allow you this life

It was the second time in Zhou Fangran's life that he got drunk and vomited all over the floor again when he returned home. The angry Zhou mother jumped and twisted his ears and yelled, and he suddenly burst into tears without warning.

Zhou's father on the side was covering his belly and laughing while preparing the hangover soup. He was startled when he saw this, and scolded his wife: "My son was hurt by you, and Zhou's mother panicked and let go, and then Zhou Fangran hugged her tightly." I fell in my arms and wept bitterly.

My son went to He's house and it was like this. Zhou's mother and Zhou's father seemed to realize the seriousness of the matter. The next day, he hurriedly prepared and hung up the phone to his hometown, saying that he would not go back for the New Year. It would be nice to take Zhou Fangran on a trip to celebrate the New Year. Zhou Fangran refused after waking up, saying that he was just drunk to vent, and he had cried, laughed and was tired.I still want to go back to my hometown to accompany my grandparents before going to see my grandparents.

The last time Zhou Fangran went to He Yan's tomb was the day before returning to the countryside, where he met Luo Miao.The two met silently, each with their own secrets in their hearts.

Luo Miao presented a bouquet of flowers to break the deadlock: "We both seem to be losers."

Zhou Fangran shook his head after hearing this: "No, you are the winner," he said with a smile.

Luo Miao didn't laugh, but was very sad. He had been living in a dream for the past few years. Now that he woke up from the dream, he was overwhelmed by reality, but he felt that he still wanted to be the forever tough and brave person in He Yan's heart. "Brother Luo".Go through the last few years of your life with a belief.

He was diagnosed with terminal cancer a year ago and gave up treatment.The only thing he cared about was He Yan, so he wanted to go back to China to have a look, and get to know the "rival in love" he thought - Zhou Fangran thoroughly, but the time was too short, and he had to leave before he had a thorough understanding.Until now Zhou Fangran is neither an enemy nor a friend, he is just a passerby and a passerby to himself.

When Luo Miao stepped on the train heading south, Zhou Fangran stood there to see him off. He couldn't hate anything about him, so he could only wave and smile at him, until Luo Miao's train gradually drifted away, Zhou Fangran felt as if he was following him A farewell to an era about itself.

Luo Miao looked at the faster and faster poplars beside the road, her eyes were moist, and Zhou Fangran was completely relaxed.

After dealing with the unrealistic emotions, Zhou Fangran calmed down, his mind was full of Lin Ancheng.Zhou Fangran felt that he was a bit of a scumbag. He Yan, who he liked at first, couldn't love him, but he kept a "extra position" for him in his heart. However, when he met Lin Ancheng, he was a little vacillating. He didn't know how to deal with himself. The relationship with Lin Ancheng is too close to cause troubles, but too far away makes troubles easy.

One thing he was sure of was that he liked Lin Ancheng more and more, and this liking was deepening day by day.I have reminded myself many times that I can no longer be so helpless, but the irresistible impulse always beats me down like a flood.The only thing to do is to let things take their course.

Zhou's father drove Zhou Fangran, Zhou's mother, and a lot of gifts on the road. Halfway through, Zhou Fangran insisted on driving for his father. Although he had a driver's license, Zhou's father was a little scared in the passenger seat. My son is not in good condition and is not in good spirits. Fortunately, he can still concentrate on driving this time.

As soon as they got home, their grandparents came out to greet them beamingly. Zhou Fangran was finally able to squeeze out a little smile. Seeing that the old couple were in good health and very tough, he felt a little relieved.

Sure enough, before the Chinese New Year, grandma and grandma have already secretly stuffed two big red envelopes, and this precious grandson is still not spoiled, but Zhou Fangran's family education is not bad, not to the point of being a pampered "mother's boy", it is the only deficiency , but the heart is still a little fragile.

Zhou Fangran received two red envelopes, and the smile on his face deepened, and his grandma whispered in his ear, "There is still a Chinese New Year~" Zhou Fangran laughed out loud after hearing this.

