When the reborn mermaid evolves

One person has the final say, if Daddy wants to get married, Lei Dalang has to propose first. "Squeezing Lin Xiaoha's swollen bun face, Lin Qi continued. Now that he understands what he wants, he is not in a hurry. Anyway, it is his, it is his...

86. Jinjiang Exclusive

"Xiaoqi, let's get married." After half a year of "serious" pursuit, Lei Xing finally nervously took out his long-prepared wedding ring.This wedding ring was forged from the crystal nucleus of a ninth-level alien beast, and it was one of the trophies he got when he wiped out the terrorist organization.

Seeing Lin Qi staring at the ring without speaking, Lei Xing became even more nervous.How should I put it, in the past six months, apart from his dissatisfaction with desire every night, the relationship between him and Lin Qi is generally very good.

The outside world is almost promoting him as a peerless good man. Every day, a group of people who chased him and failed to catch the mermaid scrambled to emulate him. He felt that he should go to start a class and pay a fee.

However, others don't count how good he is, only Lin Qi does!With a restless heart, Lei Xing felt that his forehead was about to sweat. He felt that he had never been so nervous in his life.

He doesn't know what kind of love Lin Qi wants, but he can change it for him.Whatever Lin Qi likes, he will pack himself into that.Even if his appearance and personality have changed, but he is still him, and his heart will not change...

"Okay." Picking up the ring in Lei Xing's hand, Lin Qi said.In the past six months, he cooperated with Lei Xing to talk about a relationship for the purpose of marriage, not for sex, but for living together in the future. This feeling is very strange.

"Xiao Qi, what you said is true?" Hearing that Lin Qi agreed, Lei Xing couldn't believe it.Don't blame him for being too pessimistic. He was mentally prepared to be rejected, but he just wasn't ready to be accepted!Therefore, he doesn't know what expression he should use to face him now, let alone what nutritious words to say.

"You hope it's fake?" Seeing Lei Xingyou's long-lost foolish look, Lin Qi raised his eyebrows and asked.In fact, even if Lei Xing is still the same, he still likes it.No matter how this man changes, he will only become more and more suitable for him. Isn't getting along with people a process of getting along with each other?

"How could it be?" Lei Xing argued with his arms around Lin Qi's waist, and then asked cautiously, "Xiao Qi, you agreed to me this time because you liked me so much, and you won't do it again because you don't love me." Did I divorce me?" He was really afraid that Lin Qi's choice was only because of other reasons, not because of him.In the final analysis, it was his own fault that caused the trouble in the first place...

"No more." Lin Qi said after taking the initiative to kiss Lei Xing's lips.Some things are casual because he doesn't care, but once he cares, he will manage it with his heart.

"Hehe, Xiao Qi, let's have a wedding, and then go on honeymoon and take a lot of wedding photos." Holding Lin Qi in his arms, Lei Xing was so happy that he couldn't find Bei.In his imagination, this is how he and Lin Qi should have a good relationship, hold a grand wedding, and then have a bunch of little buns...

Unexpectedly, Lei Xing would come up with such a feminine idea. After Lin Qi was stunned for a moment, he nodded and said, "Go back to Huadu to see your grandfather and my grandfather first, and you can arrange other things." Although Mr. Lin is now She is still in a coma, but in Lin Qi's view, a formal marriage requires meeting the parents.

In fact, after he gave birth to Lin Xiaohei, he went back to Huadu to visit the old Patriarch once.Thinking of his grandfather's military life, but in the end he could only lie unconscious on the hospital bed, he was still a little melancholy.He is a person who has lived two lifetimes and knows very well the perishability of life...

"Well, good." Patting Lin Qi on the back, Lei Xing nodded in response.He still learned a little about Mr. Lin's situation from his grandfather.

It was probably the sequelae left over from the battle with possibly a tenth-level alien beast. He accidentally swallowed the crystal nucleus of the alien beast. Laozi Lin fought alone against the crystal nucleus left in his body for more than 20 years, but he still couldn't suppress it in the end.Power is such a thing, if you can't control it, you can only be controlled by it...

