The next door neighbor is a sick girl [Comprehensive]

There was still a heavy rain at night, the wind howled through the window, lightning bolts were like sharp sickles, and the sudden rain slammed on the window heavily.It was obviously a scorching midsummer season, but because of the typhoon sweeping across the Kanto region, the whole of Kyoto was filled with a lot of desolation and chill.

Komaeda Nagito's mood also fell into the abyss of trough following the storm in the past two days.

In the morning, Asakawa Airi, who received the call, looked flustered and was about to go out regardless of the wind and rain.He took a taxi with Asakawa Airi to Shueisha's warehouse, and what he saw was the mess after being devastated by the typhoon. The release of the second volume of "Super Power Girl" was forced to stop.

Only Komaeda Nagito, who is good at cleaning, helped the publishing house staff clean up the mess in the warehouse, and neatly placed the soaked and crumpled booklets in cardboard boxes.

How unfortunate that this happened a week before the release date!

"It's super desperate that such an unfortunate thing happened...but—"

The cold temperature came from the drenched and sticky notebook, like a heavy hammer hitting Nagito Komaeda's heart, his fingers trembled slightly, but the corners of his bright lips curled up like a fanatical believer.

However, how could Airi's hope be defeated by such a small despair.This is too underestimating Airi!

Everything that happened must be a stepping stone for Airi's brighter hope in the future!

"—all these must be stepping stones of hope!"

He smiled and said the same hopeful words as before, it seemed that these words could calm his restless emotions when he faced any unimaginable misfortune, just like before, as he did when he was a child.

Hope, is definitely a good thing.

Asakawa Airi is the one chosen by Hope.

So, no matter what kind of misfortune happened, there must be luck waiting for her ahead!

At this time, he put on a dejected and hopeless expression, wouldn't he question Airi's hope again——

Words of Airi!Surely a brighter hope can be bred out of this despair!

The smile on Komaeda Nagito's face became brighter, subconsciously comforting Asakawa Airi.

"Airi, don't be discouraged! I believe that the second volume will be republished soon! I will always stand by Airi's side and do my best to help Airi!"

but--

He clearly saw that the girl lowered her eyebrows and silently sorted out the pamphlet, as if she was about to cry anytime, anywhere.It seems that I can't figure out why such an unfortunate thing happened to me.

He had seen such a similar expression too many times... inhabited by despair and pain.

Just like a year ago, she squatted in front of the trash can, tremblingly picked up shredded paper from the trash can that had been torn or even crumpled, and then wiped it clean and carefully put it together.

At that time, her eyes were wet and red, and her pair of clear and lively apricot eyes were dyed with a heavy and sad mist. It seemed that as long as she moved her eyelashes slightly, the tears hanging on the eyelashes would roll down. full, but revealing helplessness and pleading.

How did he comfort...

"After all, it is a very lucky thing to be able to witness the moment when hope is born! What does Asakawa-san want to do next? No matter what you want to do, I will assist you!"

"Student Asakawa, you won't be hit by this little despair, right? Probably not, after all, you have talents, and everything you encounter now is just a trial to grasp hope. Only Only those weak and incompetent hopes of a lost dog will be knocked down by this little despair, and become vulnerable..."

Something hot in the eye sockets was about to come out with the memory of a year ago, Komaeda Nagito, who was also hot on the back of his hand, was shocked, only to realize in a panic that the hot water in the water glass had overflowed, and the table was watery.

He frantically poured half a cup of hot water behind his own cup, and then poured half a cup of cold water into Asakawa Airi's cup.

Back then, he said he wanted to help Airi, but in the end it was... Shigeo Kageyama who helped Airi restore the drawing.The stepping stone of my own hope has not fulfilled my own value at all... Even the reason why the other party tore up the drawing is because of me.

It couldn't be worse!

But now it's different!I am very honored and lucky to be Airi's boyfriend.No matter when and where, you should do your best to make Airi full of hope and be happy all the time!

If you can't even do such trivial things, you really don't deserve to be Asakawa Airi's boyfriend.

Thinking of this, Komaeda Nagito peeled and cut the mango bought in the afternoon into small cubes, put it in a delicate white plate, and brought it to Asakawa Airi's bedroom like a little wife.

