When the reborn mermaid evolves

Fortunately, you can always stick to it.I will be attracted to you, probably because of your strength.

If I am not an evolutionary, as an illegitimate child who is a generation higher than you, I think my fate must not be much better than yours.After all, when I was born there were not as few newborns as there were when you were born.

Of course, if you were born ten years later, even if you are just an ordinary person, you will be taken seriously.It's a pity that your generation is living in an era of neither embarrassment nor embarrassment.

Lin Qi, if we didn't carry too many emotions when we first met, I think I would love you.Even if your death was not caused by me, I know that my love was ruined by myself.Ruined you, ruined my love, and ended up living in pain and loneliness all my life.

I gave up this love myself. If there is an afterlife, no matter what happens, I don’t think I will give up again...

The morning sun hit my face, and when I opened my eyes, I knew I was dreaming again.The intersection between me and you is only a few moments, Lei Xing is by your side every day, even though there are countless twists and turns in the middle, but in the eyes of most people, you are a natural couple.

It's a pity, even if it's just a dream, my obsession is already deep in my bones, so even if I just watch it from a distance, I'm willing to watch it like this for the rest of my life...

Episode 89 - Mu Lian

I love you, but I can't betray myself——Mu Lian

Standing in front of your grave, I admit that I love you, but I cannot betray myself...

The first time I met you was at the first business banquet after I returned to Huadu.You are held in the arms of a fat man.Because you look a lot like Qi Yu, I started to pay attention to you.

With this attention, I found out that Qi Yu and Lin Shuo are dead, and you are their only child.

Without any hesitation, I took you away from that ghostly place.That boy Li Yan was still unwilling to let go at first, but in Huadu, he is not the only Li family who has the final say.

Looking at you, I have mixed feelings.Although I know that everything is not your will, but I still hate you.You are like a stain in the lives of Qi Yu and Lin Shuo, maybe if you went with them back then, that would be your best destination.In this way, you don’t have to suffer so much while living in this world.

What happened to Xiao Yu made me hate men and women. I never imagined that the child I had raised for ten years would deliberately try to climb into my bed.In a fit of anger, I sent him to a place far away from China, and prevented him from coming back. Everyone thought he was missing...

When I saw that you wanted to seduce me like Xiaoyu, I even wanted to kill you.Fortunately, you are very smart. After you found out that I didn't like it, you never made any more outrageous actions.

To be honest, I don't know how to raise a child.Fortunately, Xiaoyu is about the same age as you, so I will continue to treat you as I treated him before.

However, you are obviously different from Xiaoyu.You have a strong learning ability and a great business flair.After discovering that you want to study business, I consciously let you get in touch with this aspect more.

Later, you really did not disappoint me. None of my assistants can compare to you.This makes me think that you are the child of Qi Yu and Lin Shuo.

The more I get along with you, the more comfortable I feel.When I saw your masked smile, I began to feel sorry for you, your past, and your innocence.I still understand those dirty things in the big family.

I don't want to comment on Mr. Lin's unfeeling. To a certain extent, I am also one of the instigators.

If it wasn't for me to escape from Huadu because of the burden I threw to heal my wounds back then, there wouldn't be a gap between the Lin and Mu families, and your father wouldn't have been kicked out of the family.Your mother's death may have been doomed, but your father's death in battle should have been avoided.

However, this is the case with human relationships and sophistication in this world. If someone owes something, someone will always have to pay it back.I can only blame you for being miserable, child.

I often think, if only I could return to Huadu in the year your father died.Then I can take you directly under my wing.However, if you miss it, you will miss it, just like Qi Yu and I did back then...

No matter what you think, I start to care about you more and take care of you.Always take you by my side, do my best to treat you better than Xiaoyu.

However, I gradually found that something was wrong with me.Facing you, I began to involuntarily want to kiss you and hug you.Every smile and look in your eyes makes me want to pursue involuntarily.I even badly asked you to sleep in my room, because holding you, I slept better than ever...

Soon, I found that it was impossible to go on like this. I had always insisted that the person I loved was Qi Yu.Even if I haven't seen her again for more than 20 years, even if she is no longer alive, the person I love in this life is her, and she will not change.

However, you have me shaken.Not because of your similar looks to hers, just because that's you.Still, I like to lie to myself that you're like her.

Even if I can accept that a man and a man are in love, I still cannot accept the unethical thing of falling in love with the mother first and then the son.Falling in love with you is like I slap my former self hard, I can't betray my love, I can't betray myself...

