allow you this life

After Zhou Fangran finished scolding, he felt much more at ease, and Lin Meinan only replied: Rebound!Zhou Fangran dismissed it, put on his clothes and waved for a taxi.When the driver saw that he was a drunk, he suddenly became nervous, but he couldn't refuse the ride, so he had to bite the bullet and let Zhou Fangran get into the car.

When he arrived at the gate of the community, Zhou Fangran casually handed the driver a big bill, very boldly: "Don't worry, don't look for it!" The driver said happily:

"Happy New Years to you~"

Zhou Fangran rolled up his sleeves and glanced at his bare wrist: "It's too early for New Year's greetings now!"

Entering the corridor, Zhou Fangran didn't have the energy to stomp his feet to turn on the lights and didn't bother to shout, so he went upstairs in a smear, and soon fell down like a shit.The strong old Zhou stood up staggeringly, wiped the corner of his mouth, and it was bleeding.

Well, yes, a good start to the new year.Zhou Fangran comforted himself, but a wave of vomiting went straight to his forehead. No way, you can't vomit in front of someone else's house in the corridor. It's too impolite. My old Zhou is not such an unqualified person.

Three steps and two steps stumbled up the stairs and finally arrived at the door of the house, slamming the door, which surprised Zhou's mother who was watching a TV series. Zhou's father was rarely at home when he was free, and hurriedly urged his wife: "Hurry up, it must be my son coming gone."

Zhou's mother gave Zhou's father a blank look: "Here it is, what a ghost! Didn't you bring the key, you can't open it yourself!"

Ruyu opened the door for him, "Ah!"

With a scream, Zhou's mother looked at herself. The various meals that Zhou Fangran had eaten at night were accompanied by a smell of alcohol. Zhou Fangran wiped his lips and patted his mother's shoulder and went to the toilet on his own. vomit sound.Zhou's father, who witnessed the whole process, pointed at Zhou's mother and smiled from ear to ear.

So, the next day, Zhou Fangran, who was still awake and drowsy, was fined to clean the toilet and wash clothes for his mother.

After this fight, Zhou Fangran secretly made up his mind that he would never drink like this again. First, it would easily hurt himself, and second, it would easily hurt others.After seeing his mother's terrifying face, Zhou Fangran restrained himself a lot.

After a lot of tossing, it finally came to Xiaonian, Zhou Fangran got up early, tidied up and went out, called Lin Meinan on the way, Lin Ancheng was still asleep, touched the phone and saw that it was Zhou Fangran calling, then hung up.Zhou Fangran pulled Lin Meinan up from the bed with firm perseverance, but Lin Ancheng reluctantly picked it up:

"It's early in the morning, I want to sleep, brother!"

"Sleep with wool, chat with me, I'm going for a walk outside to He Yan's house."

"What? Shit!" Lin Ancheng woke up suddenly, and he was a little angry when he came back, "Why are you going to He Yan's house at this time? I said why do you boy still miss your first love? He has already become a Taoist cultivator happily. , don’t worry about him, just take care of your current affairs, it seems that you are not stupid, why can’t you turn your brain around.”

"Come on!" Zhou Fangran rolled his eyes to the sky, and muttered: "Where did you come from to say that I am still deeply in love with Ning Yue, and I can't get out of it, laugh at fifty steps..."

"Okay, you woke me up early in the morning just to annoy me, okay, hang up!" Lin Ancheng pretended to hang up the phone, Zhou Fangran apologized in a panic: "You're really angry when you wake up, I'm sorry, let's talk Other things," Zhou Fangran's brain twitched, and he said casually, "Speaking of which, Ning Yue hasn't contacted you recently?"

Lin Ancheng was silent for a while before uttering two words: "Not yet." Then his tone was unhappy, "Why would she take the initiative to find me?"

Zhou Fangran just responded and made the atmosphere into an awkward situation, he hurriedly changed the topic, "I said, if you feel that the New Year is not interesting, you can come to my place and spend it with me, there is nothing to entertain anyway, I will make it for you Lots of delicious food, okay?"

Lin Ancheng clutched the phone tightly and was moved in his heart: "Thank you, next year, I didn't go home to spend the New Year with my mother last year, so I must accompany her this year."

"Well, it's okay, family is important!" Zhou Fangran smiled, "Okay, you can go back to sleep, I'm in He Yan's community."

"Okay, then what," Lin Ancheng hesitated to speak.

"Say something."

"You have to let go of yourself completely, don't keep doing this, it's not good for yourself, I'm quite worried." Lin Ancheng was a little cautious, afraid of saying the wrong thing.

"Well, I know, it's too difficult to do nothing, Lin Sheng, you also have someone you like, and she's still alive and well, but what about me..." Zhou Fangran's nose was sore.

"Okay, you can do your best, I'm dead, call me if you need anything else, I'll serve you 24 hours a day~"

Zhou Fangran smiled: "Okay, I'll pay you."

Lin Ancheng cut it and hung up, Zhou Fangran went upstairs to He Yan's house, huh?The door is open, auntie is here?It's still He Yan's father, even if he comes, he has to lock the door, so reckless.

Knocking on the door, pushing the door and entering, Zhou Fangran bumped into the visitor, Zhou Fangran hurriedly apologized, and after seeing the visitor, it wasn't my aunt or He Yan's father, it was a young boy who looked about his age, what the hell!The thief who broke through the empty door!

Zhou Fangran was alert, and before the young boy could react, he strode forward and cut the boy's hands behind his back and threw him to the ground neatly.The boy screamed in pain, Zhou Fangran was secretly glad that he hadn't forgotten anything about the taekwondo he had practiced since he was a child.