Airi likes to eat mango the most, the sweet fruit will definitely make her feel better!

Asakawa Yun is in the hospital and won't be home until about nine o'clock.When Komaeda Nagito entered Asakawa Airi's room with a fruit plate and a water glass, she saw that her brushes were scattered all over the table, all kinds of drafts were scattered on the floor, and her hanging long hair was messed up by her. His brows were even more furrowed, and he didn't even cast a glance when he entered the room.

Asakawa Airi began to draw manga, often forgetting to eat and sleep to drink water and eat.Therefore, during these days of being alone, Nagito Komaeda has become accustomed to pouring water for Airi Asakawa and handing over the fruit plate.He obediently and tiptoely put the water glass and fruit plate on the corner of the table, ready to find a corner quietly, like before while accompanying Airi while reading the comic books in her bookshelf to catch up on her favorite comics.

Every time at this time, Komaeda Nagito will feel a burst of happiness and sweetness in his heart, which makes his whole body have a kind of sweetness that is floating and lingering for a long time.

It is because the Asakawa couple once said that Asakawa Airi hates others staying in her room when she is painting.Even if she's not in her room, she absolutely hates any noise outside while she's painting, so once she starts painting, she 100% closes the door and keeps no one in.

Even if Asakawa Yun knocked on the door and handed her fruit, she would be annoyed by her, and she would feel that Asakawa Yun interrupted her inspiration for painting.

But Asakawa Airi never refuses him to read a book in the room with the cheek~~~ Sometimes he will ask for his help in the middle of drawing!A manga artist as talented as Airi-chan needs him, which makes him have the value of his own existence.

Komaeda Nagito thought sweetly, but when she saw Asakawa Airi buried in her painting, her heart was more distressed.

Asakawa Airi is only 15 years old and is currently the youngest serial manga artist in "Weekly Shonen Jump".She has an infinite and broad future, and she is also a girl who should be pampered, but she has been drawing and painting for her dream, especially during this time, she has to take care of her parents and serialize weekly comics, It was really hard work.

I want to share more with her, and I want her to chase her dreams carefree...

"Komaeda." The moment Komaeda Nagito gently put down the fruit plate, he heard Asakawa Airi, who was facing him sideways, say something abruptly, "Don't walk around in my room , I can’t calm down, I can’t draw anything, which affects my inspiration.”

Nagito Komaeda choked for breath, and found Airi Asakawa drooping his head listlessly, holding the paintbrush with a very sad expression, he slightly pushed the water glass in the direction of Airi Asakawa, and said softly: "I'm sorry Airi , I didn't mean to disturb you. You haven't poured any water since you got home today, so I poured some warm water for you. "

He paused and then smiled as usual: "Inspiration is something that pops up in my mind suddenly. It may be counterproductive to keep thinking about drawing aimlessly. Why don't you drink some water and eat some of your favorite mangoes first?" I believe that a great inspiration will be born in a while! Airi has such a shining hope~"

"I know, I know. Tomorrow, my father will be discharged from the hospital, and you don't have to live in my house to take care of me." In my ear was the nagging of old lady Komaeda Nagito, who was already a little dizzy. The pained Asakawa Airi waved his hand frowning, who happened to meet the water glass handed over by Komaeda Nagito, the full water glass was shaken and dumped a large piece of water on the table, and a small part was spilled on Asakawa Airi's face on the pants.

Although luckily it didn't scatter on Asakawa Airi's drawing, Komaeda Nagito still nervously brought a tissue, only to see Asakawa Airi crumpling up the drawing and throwing it on the table.

She pressed her fingers lightly on her brows, and put her face on the floor in a bad mood, her tone of suppressed impatience: "I'll wipe it myself, you go out."

Komaeda Nagito didn't miss the subtle changes in the expression on Asakawa Airi's face, nor did he miss this catchy words. Although he was a little sad that his clumsy actions made Asakawa Airi unhappy, but more because of Asakawa Airi The reason why my mood becomes so irritable is because of the booklet thing in the morning.

"Airi, the monograph encountered a typhoon, which is completely force majeure. It can only be said that it is too unfortunate...don't be too sad because of this...and don't be discouraged because you don't have inspiration. Maybe this is to hold on to hope A kind of trial."

