extinguish the stars

The light rain fell intermittently all night, barely stopping at dawn.Through the glass, the howling wind outside makes people feel cold.

Gu Qinghan turned on the warm light in the bathroom, washed his body which was sweating several times, and changed his clothes.

He caught a cold last night, and he has been coughing stuffily, and now he finds that he has a low-grade fever again, his eyes are slightly hot, and he always feels weightless when stepping on the floor.He has to take care of Gu Nian and go to work, such a physical condition is not acceptable.He took the cold medicine from the medicine cabinet and took it before he went into the kitchen to prepare breakfast.

Gu Nian woke up earlier than before, calling her daddy in the bedroom in a daze.

"Baby is awake." Gu Qinghan sat down beside him, the child crawled out of the warm quilt and staggered towards him, and was hugged into his arms.

"Dad..." Gu Nian was sleepy, yawned and found a comfortable position in his arms, "Dad, I'm hungry..."

Gu Qinghan pinched his soft and tender face, hugged him and wanted to get up and go to the living room, but the moment he stood up, he felt darkness in front of his eyes.He leaned against the bedside table calmly, waiting for his eyes to become clear.It was only a few steps from the bedroom to the living room, but he felt extremely tired and hard.

"Nian Nian, would you like to take you to the nursery today?" Gu Qinghan fed Gu Nian the freshly baked omelette, and asked tentatively.He knew that his condition was not good today, and he didn't want to face the second Jiang family brother, and didn't want to take Gu Nian to the hospital.

"Will Dad not take me today?" the child asked.

"Daddy may be busy today."

"What about Uncle Jiang Qi? Didn't he take me to that uncle's room?"

Gu Qinghan was slightly taken aback, "Uncle also has to work today."

"Okay then," the child was a little disappointed, "Dad, then you should pick me up early."

Gu Qinghan smiled and nodded.He looked at the child who was eating obediently, and suddenly thought that there may be some things that are destined to make a child unconditionally trust and rely on people he has known for a short period of time.

Jiang Qi was originally sitting in the living room awake from insomnia, and only waited for dawn to find Gu Qinghan, but perhaps he was exhausted for several days, and fell asleep on the sofa when it was almost dawn.When he woke up suddenly, it was almost nine o'clock.

Hastily opened the door to the opposite side, but the door of Gu Qinghan's house was still closed.Jiang Qi rubbed his aching face, raised his hand and rang the doorbell, but there was no response after repeated several times.He thought that at this time, Gu Qinghan might already be at work.

Jiang Qi returned to his home resentfully, took a glass of water and drank it.He accidentally saw in the mirror that his hair was messy and there was a blue stubble around his chin, making him look a bit embarrassed.He washed his face, changed his clothes and went straight to the hospital.

The emergency department was still busy, and everyone hurried back and forth with sullen faces.

Jiang Qi went to Gu Qinghan's office without hope, but it was empty as expected.

"Hello, where is Dr. Gu?" He asked a nurse.

"Doctor Gu is undergoing surgery."

Jiang Qi could only wait at the door of the office.Nearly an hour passed, and Gu Qinghan still hadn't come back, so he couldn't help feeling a little worried.Worried about whether Gu Qinghan's body can bear such high-intensity work with constant rotation.In just a few months since he came back, he couldn't even remember how many times Gu Qinghan almost fell in front of him.Frowning, he walked to Gu Qinghan's desk, carefully looked at the items on the desk, and saw a bag containing half a loaf of bread and a cup of porridge that had already cooled down in front of the computer.Jiang Qi's frown deepened, this was obviously Gu Qinghan's breakfast.

He waited outside the emergency room, not knowing which room Gu Qinghan was in, so he turned back and forth.It was almost noon, and he finally saw Gu Qinghan walking with another doctor and discussing something from a long distance away.

