Do not love me

"What?" He didn't hear clearly or he heard it wrong.Tezuka was talking just now... Yui Asakami?

Startled by the sudden noise, Sanada slowly sat up from the tatami, his dark eyes flashed uncertainty and doubt in the darkness.

"Qiangami Yui...is...where is she?" Didn't you understand?He doesn't mind repeating it again.

He thought he was really crazy.Now, right now, in the middle of the night.He is a lunatic who usually says he wants to meet Qiangami Weiai.That's right, now he wants her to go back to the beginning, back to their starting point.He couldn't stand it, he was the only one guessing and worrying every time.He wanted to know, to know where she was licking the festering wound.How are you doing?Jealousy made him irrational, and jealousy made Tezuka Kunimitsu, who had always been polite, not like himself.

"I want to see her." As if talking about something unimportant, Tezuka restrained his trembling mind, trying to calm his heartbeat and try to make himself look normal.

In fact, he was very successful at it.If Sanada didn't know the person in front of him, if it wasn't at this time, he would have mistakenly thought that there was no disturbance under such a calm appearance.

"What do you want to see Sister Ai?" Sanada Zhiai, who was still awake because she was disturbed, also sat up instantly when she heard the familiar name Asakami Yui.Staring at Tezuka warily.

Using force, the nails sank deeply into the cracks of the wooden door.

I don't like being looked at like that at all.The eyes of Sanada and the little girl made him feel that what he did was superfluous and unreasonable.Like a toddler to blame for scrutiny.

Since when...he even asked her to be scrutinized like this?Asked like this?

Or maybe, from the very beginning...it was so far away, but he didn't notice it.

Are you really far away?It feels so alienated... even more alienated than before.

The emptiness... the inexplicable emptiness and fear...

"Pa-ta"----The nail stuck deep in the crack of the door was broken off.A graceful arc was drawn in the unusually quiet darkness.There is also a clear and audible crisp sound.

The fragrant and rotten blood indiscriminately renders the whole taste in the air.There is a kind of disgusting bitterness, wanting to bury all the filth and contempt but still revealing it without showing a trace.

Could that look, that misunderstood hatred be seen in the eyes of a child?Very confused, Tezuka didn't understand where the little girl's hateful eyes came from?

"Tezuka-kun...are you familiar with Asakami?" Sanada just narrowed his eyes with a meaning different from that of the little girl.The eyes that were still shining with light are now blurred.

To be honest, such an expression and such deep hesitation are not suitable for a person like Sanada. The only reason for Tezuka to distinguish that the person in front of him is indeed the Sanada he knows is probably only the mask in his eyes. Fog?

"Are you the baby's father? You don't want the baby and sister? Why do you do that? The baby will be very pitiful without a father, doesn't poor Uncle Bingshan know?"

It was too late, and the words that I didn't want to answer stuck in my throat.I can't spit it out.

As if he had made up his mind, he seemed to block all his excuses in that narrow position.Unable to explain, he lowered his eyes, neither denying nor admitting.

"Why didn't you answer? I know Tezuka-kun is not the type to do that kind of thing." Patting the little girl on the shoulder, Sanada stood up from the tatami.Then get dressed and put on your shoes.

He knew him, not that kind of person...

Hehe... lowly sneer...

Who takes whom seriously?Who will feel sorry for irrelevant people?Who will be the only one?To know a person really thoroughly so that what things will be clear?Are you kidding me?

Even a person who knows him well, how can he know his complicated mood now.How could he know that he just felt guilty for saving that girl?How could he know that at the moment when the girl disappeared, when he received the girl's message of blessing and peace, he was secretly sighing... because there was one less trouble.

Even if he is not the kind of person the little girl said, he is still a selfish person, isn't he?

Or maybe even worse than the bad guy who ruined that idiot's life.Not long ago... when I saw her lying in the arms of others with scars, I said that I would completely withdraw from her world... I knew... she was not doing well... and I still said that to myself desperately In other words, how can such Tezuka Kunimitsu be a good person...so bad.