When people encounter difficulties, sending a word of encouragement can not only increase inner confidence, but also bring motivation to overcome difficulties.Especially the encouragement and care from her boyfriend will definitely become the motivation for Airi to overcome difficulties!It's all written in the book.

Komaeda Nagito, who has been working hard to restore Asakawa Airi to her former vitality, in his eyes, the so-called words of encouragement become more and more courageous. In fact, in his heart, he wants Asakawa Airi, who has forgotten to sleep and eat and paint, to rest earlier. There is nothing like Airi The body is more important.Painting is something that shouldn't be rushed at all, he never felt that such uninspired little things could affect Airi's talent.

"I believe that there is no difficulty that Airi cannot overcome! Because Airi has a shining hope, a desperate hope that can be overcome no matter what kind of despair she faces! Airi's hope will definitely change in such despair. It will shine even brighter! Inspiration will continue to pour out in the future! Airi will publish many, many separate books! Airi will become a super high school-level manga artist! Airi..."

"Enough! Hope hope hope! I'm so bored! Do you only have hope in your mouth!" Asakawa Airi, who had been drooping her head down, suddenly exploded like a ignited firecracker, and her eyes were burning with fire , Gao Yang's voice was full of sharp anger, "The repeated words are repeated in front of me, are you annoying? Do you know that these words have always brought me a lot of pressure! You know that I What are you upset about?! Do you really understand how I feel right now? Can you shut up and not disturb my drawing!"

Asakawa Airi asked sharply word by word, and it exploded in Komaeda Nagito's ear very clearly.

His eyes narrowed slightly, his expression was stiff, and his heart seemed to be smashed to the ground.That kind of strong shock hit his brain, making his eyes dim and his throat astringent. It took him a while to find his voice: "Did I make Airi feel stressed? I'm sorry... I won't say that in the future I'm talking... Airi, don't be angry... I just want you to be happy... I'm sorry... I'm leaving now... I won't disturb your drawing..."

Komaeda Nagito did not wait for Asakawa Airi's response, but saw her biting her lips tightly, her face seemed to be obviously reddish because of anger, her eyes were also red and bloodshot, looking haggard and stubborn.

Komaeda Nagito's voice became softer: "Call me if you need anything, and I will come up immediately."

Asakawa Airi didn't want to get angry with Komaeda Nagito...but she couldn't control her emotions at all. After Komaeda Nagito left, she slightly trembled her eyelashes, only to find tears rolling down from the corner of her eyes.

Asakawa Airi has been under a lot of pressure recently, her life has been a mess since the end of April!There was a serious car accident during a trip, her parents were hospitalized, and she was forced to suspend publication for two weeks because of a hand injury. This reminded her of bad memories deep in her memory, and she was always worried.

After the resumption of publication, she went to school while taking care of her parents while serializing the weekly magazine. Airi Asakawa was very tired every day and lacked sleep.After the publication was re-published, the ranking of the questionnaire was not satisfactory, and the black spots in the comments on Twitter continued to shake her confidence. She was almost physically and mentally hit hard. In the past two months, there were four or five days almost every week because of Thinking about the plot tossing and turning to insomnia.

Asakawa Airi is going to be admitted to Hope's Peak Academy as a super high school-level manga artist... If last year was just a goal with an uncertain direction, then this year... this is her only goal.

She has to be admitted to Hope's Peak Academy, she has to become a super high school class, and she has to stop Enoshima Dunko.

However, Majouchi inevitably began to be hospitalized and cut the manga in half, which shows that the world is still based on the development of the original plot.If you can't let Hope's Peak Academy feel your strong sense of existence, you may not be admitted.

Of course, in order to change the plot of Danganronpa, there is actually a second way to enter Hope's Peak Academy more conveniently, which is to apply for the preparatory subjects like So Hyuga.If you are admitted to the preparatory discipline and stop the occurrence of vicious incidents from the source, you may be able to better understand some shady things about the preparatory discipline that were not mentioned in the original work.

But after falling in love with Komaeda Nagito, Asakawa Airi never considered the option of becoming a preparatory subject.Even, in order to prove that he has hope and talent, he didn't leave a way to apply for the preparatory subject exam because "I can't become a super high school level".

