allow you this life

Zhou Fangran came to the cemetery for the last time, arranged the things he brought, and sat down in front of He Yan's tomb, "It's almost New Year~" He didn't go on. Still can't hold on, like their mother, they may be very happy now.

"I'll come to see you after the first day of the new year." Zhou Fangran said, he wanted to sit for a while longer, but it was cold, and those who came out were in a hurry to put on clothes and shivered from the cold.

On the way back, I received a call from Lin Ancheng: "Fangran, are you okay? I've been so busy recently that I haven't had time to chat with you." Only then did Zhou Fangran remember that he couldn't find anything to rely on last night, so he called Lin Meinan, looking for comfort, told him everything.But at that time, Lin Meinan didn't know what he was busy with, so he was absent-minded and hurriedly ended the conversation.

At that moment, Zhou Fangran suddenly felt the fear of death. A well-behaved person would either encounter an accident or die of old age, sickness, and leave behind his lover, relatives and friends and just let go. He came to the world naked without any worries. Leave, but this is a great pain for the living.With the death of He Yan and his mother, Zhou Fangran thought a lot, life is short, why do some things have to shrink back and forth, and do it boldly.

"I'm fine, the sadness is gone, there's no way this is life." Zhou Fangran sighed, "Lin Sheng~ I have something to tell you."

"Speak, I'll listen."

"Give up on Ning Yue..."

"No! We don't have to talk." Lin Ancheng interrupted him, his blunt tone made Zhou Fangran feel helpless. "Don't tell me such nonsense that there is no grass anywhere in the world. I just like Ning Yue and I don't like anyone else except her. That's it. Is there any sin or wrong to like someone?"

"It's not wrong to like someone, but it has to be correct." Zhou Fangran explained, "I mean..."

"Don't you like me too!" Lin Ancheng suddenly scolded him.Zhou Fangran was suddenly speechless, yes, isn't his love for Lin Ancheng also taboo and "incorrect".

"Since that's the case, then I can't say anything."

"Don't talk if it's hard to say, let's talk about something else." Lin Ancheng was impatient, he was very taboo to talk about Ning Yue.

"What's the matter, let's meet after the Chinese New Year and talk about it after school. I'm a little tired." Zhou Fangran got on the bus. There were so many people on the bus, he leaned on the railing and fell asleep.

"I'm sorry for my bad attitude just now, alas~" Lin Ancheng hurriedly apologized, it seemed that the things between him, Ning Yue and Ke Shengfan were enough to bother him.

Zhou Fangran can understand that it is not easy to break up, but if you can't think about it, it will hurt either party. He has a headache now. On the one hand, he thinks that it is a way to let Lin Meinan hit the south wall, and on the other hand, he feels that he may be more painful. However, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Temporary impulses can still be resolved, and long-term obsession has a great chance of causing serious consequences.

The two didn't chat for a few words, Zhou Fangran hung up the phone with an excuse, let's make a decision after returning to school.

Zhou Fangran put on his apron and sleeves and prepared to clean the house. He felt dizzy. It seemed that he could not catch a cold quickly, so he had to take some medicine and persevere. The cleaning before the New Year was thorough.

When the parents came back from visiting relatives, they saw that the house was very clean as soon as they entered the door, but Zhou Fangran slumped on the sofa and closed his eyes to rest, exhausted, coupled with the fact that he had a bad fever, Zhou's mother felt distressed and hurried forward to touch her son's forehead , "Go back to the house and rest~ Don't do it and let my mother come."

Zhou Fangran barely opened his eyes, waved his hands, and then saw that the time was approaching noon and struggled to get up to cook, "No, let me do it, just move your body more."

While chopping vegetables, Zhou Fangran was absent-minded, either He Yan or Lin Ancheng was in his mind, in short, he kept flashing back to various things that happened with them, his expression was in a trance.

"ah!"

Zhou's mother was startled when she heard her son's cry and rushed into the kitchen. Zhou Fangran sucked her index finger and smiled: "It's okay, I accidentally cut my hand." Zhou's mother sighed, and asked Zhou Fangran to take alcohol to disinfect first and then go to the medicine box. Li took a Band-Aid and pasted it carefully on him, "If you don't do something carefully, it's better not to do it."

Zhou Fangran didn't say anything, and silently handed the kitchen knife to Zhou's mother, went out by himself, and went into the house to lie on the bed. These days, he has been physically and mentally exhausted and terribly annoyed.On a whim, he took out his mobile phone and changed the name of the group chat in the dormitory to "Harem of the Great Zhou Dynasty", and then changed the names of the three Wang's group by the way—He Guannv, Gu Guifei, and Zhang Xu.