There are many aunts and aunts in the family, and some neighbors have brought their children to play. Zhou Fangran has nothing to do, so he mobilizes his gaydar to the highest frequency, and tries his best to look at everyone who comes to the house to see who the young man is. The young boy, Xiaozheng, has the potential to be gay. To be honest, the conditions in the countryside are pretty good now, and everyone wears clothes with good taste. There are two or three boys, Zhou Fangran, who think they look cute and handsome. If it weren't for Lin Meinan...cough Cough, Zhou Fangran blushed, really getting more and more lost.

Zhou Fangran was very helpless to the wretched and lustful self in his heart, so he had no choice but to comfort himself with "a gentleman is lustful, and he has the right way".

When he was extremely bored, Zhou Fangran dialed Lin Ancheng's cell phone again: "What are you doing?"

"What about the library, reading, reviewing and preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, how about you?" Lin Ancheng was a little absent-minded.

Zhou Fangran was shocked and admired Lin Meinan's good attitude towards learning: "It would be too early to prepare now ~ Of course I am in my hometown, accepting 'gifts' from various relatives."

"So leisurely~ Oh~ I'm not like you, I spend my time with nothing to do all day long."

"What, I've always thought about working hard to find a way to make more money in the future, hehe." Zhou Fangran slyly said, "I'll take care of you~"

"Then wait until you earn enough money to support me with Euros~" Lin Ancheng stretched casually.

"Who do you want to keep?" Zhou's mother stood aside with a funny face, and Zhou Fangran was startled by her gossip face.

"Damn it, you... scare me to death!" Zhou Fangran stepped back while clutching his phone, "Can you give my son a little private space and call Sister Zhou!" Zhou Fangran rolled his eyes.Usually, the relationship with his mother is as good as one person, so Zhou Fangran directly called her "big sister".

"Hey, why did you make a phone call? Why are you doing something shameful behind your mother's back?"

"Where did I go, am I like that? Didn't I see that your son looks like a gentleman~" At that time, he didn't know that Zeus in the sky was ready to strike him with thunder and lightning.

"You can call me if you want," Zhou's mother licked melon seeds, and stepped aside, "If you have any new developments, you must report to me, don't hide it!" Zhou's mother pointed at Zhou Fangran fiercely.

"Okay~ let's go~" Zhou Fangran waved his mother away.

"Was it auntie just now? Your mother?" Lin Ancheng asked.

"Yeah, there are too many things, you think I've found a girlfriend." Zhou Fangran raised his forehead.

"Oh~ Then tell her the truth, say you found a boyfriend, poof~" Lin Ancheng couldn't help himself.

Zhou Fangran had a black line on his face: "Brother, don't bother me~ Let's be serious, don't you go back to your hometown for the New Year?"

"No!" Lin Ancheng paused, with a bad tone, "I don't have any relatives at home and I'm annoying them too."

If this contradicts itself, Zhou Fangran feels that something is wrong, but it is not easy to ask. He must not have a good relationship with his family, right? How can he call his parents like brothers like himself.

"Okay, I miss you to death, Lin Sheng, I don't see you every day, I really miss you~" Zhou Fangran sang loudly while talking, and suddenly sang: "Suddenly miss you so much, will you Where……"

Lin Ancheng pretended to vomit: "Brother, don't be like this, besides who said to stay away from me at the beginning."

"I've already vaccinated myself, and I'm already immune to you, so it doesn't matter if I get closer to you." Zhou Fangran's words made him feel weak.

"Really, then you are not afraid that I will develop new antigens~" Lin Ancheng smiled, got up and went to the water dispenser to get a glass of water, and took a sip standing in front of the window and scanning the pedestrians on the street.

"Of course... don't be afraid, don't worry, even being poisoned to death is willing." Zhou Fangran scratched his head in embarrassment, Zhou's mother, who was standing in the living room chatting with guests, glanced sharply at Zhou Fangran from time to time, thinking that This kid must have something to hide from me.With a thick skin, he still blush?

"Okay, you can continue to learn and don't bother you, I have fun to find!" Zhou Fangran saw the eyes of a new guest shine, and hung up the phone yelling.

He walked up to the visitor, a shy and handsome boy.

"Hi, remember me?"