Do not love me

"I'll take you back. Is it far away where you live now?"

And yesterday didn't say much else, she only told that now she lives in a very secluded place and lives a simple life.In the afternoon, yesterday also proposed to drive her back.

Qiangami Yuai accepted her kindness, and told Zhe Shuya without any concealment that the place where she lives now is Karuizawa.

It has come to this point, there is no need to hide anything.So Qiangami Weiai chose to face it honestly.

It was already late at night when we returned to the Karuizawa hut.However, from afar, he saw that the bright light was coming from his own room, and suddenly felt so warm and moved.I really appreciate Kenya Shinazuzu and Keoku Sanada for being by my side.I don't know what will happen to me on the day when the banquet ends....

"Sister Weiai, you're back." Pushing open the half-closed door, she immediately saw Chiai Sanada galloping out.

I didn't see the figure of Brother Bingshan.Sanada Chiai jumped up even more joyfully.

"Dearest, are you waiting for me so late without taking a rest?" But today I didn't gain anything.

"This damn girl stays awake and says that she will wait for you to bring Tezuka back... Uh, who is this beauty?" Ken Azume, who did not know when he appeared in the corridor, also appropriately reported Sanada's favorite, and saw Zhe Shuyue, who didn't know him, stared at Qiangami Weiai with wide eyes involuntarily.

Tezuka was not brought back but a girl was brought back.

Wei Ai, what are you thinking?I'm really curious.In fact, Ren Zuqian regretted what he said to Sister Wei Ai all day today. It would be wise for him to make Sister Wei Ai forget that relationship, but he actually said those irrelevant things like a lunatic .

Such a family would be very hard for an unmarried and pregnant girl like Asakami Yui, wouldn't it?

Zhe Shu is not a person who is good at words, and he doesn't have much mood to deal with a boy with Ren Zuqian's character.So he nodded slightly as a greeting.

"Beauty, hello, my name is Kenya Shinozazu."

"Hello." Shu Yu, who didn't intend to introduce himself, also nodded and said hello, then stopped saying anything, but shifted his sight and attention to Qiangami Weiai.Of the people here, Qian Shangwei is the only thing she cares about. As for the little girl with a bad personality and the boy who looks like a child, she really has no interest.

Walking into the room, Zhe Shu couldn't help but began to look around.Is this the place where Asakami Yuai lived after she ran away from home?It's very warm, just like Qiangami Yuai said, it's a quiet place suitable for her and her baby to live in.It's not such a bad situation.

"I must be tired after driving for so long. I'm going to tidy up the room. You should sit down in the living room yesterday. Would you like something to eat?" Like a housewife, Yui Asami began to settle down Guests who have come from afar.

I haven't seen many Qianshang Weiai like this, and Zhe Shu was also slightly taken aback yesterday, then shook his head thoughtfully: "I don't want to eat anything." I don't have an appetite, and now I don't even have the mind to focus on eating.What she cared about... was nothing more than Shinozuzu's words to bring Tezuka back.

Tezuka... Tezuka Kunimitsu?

Can't help but guess.That cold boy... Did he find Wei Ai before he did?But why did you leave again?And that child, how could that child be inexplicable... Is that child Tezuka Kunimitsu's?

It's so confusing, Zhe Shuya's mind is completely messed up yesterday.Couldn't find any useful ideas.

Yesterday's expression didn't look polite, and yesterday was not the kind of person who would be polite to her. She said she didn't want to eat, so she really didn't want it.Therefore, Qian Shangwei is not reluctant.Turned around and went upstairs to tidy up the room. There are not many other things here, except that there are most empty rooms.Qiangami Yuai found a room and simply tidied up in the room next to her.

I'm afraid no one will be able to sleep tonight.

The night was long, but no one could fall asleep.

Looking up, I couldn't help but look at the bright but blurry sky.The winter in Tokyo is really cold. I cover my hands and it is still as cold as ice.

Is it as cold as Karuizawa?So, is she okay?

It should be fine.There are loved ones, and the father of the child is by his side.What could be wrong?Too much to think about, get in there.Tezuka Kunimitsu, today is your engagement ceremony, don't be so sad, okay?Don't worry your family, okay?The corner of his mouth was pulled stiffly, but he still couldn't pull it away a little bit.

He thought that he had really been turned into an iceberg.

He couldn't even fake a fake smile.For no reason, I hated it.I hated those memories, hated the night when they met, hated the ruthless only love that left the child's father behind because of his return.

I hate it so much.Because the sour liquid has buried the whole heart.

