Do not love me

In addition to fleeing, in addition to pretending to understand nothing.She was so powerless that she couldn't do anything.He said, not sympathy.He said, to be the father of her child.Don't run away, he said.

Everything is what she desires.Everything is also what she is most afraid of facing.

So cruel.After stripping everything away, it turned out that he was so cruel.I can't take Tezuka's charity for granted, all I can say is thanks and sorry.

Sighing, she awkwardly held the food she had already prepared.Diameter, who didn't even dare to lift his head, opened the door and walked out.They all need to calm down, she thought.

"Asakami..." Unexpected embarrassment, Tezuka, who was relieved after saying those words, could no longer see Yui Asagami when he regained his senses.

Asakami who walked out of the villa looked at the mirror lake in front of him and frowned.What she didn't expect was that the neighbor who seemed so close was on the other side of the lake.You still need to go around in a circle to walk over.Exhale deeply, always want to ask for advice.How far is it?

When Qiangami Yuai went around the lake and walked to the luxurious looking villa, the sky was already sinking.The light in the villa also spilled out of the window with the coming of night, reflecting on Qianshang Weiai's face.Her whole body was covered by streaks of time. I have to say that if it wasn't for her protruding belly, it would be hard for those who saw her not to misunderstand her as an illusion.A beautiful illusion like a hallucination.It's a pity that her slightly raised point ruined the whole beauty.

By the window, unconsciously but noticing for a long time, the only boy on the shallow side turned his young face.He let out a sigh of disappointment.After pinching off the lingering cigarette butt, he resigned himself to his fate and went downstairs to open the door.

Carrying the lunch box carefully, Qianshang Weiai peeked at the gate of the three-story villa from time to time.The lawn outside the gate caught her attention. There was a grape trellis on the lawn and next to it was a wooden frame as high as the grape trellis. The dried grape vines were still tightly wrapped around the wooden frame, forming a strange posture.There is also a name tag hanging outside under the rattan, what is written on it is shallow but I can't see clearly, it should be the surname of the owner.

After thinking about it for a while, Asakami Yui decided to get closer to see what surname was written on the name tag.In order to avoid meeting the owner, you can greet better.

Speeding up his pace, Asakami Yui walked into the lawn as if making up his mind.

However, the face that was still smiling a second ago collapsed instantly when it saw those traditional characters.Instead, there was a hazy color and a pale face.

Endure...

That surname is Renzu, a surname she is all too familiar with.It was also her nightmare.

Escaped so far, he did not hesitate to sacrifice everything he had.I can still meet such a surname in this place.Is it just because God is playing tricks.Or maybe... I can't escape at all?

No, shake your head.Qianshang Weiai forced himself not to think about it.I also forced myself to tell myself that maybe that person has forgotten that I don't want to do it...

Can't afford to provoke, can't you hide?Turning around, Qianshang Weiai didn't intend to politely continue to visit the so-called neighbors, nor did she intend to see whether the owner of the house was the person she thought.Even if not, the surname Renzu is enough to prevent her from being polite.It's not that she is unreasonable, nor is she venting her anger on other people, it's just that she hates the surname Renzu to the extreme.For the rest of my life... no, it is this life, the next life, and the next life I don't want to see.

But the gods were so unfavorable, she hadn't turned around to leave, the owner of the villa had already opened the door spontaneously.

The moment she heard the door card swiping open, Asakami Yuai clearly heard the rapid beating of her calm heart.The door opened so abruptly that she had no time to dodge.He could only stand there in a daze, staring at the person who appeared from behind the door with wide eyes.

The young man looked lazy just after waking up, his slightly disheveled bangs were half-opened, and he yawned indistinctly.It's as if it's not the first time meeting Yui Ai Qiangami.

"Ah, I've been waiting for you to ring the doorbell for a long time. I thought you were gone." The young boy of Bule said the embarrassing truth without any sense of distance.

As if everything was normal.If you make it superficial, you will feel cramped for a while.In addition to embarrassment, it is more self-deprecating.

Glancing coldly at the nameplate on the wooden shelf, Qiangami Weiai couldn't help shaking his head and sneering.It's just that I think too much. ...Even...the boy in front of her is who she thinks it doesn't matter, doesn't it?What is the relationship with that person? I am afraid that in the whole world, no one thinks that the child in his belly has any relationship with that noble boy named Ninzuzu, right?Even that person himself.Don't know what you are worrying about escaping?

Stupid, wanting to turn around and run away.She always likes to do superfluous things, as expected.It was, and it is still...

"Ah, I'm sorry. Hello, I just moved here next door. My name is Qianshang Weiai." Now that we have met like this, Qianshang Weiai couldn't really turn around and leave, so I had to bite the bullet and continue what I was going to do. Things to do.

After closing his mouth that was opened wide from yawning, the boy smoothed his messy hair.Make way for Asakami Yui: "Well, come in." Without saying anything, the young man nodded to her familiarly and made way for her to signal her to go in.

"Uh...thank you."

strange boys.Asakami Yui glanced at the boy suspiciously, and walked in hesitantly.

The boy greeted her to sit down on the sofa, poured her a cup of tea, and then disappeared for a while.When he reappeared, he was no longer the slovenly one, but a handsome and straight boy.Qiangami Weiai was a little surprised and didn't say anything.The answer was asked by a boy who seemed to know him very well.