"Gu Qinghan!" Jiang Qi chased after him, Gu Qinghan turned his head to glance at him, then turned back to continue discussing the patient's treatment plan with his colleagues.Jiang Qi stopped disturbing him when he heard the sound, and followed him to wait for him.His complexion is very bad, his eyes are thinly black, and his back is slightly bowed from behind, looking very tired.

"That's it, we must monitor all the vital signs." Gu Qinghan finally told the people around him a few words.

"Now that you're done with your work, follow me to eat," Jiang Qi saw others walking away, and stepped forward to hold Gu Qinghan's arm, "I asked someone to deliver the food."

"No need for Jiang Qi," Gu Qinghan pulled his hand out of his palm, "I made it very clear yesterday."

"Eat first." Jiang Qi's complexion was even worse, but he didn't argue with him immediately because he was concerned about the man's health.

Gu Qinghan was exhausted already after the two operations, and he didn't have much energy to pester him any more, so he shook his hands at him enduring the boredom in his chest and wanted to leave.Jiang Qi refused and grabbed his arm again.

Gu Qinghan was extremely exhausted, being pulled by him like this, there was a blurry spot of light in front of his eyes, and he fell to the side dizzily, almost unable to stand up.

Seeing this, Jiang Qi hurriedly covered him with both hands, annoyed at his recklessness.Gu Qinghan frowned and closed his eyes and swallowed a few times with difficulty, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, he pressed his undulating chest, his breathing was rapid and messy,

"Cold?"

Gu Qinghan pushed him away, stumbled towards the nearest bathroom only based on memory, Jiang Qi followed behind him, saw him leaning over the sink and started to vomit.He had no appetite at all in his stomach, and after a few mouthfuls of gastric juice, he only retched, and his back kept shaking, which made Jiang Qi tremble with distress.

Gu Qinghan was in a trance uncomfortably, but couldn't hold back his vomiting, his fingers trembled weakly after finally calming down.

"...Jiang Qi!"

The moment the body left the ground, the feeling of weightlessness suddenly intensified.Gu Qinghan's dizziness became more serious, his lips were frosty white, subconsciously grabbed Jiang Qi's sleeve, and whispered his name.

Jiang Qi didn't make a sound, he had already picked him up firmly with a calm face, ignored his struggle, and strode forward.Gu Qinghan leaned stiffly in his arms, his ears were buzzing, and with a slight movement, he felt the sky and the earth spinning, and his thoughts became chaotic.

When he regained consciousness, he found that he had returned to the dormitory, was being held in Jiang Qi's arms and fed sugar water, and his throbbing stomach was warmed up slightly.

Jiang Qi's palm was dry and warm, and he pressed it against one of Gu Qinghan's cheeks so that he could drink water at a comfortable angle.Gu Qinghan's eyelashes brushed his little finger slightly, and he realized that this person had woken up.

"I'm not with Lin Chen." Jiang Qi whispered.

"I'm not with anyone."

These years, even if I resent you and hate you, I only love you.

Gu Qinghan didn't speak, Jiang Qi couldn't see his expression clearly from his angle, he just stared at his fair ears and slender jaw.

"I really hate you, and I want to break up with you completely and never see you again. But every time I see you, my heart is still shaken," Jiang Qi whispered, but he was very firm, "Even if you are married and have children, even if You cherish your ring so much, I still feel that every time you look at me, there is nostalgia..." Jiang Qi suddenly laughed in a low voice, and laughed at himself, "Maybe I'm just being sentimental."

"But that's it, even if the pain is more than the happiness, I still want to go back to you."

Gu Qinghan took a quick breath, sat up from his arms, and then lowered his head to relieve the dizziness caused by the change of posture. Jiang Qi couldn't figure out his thoughts, so he could only wait silently.

Before Gu Qinghan's response came the buzzing notification of an incoming call, Gu Qinghan only connected, and Ning Ze's anxious voice came out of the receiver.

"Qinghan, come here! Niannian is injured!"

Gu Qinghan's more attractive face quickly paled, he punched his oppressed chest, and coughed heavily to clear his chaotic mind.