extinguish the stars

The cold and bright moonlight covered the bed, and the slightest sound in the silent night would be amplified infinitely.Jiang Qi panted heavily, and tightly clasped Gu Qinghan's thin white fingers on the soft bedding.He just wanted this person to tremble under him, frown, make him cry, with crimson eyes, unable to escape.His thoughts were so savage, yet he kissed Gu Qinghan's tangled brows and hot tears with distress.

Long-lost intimacy, Jiang Qi is reckless but gentle.

After everything calmed down, Jiang Qi hugged Gu Qinghan, held his protruding shoulder blades, and kissed his forehead and cheeks softly.He didn't know if Gu Qinghan was awake, but he felt that his heart and nasal cavity were sore.

"Qinghan..." He just called out the name in a low voice, but he couldn't hold back his crying anymore, only one choked up voice remained after thousands of words.Gu Qinghan didn't respond to him, panting lightly and turning over, was hugged by Jiang Qi from behind again, tightly wrapped into his arms.They are like two people who keep each other warm.

Jiang Qi was also very tired these days. In the second half of the night, he cleaned up the drowsy Gu Qinghan, carried him back to the bed tired and tired, and fell into a deep sleep.

At some point, Jiang Qi heard more and more heavy breathing in his sleep, he was startled suddenly, his hands were already groping around before he opened his eyes.Gu Qinghan's body was tense and cold, Jiang Qi sat up and turned on the light, and saw that he was curled up with his chest and abdomen in his arms, his back was still shaking.

"What's wrong? Qinghan?" Jiang Qi hastily lifted him up by his shoulders, only then could he see that his face was cold, white and clammy, and the little bit of blood when the clouds and rain were overturned had long since faded away.

Gu Qinghan was trembling with pain, the sequelae of excessive drinking did not let him go, his stomach and abdomen felt like a fire, burning the stomach wall crazily.He could only press firmly on the sore spot that caused the trouble, his consciousness was dark and empty.In the coma, Jiang Qi's voice seemed to be inaudible across thousands of mountains and rivers.

Jiang Qi's hands holding him were soaked in cold sweat. He saw Gu Qinghan frowning in his arms and his breathing was disordered, knowing that Gu Qinghan was suffering from stomachache again.He hurriedly got out of bed to find the ibuprofen he had prepared, and boiled another pot of water.

Gu Qinghan felt dizzy from the pain, and Jiang Qi was even more tense and felt tight in his chest.He fed Gu Qinghan a capsule to relieve the pain, then broke away the man's hand pinching his stomach, wrapped the hot water cup in a towel and stuffed it in to iron the cold twitching pain spot, hugging him tightly, not letting him go He pinched and pressed his abdomen as if masochistic, silently praying that the pain would pass quickly this time.Gu Qinghan groaned in pain in his arms, tightly clutching his hand like a drowning person grabbing driftwood.Jiang Qi rested his chin on the top of his hair, and his eyes were red again.

Jiang Qi was awake until dawn.

But Gu Qinghan never woke up, he was in severe pain last night, and now he was sleeping drowsily in the soft quilt, his breathing was a little heavy.Jiang Qi touched his forehead and had a low fever.The weather outside was not good, he really didn't want to take people to the hospital to go back and forth, so he decided to wait until Gu Qinghan woke up.

The man frowned slightly when he fell asleep, Jiang Qi sighed silently, leaned over and stroked him gently with his fingers, trying to help him stretch out.

It was getting brighter again, Jiang Qi helped him cover the quilt more tightly, and tiptoed out to close the door.He really wanted to stay by Gu Qinghan's side in peace, but when he remembered that he took advantage of this person's drunkenness last night, he felt a little guilty.Furthermore, there is a child waiting to be fed on the opposite side.

"Uncle, why are you at my house?" The little girl Gu Nian sat up from a pile of quilts in a dazed sleep, and stared at Jiang Qi who was sitting next to him smiling strangely. hair.

"Well——" Jiang Qi hesitated for a few seconds, and said seriously, "Because I miss it."

The child looked at him, and Jiang Qi felt guilty in his eyes with suspicion.