"Yes, I'm not that person, but I'm a bad guy." It's not the guy who caused the destruction of that stupid guy, but an out-and-out coward.So what about truly revealing your worries and heartaches?In this way at least... she won't bear so much hardship alone.

Closing his eyes, Sanada listened to Tezuka's words one by one.

There was no reply until he put on the coat for the little girl before turning around to look at Tezuka who was still holding the gatekeeper tightly with his palm.Wei Wei frowned: "Let's go, anyway, my beloved is not at ease Qianshangjun."

I don't know if it was infected by Tezuka's madness, but Sanada gladly accepted the crazy act of meeting Yui Asakami in the middle of the night.

Smiling lazily...Could it be...that I'm like what Buer said, a gossiper who wants to die but who wants to be a prudish pretending to be a coquettish man?

The corner of the mouth has obvious traces of rising 0.1 degrees.He couldn't be mistaken, Sanada was sure, at that moment just now, he saw such a spectacular scene.

I'm starting to be curious, Yui Asakami...

It was late at night, and not far ahead, the dim lights guided them to a path in the dark.It's the lamp of the Fujita family house.Fortunately, she has not rested at this time.This way it won't look too abrupt.

Sanada handed over to Tezuka the Chiai Sanada in his arms who fell asleep on the road, as if confirming that his eyes fell on Tezuka's face before turning around and ringing the doorbell.At such a time, he wasn't sure if he really wanted to bother someone who might have rested.However, Tezuka did not pay attention to Sanada at all now, nor did he notice Sanada's hesitation.

Tezuka lowered his head to take the little girl, the bangs on his forehead scattered down in pieces, and the direct reflection of the moonlight cast silhouettes on the face of the sleeping little girl.The downcast eyes quickly covered all thoughts in the eyes.

He who maintained his composure did not expect his heart to beat so fast at this moment.Suddenly I felt a little scared, afraid to see her.After seeing her pale face... What should I say and do?Obviously it is the firm belief that will bring her back to her original point.Now I am at a loss.

In a daze, Sanada had already rang the doorbell.

Shocked, he raised his head abruptly and glanced at the meaningful Sanada.

There is a very humiliating feeling of being caught.She turned her face away in embarrassment, so she returned to that dead face.Now he really didn't have the time to think about whether he should be ashamed or not.Just thinking about what to do next.

Restoring Dead Face's neutral position, the wooden door has been opened.It was the fat aunt I saw this afternoon.

"Sanada-kun?"

Isn't it surprising to see two handsome teenagers and a little girl at this time?

"Mrs. Fujiwara, excuse me."

"Ah, it's okay. You... are you here to look for Wei Ai? It just so happens that the wound on her foot opened again tonight, and we don't know what to do... It's good that you come."

The chubby Mrs. Fujiwara's originally worried face was finally relieved a lot.

"Is it serious?" If the wound is so deep, it should be serious.Sanada frowned, took off his shoes and hurriedly followed Mrs. Fujiwara into the room where Yui Asakami was resting.

In the living room under the dim light, only the neglected Tezuka and the sleeping little girl were left in his arms.

Very awkward atmosphere.Sanada actually forgot his existence and walked away in a hurry. When did that black-faced uncle become the exclusive doctor of Asakami's only love?Obviously...he is a person who can only give first aid.

Tightening the corners of his lips, Tezuka's sharp-edged face twitched slightly.

Under the light, his face was carved like a knife, and there was an inexplicable sadness.Such emotions made Tezuka unable to tell what it was. ...a tightness in the chest.

"Uncle Bingshan...do you like Elder Sister Ai?" Chiai Sanada woke up at some point, blinking her big eyes, looking up at Tezuka curiously and asking.

Stiff for half a second, Tezuka gritted his teeth and didn't know how to answer this question.Because he doesn't even know what he likes.

