Jian Yixi understood that if she told An Mu these words, An Mu would definitely laugh at her for reading too many novels, laughing at her middle school two, laughing at her childishness, among other things, it's like a joke for a long time, heterosexual | It's hard to last long, not to mention homosexuality has to face so many obstacles.

But she really thinks so, she hopes they can be together forever.

To be more selfish, she wanted to possess An Mu.

Normally speaking, she loves An Mu.

When she said love so dryly, it didn't seem convincing. In fact, only she knew in her heart that she loved An Mu, and her love broke her principles and bottom line in just a few 10 minutes.

She didn't feel nothing about what she did tonight. She was so ashamed that she wanted to find a hole to drill, but in order to make An Mu believe in herself, she repeatedly broke the lower limit of her shame, whether it was just for An Mu to see or Holding An Mu and not letting go, even trying to use that kind of thing to keep An Mu, and being so shameless in front of Mao Mao, it was all because of An Mu.

An Mu kept refreshing her lower limit, and even now she felt that she had no lower limit. As long as she could be with An Mu An safely and let An Mu get used to her sooner, she would say no matter how shameful she was.

what face?What is the shyness of adolescent girls?All of them were thrown into the country of Java!

She only wants An Mu!Just want to start right now!She can't let go of a single chance, and can't waste a minute or a second. If she misses it today, it may be a lifetime of regret. Chen Han is the best example.

"An Mu, why don't we take a step back? From today until the end of the second semester of high school, I will advance one month, and you will be two months earlier. No matter what counts, you will not lose."

——Who says it’s not bad?These three months were not counted in the first place.

An Mu glanced at Jian Yixi, Jian Yixi clenched her fists tightly, her delicate red lips forgot to close after she finished speaking, and every pore in her body revealed tension, as if she dared to refuse, Jane Yixi's world would collapse.

An Mu suddenly found it funny, she was just a little girl who just turned 18, even if she agreed to her now, so what, could she turn the world upside down?

"Okay, I agree. But I have something to say first, we are still friends in front of people, and the relationship is just a secret relationship in private, which means that if you fail the assessment within two years, we must return to friends, and during this period, if you fall in love with Whoever can withdraw at any time, I will never stop, of course, only you, I will not like others, I..."

"I won't either!" Jian Yixi interrupted angrily: "Don't think of me as being in two boats."

An Mu sighed.

"I know you won't, so I want to explain to you in advance, you know, I only treat you as friends, and doing this now is just to give each other a buffer time. In the process, if you meet someone you like Tell me any time, don't have any scruples, I won't be hurt because of this, on the contrary I will be very happy, this is what I want to express."

Jian Yixi bit her lip, and her originally bright eyes dimmed instantly.

Jian Yixi forced a smile: "Do you think I will shrink back when you say this? Impossible, I thought we were really doomed just now, and I felt very hopeless, but now suddenly the will of the willows and flowers are bright, I am too late to be happy, how could it be so casual Back off?"

Seeing Jian Yixi's lonely look, An Mu couldn't bear it, but there are some things that must be said first.

"I don't mean anything else, I just want you to understand that this is not a real relationship. I agreed to you out of my friend's concern. If you are willing to accept my four-year friend's suggestion, I am still very happy. "

Jian Yixi smiled wryly: "Can you stop emphasizing this? I know it's fake, and I understand it very well in my heart, so you can't make me happy for a while? You don't know that big ups and downs are really bad for the heart? You emphasize me again I'm really going to have a heart attack."

The half-joking words became not funny at all because of the wry smile.

An Mu pressed his temples, it was time to end the topic.

"Okay, the talk is almost done, you sleep here tonight, and we'll talk about it tomorrow."

Jian Yixi had just lived like that with Maomao, now going back will inevitably be embarrassing, let's talk about it after a night when the embarrassment clears up.

An Mu stood up as soon as she spoke, but Jian Yixi was still sitting on the ground, looking up at her. Her soft white face, bright red lips, and her young age were really the most beautiful and beautiful moments. No one can't help but like it.

"I will try to make you fall in love with me."

Jian Yixi's gaze was sincere and firm, but in An Mu's eyes, it just became her childish expression.

Only a child would make such an immature agreement, like playing a house, an adult would not want to waste his best two years.

An Mu was still thinking wildly, but Jian Yixi suddenly stood up and kissed An Mu's lips.

An Mu was startled, and subconsciously tilted his head to avoid it.

Jian Yixi opened her eyes slightly, lowered her eyelids in disappointment, then raised her head, her obsidian pupils were dizzy with mist, she obviously wanted to cry aggrieved, but she still held back.

"Didn't you say it's ready to start? You...why are you still hiding?"

"I mean start dating, not start kissing."

Jian Yixi wrinkled her little nose.