The mouth is full of bitterness and stickiness.

There is no place to vent.

I can only swallow hard into my stomach.

Rubbing the sore and swollen eyes of the man with glasses, he lowered his head, and there seemed to be a sigh, which seemed to be just a gasp.Looking up, staring at the delicate flowers filled with flowers.The drops of water are not in a hurry to push away, but remain on the petals, unwilling to leave for a long time.

Don't miss it.Facing the delicate and charming Guosheng Rose, Tezuka kindly dissuaded her.

Karuizawa is also bitingly cold, no warmer than Tokyo.It's so cold that it makes people shiver.Wrap the quilt tightly, it is the quilt that is warm but not the whole body that is tightly wrapped.It was too cold to sleep.He stood up with difficulty, but there was no sign of the little girl beside him.Caressing his forehead that was still slightly hot, Asakami got out of bed, and walked out of the room where there was a low sound.

"No, I said I won't go back today, please little uncle, don't take me back. I don't want to go to the engagement ceremony between the annoying Sanada Xiaozu and Uncle Bingshan. I hate Uncle Bingshan..."

The resolute accusation and full of indignation came out from the mouth of the little girl sitting on the sofa with the microphone in hand.The strange tone was mixed with a trace of nasal sound for which it was unclear.

I don't know if it was because of the little girl's sad pleading voice mixed with a nasal sound that shocked Qianshang Weiai or because of something else, when Qianshang Weiai was about to reach the little girl's side, she suddenly stopped and said nothing. Unsteady pace.

Uncle Bingshan, Azusa Sanada... Is today... their engagement ceremony?right.That's right, how could she not figure it out if she is so smart.

Congratulations, Guoguang.Congratulations, today you will forget that period of love that we all thought would be a sincere relationship, but in the eyes of others, it is worse than anything else...

It's really rude not to congratulate in person.However, there is no way.She doesn't have the courage.

"I hate him for making Sister Wei Ai so hard, I hate that he can still get engaged to someone else when Sister Wei Ai is so sad... So, little uncle, don't come and pick me up... I feel sick." Such a hypocritical scene Well, she didn't like the engagement ceremony without sister Weiai... really didn't like it.Although she really hoped that sister Weiai would be with her little uncle, the person who still misses sister Weiai even after working so hard is that Uncle Bingshan... No matter who sister Weiai likes, as long as she is good, her beloved is also will be blessed.However, that person made her sad.

Silly girl……

Listening to Sanada's accusation and full of indignation and strong nasal voice.Qian Shangwei couldn't help smiling bitterly.I love this silly girl so much, she is really grateful for doing this step for her.However, she should go.Azusa Sanada is her aunt, isn't her absence unconvincing?

"Dearest..." Not wanting to hear the little girl say any more annoying words, Qianshang Weiai stopped some actions with disastrous consequences one second before she was about to cry.

The chest is astringent, and there is some slight pain.

"Sister Ai Ai..." I didn't expect that Sister Ai Ai would stand behind me, and I didn't expect that Sister Ai Ai would hear what she said.Lowering her head in embarrassment, Sanada Chiai didn't know what to say as if she knew she was wrong.

"Hey... love, don't reject Uncle Tezuka like this, okay? He... didn't hurt sister Ai, it's sister Ai who doesn't deserve those..."

Said to be the injured person, where is the self?There's something she's entitled to say...

That's it.Tezuka Kunimitsu and Asakami Yui's ending like this is the only right thing to do.Her world doesn't need anyone's foil, let alone other feelings as a burden.

"Hey sister, don't cry. If you say you don't hate it, I won't hate it, okay..."

I cried again.She saw the tears overflowing in sister Ai's red eyes again. "Don't cry, okay, there is no Uncle Bingshan, there is love and baby... Love and baby will love sister Ai Ai."

Originally, she could bear the soreness in her eyes, but unexpectedly, her beloved's words made her even more desperate, and her heart ached.

Yes, she only has a baby.

It's just you.Just like at that time, the whole world has nothing to do with me, only the children are concerned.

What should we do?Obviously already used to it.

I am so used to Guoguang being by my side, but I allow myself to push him deeply, to the point where I can no longer turn back, to see the endless abyss.

"Idiot... Beloved, is sister Ai Ai a fool? She clearly knows that there is no point of redemption, she also knows that she should not be sad, she knows that she should let go. But... she cried so sadly like a fool. Tears It’s such a joy to end up.”