"Ah, baby, are you hungry? Can uncle make breakfast for you?" Jiang Qi coughed twice, and gently stroked the child's dull hair.

"Okay," the kid who just woke up was obedient and soft, "I'll tell Dad!"

Jiang Qi's brain went down again, so can anyone tell him how he should explain to Gu Nian that his father is not at his home now, but is sleeping on his bed at his home across the street?

"I, I'll help you get dressed first." Jiang Qi smiled unnaturally.

Opening the closet, Jiang Qi was a little dazed.Although Gu Nian is a boy, it is full of clothes of this season.Small, soft, and warm to the touch, how much he cherishes this baby.

"Uncle," Gu Nian stood in front of the bed in silence for a few seconds and turned around, "Is my father sick?"

Jiang Qi had already made up countless answers in his mind to deal with the child's doubts about his father being in his home, but at this moment, the child's question was whether his father was sick.

"Ah?" Jiang Qi was a little dazed for a moment.

The child turned around, and gently pressed Gu Qinghan's face with his warm little palm, his little brows furrowed, "Dad..." he called out in a childish voice.

"Baby, Dad is really not feeling well, let's not quarrel with him and let him rest more, okay?" Jiang Qi was both distressed and relieved by his warmth and delicateness, stepped forward to wrap his arms around his little shoulders, and comforted him softly.

The kid looked at him and nodded worriedly.

"Father was bitten by a mosquito!" Jiang Qi was just about to carry him out when his eyes widened and he covered his mouth with his hand and shouted in a low voice, "Look, uncle!"

With the other hand, Gu Nianshen pointed to a red and purple bruise on Gu Qinghan's collarbone, which was particularly eye-catching on the pale skin.

The biting mosquito was proud and guilty at the moment, before the child found any more inappropriate clues, he hugged him and hurriedly left the room without saying a word.

Jiang Qi cleaned up the wine bottles that fell on the ground last night, and asked Gu Nian to build blocks in the living room.While looking at the children, he was busy in the kitchen.Jiang Qi was actually a little uncertain. Last night, this person was drunk after all, and he couldn't guess what his reaction would be when he woke up.

But when I thought about it, I did everything anyway, even if it was a mistake, it would be wrong to the end.After coming back for so long, he can no longer deceive himself and others. Even though Gu Qinghan flinched and gave up on him, even though he also resented Gu Qinghan for thinking of breaking up the two contracts, but sincerity is something that cannot be suppressed and concealed. Deep love may be complicated and tolerant in the first place.Just one tear from Gu Qinghan last night was enough to make the high wall of ice and snow in his heart collapse.He doesn't mind everything in the past, and if they can get together again in the future, he is willing to raise this child with Gu Qinghan.

However, Jiang Qi still felt jealous and bitter when thinking of Gu Qinghan cherishing his and Yan Jin's wedding ring so much.They clearly cared about each other deeply and sincerely at the beginning, how could Gu Qinghan love Yanjin so much later?

Jiang Qi felt a little heavy in his heart, he sighed silently, but still concentrated on making the dragon beard noodles fragrant and soft.

"father!"

Gu Nian's voice was cheerful, but Jiang Qi's back stiffened.Waking up, he thought, how would he react?What should I say?Jiang Qi's thoughts were in a mess, and he didn't dare to look back.

The footsteps behind him were getting closer, Jiang Qi turned around bravely, and saw Gu Qinghan standing behind him pouring water with a pale face.

"Are you awake? Do you still have a fever?" Jiang Qi tried to keep his voice and expression as calm as possible, "I'll take you to the hospital later."

Gu Qinghan glanced at him lightly, took a sip of water before responding, "No, I'm off duty today."

"I mean if you're not feeling well I'll..."

"I'm fine, I won't trouble you." Gu Qinghan left with the cup in his hand, ignored him, and walked straight to Gu Nian.

Jiang Qi was full of suffocation at the moment, and the previous tension dissipated, but he frowned unconsciously after turning off the stove, and looked at the man's back with displeasure.

He never imagined that the two of them cried and cried last night, said things to show weakness, and did what they should and should not do to the end, but when Gu Qinghan woke up, he would be so alienated and cold towards him, even himself All the softness and tenderness from when I first came back were gone.