Do not love me

It was already afternoon, and the sun was gradually softening at this time.In Jingyi Ranran's coffee shop by the window, a tall and straight man has been sitting there.Stare hard at the window without squinting.

I have to say that this man is very good-looking, especially in the halo of yellow, which makes people think it is a hallucination.

Touching his nose, Xiaoju's second son slightly raised the corners of his mouth.Unexpectedly, the man introduced by the elders this time is really pretty good, quite in line with my requirements.

Xiaoju's second son raised his head and chest, his previous self-confidence returned to his face.Stepping on three-inch high heels, she decided to be more reserved.Although it is the person I like, but this is better, right?

So, he bowed politely, and when the man didn't notice, he raised a cute smile that is invincible in the universe: "Excuse me? Is it Mr. Tezuka?"

The good-looking man finally turned his head because he was disturbed.

Nodding: "Well, hello, Miss Xiaoju." The man's voice was deep and cold.The pupils without any color of gratitude are so clear.

Xiaoju's second son was slightly stunned for a while by the man's cold eyes, but the self-consciousness of a mature woman quickly brought her back to her senses.

Politely curled the corner of his mouth: "I heard that Mr. Tezuka is now a tennis player? I rarely pay attention to those things. But, has Mr. Tezuka considered becoming a professional after marriage?"

One of the must-have questions for a blind date, Xiao Ju's second son thought he was pretty good, so he skipped other hobbies directly.Presumably, the man in front of him wouldn't really answer those boring questions, would he?

The person who was deeply admiring his own intelligence didn't notice the slightly surprised expression on the man opposite after hearing the phrase "get married".

"Miss Xiaoju, do you mean marriage?" Tezuka Kunimitsu frowned as he rubbed his fingertips against the silver ring on his middle finger.

Choking on the question of the man in front of him.Xiaoju's second son coughed twice, scratched his head with a little anger and gave the person who choked her a hard look.

"Mr. Tezuka is not married, so why are you still on a blind date?"

In other words, it is a very disrespectful thing to come to a blind date without even intending to get married.Although he was a very nice man, it would be rude to waste her time.

"Are you on a blind date?" It turned out that it wasn't an important matter, because I was tricked by my mother.

Tezuka's originally tangled eyebrows were arched amusedly.

Xiao Ju's second son was stunned by Tezuka Kunimitsu's smile, and was stunned.She never knew a man could look so good-looking when he smiled.

However, in the next second, his paralyzed face made her angry again.

The man on the opposite side continued to be silent after only saying a few words, tilting his head, his eyes fell on the silver ring in the fingertips that was particularly dazzling in the reflection.

Rings, to be exact.

Xiaoju's second son was even more puzzled: "What do you mean?"

"Well, I was married before." His tone was flat, but what he said was extremely shocking.Xiaoju's second son was a little confused, she was still very confused.

"Huh? I don't understand?"

Married, that is to say, it is impossible to go on a blind date, or is it just the same surname and sitting in the same seat, did I find the wrong person?

It's too coincidental, isn't it?

It's even bloodier than the plot arrangement at eight o'clock.

"But, I haven't heard...you have a wife..."

Don't give up, such a good man, married at such a young age?

Tezuka smiled faintly, that smile was a bit dazzling... because, he was so happy.Eyes full of happiness.

That look made Xiao Ju's second son a little jealous, and even more envious.That woman must be his favorite, right?

She believed it so firmly, because of that happiness.

Suddenly, she became curious, what kind of woman is worthy of such a person?I won't talk about it myself, if it weren't for my overly ordinary self-confidence, I wouldn't think that he is my favorite.But, to be honest, she thought, there are few people in this world, right?

I don't deserve it either.

"What kind of person is your wife...?"

Tezuka's smile remained unabated, hanging on his lips...

"She... is very indifferent and cold-blooded. She always just looks at those who don't care about her. However, she loves to act like a baby, and she often thinks wildly. She is obviously weak but pretends to be strong."

Xiaoju's second son quietly listened to the words of the man who was born his wife as he spoke softly.

Is the man in front of me the same person as the one I saw just now?She thought so, but the next second she denied her conjecture.

Shaking her head, she felt strange.

"So, now she..."

"She's gone, at the end of the world...I can't see the place."

The man in front of me said this at the end.

When he said this, he looked at the sky, and then he looked down at himself and smiled at the end of the sentence, as if he was sharing his love with a confidant.

The man left, in the afterglow of the setting sun.

When he left, he was still so happy... Xiao Ju's second son thought so.He thinks he should be considered happy, right?

Some things, some people, are more suitable for nostalgia.

Thinking of this, Xiaoju's second son finally calmed down again.She foolishly let go of a very good man...

Is it because I really don't have a manhood?

Tezuka didn't know if Xiaoju's second son was destined to be a man, but when he looked back at the cute woman for the last time, he knew very well that at least he was not her fate.

The whole world... has no fate.

Back home, my mother asked her results very attentively, but they were obviously disappointed.

Tezuka's mother was obviously a little angry this time.

She is really anxious, her son is almost 28 years old, it has been almost ten years, can't he still forget the girl named Asakami Yuai?

"Guo Guang, forget about that girl. She's already passed away, and you know it well..." The anger was probably more intolerable.

Tezuka's mother spoke earnestly, but she was helpless, her son didn't want to answer any of his questions at all.

"Tezuka Kunimitsu, you are talking! How long are you going to be like this? Do you want to be alone for the rest of your life? You can't treat us like this..."

"Mother."

Tezuka Ayana's fierceness finally made the stern-faced person react. He turned his head and called the person named mother behind him.

After a long time, he pursed his lips and said slowly, "Only, he committed suicide."

"What did you say?!" Tezuka's tone was very flat, but there was no wind but it made waves for those who cared.Tezuka Ayana screamed, she didn't know why...

Even flustered...

However, Tezuka did not speak...

He didn't want to talk, he didn't want to explain those things... because it was too cruel.

Only Ai's disease can be alleviated, although it cannot be cured.

However, she just gave up after persisting for a year. She gave up the treatment and even secretly poured countless pills into the toilet.

She thought he didn't know.

However, he just pretended not to know.He said that he would definitely pretend, so every day he watched her body getting weaker and weaker from heartache to suffocation, but there was nothing he could do.

She was tired, worked hard, and didn't want to persevere...he only had to fulfill her wish.

If she wants to fulfill her own happiness in this way, he will show her real happiness.

Looking up, sour tears rolled down the corner of his eyes, it turned out that being swelled by tears is such a pain... He never knew before...

"Peng" turned around, and behind him was the sound of his mother falling to the ground.

But he ignored it unfilially, because the tears were so blurred that he couldn't see clearly.

……

Do not miss me

Good

don't hurt yourself

Good

don't worry your family

Good

forget me

it is good……

Something rattled violently next to my ear.To startle the person who is about to blurt out something good.

Suddenly regaining consciousness, there is no her by my side, and there is no her in the sky.Even those voices are just my own obsessions.

He was supposed to be sad, but on second thought, he smiled.Not as cold and stiff as before, he smiled with the slightest hint of trickery.

Since she's not here...

...not good...he answered the last question with a smile.