At that time, Zhang Feng and Xiaohong were still in the school cafeteria doing the final tidying up and preparing to go home for the New Year. Hearing that there was a frying pan in the group chat, and opening it, Xiaohong poked her head curiously and burst out laughing.Zhang Feng just smiled and didn't mind.

But the flower mother Wang He Youxuan exploded:

"What the hell, why should I be an official woman, and I must be above Young Master Feng anyway, your Majesty, are you going to rebel!"

Gu Qiu was also protesting: "I'm very manly, don't make me such a motherfucker!"

"Whose mother are you talking about? @股贵妃"

Gu Qiu: "[White Eyes] is Gu, how did the emperor like him with such a low education~"

Zhang Feng: "You two go together, what do you mean by agreeing? Are you taller than the two of them?" Xiaohong was already beside her, holding her stomach and laughing uncontrollably.

There was a "peaceful atmosphere" in the group chat. Looking at the three cute dogs, Zhou Fangran finally smiled and felt better. With a shake of his hand, he sent out a big red envelope.

He Youxuan and Gu Qiu immediately fell silent.After a while, Zhou Fangran clicked on the three voices, "Dear Emperor, thank you." The delicate voice of Huamu Wang made Zhou Fangran sick.

"Thank you Brother Zhou, worship Brother Zhou, biubiubiu, I'll ejaculate for you carefully~" Gu Qiu was still acting cute.

"Thank you brother, go home for the New Year." Zhang Feng still has a strong sense of the countryside.

Zhou Fangran: "You're welcome, wives, wash up and wait for me on the bed tonight~" Throwing away the phone, I was in a good mood.

But as the Chinese New Year is approaching, things happen one after another, which is very annoying.

A few days later, two days before the new year, Zhou Fangran was pulled out of the warm bed by his mother early in the morning: "Still sleeping, look who is here!"

Zhou Fangran rolled his eyes bitterly, reluctant to get up, and walked to the living room barefoot in pajamas, "Auntie who is fine, let Brother Zhou sleep."

Familiar voice, Zhou Fangran put on glasses, Li Ting!She was from my grandfather's hometown, and I played with him since I was a child. Why did she come here? Zhou Fangran was at a loss.

"Don't say hello yet! Sleeping stupidly? Wash your face!" Zhou Fangran patted Zhou Fangran's buttocks, and Zhou Fangran "oh" agreed, and took a closer look that he was still wearing pajamas, and hurried to the room to change and wash up.

After tidying up, Zhou Fangran sat next to Li Ting with a smile, and chatted with her excitedly. Li Ting is now a freshman, and she is studying an ordinary second book in her hometown. She looks more and more beautiful, and now she looks much purer and cuter than she used to be.She came this time to see Zhou's father and Zhou's mother. She brought some local products, and of course, she also brought the special expectations of Grandpa Zhou Fangran.

An old friend came from afar, Zhou Fangran of course wanted to show off his cooking skills, Zhou's father was busy with socializing and didn't have time to go home to eat, only Zhou's mother and Zhou Fangran were with him, and the three of them had a great meal.

After eating and drinking enough, Zhou's mother drove the two of them out, "Go out for a walk, and have a good time with Tingting. You two will eat outside tonight, and Auntie will also have a meal." She quietly handed Zhou Fangran a large stack of tickets, With a wink, Zhou Fangran understood that he was now a "third escort".

After going out, Zhou Fangran took Li Ting to the shopping mall, "Your clothes look old, brother Zhou bought you new ones, it's Chinese New Year." Li Ting nodded without saying a word, her little face flushed.

There were not many people in the mall in the afternoon, so Zhou Fangran took her around a lot of places. Li Ting was not good at dressing up, and her figure was well-proportioned even if she dressed a little better. Zhou Fangran was very satisfied. Taking advantage of the Chinese New Year period to sell one piece is one piece.

Li Ting stuck out her tongue when she saw the price, and wanted to refuse, but Zhou Fangran was very proud: "Wrap it up!" He could feel Li Ting's admiring and surprised eyes behind him.

After buying the clothes, Zhou Fangran asked her softly, "Are you tired? Why don't we go to the coffee shop?" Li Ting promised that she would rarely come to this kind of place, and Zhou Fangran ordered a cappuccino for her, and asked for a cup for himself. Blue Mountain.

Li Ting took a sip and put it down, lowered her head, the two of them were a little embarrassed for a while, they had nothing to talk about, Zhou Fangran picked up the coffee and looked around, Li Ting suddenly asked him:

"Brother Zhou, do you have a girlfriend?"