Bringing a whole family to Huadu, Lin Qi met Lin Qing without any accident.Since the old man's accident in the Lin family, Lin Qing has been very busy, but no matter how busy he is, he will find time to contact Lin Qi.

"Xiao Qi, have you decided?" Looking at her younger brother who looked better than before, Lin Qing knew that even if she didn't ask the answer, she was sure.There are not so many things in this world where latecomers take the lead. For some things, it is too late...

"En." Nodding at Lin Qing, Lin Qi beckoned Lin Xiaohe to his side, picked him up and said to Lin Qing, "Brother, do you want to hug Xiao Hei?"

"Okay." Seeing the little black panther in Lin Qi's arms, Lin Qing's expressionless face showed a rare expression of emotion.

Lin Xiaohei is used to being tossed about by others, even if his father sends him into the arms of a stranger he doesn't have any extreme reaction.Sniffing the smell of the person holding him, he nestled up in peace of mind. Compared with his two older brothers, this person hugged him more comfortably...

Looking at the little leopard who was not afraid of herself at all and nestled in her arms very peacefully, Lin Qing's feeling was quite subtle.The last time I saw Xiao Hei was when he was full moon. At that time, Xiao Hei was still young and didn't understand anything. In a blink of an eye, he was already more than half a year old.

"Hehe, Xiao Hei fits you very well." Looking at Lin Xiao Hei who was about to take a nap in Lin Qing's arms, Lin Qi said with a smile.Although Lin Xiaohei is usually tossed by others casually, it is precisely because of these tosses that he basically does not relax much when he is in the arms of others.With a naturally flexible body, as long as he is prepared, he will not be injured, so he is not afraid of being tossed.

"En." Touching the little leopard in his arms, Lin Qing's heavy heart improved a lot, at least he still has a son, at least they are still a family...

"Brother, don't worry, I will take good care of Xiao Qi." Seeing that Lin Qi and Lin Qing were almost chatting, Lei Xing appeared at the right time and said.He is trying to learn to be a good man, telling himself desperately not to be jealous and to trust his partner.

It was rare to see Lei Xing with such a serious look, Lin Qing's facial muscles twitched, and then continued to restore his facial paralysis and nodded.He still doesn't say much ugly things, anyway, he will keep watching.It is not easy for Lin Qi to get to where he is today...

On the day of Lin Qi and Lei Xing's wedding, Lei Xing was grabbed by three men and drank most of the night.It wasn't until Lei Xing saw that it was getting late that he slipped away using the excuse of urination.

After washing off all the smell of alcohol on his body, Lei Xing changed into an open bathrobe, the belt was loosely tied, revealing a large honey-colored chest, which looked extremely sexy.In order to give his wedding night something special, Lei Xing plans to use his pretty good looks to seduce his partner...

Seeing that Lei Xing was finished washing, Lin Qi lay on the bed and moved to the side, as if "let's cover the quilt and rest".I had a wedding with Lei Xing today, although no one would deliberately make it difficult for him, but it was quite tiring after a day of tossing around.

"Xiao Qi..." After Lin Qi glanced at him, he closed his eyes and rested his mind.Lei Xing made persistent efforts, and blew ambiguously in Lin Qi's ear.

"What else is there?" Lin Qi opened his eyes and asked after being itched by Lei Xing.Seeing that Lei Xing just stared at him without speaking, Lin Qi was about to close his eyes again.

"Xiao Qi, don't you feel anything about me?" Seeing that Lin Qi was about to close his eyes again, Lei Xing grabbed Lin Qi's hand and rubbed his chest, and asked a little aggrieved - Xiao Qi clearly said before I also like him.

Feeling the flexibility and strength of the skin in his hand, Lin Qi touched Lei Xing's body twice -- Lei Xing is seducing, is he courting?Why didn't he see it at all...

"Xiao Qi, you can hug me." Seeing Lin Qi's confused look, Lei Xing said in a low voice.If it wasn't because he was dark enough and the lights in the room were dim enough, otherwise Lin Qi would have noticed that Lei Xing's face was already so red that it was about to smoke.

