Do not love me

When the banquet was in progress, Karuizawa was also very busy.Yui Asakami, whose life was at stake, didn't care about Tezuka who was getting engaged at this moment.

The soreness in the lower body and the scene where the bright red liquid rolled down made everyone who saw it have to formally mourn the grief of the past.At this time, no one is still crying...

There was only endless running, and Ren Zuqian also ran.Hugging the blood-stained person, the one who gritted her teeth and murmured all the way was just, begging, begging, Sister Weiai gave everyone who loved her a chance.Don't just leave without responsibility when others are still in love.

The cold winter is no longer cold, it is already frozen.Although, the person holding the bloody girl is already sweating.Although the child who ran and fell behind him was exhausted and panting, his cheeks were covered with sweat, and his white coat was already dirty and messy, but it was frozen solid.There is only one direction and one goal.

So anxious, so afraid, before it was too late, the person in my arms had stopped breathing...

"Didi... only ai..." I don't know where the sound of the car and the anxious call came from... Ren Zuqian, whose eyes were blurred by sweat, couldn't see clearly, also stopped suddenly The footsteps stopped, and I looked around in a daze.

"That's -----" With a loud bang, the gray car had already stopped in front of him urgently.

"Wei Ai, what's the matter? What happened?" The girl who got out of the car had trembling lips and palms that were originally slender and fair but were now flushed.

Red was at a loss.On the ground where they ran all the way, drops of blood flowed along the road, winding into a road of blood.It's not enough to flow into rivers of blood, but it's already booming.Smashed open, the whole idea of ​​the head.

"Only..."

"Stupid, get in the car. Hurry up, hurry up, the hospital..."

In the hazy air, only the last sound echoed through the hospital.It roared past, leaving traces of sudden braking, but it was also the last proof left.Proving the fact that there was once her favorite.It's just that when the wind blows, it becomes messy.Can't find a trace of...

Heavy panting, lingering in the ears.I can't tell if it's hers or the person who ran away with her in his arms.At that moment, Qiangami Weiai was awake, but there was no way to open his eyes.

Don't save, don't be in vain.If you can't save it, you might as well not save it.How good it would be to let her die with the child who has no way to keep...

In this way, at least you don't have to face such a cruel fact.Children don't have to face such a cold world.

The engagement ceremony of the Asakami family, the Atobe family, and...the one I love the most, Tezuka Kunimitsu.She can forget that it is the happiest thing in the world for her.

So, don't save her.

Thinking about it, it's useless to tell those who want to rescue her like this.

Without strength, I raised my hand... wanting to grab a living creature, to tell her compromise, and God's obedience to her surlyness.But, like that... easily, it slipped down.

pat.

What is the sound of something miserable.

"Miss Weiai...don't..."

"Don't be lonely, don't die...don't admit defeat"

"Sister ambiguous..."

The three overlapping sounds penetrate the eardrum.I heard it, yesterday, Qianye, and the concern and begging of my beloved, she heard them all.It's just that she can't do anything.Really tired, no wonder she failed.Want to want nothing...

"Guoguang..." was sent to an unknown white cart.Asakami Yuiai finally opened his eyes, and the direction he was always looking at was unknown and empty.

Such a terrified but memorable expression... Let Zhe Shu yesterday also look like a demon, looking in the direction of her slightly opened eyes.

No, I'm disappointed.nothing...

It was empty there.Nothing, even the color is the same white.What are you missing?only eh?

Can't help being discouraged.I can't bear it anymore... I can't bear this kind of feeling that I can only look at her sad.Why don't you understand her a little bit?She was so worried...she refused to say anything, and now...she couldn't forget when she was pushed into the operating room covered in blood, and the same thing she chanted was only the person who hurt herself so many times.

"Fool……"

Yui Asakami, you idiot...

The world, the stupidest, stupidest idiot in the world...I really hate you now, you are not like the superficial only that they like, and they are not the leader of the trial team who is always reassuring.

But... even though you obviously don't like it, you hate it so much, why is your heart trembling?

Stupid...that word describes it well.She was rightly stupid.Too stupid to be useless...so stupid, there is no cure for myself.

Just be such a fool.No change is required...just "Yesterday...was it you?" She raised her hand, and finally pulled all her strength to grab a certain light gray skirt.

The reaction that was finally obtained made everyone excited as if they had won a lottery.Zhe Shu also hastily and tremblingly grabbed the hand that she might not have time to hold if she was not careful.

"Well, it's me." Nodding heavily, he responded without hesitation.

Breathing quickly, her panting sound was faster than that of Ren Zuqian who ran tens of thousands of meters.Eyes brimming with tears are already the limit.But... She still endured it.Pain, nothing, no heartache.

