extinguish the stars

After withdrawing the pain relief pump, Gu Qinghan felt a little hard to bear.His Qi and blood were not good, the wound healed extremely slowly, and the part of his stomach that had been removed was still restless, and he trembled with pain after only sleeping for 10 minutes.In the past, when he had a stomachache, he could always press it with his hands or other things, but now the wound and the inside are both causing trouble, but he can only live by it.

He didn't lie down because of a heart problem, so he put two pillows on his back.So Jiang Qi just took a nap on the sofa next to the bed, turned over and half opened his eyes in a daze, and saw Gu Qinghan trembling, he almost flew over from the sofa in two steps, "Qinghan ?”

Gu Qinghan didn't seem to wake up, his face was pale, his face and neck were covered with fine cold sweat, his breathing was heavy and disordered.Jiang Qi passed under his shoulders with one hand and hugged him into his arms, and held the hand he wanted to press on his stomach with the other.Ning Ze said yesterday that he would definitely still be in pain after the pain pump was removed, but he had abused painkillers before and had already developed a certain resistance. It hurts, and I can only endure it for the time being.

But the word "forbearance" is easy to say, but it is really a kind of torture when it is done. Jiang Qi is holding him at this moment, and his heart is clenched into a tangled ball of pain.He was helpless, he could only hug him tightly in this helplessness and kiss his sweaty forehead.

Gu Qinghan finally regained some consciousness. His stomach was full of pain, as if something was hitting the fragile stomach wall, but the knife edge hurt sharply, as if it wanted to pierce his body.He opened his sweaty eyes with difficulty, and Jiang Qi's blurred face was in his sight.

"Jiang Qi..." He trembled, "Jiang Qi..."

"I'm here," Jiang Qi hurriedly responded to him, "I know you're in pain, I'll hold you, okay?" He felt that it would be futile to say any words of comfort, not as close as being close to each other at this moment.

Gu Qinghan trembled in his arms, panting for a long time before he had the strength to smile, "This is very good, I never thought that there would be such a day..."

When he was separated from Jiang Qi in a foreign country, he thought that he was destined to be alone from now on. When Jiang Qi was stranded in City A by heavy snow, he also thought that he might not be able to wait for him to come back due to his serious illness. I have found a good support.But at this time, being able to be by his side in the lingering sick bed, even if the pain is so severe, compared to suffering alone in the past, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't sleep every night, he still felt that he could bear it.

"You're too skinny," Jiang Qi said in a low voice, "I'll cook five meals a day for you after you're discharged from the hospital. I'll make whatever you want, and I'll make you fat."

Gu Qinghan knew that he wanted to say something to distract himself from the pain, even though the pain made him dizzy, he was also responding to Jiang Qi, "Do you think you are raising pigs?"

Jiang Qi laughed: "I'm a pig."

Gu Qinghan: "Fortunately, it's a very handsome pig."

When the pain subsided, Gu Qinghan broke out in a cold sweat, and Jiang Qi turned up the air conditioner a few degrees before scrubbing his body.He had been ill for a long time, and his whole body was covered with a dull paleness, with almost no luster of blood.

Just after changing their clothes, someone knocked on the door. The two of them looked at the sound at the same time, and it was Jiang He who came in with Gu Nian in his arms.

"father!"

Originally, Gu Qinghan was trying to tell who was coming in because his eyes were blurred, but now when he heard the child's surprised voice, Xixin, he wished he could get up and hug his baby immediately.

It's a pity that he was so ill that he couldn't even get up by himself, so he could only reach out his hand to the vague shadow, "Nian Nian..."

Jiang Qi exchanged a look with Jiang He, took Gu Nian from his arms and walked quickly towards Gu Qinghan.

The soft and warm hand of the child finally held the hand of his long-missed father.

"Dad, I miss you so much..." The child couldn't help crying before he finished speaking, "Woo——Dad, do you hurt..." He saw Gu Qinghan's two There were needles stuck in his arms, and when the corner of his mouth was pulled down, tears began to flow.

"Baby, Niannian..." Gu Qinghan cared for him for four years, even if he couldn't see clearly, he could guess how wronged and sad the kid was at this time. He groped to touch his face, and sure enough, Tears in one hand, "Baby don't cry, Daddy doesn't hurt anymore, be good..."

"Dad... I can't find you... You don't come to pick me up, I'm so sad..." The child choked up crying, just wanted to let go of all the grievances Say to Dad, "Dad, don't want me...I want to go home..."

Gu Qinghan's heart ached when he heard it, his eyes were slightly reddened by Gu Nian, "Why doesn't Dad want Nian Nian?" He gently comforted the child.If it wasn't for the end of his illness at the time, how could he be willing to send Gu Nian back to Jiang He's side.

At that time, he vomited blood and passed out at home, and was frightened to cry when a child saw him.He is no longer able to take care of Gu Nian, and he cannot take him to the hospital. In addition, he is already very discouraged about his own life expectancy, so he sends him away against his will, thinking that Jiang He will always take good care of this child. of.

On the night when Gu Nian was sent away, he sat alone in the huge home in a daze, feeling hopeless, but thinking about Jiang Qi, thinking that Jiang Qi wanted him to wait for him to come back, but he also felt unwilling to give up and wanted to go to the hospital for treatment.It's just that he was extremely tired, and he fell weightlessly when he got up, and he was unconscious at home for a long time and never woke up.

Gu Nian was still crying softly, and Gu Qinghan's eyelashes were slightly moist, "Be good, baby, don't cry, can you kiss daddy?"

The child choked and nodded, leaned over and kissed Gu Qinghan's cheek.

Jiang Qi and the Jiang He brothers stood silently watching from the beginning to the end, and they also had their own thoughts at this time.

"Be good, baby," Jiang Qi took out a tissue and gently wiped off the tearful little face of the child, "Talk to Dad, uncle will get you a glass of water, okay?"

He turned his head and gave Jiang He a wink, and the two walked out of the ward together, giving the father and son some time to be alone.