So, I decided to let you leave me.I think, as long as you are no longer by my side, after a long time, it will return to the way it was before.For this reason, I specially brought Xiaoyu back.With him bothering me, I think I will soon forget this feeling I shouldn't have.

But the truth is, I always involuntarily collect your news.After all, I stopped following Qi Yu's news back then because I knew Lin Shuo would be able to take good care of her.And you, without me, are alone, how can you make me feel at ease?

Missing is like a poison that has penetrated into the bone marrow. Seeing you stumble outside to build your own company, I can't help but want to stand up and hold up a piece of sky for you.

Seeing you make a project, I am happier than you; seeing you being embarrassing, I can't wait to bankrupt his company immediately...

I just hope you are happy every day and do what you want to do.I suddenly feel that even if I just pay attention to you silently, I am very happy.

I thought this kind of happiness would last for a long, long time, until you find someone who really loves you.However, you went away overnight!

You left so suddenly, it caught me off guard.At your funeral, I couldn't even comprehend what happened.

My heart has never been so painful, even when Qi Yu married Lin Shuo back then, even when I heard the news of Qi Yu's death, I still feel this pain.

I feel like God played a joke on me.I wish I woke up and you were still there.You are not always like this, no matter how much suffering you encounter, you have never fallen down.But why now that the end of all hardships has finally come, why did you suddenly disappear?

Who the hell wants your life so badly?I have caught the killer who attacked you, but I haven't found out who hired the killer.But don't worry, I think it won't be long before I can give you an explanation...

By the way, Xiao Qi, that boy Li Yan also came on the day you were buried.You probably don't know, the fact that you were sold to Emgrand back then was all planned by this kid.

In fact, I have some doubts that it is fake that he used you to attack the Lin family. It is true that he wants to hit you because of your good looks.You are an ordinary person who was neglected by Mr. Lin. He held you in his hands and had no influence on the Lin family at all.He is not a man against a child like you who has no strength to fight back.

I know that you have also investigated this matter, but your influence is still too weak after all, let alone you are just an ordinary person.I don't want you to mess with these background evolutionaries, so I didn't help you either.

But don't worry, since I found out about you, I haven't made this kid feel better.Who told this kid not to take over the good family business, but insisted on becoming the boss himself?In the Federation, if I don't want anyone to do business well, it's still very easy to do.I disturbed Li Yan's business, and Mr. Li even came to thank me personally...

On the day of your burial, I couldn't hold back and made a move, and threw that kid Li Yan out.I know, you must not want to see him again, he brought you too many bad memories, he should not appear at your funeral.

But I'm still very puzzled as to why that kid from the Lei family showed up at your funeral.I only know that he came here with Li Yan, but he didn't stop me when I attacked Li Yan.

After all, Li Yan is Lei Xing's little uncle.The kid from the Lei family probably knew the reason why I did it, so he didn't stop me. Li Yan has a thick skin, and he still has to tell others about the nasty things he did.

It was raining lightly that day, but I still clearly saw that boy Li Yan crying.I really don't know why he has to cry, I didn't cry, why is he crying?What right does he have to cry!

That day, your cold-faced elder brother also came.I know, he's been looking down on you for being MB, but he's here anyway.I think, if you are born as an evolutionary, you will definitely be better than him, at least you will be better than him.Now it is a peaceful age, and being a person is gradually more important than doing things.

Well, there are quite a lot of people who came to your funeral.I haven't investigated many people carefully, so I have no way of knowing their relationship with you.I don't know if there is one among them who hides his love for you like me.

I said I love you, would you believe me?I don't think you will believe it.Everyone around me thinks I'm just using you as a stand-in, and you probably think so too.

It's fine if you think so, at least you won't feel too much sadness when I let you go.If you were like Xiaoyu and cried and made noise when you told me to let him leave, I don't guarantee that I can still make up my mind to drive you away.Even if you had a slight hesitation when you left, I might be shaken.

Speaking of which, I almost never see you cry.Li Yan said that you are beautiful when you cry, but I don't want to see that beauty.In fact, every man has his own desire to conquer. I can imagine the feeling of pressing you under me to conquer you.

Of course, maybe leaving me is your best choice.You were supposed to be an eagle soaring in the sky, of course you will go out to find your own world after you finish your studies...

I really want to tell you that I love you, but as the sage said "I love you, it has nothing to do with you", even if I love you, you will still bear the suffering you should bear.Even if I love you, you will not feel happy.I love you, and the one who feels happy is just me.

I only hope that if there is a next life, you can be happy.In this life, I can only say to you, I'm sorry, I love you, but I can't betray myself...