I am in love with myself

It was dusk, the lights were just coming on, and it was getting darker and darker outside the window, but this did not affect An Mu's ability to see clearly the red clouds flying across Jian Yixi's face.

Jian Yixi bent down to pick up the towel almost in a second, and instinctively covered her body.

"I... I just wanted to cover my legs, but I pulled them off somehow. I didn't mean to! Really not!"

The bath towel I picked up in a hurry couldn't tell where it was. If I wanted to wrap it around my body again, I had to shake off the towel to find the two corners. Jian Yixi didn't dare to shake it off at all, so she could only hold it roughly on her chest, covering her front I don't care about the back, although there is no mirror behind me, but the wardrobe on the side is a black mirror, with white flowers reflected on it, it is a bit difficult to ignore.

"I didn't say you did it on purpose, you don't have to be so nervous."

An Mu glanced at the closet. It was just a subconscious move, but it caused Jian Yixi to look back too. Immediately, there was a bang, and her entire back was pressed against the closet, so ashamed that she couldn't lift her head. The hand covering the bath towel trembled faintly.

"I... I... I really didn't... I didn't mean to."

Seeing Jian Yixi's nervous and ashamed expression, An Mu suddenly had the illusion that he was the fifth son of a diamond and Jian Yixi was a pure white rabbit.

The little white rabbit unintentionally pulled off the bath towel, afraid that the diamond king would misunderstand her seduction, so she hurriedly explained, but it turned out to be counterproductive, and the description became darker and darker.

That's right, it's getting darker and darker, Jian Yixi really looks like she's seductive now, with drooping eyelashes, shy cheeks, wet black hair scattered on her shoulders, water drops dripping down her hair from time to time, and the bath towel hangs vertically The strips can only block the narrow scenery in the middle, the creamy and snowy skin can be seen at a glance, and the bright colors are leaking from the side, which is too beautiful to behold.

An Mu sighed slightly. Fortunately, she was a woman, otherwise... This situation is really dangerous.

No, no, women may not be safe. It should be said that fortunately this is her, otherwise it would be hard to say.

An Mu accidentally stared at her for a long time. Jian Yixi raised her eyes to meet her scrutinizing gaze.

"You...the one..."

Jian Yixi hesitated, probably wanting her to go out first. An Mu frowned and looked at the window. Although the building was quite far away, no one could guarantee that no one was peeping. It was fine wearing a bath towel before, but now it is really unsafe .

She wanted to go around Jian Yixi to close the window, but the location of Jian Yixi station was really not good, it was blocking the narrow passage at the end of the bed.

An Mu hurriedly closed the window, put his hand on her shoulder, and squeezed past her.

"I close the window."

The words were said, but the shoulders of his subordinates were still as stiff as stone sculptures in an instant, and the legs that were accidentally rubbed were also tense.

——Although this situation is quite embarrassing, but they are so familiar, why is the reaction so violent?

An Mu really didn't quite understand. After all, she was the one who helped Mao Mao strip naked and soak in the bathtub at Chen Han's house. Although Mao Mao was a little embarrassed, she was only small. After all, they were both of the same sex, and they were so close. nervous.

She also helped Jian Yixi in the hospital before, so she experienced all the shame, so what is it now?

Could it be... Jian Yixi was very concerned about what happened that night?

After the talk in the hospital that night, An Mu never discussed the issue with Jian Yixi again. One reason was that it was unnecessary, and the other was that there was no chance. After all, Mao Mao changed the ward after that, and the three of them were together every day.

It's been more than ten days, and An Mu has already forgotten all about it. It can be said that she has no psychological burden at all, but it's just her. It's the time when she cares about this kind of thing the most, and she can't bear it at all. It is reasonable.

Thinking about it this way, Jian Yixi seems to have the answer to withdrawing the case. She should have withdrawn with her because of guilt.

An Mu sighed slightly. She was also careless. She forgot that it was a period of high sensitivity and ignored Jian Yixi's feelings.

In order to prevent Jian Yixi from getting more nervous, An Mu pretended not to notice her stiffness, and after brushing past her, went straight to the window and swished it twice to close it.

Turning around again, Jian Yixi was still standing in the same place, with her back leaning against the cold counter and her bath towel covering her. From the front, it looked fine, but from the side, it really was... the mountains are covered with snow, this is still It's too dark to see clearly in the room, if the lights are turned on...

Of course, the lights would not be turned on. An Mu didn't come out again, and sat on the side of the bed with his back to her.

"You change your clothes first, and then I'll dry your hair for you. Don't worry, I won't peek."

In order to make her feel at ease, An Mu said that last sentence, but unexpectedly, this sentence seemed to have the opposite effect, the creaking sound of the cabinet door just opened stopped, and the cabinet door just opened closed again.

Jian Yixi is very close to her, just a few feet away, I don't know if it's an illusion or what, but I always feel that Jian Yixi's voice is a bit strange.

Footsteps sounded, and the already close distance got closer. An Mu almost felt the breath behind her. She hesitated for a moment, then turned around.

"Why don't you go change your clothes?"

Jian Yixi was standing behind her holding the towel. She couldn't see her expression clearly in the dark, but could only see the white flowers, as if looking at the snow on a snowy night. All gone.

Jian Yixi let go of her hand suddenly, and the towel swayed on the ground.

"Do you feel sick?"

Jian Yixi's voice was as calm as if she was asking what's for dinner tonight.

Even though it was his own body, even though it was dark, even though... An Mu was still taken aback by the suddenness.

This is different from accidentally pulling off the bath towel before. It was an accident, but it was intentional.

"What disgusting? What are you talking about?"

"I said, do you feel sick when you see me like this?"

"Of course not, what are you thinking about?"

"Don't you think women's bodies are disgusting?"

"do not think so."