Curling her lips, Sanada Zhiai didn't like Uncle Bingshan's answer very much.Like the little uncle, if she asks this question, the little uncle will also have this expression.

Does that count as liking?

So confused.She really wanted to find out.If this uncle on ice likes to love sister, she will not agree.Because Sister Ai Ai belongs to her little uncle, and Sister Ai Ai is going to be her aunt.

"But you already have a little aunt, so you can't like sister Ai Ai. Sister Ai Ai will be my aunt, and the little uncle will be the baby's father. Although the little uncle doesn't say anything, I know he is I like sister Ai Ai. Don't fight with my little uncle."

"Baby... Ai Ai sister has promised to be your aunt?"

Regardless of the meaning of what the little girl said, Tezuka is more concerned about this issue now.

The little girl thought about it for a while... She had raised this issue with Sister Ai Ai... Sister Ai Ai refused, and she raised it a few times later, and she did not object in those few times.He just smiled and patted her head.

In that case, it should be regarded as a promise, right?

Having figured it out, Sanada Zhiai nodded happily. "Yeah, Sister Ai Ai agreed." This is great, she doesn't have to walk so far every day to find Sister Ai Ai, and she doesn't have to worry about not being loved by her father like herself.Although she has a father... But her father has always only been aggressive towards her.

Frowning, Qian Shangwei agreed?

To be honest, this answer really doesn't have much credibility.However, he was still inexplicably flustered by such an absurd answer.

"Uncle Bingshan, what's wrong with you? Why are you grabbing me so hard?" It hurts... Is Uncle Bingshan angry?But she didn't offend him in any way.

"Ah, sorry."

Hearing the little girl's exclamation, Tezuka quickly let go of his hand.By the way, put the little girl on the ground.He didn't want to talk to the little girl anymore, now he wanted to meet that stupid woman.See if she is really what the little girl said, and Sanada... how could she be like that...

"How is it? Do you feel any pain?"

Shaking his head, Yui Asakami gritted his teeth and acted aggressively to respond to Mrs. Fujiwara's concern.

No pain?Are you kidding me?In the afternoon, he didn't find any signs of inflammation in the wound?Sanada glanced at her lightly as if dissatisfied with her bravado.He continued with his actions.He did it very seriously and carefully, and even Qiangami Yuai didn't notice the obvious daze when he saw the boy who suddenly appeared at the door.

"Tezuka-kun?..." murmured with a little surprise...more surprise and uncertainty.She wasn't sure if the boy at the door was the Tezuka Kunimitsu she once knew.

Not sure if he still remembers such an unbearable person like her, not sure if he is helpless to meet the troublesome woman again at this time and this place, not sure if he is still willing to take it as knowing himself...everything All so uncertain.But what is she panicking about?What does her nonsense have anything to do with a person who doesn't have much relationship with each other?It's just that I'm not used to it for a day or two.Didn't he return to a peaceful life after a day or two?

No expression, no arc.It's hard to see what Tezuka is thinking.He firmly fixed his eyes on Sanada's side face who was still for a second and then continued to treat the wound carefully.Through that blurred profile, Tezuka saw Sanada's strange expression and the shocking wound.

The chest is deep and consistent.That kind of injury...was it from the afternoon, right?It must be very painful, she is still like that, she is obviously in pain but always pretends... as if she is used to being like this, always trying to be brave.I don't like the way she looks aggressive at all.Frowning, Tezuka finally raised his eyes that made it hard to see his emotions, and looked at her whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

Is her face made of wax?So pale.Also, she is obviously five months pregnant, so why doesn't she look like a pregnant woman except for her slightly protruding belly?In this way, she is trying to be strong and take care of herself by herself?It's ridiculous...then the mighty Miss Asakami even goes to the supermarket to do odd jobs, she really...is not at all like the Miss Qianjin he imagined.Although I knew this cognition from a long time ago, there was actually such a trace of unexplainable anger.Angry that she didn't take good care of herself...for an unblessed child, she ruined her life and hard work for so long.