"You want me to fuck you?" Because Lei Xing spoke in a low voice, Lin Qi felt that he was hallucinating.How come he never noticed before that Lei Xing likes to be the one below?

"Hmm." Lin Qi asked loudly, Lei Xing only felt his face get hotter, "Ji Fan and Cang Ling are like this, Ji Fan said that Cang Ling hugged him because he loved him." At least Lei Xing I also feel that a man's love is often expressed on the bed...

"..." Hearing Lei Xing's explanation, Lin Qi resisted the urge to laugh.Although what Ji Fan said is correct, sometimes it's just because of personal preference.

People like him just don't have the sexual interest in it.To know that a good superior should not only take care of his own feelings, but also take care of the feelings of the people below, which takes effort and energy.What's more, Lei Xing is unbearable at first glance. If you want to let him go, isn't it just asking for trouble?

"You want me to love you?" Although he didn't mean to be punished by thunder, Lin Qi still "cooperatively" teased the other party.The hand went all the way down the opponent's waistline, and finally squeezed the opponent's tight narrow buttocks.

"Now are you sure you want me to hug you?" Feeling that Lei Xing's body was completely stiff, Lin Qi asked jokingly.

"Yeah." Resisting the discomfort in his body, Lei Xing nodded firmly.They are a couple, they should be equal in terms of status, he was the one who wanted Lin Qi before, but now he hopes that Lin Qi will take the initiative to want him.

"But you can't stand up like a dead person like this." Seeing that Lei Xing was still insisting, Lin Qi scraped at his entrance and said maliciously, "If you want to go down, you have to relax, lubricate yourself, and then Cooperate with me to eat you."

Seeing that Lei Xing almost stopped breathing after he finished speaking, Lin Qi suddenly straightened up the body that was pressing on him, slapped his thigh and said: "Okay, let me let you go this time, next time The preparations are all done, and you are telling me about it.”

Hearing Lin Qi's words, Lei Xing suddenly felt relieved.When he was really lying down and prepared to bear it, he realized that if it wasn't because he liked him, how could Lin Qi be willing to let him hug him?

Therefore, Lin Qi's rejection of others and acceptance of himself is itself an expression of love.Figured this out, Lei Xing got up and put his arms around Lin Qi's waist and whispered in his ear: "Xiao Qi, I want you." God knows, how long he has been waiting for this day.

"Don't worry too much." Lin Qi whispered into Lei Xing's arms.Tomorrow they will take the children on a trip together, and he doesn't want to sleep through the whole day.

"Okay." Knowing that Lin Qi agreed, Lei Xing started eating with ease, the night is still long...

The author has something to say: Well, Candy officially announces that the text of this article is over (^o^)/~

Originally, I wanted to post the episode together, but Candy still overestimated his claw speed too much, and it was still too late to finish writing, so let's start with the ending.

Fanwai is roughly arranged like this, 87 Forgotten memories - Lin Qi chapter, 88 The love that was abandoned in the dream without knowing who you are, - Li Yan chapter, 89 I love you, but I can't betray myself - Mu Lian's article (this article has been let go), 90's late approval-Lin Qing's article.The four episodes will take everyone to relive Lin Qi's dark past, and use candy to write about who is black (and write himself black at the end), let's think about it ==|||...

Except for Lin Qi's extra candy, which will definitely be published, the other three are still considering whether to publish, and it is not ruled out who will be deducted, the most likely one to be deducted is the one by the eldest brother...

Fanwai Candy will put what should be put in one go, so it may have to be postponed for two days, and there may be revisions or something in the near future, after all, there is still a yellow card.

Candy doesn’t dislike most of the characters in the story. They have their own characteristics and standpoints. They didn’t give them a so-called ending. In fact, Candy thinks that waiting for a lifetime is the end. In fact, many people just live for a lifetime. in waiting.

Death may be straightforward, and being with someone may be called consummation, but this world is not so straightforward or consummated, and many people live in helplessness.