She wants to use her own strength to regain the top three in the "JUMP" questionnaire... No, it should be said that she wants to reach the top as soon as possible to prove that she has super high school-level manga talent.

But now, the exams for the preparatory subjects have been successfully concluded, and Nanami Qianqiu has also received the admission letter from Hope's Peak Academy.Not to mention that I have not received the admission notice for a long time, the results of the questionnaire have been hovering in the middle of the tepid.

September is the new school day, although Komaeda Nagito has not received the admission letter to prove that Hope's Peak Academy has not yet selected all the super high school grades, but the passage of time still makes Asakawa Airi anxious Like ants on a hot pan.

The more she tried to paint well, the more unsatisfactory she was.And whenever she sees Komaeda Nagito, even if he doesn't say or do anything, just appearing in front of her, even if it's a gentle smile, cold and warm concern, she can feel a kind of The huge pressure of having to obtain the title of super high school class continued to oppress her heart.

This invisible pressure, she once felt the same on her parents.

In the third year of junior high school, Asakawa Airi’s academic performance was at the bottom of the class, especially in English. She was always called a parent because of poor academic performance, and was even left behind to make up lessons after school like all poor students.

She likes to draw, and she kept watching anime and playing games in the third grade of junior high school. The teacher once called her parents to express that she would not be admitted to a key high school.But that year, she performed exceptionally well in the senior high school entrance examination and was admitted to a very good key high school.

Her parents saw that she was still drawing before the exam, and she didn’t seem to be under any pressure. Every time they met relatives and friends, they would be very proud to say that Airi didn’t study much for the high school entrance exam. We didn’t put any pressure on her. score.Therefore, as a parent, you must not put pressure on your children.

When her parents were in junior high school, they would nag a few words because of her painting, and they would criticize her badly in the past, but after high school, they really ignored her and let her develop her interests and hobbies, and rarely blamed her for her grades.In the third year of high school, she often said in a trusting tone: "Ai Li just needs to keep a normal heart. Doesn't she do well in the senior high school entrance examination? Mom and Dad believe in you! Don't worry, Mom and Dad will never put pressure on you."

They even said super gently that if they want to become cartoonists, they must fully support them.

Her parents still don't know that she was depressed for a while in middle school.She was under a lot of pressure, and her personality suddenly became introverted and silent when she was in junior high school.They didn't know because she didn't tell them anything, she buried everything in her heart.

It's like her parents thought that they didn't put pressure on her, that she had a good attitude during the high school entrance examination, and that all their words were good intentions of encouragement.But in fact, whether it is the high school entrance examination or the college entrance examination, there is invisible pressure on her heart.

Her parents' expectations and kindness, this kind of invisible pressure, has been lingering on her body. Just seeing them standing in front of her, she feels inexplicably a mountain of pressure.

Can't breathe, can't breathe.

I don't want to live up to their good intentions, and I can't live up to their expectations, so I have to be better.

But the real situation is that Asakawa Airi feels that she is a terrible person!

She has always been very self-aware about her own weight.She is introverted and sensitive, and even has serious self-loathing after suffering some setbacks.

She hated herself, hated her character, hated everything about herself.

He has a bad temper, like a dog outside, and loses his temper with his parents at home.Can't cook or do housework, the room is always messy.He is lazy, homebound, and rebellious. He likes to quarrel with his parents and sing a different tune. He never did anything filial until his parents passed away in a car accident.

She felt that it was a sin for her parents to support her, that she was not likable at all, that she was lazy and depraved, and that she had no shining advantages at all. It was normal that no boy liked her, let alone "hope". two words.

But Nagito Komaeda was the first to see her painting talent as a treasure.

Just like her parents have certain expectations for her, Komaeda Nagito has also always pinned her hopes on her.No matter what kind of predicament she encountered, he stood by her side as a protector, praising her in a proud tone.

"Airi will become a super high school level manga artist in the future!"

"There is a shining hope in Airi, a desperate hope that can overcome no matter what despair you face!"

"Airi's hope will definitely become brighter and brighter in such despair!"

When I first hated Nagito Komaeda, I could shout loudly, "If you don't have talent, you have to become a stepping stone to hope and sacrifice yourself? What are you kidding!", the kind of person who wants to beat up Nagito Komaeda, the evil hope chef disgust.