My head hurts so much, my heart hurts even more, and my throat is so hoarse that I can't say anything else, only... the last bitter cry.Then suddenly it seemed that some kind of emotional fluctuations reached the extreme point, the chest was so dull that it was hard to breathe, and when he finally managed to speak out, bright red blood was suffocated in the palm of his hand.

"Hey sister..."

The violent reaction was uncontrollable and out of control.He couldn't stop it even if he tried his best... He was unwilling to give up, as if he had to cough up blood to calm down.The body gradually fell down uncontrollably, without any strength, and could not find any support point.He could only grab the back of the sofa with his pale fingertips.

"Shusha... Kacha" is the sound of scratches on the back of the sofa and broken nails.

She had no strength, and she couldn't find the secret to keep her body from falling, so she stretched out her pale hand with great difficulty, trying to grab her beloved's small body...failed, before her beloved could hold her hand, her whole body Unable to bear the exhaustion any longer, he fell to the ground suddenly.

There was a muffled sound, and in front of her, sister Wei Ai suddenly fell to her knees... Moaning heavily, her flushed face was scorching hot because of the high fever.

"Sister Wan Nuan..." Chiai Sanada, who was holding the phone, was at a loss and forgot what to do, so she could only watch the tragedy happen in a daze.Big drops of tears kept falling, wet the floor, and tender little hands. "Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooevers..." mixed with the sound of heavy objects falling, He stretched out his hand, but he didn't dare to go forward to hug... that body that kept trembling and curled up.Now, what is she going to do? She doesn't know... She's so scared, so scared of such an ambiguous sister, like... the grandfather who died that year... He also trembled and hugged himself, curled up on the ground .Blood on the face...

But, don't do this, okay?Don't leave her like Grandpa and Mom...

Don't, don't... Elder sister Yanan... Please... don't suddenly disappear like grandpa, then... She will be really lonely.

Kneel down...beg...

I hope God has mercy once.

Cold, so cold, icy cold, like falling into the coldest ice cave, she used to think that she was very strong, she has already taken the most important step, hasn't she?Didn't she say that as long as that person can be happy, she will be satisfied?

The heart hurts like it's about to be crushed, messed up into small pieces, bloody and bloody, and half of the blood and flesh are mixed on the fragments of the torn heart.Scarlet Linlin.

A more severe cough hit, and more blood gushed out from the lips. The corners of the mouth, the edges of the lips, and the face that was originally blood-red were full of blurred patches that were so bright red that they could condense into traces soon. blood stains.

Wei Ai was horrified to find that with the pain, her legs were slowly getting wet, staining the hem of the white skirt and making it messy...

"Blood... blood... a lot of blood, a lot of blood..." screamed in horror.Soser, who loves and fears so much, huddled together, looking at the Qiangami Weiai who was clung to his trembling body after being painted in bright red on the ground... trembling in panic.

Blood?Wei Ai looked numbly at her lower body, which was already a strange bright red.

With trembling hands smeared with blood and tears, she lifted the corner of her skirt, and the striking bright red had already ignited the only remaining brightness in her heart... gradually becoming blurred.

Baby...is that you?are you leavingAre you the one who doesn't want your mother now?Oh, no, right?Is all this a dream? Is it that Guoguang is going to get engaged, that he no longer belongs to me, that the child will abandon her... everything is just a dream... So, let her wake up quickly.

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Beloved, please hurry up and pour cold water on her.In this way, she would not have such a strange dream. How could she, who loves children so much, have such a cruel dream?

What a fool.

To be frightened by my own nightmare to the point of despair...

It's not fair, can she just sink into this eternal nightmare and darkness?

So tired, so painful, I really want to rest, I really want to just sleep like this, in the only good dream, there will be no fear of cold, no such sad things.

Darling, why are you crying, what happened?Don't cry, okay... Isn't it a good thing for my sister to rest?Why are you crying so sadly?

Silly child... When the pain reached the extreme, my sister was no longer in pain.So don't be sad.My sister is numb from the pain.It won't hurt anymore.

It's overdue, it's overdue, it's over.I don't know what my previous self was nostalgic for, but I didn't want to die...

Now God has given such an opportunity, she has no reason to shirk, isn't it?It's just... so cruel, God, is this the only nostalgia you have for her?The cruelty made her have a slight sense of consciousness, and watched her hopes go away bit by bit.

At least let her close her eyes.If you close your eyes, you won't be able to see them, and you won't be able to see those injuries.