"Please, yesterday... I couldn't save the child... just let me die together." The last plea.Her wish is very simple, so simple that it takes no effort.

The world was silent, and the two adults who hurriedly followed the hospital bed to the operating room were silent.They don't want to grant this wish.They can't be that cruel.

But she also knew that... losing a child was even more cruel to her.

Fingertips trembled, the door of the dilapidated operating room was closed...

Too late to get, their answer.The clenched hands have been forcibly separated...

They were cut off from a world different from hers...

Covered by bright light, she couldn't see any color in her eyes... The dazzling operating light made her despair.Close your eyes, the crystals slide across the lines in the corners of your eyes.It fell and stained the white sheets.It hurts, it hurts, it hurts so numb somewhere... There was a hollowness in the palm, and the creeping lines and the heat that hadn't dissipated in time made her clenched her palm tightly.At least, it made her firm in the decision that should have been prepared long ago.Alive... She is not suitable for a person.

Will Wei Ai, who has no viability, survive?Whether the fragile child she regarded as her life will be intact...they don't know.Out of ideas... They hurriedly decided...

The only thing I can do is to sit on the dilapidated wooden chair and pray.I hope that God, for the sake of her being so pitiful, will take pity on her a little...a little...a little bit...

"Brother, sister Wanyan won't die, right..." Unsure, with stains on his face, Sanada Chiai murmured to himself incredulously, and also questioned the two adults who had no strength to sit down on the ground.Want to get an affirmative answer, a reassuring answer.

No one answered my beloved's question, no one could say with certainty that she would not die...

Deathly loneliness.

The sound of the air going back and forth was clearly heard by the three of them.Are you crazy?It must be because of madness... it must be so windy, it must be hallucinations, which makes the weather that is not bad look hazy and gloomy.

"Woooo... don't keep talking... woooo, brother, tell me. Sister Wanwan and the baby will be fine, right... woooo... tell me... it's my beloved, it's my dear Wrong... My love is not sensible, so I am too awkward to attend the engagement ceremony of Uncle Bingshan and Auntie Bingshan. So, my sister, don't love her, and ignore her... Do you want to abandon my love? Sister Wan... …Don’t, don’t, don’t love it badly…My love will be good in the future…” She was scared, little girl, and finally cried out in fear.Mixed with messy snot... mixed with salty tears, falling down together, and there were traces on the dirty face...

Hehe, the name Tezuka Kunimitsu condensed again.

Ren Zuken also turned his head suddenly, looking at his beloved who was crying in a mess: "Is he... is he engaged today? Tezuka Kunimitsu..." Really distorting his original intention so recklessly?

Hehe, it turns out that such a Tezuka Kunimitsu would be so mundanely troubled by those things.Sneering out loud, I can't tell what kind of emotion Ren Zuqian is in at the moment.Like ridicule, also like sad.What's more, it's just indifference...

It's complicated, and the things that Ninzu Kenya was originally worried about are not so strong.He couldn't understand the feeling of his heart dying, but he could understand the despair of Qiangami Yuai...

I'm afraid, passing away like this... is also a good ending, right?

Zhe Shu also suddenly stood up because of the name he heard... His deep gray eyes were full of determination and hatred.

That boy, who was cold enough to be mistaken for a trustworthy boy, let her down.Her best friend, the only friend who can understand, used to be so proud...

Why?

Tezuka Kunimitsu, after experiencing so much, why do you leave memories, painful memories to pat the buttocks of those who miss you to continue the happiness you deserve?

unfair……

Crack...the dilapidated door was pushed open heavily.What came out was a nurse covered in blood.

"What's the matter? Is it..." Is there any danger... so much blood...

"Excuse me, are you a family member of the patient?"

"Hmm, tell me, is there no danger, is it that the child and Wei Ai are all right?" Not even wanting to guess anything else, Zhe Shu yesterday also clung to the nurse who had just entered for a few minutes and made trouble for no reason .

"The patient's condition is very serious... If you have the conditions, please transfer to another hospital."

The implication is that there is nothing the doctor can do... Can't they save her and the child?

How could it be like this?How could she look like this... She is still so young, should she be destroyed because of the child, because of that irresponsible man?How can you be so cruel?God, don't you feel bad?

"How much hope is there?" Gu Wu was already dumbfounded, Shu Yuye, who was speechless, and Ren Zuqian, who was more sensible, finally found the point, grabbed the nurse, and forced to ask.

"...I don't have much hope, the patient's high fever persists..."

"Shut up, tell those useless doctors to do their best to ensure that the patient's condition will not deteriorate within two hours..."

"But……"

Ignoring the nurse's impatience, Ren Zuqian gritted his teeth and picked up the phone.He made a call to the person on the phone who had the same surname as himself.