Do not love me

The operating trolley was speeding down the corridor, and everywhere it went was the sound of sliding, loud and loud friction, irritating people who had nothing to do with it.

The door was closed, and the surgical lights were brightly lit.Everything is so familiar, this scene seems to have been rehearsed thousands of times, numb.The worried people were expressionless and numb.Can't cry a single tear.Hard to choke out a word.

Unprecedented, the people who heard the news were quieter than the last.Forbearance and modesty, Zhe Shuyue, and the belated Qianshang couple.Of course, there was also the person who was so quiet that he became transparent, sitting on the ground with his hands on his lap and his head buried in his arms.

……

I have peeked at the phone more than once, but the screen never turns on.I can't tell whether it's anxiety or anxiety, but it's reached the point where my hands and feet are trembling.

"Student Qianshang, please come up and give a speech on your topic."

The moment when she came back to her senses was when the instructor called her name in fluent English.

Respectfully stood up and saluted.The cell phone that never changes in your hand.Go to the position where you can overlook tens of thousands of students, the only position you expect.

Standing at the top, Asakami Weiyi smiled.It is smiling in an unknown direction, where there is nothing.But it is a place specially reserved for a certain person.

She spoke very well, and the arguments, the arguments, were brilliant without dissent.

After a pause, the phone screen on the desk finally lit up.

However, it is the moment of pause.I could no longer speak, nor could I utter a single syllable.Big drops of crystals fell on the microphone.The sound of dripping also carried through the entire hall.

The self-confidence of the previous moment was gone.

Turning his head, his face was full of tears.Running, the wooden door, so thick that it couldn't be pulled by a hand, was pulled open, and then closed again.

Thousands of students were shocked.Startled every scholar who indulged in her brilliant speech.

Then, she disappeared, and disappeared in the position that Wei Ai dreamed of.

……

Tokyo, today's weather is not good at all.The weather was clear before receiving the call from New York, but in just a split second... the sky turned gray.

"Master..."

There was a worried voice behind him.However, he couldn't hear it and shook his head and waved his hands.

"Go down, don't bother me today."

Dismiss everyone, then walk into the room that has been empty all along.Abandon all official business, abandon all complicated.He is exhausted.

Sitting down on the ground, the decadent look is not like myself.

In this dark, empty room, there was only one thing.There is nothing else, as if he is afraid of being polluted by those things, so he will not let anything stay there.

Stretching out her hand, her hand was full of photos filled with her face.One by one, all over the place.It was the only memory left by that person.

Outside the door, there were familiar noises and cries, which was extremely annoying.

Open the door, and on the ground is the unkempt Mao Mirai.She knelt on the ground, accusing her family of ruthlessness after the exposure of the embarrassing DV, the trampling of the Atobe family, and the cruelty of the person she loved the most.

Atobe ignored her, just called a servant, and drove her, who had lost her mind, back to her room.Then, close the door, sinking and sinking alone...

……

The smell of potion is everywhere, and there is blood everywhere.These disgusting smells have been numb.Turning over and getting out of bed, he tore off the needle still stuck in the blood vessel.It doesn't matter if it's still bleeding.Finally one day I stopped losing my temper, and finally one day I was too quiet.

Packed a small amount of salute.I got the latest plane ticket to New York with all my connections.The pale and bloodless face looked very much like someone who was about to die.

However, the man smiled slightly.

Swear, he, no longer sad, he is about to be happy.

Go downstairs, get in the car, get on the plane.No one intercepted him, no one paid attention to him.It was easy to find the location.

He put the luggage up with difficulty, and he exhaled slightly.I didn't expect it to be so difficult.

"Sir, let me help you."

The sudden sound made him turn around in surprise.He thought no one would pay attention to him.

She is a petite girl who looks easy to get along with.She had just put away her heavy luggage.

Nodding, he was at ease.

"Sir, you don't seem to be in good health, do you need me to help you?" It was the girl who helped put the luggage, and she was sitting beside him.

Shaking his head, he smiled and said nothing.Nothing hard.

I close my eyes and want to sleep, maybe I will arrive in New York soon after I sleep.Just when he closed his eyes, he suddenly widened them again.As soon as I fell asleep, I was afraid that I would never see her again.

"Sir, your complexion looks really bad..."

The quiet voice is still that kind girl.

Bearing his feet back, he faced her with a smile: "Would you like to have a conversation with me?" Wouldn't it be so easy to fall asleep?

The girl nodded and smiled.

"Sir, you only brought such a small amount of things, should you just go there for a few days?"

Nodding, he didn't know how to answer.

The girl asked all the way as if she didn't know how tired she was.It was as if, seeing through, his exhausted body needed to prevent hibernation.

"Are you going to see your girlfriend?"

Nod, then shake your head.He pursed his lips and remained silent, isn't he a girlfriend?

"Is that a lover?"

Nod firmly.is the one who loves.