"You really don't think so?"

In the dark, Jian Yixi seemed to lower her head, then raised it up again a few seconds later, and suddenly reached out and grabbed her hand, without giving An Mu a chance to react, she directly covered her chest.

Out of instinct, An Mu withdrew his hand abruptly, and stood up. His fingernails seemed to have caught Jian Yixi, but Jian Yixi didn't snort, and she couldn't tell whether she was scratched or not.

Jian Yixi laughed deeply, a little desolate.

"It's not disgusting but you don't like it either?"

No matter how you look at it, it's all about what happened that night.

An Mu bent down to pick up the pale bath towel, shook it out, wrapped it around Jian Yixi's body, and gently tucked the corners of the towel.

——Think how brave she is, to tear off the bath towel by herself, and not to tremble if she has the ability.

"What happened that night was just an accident. If we really want to talk about it, I still owe you a favor. After all, we don't want that kind of thing to happen. Although you can choose to send me to the hospital, given my state at the time, even if I am sent to the hospital Well, the doctor can't cure the medicine for a while, and they have to test and study how to solve it. After this, it will take at least a few hours, and I won't talk about it until the time comes, and the ugliness will be seen."

Jian Yixi lowered her head silently.

An Mu said again: "I know you care about this at your age, but that layer of membrane is really not important, it's like it was accidentally torn during exercise, it's nothing at all, if my lover cares about this in the future, he can only It means that our three views do not match, even if we did not separate because of this matter, sooner or later we will separate because of other reasons, it is better to separate as soon as possible, I believe I will always meet a lover who agrees with the three views, you don't need to feel pressure."

"Always meet?"

"Are you still in need?"

An Mu laughed: "Lovers don't fall from the sky, how can there be if they don't meet?"

"Chen Han...isn't it?"

"Is that why you dismissed the case?"

An Mu leaned back helplessly, and leaned against the window sill behind her. The curtains were stretched tightly by her, and a gap was opened between the curtains. The distant lights blurred her outline through the curtains, and fell on Jane. With the figure of Xi Xianna.

Jian Yixi lowered her head, her eyelashes were covered with a little light, and every time she said a word, the light flickered.

"An Mu, I just want you to tell the truth, do you like Chen Han?"

"do not like."

"Then why did you exonerate her?"

"It's hard to say clearly. In short, it's just to put an end to the past."

"That is to say...you liked her before?"

"you can say it this way."

Jian Yixi raised her head slightly, her dark eyes reflected the lights, showing indescribable complexity.

"You committed suicide because of her, how can you say that you don't love if you don't love her?"

"There are many reasons that cannot be explained for the time being."

"That is to say...you really don't love her anymore, even if you have recovered your memory now?"

After asking this question, Jian Yixi suddenly seemed to have lost all her strength, and her whole body softened. An Mu subconsciously helped her, but she still couldn't stop her from softening to the end. She knelt on the ground directly, and her whole body followed Soft sat down.

"You don't like Chen Han...that's great..."

"What's wrong with this? Get up quickly, the ground is cold."

Jian Yixi shook her head and said, "No, I won't get up, the ground will be cold, so I can wake up a bit."

After all, it was summer, and no matter how cool it was, there was a limit. An Mu didn't force it anymore, and leaned back to the window again.

"What else do you need to wake up?"

"Our business."

"What's the matter with us?"

"I...what I said that day is true."

The light passing through the curtain slit narrowly fell on Jian Yixi's shoulders, snow-white shoulders, slightly sunken collarbone, black hair drooping coolly, the kneeling posture inherently brought weakness, and then put on the lustful Weeping soft waxy voice, as if anyone could push her down and act at will.

It's no wonder An Mu thought so, it's because the sense of sight is too strong.

"You get up first and then talk."

"I'm not afraid of the cold."

"It's not about whether it's cold or not, but..."

"But what?"

"I can't say, it's just a little weird."

"What's wrong?"

Jian Yixi raised her face, her tender white face was covered with slender light marks, as if she was holding a pipa to half cover her face, her black pupils became more and more bright, and she couldn't understand the emotions in her eyes more and more.

An Mu didn't know how to answer. She couldn't say she didn't like her like this. Either she hated it or she wasn't used to it. If she insisted on explaining, it would be like seeing her baby girl suddenly wearing a miniskirt. He also wears heavy makeup, the feeling of going out to dance with others.

An Mu looked away unnaturally, "Get up first."

Jian Yixi tilted her head to look at her, and then looked down at herself. She didn't know what to think, not only didn't get up, but she just came over by rubbing against the floor, carefully hugging her leg.

"I'm like this... Do you think it's weird too?"

The arms on his legs trembled slightly, not as calm as his voice at all. An Mu was really angry and funny, and wanted to push her away but was afraid that she would think too much.

"Do you think it's weird?"

Jian Yixi lowered her head, her cheek was pressed against her lap, and through the thin home clothes, her hot body temperature could be clearly discerned. If she hadn't seen her blushing face before, An Mu would almost have thought she had a fever. It's a little too hot.

"No wonder."

——It’s not to blame, what is to blame?

"What's wrong with you, Jian Yixi?"

"I... said I like you that day, not joking."

——Is it not a joke?

An Mu vaguely smelled something different, and she couldn't believe it.

"Don't think about it, what happened that night is really nothing."

"Even if nothing happened that night, I still like you."

Jian Yixi seemed to muster up great courage, slowly raised her head, and looked at her from bottom to top, the curtains swayed on her shoulders with long and narrow traces of light, flickering on and off her dark eyes like night .

"I thought you liked Maomao, but it turned out not to be. I thought you liked Chen Han, but it turned out not to be. You liked Chen Han before, which means you are crooked. You don't think I'm disgusting like this, which means you don't hate me. Then can I think that I still have a chance?"