"So, Miss Qiangami and Baobao live alone at a friend's house? Didn't they take care of you?" The boy named Kenya Ninzuzu was still chewing on the snacks that Qiangami Weiai had prepared in his mouth. On the topic of the baby in the womb.

Black lines... At this time, the only thing on Qiangami's forehead is black lines and only black lines.Didn't she tell this person that she was just a college student.Not real women, not necessarily older than him.

"No, I have someone to take care of...a very good person." She couldn't find any other words to describe Tezuka other than being a very good person.

"Ah, good man? Well, I think so. Sister Qianshang, why didn't you ring the doorbell just now? I saw you walking towards me, why did you want to leave without ringing the doorbell?" Slender Picking out the taste he likes with his fingers, Ren Zuqian also seemingly carelessly asked.

Qiangami was taken aback for a moment, although the innocent young man in front of him was gossiping, he had only asked her some ordinary questions since just now.And these questions have been asked by too many people and there is nothing difficult to answer, but now, he seems to see through something and ask himself, he is really stumped and hungry.

"Ah, it's okay, I just thought no one was home, so I wanted to leave."

Made up an excuse, didn't even know how bad it was.

Ren Zuqian also raised his eyebrows, and silently glanced at the thousand-watt lamp that was turned on.I never knew that the lights in this room could be so dim that no one could see clearly.

Without exposing this obviously leaky lie, Ren Zuqian continued to eat, as if gossip was obviously not as important as delicious snacks.

Qianshang Weiai, who was belatedly aware of it, stuck out her tongue secretly, since the other party didn't say anything, she couldn't explain it any more.To be honest, facing this innocent and considerate boy in front of him, Qiangami Yuai couldn't tell any lies that were too much.

"Miss Asakami's craftsmanship is very good, and the dim sum is delicious. It seems that I made the right choice to spend my vacation in Karuizawa this time. I won't be bored in the future."

Qian Shangwei, who was easily distracted from the topic, blushed, looked at Ren Zuqian with some guilt and said, "When you want to eat, go to the opposite side. I will make it for you."

"Really? Then I will trouble Miss Qianshang from now on."

When I said this, I had no chance to regret it.Qiangami Weiai had no choice but to bite the bullet and agree.

"Well, come here." Forget it, anyway, Tezuka is not often here, and it happens that the two of them are not so lonely.Just like when I was in Kanagawa, there was a lovely Sanada Chiai at that time.When thinking like this, Qianshang Weiai felt that she was not pitiful at all, because the people around her were very nice...

"It's late, Ninzu-kun, eat slowly, I'll go first." It's been a while since I came out, and I still don't know if Tezuka is in the living room.

"Ah, I'm done eating too, Sister Qianshang, please call me Qianye. I'll take you there."

Hearing what Asakami Yuai said, Ren Zuken also stood up from the sofa, intending to see her off.

Without politely refusing, Qianshang Weiai let this kind boy go.

And Ren Zuken also arrived, Asakami Yuai took a long breath at the door before pushing open the door and entering the living room.The living room is still bright, and the only different dining table has been cleaned up.

A subtle voice came from the kitchen, Asakami Yui nodded her feet softly, followed the sound and walked over.

In the kitchen, there is a picture of Tezuka's tall figure busy.It didn't feel too abrupt or awkward, Yui Asakami felt that it was so quiet, and it was such a happy thing to watch Tezuka's busy figure shuttling through the small kitchen.The scene that should have been abrupt was so harmonious, so people couldn't bear to move their eyes away, like iron objects with magnets, lingering on her eyeballs, unable to move away for a long time.

"You're back?"

Tezuka who suddenly turned around looked at Yui Asakami staring at him in surprise.Such an expression... makes one's heart warm for no reason.

The depression that was originally full of belly also disappeared with her gentle eyes.

Involuntarily slowing down the lines of his face, Tezuka opened the corner of his mouth lightly: "The food you made is delicious. However, you don't seem to have eaten anything. Let me help you warm it up for you to eat."

It wasn't a question sentence, Tezuka had already turned around and started to move his hands after saying this sentence.

His movements were so fast that Asakami Yui couldn't say a word of rebuttal.I had to watch him naturally ignore their embarrassment from the previous hour.

Well, she admitted that she was really too timid.Now that he doesn't mention her anymore, he won't ask for trouble.Just let it be, because she's the same... so eager for what he said about being a father.God knows how happy he was when he said that, but she couldn't do that.So, whether she was timid or ignorant, she covered it up.concealed his heart.

Can you...don't be so nice to her?She was afraid that her heart would not be able to resist the temptation...

"Thank you, Tezuka, thank you for your affection, thank you for falling in love with me, thank you for accepting the child regardless of past suspicions, thank you...so much thank you..." she said so much thank you.By the time I got to this point, I was in tears.

Throat sobbing, heart throbbing, tired.

Powerless to accept, how will she respond to the love Tezuka gave?

So scared... just the next second, her trembling body was tightly wrapped by an unknown warmth.The astringent pain also disappeared to no trace.

"There is no need to say thank you. I told you not to thank you. I love you without thank you." Finally, I couldn't help but say it.How can it be suppressed in the chest for so long?Those days that were dull in my heart... the heartache is unbearable and I can't find it anymore.

But... what is she going to say?

In his embrace full of vegetables, Asakami Yui cried loudly.It's been a long time since I've been so willful.In front of him, it's always like this... It's a good thing he made a promise, the promise was only in front of her when he was crying.It wouldn't be too embarrassing either.Although it is unknown, it is at least comforting.