"I understand. I was too hasty. I think so. Starting a date does not mean starting to kiss, but starting a date means starting to fulfill our agreement, for example... a kiss once a day."

An Mu could say "kiss", but Jian Yixi couldn't. Even though she was constantly breaking the lower limit, her inherent shyness could not be changed at once. It was obviously easier to say kiss than "kiss".

Jian Yixi looked at the wall clock on the wall, the short hand pointed to 6, and the long hand pointed to 9.

"Look, it's almost 7 o'clock, and today is almost over. As the saying goes, a good start is half the battle. Shouldn't we be serious about the first kiss on the first day?"

"Kissing is just a right, not a hard rule, just like people over 65 years old can take the bus for free, it doesn't mean that he must take the bus."

"Yes, you are right." Jian Yixi nodded, "kissing is my right, you cannot refuse."

An Mu: "I mean..."

"This is the first time on the first day. You're just pushing back and forth like this. How can you have a happy relationship in the future?"

Usually Jian Yixi is very talkative, who would have thought that his words are so "sharp" today?

The words of refusal rolled to his lips, but An Mu still couldn't say it in the end.

One is that she did agree; the other is that she can avoid the first day of the junior high school but not the fifteenth day. If she refuses today, what about tomorrow?What about the day after tomorrow?

Of course, the purpose of Jian Yixi's proposal is to let Jian Yixi recognize her heart earlier, and evading it will be counterproductive.

Jian Yixi is still young and has little experience. This is the time when she is curious. It is normal to be eager to try. She can kiss casually. After a few days, she will not feel like not kissing herself. Why bother to shirk and say nothing The handle of the letter.

An Mu had done a good job of mental preparation, stopped talking, and quietly waited for Jian Yixi to kiss.

One second, two seconds, three seconds... One minute passed in the blink of an eye, and Jian Yixi just stared at her without moving.

An Mu couldn't help but said, "Are you kissing or not? If you kiss, hurry up, and if you don't kiss, go to bed."

Jian Yixi slapped her long eyelashes twice, and said obediently: "I'm waiting for your agreement. It was my fault that I took the initiative to come over without asking just now. Although lovers don't need to ask about such things, but after all, we are not A true lover, so the procedure still needs to go through, and I will ask you first every time I kiss you in the future, to show respect for you."

Before, she was shy and couldn't say the word "kiss", but now she can even say "kiss", and the lower limit was refreshed again.

Jian Yixi cleared her throat, put her knees together, her small body was straight, her black pupils were piercing, her red lips were tightly pursed, she was extraordinarily solemn.

"May I kiss you, please?"

——If I say no, will she cry?

An Mu was surprised by her sudden prank mentality. She hadn't made a joke for many years, let alone a prank.

"Just kiss me, don't ask."

"How can that be done? Whether it's a lover or a friend, you must respect each other. I don't respect you right now. And didn't I review it just now? I shouldn't have tried to force a kiss without your consent, I I would like to formally apologize to you, sorry! By the way, can I kiss you again?"

Jian Yixi's mouth seemed to be open, and she finished speaking in one breath, without a pause in the middle, 6 can't be more 6, she doesn't look like an innocent 18-year-old girl at all, but looks like someone who lived among flowers A master in the field of love, especially the three words that he bit hard at the end were very ambiguous, which made An Mu's head hurt.

She really wanted to conform to the prank mentality before, and directly said "disagree", but she thought that after the smash, Jian Yixi would definitely come up with a bunch of fallacies again, so she didn't bother to play pranks again.

An Mu now just wants to make a quick decision.

"Okay, I agree."

"Ok!"

Jian Yixi nodded her head exaggeratedly, took a deep breath, put her hands on her shoulders, her eyes collided with An Mu inadvertently, and she trembled subconsciously.

No matter how nervous you are in your heart, you must not show it on the surface!

Jian Yixi adjusted her breathing, and found a lame reason for herself: "Life should have a sense of ritual, especially for the first time to fulfill an agreement, and you must not be casual."

——My shoulder hurts from scratching, can you stop so hard?I can pretend not to know you're nervous.

Jian Yixi tilted her head at 45° and tried to stick close to her.

It's getting closer, it's getting closer, it's getting closer... The hot breath is sprayed directly on the lips, and it's about to be kissed!

Jian Yixi suddenly stopped, her heart was beating so fast that it almost jumped out of her chest, the corners of her eyes were flushed from holding back, and she still pretended to be calm.

"This... is it okay to kiss from this angle?"

—Can I say no?

"Inappropriate? Then I'll change the angle."

Jian Yixi tilted her head to the other side, this time at a 15-degree angle, and leaned forward again. She was just about to touch An Mu's lips, but she stopped again.

An Mu was speechless: "What's the matter?"

Jian Yixi withdrew abruptly, her cheeks flushed red, but she was still trying to maintain her composure.

"I... suddenly remembered something."