God does not give a chance, she does not compromise, she has never been a person who gives up easily, does not believe in fortunetelling and does not obey fate.So, she struggles.It's just that after struggling so far, her body is covered with scars. God is still surly to her.Fate made her breathless, fate made her unable to adapt, fate made her life miserable, fate shamefully made her compromise again and again.Well, if she admits defeat, does she really stop tormenting?Can she really let her go if she compromises?So... Slowly closed the eyes that have been looking at an unknown direction without focus, that's fine...

Pupils dilated, Sanada Zhiai gritted his teeth and looked at the person who slowly closed his eyes.Suddenly jumped up from the bloody ground.

Ai ai sister...

Same as grandpa... Grandpa also closed his eyes like this... Why did you leave her?Don't leave her alone, okay?

"Don't... don't die... woo..." Please, sister, don't want her.

Slap.Something shattered, the beloved unknown but important enough to take a life was shattered.

Ai ai sister...

Help... Help... Is there anyone, is there anyone who can save her sister Ai Ai?

Going crazy, my beloved suddenly ran out of the house, with mouth and eyes.Full of snot and tears.Salty...bitter.

Along the small lake, my beloved ran wildly all the way. Accidentally, he fell on the ground with a stone on his feet. The mud stained his face and clean clothes.

Forehead, wiping blood streaks.Knee is also a pain.

Get up, she doesn't have extra time, and sister Wei Ai also doesn't have extra time, she can't cry and play tricks because of this little pain.

"Dong dong..." Knocking on the door anxiously, her mind was in a mess, and she could no longer tell the difference between south, east and north. The only thing she could be sure of was that now she had to find that bad brother who had always been against her.

Finally, the door was opened.

"Help... help sister..." She didn't know what happened, didn't know how to explain it, she pleaded incoherently and hurriedly.

"Help……?"

Ren Zuqian's incomprehensible murmur made the beloved even more anxious.She hopped, bewildered.

"Blood, a lot of blood. Help sister"

Finally found the point, she only remembered these in a hurry.

"Kang Dang" followed by a series of pounding sounds, and at the moment when he heard a lot of blood, Ren Zuqian had already slammed the door heavily, and ran towards the place opposite the lake.

There is no previous cynicism, no smile.Frowning solemnly, Ninzu Ken also played the fastest record ever.

"Sister Wei Ai." Shocking, the scene in front of me...is shocking.The girl curled up on the ground is scary, fearing that she will suddenly lose her breath and heartbeat.

The gorgeous Tokyo hotel is already full of guests at this time.

The tall and straight figure standing in the corner is the hero of this banquet.His slender figure is even more upright because of the white tuxedo he is wearing, his angular face is still ancient, and the clear eyes under the transparent glasses have no emotion at all.No one can guess or see clearly.

Standing on the sidelines is not something a good actor should do, but it is not at all awkward for him to do it.

is it good?

Looking down, looking at the tightly clenched palms, the veins were exposed, and he tried to find the answer in those hands.

Ultimately, there are no answers.prefer not to have an answer...

"Kunimitsu, what are you doing standing there? The banquet is about to start, hurry up and get ready." Ayana Tezuka, who was very happy today, muttered a little dissatisfied when she saw Mu Mu's son Mu Mu's performance.Pushing him away, he walked to the back room.

...Yeah, tonight is his banquet with another girl, and it has nothing to do with her.I don't know what I am upset about?What are you hesitating about?Is it so hard to expect to regret it at this time?

Don't be stupid, as a member of such a family.How can I give you such an opportunity?

Resigned to his fate, Tezuka didn't refuse, he didn't let his mother feel embarrassed, and pretended to be the Tezuka Kunimitsu who should be done.

Under the shadow of red wine, Tezuka's figure is unspeakably hypocritical.Frowning in disgust, Shinobu Yuuji looked at Atobe beside him.I will also be such a protagonist one day, right?

There is no need to doubt that he will not be an exception.

Atobe will not be ignorant of Renzu's thoughts, this is a doomed fate, and there is nothing he can do.What's more, there is no qualification to persuade and comfort.So keep silent.

Nothing new, just the usual complicated scenes.It's unbearably annoying.

So, bow your head and drink.He is already a person who has been obliterated by fate to the point of compromising, and he doesn't have extravagant expectations.After several months, I still occasionally think of that stubborn woman, but I often can't remember what she looks like.So, it's all right?

Qiangami is the only person who can be regarded as a threat, but he is nothing now, is he?

So, he could try his best to laugh, and such Tezuka Kunimitsu could not help but experience today's scene.

Laughing, such a scene has already been dramatized, without any changes.Speechless, fate makes everyone compromise...