It's just... what right does he have to be angry?

He wasn't even close friends with her.Not even a high-sounding reason to be angry.

"Okay, remember not to touch the water, you should go to the hospital to have a look tomorrow."

Before Tezuka could speak, or maybe before he thought about what to say, Sanada's voice had already interrupted any connection between them.

"Yes, thank you Sanada-kun." Always trouble Sanada and she doesn't know what to say.

"Wow...Little uncle is so powerful. Ai, my sister is not bleeding anymore." Sanada Chiai, who walked into the room with Tezuka, clearly saw the bloody scene just now, and she was so good at herself that she only used it. The little uncle Chiai Sanada who stopped the bleeding in a short time is even more admirable.

"Dearest...you came here at such a late hour. I really troubled you." Weiai, who thought that Mrs. Fujiwara had asked Sanada and the others to come because of her wound deterioration, looked at Sanada gratefully.He stretched out his hand to beckon Sanada Chiai to his side.

The little girl's face was full of joy, and she continued to mutter: "It's that uncle on the ice, he said he wanted to see you. The little uncle brought us here if he had no other choice. Sister... Is uncle on the ice a baby? Dad? Then he must be a badass uncle..."

"Ai Sanada!"

The already abnormal atmosphere became even more embarrassing because of the little girl's words.Sanada, who was packing the medicine box, also blushed because of the little girl's words.

"..." Qianshang Weiai looked up at the villain Uncle Bingshang that the little girl was talking about.She was puzzled why he didn't explain.What's even more puzzling is...why did he want to see her?

"Wei Ai? This..." Such a young man with the aura of a king is really... Mrs. Fujiwara, who couldn't help but believe what the girl said, also asked aloud.

Raising his eyebrows, Sanada looked like Baogong who was watching a good show but pretending to be uninterested.

The relationship between Tezuka and Asakami Yui...is puzzling.I have never seen a woman who appeared next to Tezuka, and she is an unwed mother...but Tezuka lost his mind several times...

"No, Tezuka-kun is a classmate at my school. I know him because we have cooperated several times. The child's father...he doesn't know who it is."

Why don't you explain that they have nothing to do with each other, obviously there is no need to stop yourself from trouble.Yui Asakami really doesn't understand Tezuka.Suspiciously looked at Tezuka's calm face.Under the exquisite glasses frame, his expression made her even more confused.Still so seemingly ruthless, like that has nothing to do with yourself.

"My love, Uncle Tezuka is not a bad guy. He...is a very good person." She has always defined him like this.Like Sanada, he is a good person.

Sanada Chiai pouted and snorted.as a response.This would be the best, no one would compete with her to love her sister, and if the baby was really Uncle Bingshan's child, it would be as uncute as Uncle Bingshan after birth.It's best, it will be like the little uncle, although there is no difference between the little uncle and Uncle Bingshan...

"That's it..." It turned out to be like this, and she was worried that sister Ai Ai would be snatched away by Uncle Bingshan.

"Well, it's very late. You have bothered Mrs. Fujiwara for so long. Sanada-kun... can you take me home?" Tezuka... there must be a reason for coming to see her so late, right?

"But it's late, so let's rest here for the night. It's okay to go home tomorrow."

"It's okay, we'll find a place to settle Asakami-kun." Receiving Asakami Yui's pleading eyes, Sanada politely interrupted Mrs. Fujiwara's enthusiasm.Help like you're used to it.

Gratefully raised the corner of his mouth at Sanada.When she turned her head and looked at Tezuka's face again, Asakami Yui had clearly noticed something strange.Maybe it was because she thought too much, and felt inexplicably that she had done something sorry for him the moment she met Tezuka's gaze.

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Before I knew it, there were 5000 words````Actually, this chapter is not over yet```But Wanzi really wants to sleep````So````

This chapter ```` is a bit rushed, so I still want to ask dear friends to help catch bugs````

I have to climb up tomorrow, it’s already very late and I’ll leave a message until tomorrow```

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