No one is a god, so they can't control their own destiny. Candy feels that not being loved is their punishment. It feels very gentle, but in fact it is cruel. Only when you are alive can you know what pain is. Except for indifference and insight, otherwise you can't get relief. .

For Lin Qing, this is the most entangled character of Candy, because I always know that the Lin family is not bad, and Grandpa Lin also has difficulties, but their existence is one of the roots of Lin Qi's troubles.Lin Qing has decided not to marry for the rest of her life, so let's leave the most authentic bloodline for the Lin family, even if it's not the best, it's still a consolation...

Writing it down along the way has hurt many people's hearts, please forgive Candy for her stupid persistence.

By the way, some things about Lin Qi's rebirth and Grandpa Lin will be written in the extra episode - Lin Qi's article, which is actually quite bloody.Everyone, we will meet soon (^_^)/~~bye

Episode 87 - Lin Qi

Forgotten Memories - Lin Qi

Sitting in front of my own grave, watching myself being buried, I know this is an incredible thing.Because there is no physical body to carry it, I still have clear memories of my life, and my memory after death is always hazy even if it happened recently. However, I still remember some things——

After a night of sleep, I woke up and found that my body had not been able to keep up with the pace of the soul - I had obviously gotten up, but my body was still lying motionless on the bed.

Then there was the housekeeper's yelling and the piercing siren. It turned out that I was dead. I thought silently...

Looking at those people under me who were so busy because of my death, I smiled disdainfully. I have worked hard to achieve my career, and none of them can easily take over what I have in hand.

But let's make it messy, anyway, I'm dead, I can't control the affairs of the living as a dead person.

What I didn't expect was that Lin Qing would show up after my death and arrange the funeral for me.In fact, I always thought that I was nothing more than an insignificant person in his eyes. Even if I am a direct descendant of the Lin family, I am an ordinary person after all. Any talented collateral is much better than my useless direct descendant.

There is no shortage of rich people in this world. As long as you are an evolutionary with a little brain, money is within your reach.

Looking at Lin Qing's still expressionless and cold face, I couldn't see how he felt sentimental about my younger brother's death anyway.

Of course, looking at my whole life, I'm just a clown who can only make money, and probably no one will be sad for me when I die.

In fact, it is a good thing for a person like me to die. If I can predict the future, I should die in the year my father died in battle.Then maybe I can go to heaven with him...

It's a pity that I died a little late. I thought I could still meet him after I died, but I didn't expect that I would be inseparable from my already cold body.

Watching myself being buried, I didn't expect that there were not many people who came to watch.I should be really thankful that the mortician put on makeup on me, otherwise, with my face after death, this group of people who like my appearance will definitely not be able to sleep well for a few days after seeing it.

At my funeral, I saw Mu Lian again. Even after so many years, he still looked very young. The advantage of an evolutionary is so unique.If I stand with him now, who would believe that he used to be the person I called "godfather"?

It was the greatest luck in my life to be brought out of that place by him.Whatever his intentions, I have to thank him.Many men once said that they would bring me out, but they all broke their promises...

However, even after countless failures, I never gave up.I have no ability at all, if I stop struggling, I will only be overwhelmed by fate.Fortunately, I was still young at that time, youth and beauty are my greatest capital.

It's useless for a man to live by his own appearance, right?However, with the decrease of women, there are more and more such men.As one of them, I went from being shameless at the beginning to self-respecting at the end.In this world, if you don't even respect yourself, who else will respect you?

Following Mu Lian, even if he just treats me as a substitute for others, I have gained a lot of benefits.This kind of benefit is naturally not a huge amount of money, but the ability to make money.

I really envy the person of my age who was adopted by Mu Lian since he was a child. He has such a good godfather.But I'm just envious, I never expected to get any true love.

So, even if I was chased away by Mu Lian in the end, I could still leave without a fuss.Five years of a fulfilled and cared-for life is enough to light the way for me to go, and that's fine...

What surprised me the most was that I actually saw Li Yan at my funeral.Although the hair color has changed, I can still confirm that that person is Li Yan. I have been looking for this person for a long time, but I have never been able to find him.