"Ah, she is very happy." The girl sighed with emotion, and tears welled up in her eyes.

……

"Please, be sure to wake me up when I'm asleep..."

……

The peaceful sleeping person beside her made the girl fascinated, and under the pale face, the sound of breathing that was so light that it almost stopped made her startled.Remember, what he said to wake him up.

On the radio, the stewardess' sweet voice reminded her to get off the plane safely.The girl ignored the fear in her heart, and stretched out her hand tremblingly.

Touch the sleeping person.

"Sir, wake up, get off the plane."

The sleeping person frowned slightly because of being disturbed, and slowly opened his eyes.There was no expected scene of falling to the ground.The girl secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Smiling and hurriedly standing still.

"I'll help you take the luggage down." Handed it attentively to the hands of those who had gotten up and woke up a lot.Then he turned around to pick up his heavy package.Because of her petite body, she missed it for a while, and only got a bunch of Buddhist beads brought from a distant hometown.Put it away carefully, the girl looked like she was protecting some most precious treasure, she put the ugly-looking beads into her clothes pocket, and then started to move her luggage again.

"Huh, I'm very tired." The smiling girl turned her head, but the strange gentleman kept staring at the prayer beads that he had put into his pocket.

"Sir, are you looking at this?" The girl asked kindly as she pulled out the prayer beads in her pocket.

nod.He is looking at that thing.

The girl giggled and said, "I brought this from my hometown in China. My parents asked for it because they were worried when I came out to work. Now I can appear here so smoothly because of its protection. It is very effective. If If you find your lover, take her to China and ask for a break."

Smile.He knew that he didn't have that chance.

So he said, "Will you pray for me? Keep her safe."

"Her? Oh, is it your lover?"

"Well, the person I love the most."

"Okay, so what's her name, I'll go back to China and help you out."

"Qian Shang Wei Ai." Smiling, he finally said her name without hesitation.In the name of a lover.

"Well, I wish you happiness." The girl said sincerely, and Mr. Strange's smile hurt her eyes.The appearance of swearing like that makes people feel distressed.

"Oh, thank you, you are a kind girl. Every year from now on, will you wish us well?"

He didn't wait for the girl to realize the meaning of his words.Already turned and left.

The strange gentleman left without telling her his contact information.She didn't know how to give the peace talisman she asked for after returning to China to his lover.

She was not told what those words meant.

She also forgot to tell him that China does not use prayer to describe asylum.

……

When Yui Asakami ran all the way to the hospital, Tezuka still maintained that posture, with his head deeply buried in his arms.It seems to be hiding something, and it seems to be afraid of what to hear and see.

It was extremely quiet, the corridor on this floor was exceptionally quiet.The only thing that could be heard was her rapid breathing after running wildly.

As time passed bit by bit, finally, I lost my patience.The patience to wait for the answer that everyone knows well.Standing up, Tezuka decided not to wait any longer.

Don't want to know the result.

He would rather not know the outcome and just live with hope like this.

She said: Guoguang, after I leave, you have to remember to live well.Live for me and the kids.

So, he was very obedient.He is obedient and does not argue or object.Because that is her only hope.She said that she only wanted him to live and be happy.

Only by being happy can she feel at ease and not interfere with him living in the memory of her in the long years to come.

Did he ever say that she is his greatest happiness?The most precious hope?

If you didn't say anything, save it for later, okay?When the time comes when they all live to the point of gray hair, he will definitely say that at that time.Now, don't let him talk so early, okay?

"Tezuka..."

He stood up suddenly, attracting everyone's attention.However, no one stopped him, and he could only murmur behind him, as if asking.

"Don't tell me, no matter what the ending is, don't tell me."

In the future, when he understands and learns not to tear his heart, he will personally confirm it.So, now, don't be so cruel.

Tezuka Kunimitsu is gone.The person she loves the most, the person who said he would give happiness... the promise was fulfilled, at least he survived with hope, pretending not to know the ending of happiness.

And what about her?

She left in the same way, just different from his leaving this world...

With all the debts that everyone has not had time to repay...

Has she ever told Guoguang... that this is actually the ending she expected?

Did she ever say... She would rather be like this, would rather he regret not loving himself enough, than he regret loving himself too much?

……

It was late at night and it was cold everywhere.

In the cold morgue, would she feel lonely here alone?

Renzu combed her messy hair bit by bit, and he washed her blood-stained face one by one.After finishing all this, Renzu put down his small luggage bag and walked to the door.Locked the door, and then twisted several buttons on the refrigerator...

Finally, he finally did everything he had to do.

Throwing off the white quilt covering her body, he turned around, hugged her already stiff body tightly, and lay beside her, with his free hand stretching over the white symbolizing the ending to cover his entire face.

The sound of breathing became weaker and weaker in the deep darkness.

In the end...even the little bit that was left gradually disappeared.

Only, the harsh 'whoosh' sound from the refrigerator...