Just about to call the police, the boy begged for mercy: "If you want money, I will give it to you, don't hurt me!"

What?Think of me as a robber, what kind of thief is this kid calling catch a thief, he is really shameless, Zhou Fangran increased his strength in his hands, the boy was sweating in pain, and repeatedly begged for mercy: "Big brother, big brother, don't do this, if you have something to say, I'll give it to you." Money is all it takes! Can US dollars work?”

This kid is quite rich, eh?Wait, Zhou Fangran sensed that something was wrong. Although this boy was dressed in ordinary clothes, he had an extraordinary bearing. Looking carefully, he was also wearing glasses like himself, like a student. Besides, there was no thief with dollars on him. Zhou Fangran asked suspiciously: "Who are you?" , how do you have the key to this house?"

"Hey, it hurts so bad, can you let go first, Aunt xx gave it to me."

When Zhou Fangran heard that it was Aunt He Yan's name, his hands relaxed a little, and the boy let go with a long sigh: "I'm not a thief, you misunderstood."

Which thief would use honorifics, he must have made a mistake, Zhou Fangran was so panicked that he lifted the boy up from the ground and patted the dirt on him, apologizing repeatedly: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!"

The boy is also good-tempered and doesn't care: "It's okay to be vigilant." He said with a smile and stretched out his hand, "My name is Luo Miao. How about you? What's your name?"

"Zhou Fangran~"

Hurrying to hold the opponent's hand, Zhou Fangran was embarrassed for a while, but this time it was a good thing, and there was a big oolong.

Luo Miao withdrew his hand suddenly, with displeasure on his face: "You are Zhou Fangran, ah~haha" He looked Zhou Fangran up and down, and after a while sniffed and smiled, "It's a pleasure to meet you."

"I'm sorry, I've lived and studied overseas all year round, and I've never seen a toad, so I didn't recognize you, ha ha." Luo Miao's tone was bad, and Zhou Fangran couldn't say anything after listening to the bright irony. The other party must be angry. Bear with yourself.

"What are you doing here today?" Luo Miao changed from his previous gentleness with hostility.

"I'm here to return He Yan's things."

Zhou Fangran's tone was calm, but when he talked about He Yan, his heart was always aching. He took out a notebook from his bag. In fact, he couldn't hold back his desire and brought He Yan's diary back home, although he never saw it. In the end, but after hearing Lin Ancheng's persuasion today, I also thought about "returning the diary to its original owner" to end this long-term relationship with myself.

"Who are you, He Yan?"

Luo Miao was stunned, his eyes covered with sadness, he turned his head to look at the black and white photo of He Yan and the photo of He Mu next to him, the two of them kept smiling, He Yan's eyebrows and eyes were very similar to He Mu.Zhou Fangran didn't realize this until today.

"You may not believe it, but I am He Yan's...en childhood sweetheart," Luo Miao looked at Zhou Fangran again, raised her eyebrows, a little arrogant.

"I grew up with him, and I have a brotherly feeling towards him that is different from ordinary people... That's why I hate you very much. I knew the relationship between the two of you a long time ago, and you know the reason." Luo Miao stared at Zhou Fangran who was opposite, His eyes were sharp, with a bit of hatred.

"You like him too~" Zhou Fangran explained the reason calmly.

Luo Miao was noncommittal, walked up to the portrait of He Yan, stretched out his hand to caress it, Zhou Fangran looked at his back, he was taller than himself but thinner, he turned around, his eyes could not be seen clearly due to the reflection of his glasses, "Why is He Yan's notebook here?" Where are you?"

"Why are you here now?"

"There are so many things that have been delayed." Luo Miao just lowered his head and muttered to himself, "I didn't expect that even my aunt..." Finally he raised his eyes: "Tell me, He Yan's..."

"He Yan's mother gave it to me, gave it to me, and kept it as a souvenir. I'll return it today!" Zhou Fangran realized that the calling of himself "toad" just now was by no means groundless, it was nothing more than mocking himself for wanting to eat swan meat.

"Haha, okay~"

Luo Miao smiled, walked forward, took out something from her pocket and put it in front of Zhou Fangran: "I'll show you something."

It was a ring, Zhou Fangran was puzzled: "Are you married?"

Luo Miao shook her head and handed it to him, "Look carefully, take it."

Zhou Fangran looked carefully, and soon found a string of English words inside the ring: LloveH.

"Understood~" Luo Miao smiled, and took out another one, "I found this in He Yan's room."

Zhou Fangran snatched it over and couldn't wait to take a look: HloveL.

He froze there, his mind blank for a while.

Luo Miao smiled, his eye circles were red, "Got it?" Zhou Fangran didn't answer but was in a daze, "Actually, it's not that He Yan doesn't like men, and of course he's not gay, it's just a coincidence... um~~ I made a mistake It should be 'a coincidence'."

Luo Miao paused, then smiled: "It's not you that he likes~"

Zhou Fangran felt as if his heart had been pulled out with a sledgehammer and hit him hard N times before being pushed back. He looked at Luo Miao dejectedly, a little unwillingly: "Do you think you have won? Do you have a sense of victory? I have never What about you who have won He Yan's heart and his people?"

Luo Miao just smiled, folded her arms and looked at him leisurely.

Zhou Fangran threw down the diary and rushed out the door. He didn't expect that the last time he came today would end like this.

After seeing Zhou Fangran leave, Luo Miao was secretly lonely for a long time. He took down the portrait of He Yan and placed it on the tea table, sat down and watched quietly, quietly watching the beautiful dream he had woven, which gradually shattered like bubbles, and everything seemed like a lifetime away. .

Yesterday my aunt only gave her the key to her house, and He Yan had only one key to his room.

In Zhou Fangran's hands.