Now I don't wonder why I can't find him. I didn't expect him to be an evolutionary, and the one who came with him should be Lei Xing, the youngest Marshal of the Federation who is as famous as Lin Qing.How can the person who can get together with Lei Xing be just an ordinary tune-teacher?It's ridiculous that I always thought it was just a coincidence that it fell into Li Yan's hands.

However, now I am not interested in knowing why Li Yan did that.Anyway, the matter is over, and I am dead. Looking back, the past is not as good as smoking. No matter whether I let it go or not, I can't do anything.

I doubt very much that Li Yan appeared at my funeral because his brain was kicked by a donkey. Although I know him well, it should be the kind that I hope I will never see again from now on...

For some reason, Mu Lian and Li Yan suddenly started fighting.Obviously there were quite a lot of living people at the funeral, but almost no one came to persuade the fight, and a group of people stood by and watched.

I don't know if it's because of my blurred vision or memory confusion, but I actually saw a look called "sorrow" in Li Yan's eyes - it turned out that he would also be sad...

Watching the crowd gradually disperse, I continued to wander by my own grave.Near my tomb are the tombs of my father, mother, second uncle, second aunt, and second brother.

If it weren't for a tombstone with their photos embedded in it, I guess I wouldn't be able to remember what they looked like.Look, when a person dies, no matter how painful the heartache is at the time, he is destined to be forgotten.

I can't remember how many days after my death, a person whom I have only seen photos but never a real person appeared in a cemetery.He walked along the new tombs built over the past few decades and stopped all the way, as if he knew for the first time that these people were no longer alive.

I know that that person is my grandfather, who established the Lin family by himself.My father once said to me that if it wasn't for having grandpa, the Lin family would not have such a high status in the federation.

The predecessors planted trees, and the descendants were overshadowed.However, even under such a big tree, the lineage of the Lin family is still lonely and only my uncle's line is left. I don't know what my grandfather is feeling at this moment.

Watching him stop in front of my grave, I can finally observe him up close.Although he is over a hundred years old, he still looks like a middle-aged man, with a pair of sharp eyes that frighten people.Even though I have become a ghost, I still dare not get too close to him.

Just when he stopped in front of my grave, I was sensitive to find a murderous force approaching him.However, he still stood there motionless until the force approached, and an invisible protective shield suddenly appeared in front of him.

"Tian Xing, this is my Lin family's cemetery, I don't want to make a move here." He said without raising his head.

At the beginning, I didn't know who the "Tianxing" he was talking about was, until that person came out, I didn't know that the other party was the head of the Lei family——Lei Tianxing.Su Wenlin and Lei are at odds with each other, unexpectedly, the two old men have already reached the point where they would fight immediately after meeting.

However, the next moment Master Lei's words made me change my mind——

"Jun Ming, are you awake now?" Mr. Lei appeared in the cemetery with a little surprise and doubt and asked.

"Well, it's been more than 20 years. Although I still have my sanity, my mind has been affected by the tenth-level alien beast crystal nucleus. I watched the descendants of the Lin family leave one by one, but I didn't feel at all..." Rubbing my face Tombstone, the old man said.From his look, I saw something called "pain".

"Jun Ming, the deceased is dead, and look, even without your caress, Lin Qing is still very good?" Looking at the tombstones of the Lin family's descendants, Mr. Lei comforted him.He originally thought that Lin Junming was such a ruthless person, but now it seems that he was wrong, and he was wrong too much.

"Yeah..." Hearing the name "Lin Qing", his eyes were a little moved. After looking at my second brother's tomb not far away, he turned his eyes to mine.Among the third generation of the Lin family, only Lin Qing is still alive.

"Tian Xing, if the Lin family is in trouble in the future, please help me." He seemed to have made a decision, and said to Mr. Lei.

"Jun Ming, what do you want to do?" From the other party's words similar to last words, Marshal Lei easily found that the other party's state was not right.