But as the start of the 77th term is approaching, Airi Asakawa cares more and more about her super high school-level talent because of Komaeda Nagito's hopeful and full of longing.

Being admitted to Hope's Peak Academy proves that he has super high school level talents.

If she didn't receive the admission letter, it meant that she was still a long way from the super high school class, and her drawing ability was not as hopeful as Komaeda Nagito said.

When Komaeda Nagito realizes that she has no special hope at all, will he stand firmly by her side no matter what happens like now?

When he meets a better hope after entering school, will he still care about her ordinary talent for painting?

Since falling in love with Komaeda Nagito, Asakawa Airi has been avoiding Komaeda Nagito because she hopes to like her restricted area.

She likes Komaeda Nagito, and Komaeda Nagito likes her, that's enough.

She was immersed in this sweet and greasy dream, and secretly vowed that she would save Komaeda Nagito's future and fill him with love and hope!

But when she liked Komaeda Nagito more and more, and even cared more and more about Komaeda Nagito's liking, the hopeful chef's high expectations of herself made her suffer physically and mentally, and became more and more worried about gains and losses. The grades on the list and the bad reviews I received.

She began to be irritable, restless, exhausted of inspiration, unable to draw the plot...

Her heart has become impetuous without knowing it, and she almost bet all her bets on the latest chapter serialization and the sales volume of the booklet. She only hopes that in the end, there will be a big turnaround to save her mediocre results. , to become a super high school-level manga artist that Komaeda Nagito aspires to.

But now, she has been pinning on a single book with good grades, but it was destroyed because of the typhoon, and she doesn't know when the release will be postponed.The latest chapter is also in a hurry because of the redrawing of NAME, and the front color page has no inspiration yet.It's just unfortunate things happen one after another...

And the more she saw Komaeda Nagito, the more she listened to his unreserved longing and trust in her, the more that invisible pressure made her breathless, and she couldn't calm down at all.

That's why Asakawa Airi suggested that after her father was discharged from the hospital, he didn't have to continue to live in her home to take care of her. She was afraid that her restless and ugly appearance would be exposed to Komaeda Nagito, and she was afraid that Komaeda Nagito would find out that it was just a survey form. Small desperation such as falling rankings, seeing bad reviews, and postponement of the booklet can easily defeat her...

She was afraid... But in the end, she still couldn't control her temper.

Just like I used to get angry with my parents, I lost my temper with Komaeda Nagi Toran.

It sucks.

Airi Asakawa is really bad.

I don't know what Komaeda Nagito will think when he sees himself in such a hysterical state...but this is the original her.

Burying her head into her knees, Airi Asakawa whimpered like a helpless little animal.

—It's hopelessly bad.

The wet cold water was splashing on the limp cotton hair, and Komaeda Nagito bent over in front of the kitchen sink.

"Cough-cough-"

I thought that after becoming Airi's boyfriend, I would be more valuable than before, but I still couldn't help him with anything...so scumbag that I couldn't even do things like make Airi happy!

In the morning, he watched Airi suffering and suffering helplessly, and in the evening, he angered Airi...and was kicked out.

It's useless, it's useless at all!Talking about being a valuable human being is still a complete scum!

The enhanced heart-wrenching and suffocating feeling felt as if the heart had been pinched and burst. Komaeda Nagito's dark blue pupils shrank slightly, blood surged up, and his head began to ache violently again.

The cold liquid was flowing annoyingly in the stomach, and the brain seemed to be shrinking continuously. Komaeda Nagito, who was constantly having the urge to retch, stuffed the medicine into his mouth with trembling hands.

One, two, three... He swallowed the pill dryly, feeling the sweet and bitter taste slowly spreading between his lips and teeth.

Nagito Komaeda, who didn't feel any pain until he swallowed an unknown number of pills, stopped the mechanical movement.But the inexplicable itchy feeling in his throat still made him cough continuously.

Although he tried his best to hold back, the sound of coughing was very penetrating in the silent night. Nagito Komaeda, who was coughing a little out of breath, only heard a "bang--", the sound of the door being slammed shut.

Komaeda Nagito was stunned for a moment, and drooped his white hair in a daze.

