extinguish the stars

At night, Jiang Qi moistened Gu Qinghan's pale lips with a cotton swab soaked in water. He had fasted for a long time, and his lips were almost chapped. Jiang Qi felt distressed, and his movements became more gentle.

Gu Qinghan's breathing suddenly became a little short, his brows furrowed uncomfortably, his eyelashes trembled violently, it looked like he had a bad dream.Jiang Qi avoided the tubes connected to his body, hugged him carefully, and called his name softly.

"...Jiang Qi..." His voice was very weak and hoarse, and it took him a long time to shout out with difficulty.

"I'm here, what's the matter, is the wound hurting?" Jiang Qi whispered anxiously next to his ear.

Gu Qinghan struggled to open his eyes for a long time, but his eyes were still hazy, "Nian Nian... I heard that he came..."

Although he has been asleep, his consciousness is sometimes clear and sometimes drowsy, but his body is heavy and tired, and he can't open his eyes no matter what.In a trance, he heard Gu Nian calling Dad in his ear, the baby's voice made him feel distressed and soft.

He wanted to hug his well-behaved and sensible baby whom he hadn't seen for a long time, but his limbs seemed to be bound by aquatic plants at the bottom of the deep water, unable to move, and the entanglement became tighter with a light pull, and he didn't have any extra strength to respond to the outside world.

"I asked my brother to take him back to sleep, and come back tomorrow," Jiang Qi saw his chest rising and falling, and couldn't help worrying about his fragile heart.He gently helped Gu Qinghan smooth his chest while comforting him, "Don't worry, everything will be fine when you read it..."

After a long delay, Gu Qinghan had the strength to slightly tilt his head to look at him.

"...You, are you okay?" He asked Jiang Qi.

Jiang Qi felt sore and bitter in his heart, he took his hand and kissed it, his chapped lips and stubble poked on his pale skin, and said hoarsely, "What do you think?"

Gu Qinghan was slightly taken aback, touched his face based on feeling, and then smiled, "What I said that day... counts."

"What I said counts." Jiang Qi leaned over to look into his eyes, nose to nose, "I will never leave you again, and you don't want to leave me either."

Gu Qinghan laughed silently, "Okay." He said.

Even if, as everyone said, Jiang Qi walked towards him again, he would still repeat the same mistakes, with more pain than joy, he still had to take a bet with Jiang Qi, if he wins, he will have a magnanimous and comfortable future, if he loses, he will torture each other together, It doesn't have to be like before, each side of the world is unwilling and suffers separately.

Thinking of this, Jiang Qi held his cool face and kissed him lightly and tenderly away from the oxygen tube, "I miss you, Qinghan," Jiang Qi murmured, "I miss you so much, let's not separate again .”

Wen Yi lingered for a moment, finally able to calm Jiang Qi's tense and tired nerves.

The bedside lamp seemed to be too dim, Gu Qinghan blinked, and looked around tentatively for a moment, his vision was still hazy, things seemed to be covered with a thick layer of fog, he didn't even know Jiang Qi's face so close at hand. able to distinguish clearly.

"Jiang Qi," Gu Qinghan hesitated for a moment and called him softly, "You find Ning Ze, my eyes... seem to be unclear."

No one spoke in the ward, only the rustling sound of Ning Ze examining Gu Qinghan.Jiang Qi stood aside with his back tensed, no matter how anxious his heart was, he was helpless at this moment. He could only press his lips tightly together and wait worriedly.

After a long time, Ning Ze put away the small lamp, frowned and said, "No organic disease was found by naked eye observation, why don't we ask the ophthalmologist to come and take a look at it before dawn."

Jiang Qi let down his heart and then was lifted up, ups and downs, as if he was on a fire, and he felt uncomfortable when he was far away from the scorching fire. "Then why can't you see clearly?" He asked .

"Don't be nervous..." Gu Qinghan comforted him in a low voice, "There are no other symptoms, just blurred vision."

Jiang Qi gasped nervously, frowned, and held his pale fingers.

"Personally, I prefer the loss of vision due to excessive blood loss and aggravated anemia, which leads to insufficient blood supply of the fundus arteries." Ning Ze thought for a moment and said, "You should have symptoms of anemia."

Gu Qinghan smiled, "I think so too."

"Let's do a routine blood test at dawn, and you should have a good rest tonight."

"Don't worry, I really think it's okay." After Ning Ze left, Gu Qinghan spoke softly to Jiang Qi.

Jiang Qi didn't answer, just lying beside him, holding his hand and bowing his head in silence. After a long time, he choked up and said, "You... how much you have suffered..."

Stomach trouble, heart disease, he forced himself to accept them one by one with trembling heart, why is there still anemia.At this moment, he suddenly remembered that Gu Qinghan had nosebleeds in front of him several times before, and the most frightening thing was that in the storage room of the hospital, this person curled up on the dilapidated sofa and passed out. He received it in his arms, and the nosebleed soaked a large piece of clothes at the neckline of his shoulders.

Jiang Qi's words actually made Gu Qinghan feel a little bit wronged, he squeezed Jiang Qi's palm, and smiled at his unclear face, "Then you will love me so much from now on... ..”

It was Jiang Qi's delicate and soft kiss that answered him.

Early the next morning, the ophthalmology department came to the doctor, and the hematology department also drew blood for blood routine.After half a morning's busy work, Ning Ze's statement was finally confirmed. Gu Qinghan's eyes had no disease, but the hemoglobin value of red blood cells was far below the normal value. He was originally anemic due to years of stomach problems and mental exhaustion. The blood loss is already at the end of the battle.

"What should I do?" Jiang Qi asked Ning Ze in a low voice, but his eyes did not leave Gu Qinghan who was so tired that he fell asleep, "How can I make him feel better..."

"In addition to medical treatment, he still needs food supplements when he can eat. Anemia can easily induce heart disease, and he himself has symptoms of heart failure. Qinghan's body is too depleted." Take good care of it."

Jiang Qi's complexion was even uglier, his lips were a little blue, he looked at Gu Qinghan's pale face with distress and was speechless.

"Two years ago, Qinghan went to England to look for you, right?" Ning Ze was about to leave after confirming the confirmation. He had already reached the door, and suddenly turned his head to ask Jiang Qi.

"Yes."

Ning Ze nodded thoughtfully, "Alright, you are back, take good care of him from now on, he has worked too hard these years." Ning Ze was originally a smart person. He also guessed seven or eight points about Qinghan's relationship.

Jiang Qi smiled at him, but his eyes were filled with bitterness and worry.

"If you take good care of it, it will always be better."