"Tian Xing, I'm already level ten now, I don't know how long I can maintain my sobriety, if soon I can't control myself like a few days ago, do you think you can lead someone to suppress me?" For Laozi Lin already has a fairly clear understanding of his own situation.

"This... there must be a way. Haven't you been here for so many years?" Looking at the friend who once established the federation, how could Marshal Lei not be clear about what the other party was thinking now.Once the evolutionary loses control, the rest of the fate is either to be killed or to commit suicide...

"Yes, I came here, but you see, my son, my grandson, are lying here. Whether I am awake or not, I will live in pain. If this continues, I think I will Become a humanoid beast!"

——Seeing Grandpa trying hard to suppress the blood that wanted to go berserk, I instinctively felt the danger.However, before I could react to what happened, the power of the tenth-level evolutionary's self-destruction involved me.This non-aggressive self-destruction is like a black hole, compressing the surrounding space, and my soul is forcibly pulled into another space...

When I regained consciousness again, I saw myself again - my 16-year-old self, lying on the bed dying after being brutally raped.

Attracted by the body, I also came to the bedside.After being tossed by the self-destruction of the strong, even as a soul, I feel tired.So with my still young body, I closed my eyes and lay down...

When I woke up, I found that I was back to my 16-year-old cheating age, and the power and wealth I had gained after fighting for more than 20 years had all become a dream.However, in this life I will definitely not be worse than in my previous life.A new life, I, Lin Qi, is here!

Episode 88 - Li Yan

In the dream, I don't know that I am a guest, but the love that was abandoned——Li Yan

Looking at the stele engraved with your name, I know this is a dream.The rain fell on my face, making me think I was crying...

I consider myself romantic and ruthless, and everyone who enters my territory is a toy in my hands, so even if you are a direct descendant of the Lin family, it is no exception.

I really don't understand how you, a weak and harmless lamb, were raised in such a family full of wolves.I was planning to observe you for a while, but Lei Xing suddenly had an accident, which annoyed me.

It's not the so-called revenge, it's just out of anger.I'm not a soldier, and I don't have that good ability to control my emotions. When I encounter something that makes me unhappy, I should always find something to vent.

So, I resorted to some tricks and got someone to sell you.I admit it was naive of me to do this, but who made you hit the muzzle of a gun?

Put on the "mask" of the teacher, I like to watch you cry.Watching you change because of my daily training, I feel very fulfilled.You never know how seductive you are, whether it is joy or sorrow, it affects the hearts of men.

Gradually, I found that I was more and more reluctant to sell you.This is impossible, you are just a toy I trained, how can a toy control my mind?Besides, if I don't sell you, how can I know how successful my training is?

A toy I'm so obsessed with, I'll just destroy it.So, you start to face all kinds of men, and you make your body dirty under their bodies every day.

In this way, your eyes will lose their luster.In this way, you will lose the magic power to attract me.

But why!Why no matter what happens to you, even if your eyes are full of despair and sadness, they will not lose their brilliance. Why can you always attract me like this.

You are obviously like other MBs, you will smirk to curry favor with donors, and you will take the initiative to roll and moan under them.You obviously fell like everyone else, but why, why I still can't let go...

To say that venting anger is actually long gone.Lei Xing was also in a coma for a year, and was alive and kicking after waking up.Lin Qing also went to jail for a year because of this. If Lei Xing didn't wake up, he would probably be imprisoned for the rest of his life.

However, I still don't want to let you go.So, I used all means to conceal all your life experience information, but someone still found out.

Five years, you stayed with me for five years.In the past five years, many people have tried to buy you from me.But who am I, can I buy what I have with money?

However, I can't beat this guy this time.In desperation, I can only watch him take you away.

Actually, it might not be a bad thing for me to let him take you away.I found that I can no longer control my heart, find a strong reason to let you leave my world, I think I will get better slowly...

After you left, I started looking for different beautiful boys, but I found that the boys I got were more or less like you.However, they are too fragile to compare to you.

Fortunately, you are still in Huadu, even if I can't hug you anymore, I can still see you.Watching that man raise you as his son makes me laugh out loud at his hypocrite.