The bright red mark on the palm was very glaring, as if reminding him that he was a hopeless existence.

Komaeda Nagito was notified by the hospital of a terminal illness half a month ago. At that time, he had a severe headache and suddenly coughed up blood. He was a little worried and went to the hospital for a follow-up visit. Unexpectedly, it turned out that malignant lymphoma had become late.

In just two months, it has deteriorated into an advanced stage! ! !

Nagito Komaeda did not expect that he would be so unfortunate as to be terminally ill, and even only have half a year to a year left to live!But Asakawa Peak is still in the hospital. Asakawa Airi has been very anxious recently because of the serialization of the weekly magazine. He didn't want them to worry about people like him, so he didn't tell them about his terminal illness, thinking that he would have a chance to make a decision later Do you want to confess?

Anyway, it is a terminal illness with a very high mortality rate, and it makes no difference whether it is treated or not.Instead of wasting the last of my life in the hospital and wasting the huge sum of money I saved for opening a studio for Asakawa Airi, it is better to silently accompany Asakawa Airi and go to high school with her until the end of my life .

It must be my last luck to meet Airi Asakawa in the last two years of my life.And a scum like him is still looking forward to the future. As expected, after being too happy, the same misfortune will come.

When I think about it this way, I'm really a little reconciled--

And some extravagantly fantasizing about the super wonderful hope behind such a terrible misfortune.

The alarm bell in his head kept ringing, it was the siren sound of danger and his wishful thinking.

He clearly realized that his body was standing on a cliff, and while talking to Asakawa Airi just now, his brain was shrinking continuously, which was a complication of frontotemporal dementia.

A scum without any talent should dedicate his life to hope, but he has become afraid of death.

Even, super selfish.

Even if he was diagnosed with a critical cancer notice by the hospital, even if he was told that he only had half a year to one year to live, he didn't want to go back to that lonely and cold home again.

His time is running out, even if he is hated by Asakawa Airi now, he will always stay by her side cheekily.

Because in this world, only Asakawa Airi... would tenderly think that he has hope.

And only death can separate them.

Saying goodbye to the feeling of vomiting, Komaeda Nagito's head was in a mess.He slapped his stiff cheeks and scolded himself, thinking about how he could continue to stay at Asakawa's house tomorrow, but before he could think of a reason, a bolt of lightning suddenly fell from the dark night sky, and the light bulbs in the living room made a messy sound of crackling, crackling, and then There was a collective explosion with a "bang".

In the morning, the circuit of the community has been repaired and the power supply has been restored smoothly.But now, as soon as the light bulb in the living room exploded, all the circuits connected to the living room tripped due to a short circuit.

Power outage again? ? !Why is the power always cut off? ! !

Komaeda Nagito suddenly became nervous, and had already foreseen the scene where Asakawa Airi, who was halfway through the comic and found a power outage, went downstairs in the dark angrily and asked him if he blew up the kitchen again.

But after waiting for 5 minutes, I didn't hear Asakawa Airi's questioning voice, not even asking why the power was cut off suddenly!

Nagito Komaeda suddenly felt a strange sense of panic, and immediately used the light of his mobile phone to find out the unused candles from last night. After quickly lighting the candles, he hurried upstairs in the light of the candles.

After Komaeda Nagito knocked on the door twice and there was no response, Komaeda Nagito immediately opened the door.

It was impossible to see clearly under the dim candlelight. When Komaeda Nagito entered while calling Asakawa Airi's name, he saw Asakawa Airi face down on the ground, lying motionless on the ground.

The author has something to say: I am not very good at writing OJL abuse

In fact, the interaction between Komaeda and Airi seemed sweet before, but in fact there are many hidden dangers. They are not confident in each other, and they are afraid that the other party will abandon themselves.I saw a relative analyze the relationship between the two before, and I think it is very well written!

Komaeda puts a lot of pressure on Airi, because Airi attaches great importance to Komaeda's opinion, and is afraid that he will not be able to achieve what he thinks he hopes.

Then I tried desperately to prove that I was talented, and the impetuosity got worse and worse.

Then Komaeda finally got the notice of terminal illness, and the admission notice was waving to him.About 2-3 chapters is high school!