How seductive you are, no one knows better than me.I don't know why he sticks to his insistence, but the way he looks at you when you turn your head always gives him away.

I thought that one day that man would break the confinement of himself and be with you.But I didn't expect that he acted like a coward and kicked you out!

And you surprised me even more, you actually left resolutely!

Hehe, you are indeed a good boy I taught, even if that man has done so many things for you in the past five years and treats you as lovingly as a father, you can still let him go.

You know, I have trained so many children, after they are bought, if the funder treats them well, they will never let them go so decisively.Even after going through such things, they still foolishly believe in love...

Of course, I can also think that those children who go out from me have completely lost the ability to survive independently.Without their benefactors, they would simply die in poverty.

As for you, even if you are raised by others, you still don't forget to learn the skills to gain a foothold in this society.In fact, this world is like this, as long as you have the ability, who will care what you have been like?

In fact, I have never understood love, so I gave up the candidate status of Nao Shizi early on. With the power of my family, I can play around the world almost unscrupulously.Spiritual emptiness requires physical satisfaction.

I don't know since when, you have infiltrated into my spiritual realm. No matter how difficult the problem is in Huadu, I will pay attention to your movements in Tianhai every day.I believe that man is the same as me, I am busy almost every day because of that man's stumbling block.

By the way, there is another godson next to that man, and his eyes are very similar to yours.It is said that the child was raised by that man alone.Sometimes, I can't tell who the man really likes.

But it doesn't matter anymore, life is like this, no one can't live because there is no one.Regarding love, I kicked it out of my life dictionary a long time ago, because even without it, I think I can live well...

In five years, you have gained a place in the business field by virtue of your own ability.On this point, I have to admire you.

Sometimes, I think, if it was not because of me, would you have lived a happy life with the person you like now?

In the Lin family, even if you are ignored for a while, they will never treat you badly.Now, you have returned to the Lin family.The huge property of the Lin family has been handed over to you. Even if you are just an ordinary person, you can still manage those offshoots that have become lawless.

Your dark past is gradually erased by you, and no one dares to look down on you anymore.I know you're looking for me, not because I'm afraid of your revenge, I just don't want to get entangled with you anymore.The power of the Federation is intricate, and in my capacity, you can't beat me...

I thought that the days would go on like this, but you actually died!The sudden death caught me by surprise.

I forced myself to give up on you, but what I want is not such an ending!I want to see you live well, live...

The night you died, I took Lei Xing to drink with me, and I cried while drinking.To him, I told you about you.

If it hadn't been for him to have an accident that year, I think I might not be so impulsive.I hate myself so much, I hate myself for being indistinguishable from love and hate, and indistinguishable from likes and dislikes.

When I torture you, I am actually torturing myself.I give up loving you, because I can't afford to love you, the word love is too heavy for me.

However, you told me with facts that there is something heavier than love, and that is death!

Death is the eternal sleep of the dead, but the unrest of the living.I would rather be entangled with you for the rest of my life and watch you go.Don't you hate me, I'm not dead yet, how can you leave alone?

Although I can hear about you every day, I don't know how many people have never seen you.In order to see you for the last time, I packed myself and took Lei Xing to your funeral.

Even after more than ten years, your face is still so radiant, no one will think you are dead when you sleep there.

Unsurprisingly, Mu Lian was also there. I hate him, and I believe he also dislikes me.He punched me in the face and made me feel alive...

When the crowd dispersed, I went back to my big empty house alone, and never heard any more news about you.I don't know how long it's been since I found a new bed-mate.

When I miss it deeply, I begin to understand that this is love, the love I gave up.Because I was afraid of facing my true heart and the mistakes I made, I chose to give up.

I admit, I'm afraid of love, it makes me feel like I can't control my heart.From the moment I left Li's house, I decided to live only for myself, so I lived recklessly, not afraid of other people's power and vision.I thought this was a kind of strength, but compared with you, I am just a coward who is strong on the outside and does nothing on the inside.

The real strength is the strength of the heart, no matter how much experience you have