extinguish the stars

That night, Gu Qinghan didn't say a word, Jiang Qi stayed by his side, feeling that his whole body was tightly wrapped in exhaustion, and even a faint light falling on his shoulder seemed to be able to overwhelm him collapse.But when the next day came, he continued to work and take care of Gu Nian as usual, keeping silent about his emotions.

But Jiang Qi was sure that he must have encountered something that he felt hopeless, confused and helpless.

Fortunately, Jiang He is recovering well, and he often urges Jiang Qi to help Gu Qinghan take care of the children, overtly and secretly, deliberately letting the two of them get in touch more.Jiang Qi was naturally willing to take care of Gu Nian, but Gu Qinghan never wanted to trouble others, but he did not refuse his help in this matter. He became more and more convinced that Gu Qinghan was really tired and needed someone to share it for him.

In the afternoon, after the shift, Gu Qinghan took Gu Nian home.On the way of driving, the setting sun was about to sink, and a magnificent and gentle evening sky was reflected in his silent eyes. He looked at the child in the baby seat in the rearview mirror from the rearview mirror, feeling deeply bewildered.

"Nian Nian, do you like that uncle in the hospital?" During dinner, he was silent for a moment and finally asked Gu Nian softly.

The kid thought about it seriously, then nodded, "I think he and Uncle Jiang Qi are very nice."

"When I'm with them, um..." He frowned and thought for a while, "I don't feel cold at all." The kid still couldn't find a more appropriate word to describe his feeling, but Gu Qinghan knew that he was I feel warm and comfortable.

"That's good," he said.

It turns out that there really is such a wonderful and inseparable bond in this world, he lowered his eyes and smiled desolately, even though he picked up a few times with his chopsticks in the bowl, he still couldn't catch a single grain of rice.

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Jiang He's condition has gradually stabilized, and Jiang Qi was finally able to go back to sleep after staying in the hospital for a few days.But when he arrived at the residence, he saw Lin Chen walking Li Ergou in the garden from a distance, he didn't get out of the car, and turned around to go to the city after sitting for a while.

The house in Linjiang Garden hadn't been transferred, so he drove straight there, but he knew exactly what it was for.Even if he doesn't want to face up to the secret expectations in his heart.

It was almost eleven o'clock when we arrived in the community, Jiang Qi took the elevator upstairs, and when he reached the door, he still turned and looked across.The door of Gu Qinghan's house was not closed tightly, the light from inside was projected on the ground outside the door from the gap.

Haven't slept so late?

Jiang Qi was puzzled, that person's face has become more and more morbidly pale recently, as if he would collapse at any time, and he is still staying up late?He hesitated to open the door and went home to take a hot shower, but still felt uneasy, hurriedly changed his clothes and opened the door again, the light on the opposite side was still on.

"Gu Qinghan?" He gently pushed open the half-covered door and called out in a low voice.There was a light on in the hallway inside the door, but the living room was dark and gloomy.No one responded to him, he walked through the entrance, and at a glance he saw that person sitting on the back of the sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, with the clear moonlight tonight, he saw clearly that there was an empty red wine bottle beside Gu Qinghan, holding a glass of wine in his hand. Still holding the other half of the drink.

crazy?Jiang Qi saw that he almost choked out of breath.It was late at night, and this person drank so much wine without sleeping or resting.He went forward and stood still in front of Gu Qinghan, with thin anger floating in his eyes.

Gu Qinghan bluntly raised his head and looked at him fixedly.He was a little drunk, his usual pale face had a layer of crimson, and his beautiful eyes looked hazy in the moonlight.

Jiang Qi stared at his face, his heartbeat gradually accelerated.

"Why do you drink so much?" He knelt down and asked softly.

Gu Qinghan still just looked at him, his eyes were confused and lost, he didn't speak or move.Jiang Qi took the wine from his hand, and frowned when he touched his cold fingers.But Gu Qinghan didn't resist, and let go of his hand obediently.

"Is there something wrong?" Jiang Qi asked again.

This time Gu Qinghan finally had a little reaction, he gasped lightly, and said in a trembling voice, "Jiang Qi?"

"it's me."

Gu Qinghan's eyes clearly seemed to have fallen into a bright light, but the bottom of his eyes was filled with mist.He stretched out his hand to Jiang Qi, and Jiang Qi hastily held it back.

"I'll catch a cold here, go back to the bedroom, okay?" Jiang Qi's heart ached again, and Gu Qinghan like this was like a handful of fragile glass, which made him not know what to do.

He held his back with one hand, and put his other hand through his armpit to help him up, but when his posture changed, Gu Qinghan's body trembled, and he covered his mouth with a pained expression.Jiang Qi knew that he was going to vomit, worried that he would disturb Gu Nian who was already asleep, so he simply picked him up and carried him back to his home.

When Gu Qinghan went to the bathroom, he vomited so badly that he couldn't straighten up. Jiang Qi hugged his trembling shoulders behind him, seeing that he still couldn't help retching after spitting out his drink, he was also feeling depressed.

When he calmed down, Gu Qinghan lost his strength, and he couldn't even stand upright. Jiang Qi took water to rinse his mouth, carried him back to the big bed in the master bedroom and covered him with a quilt.

The drunk man is very obedient, leaning on the soft pillow without making noise, and letting Jiang Qi wipe his face clean.

"Are you unhappy?" Jiang Qi asked, he was afraid that too bright light would make Gu Qinghan uncomfortable, so he only turned on the floor lamp at the door.

In the darkness, Gu Qinghan looked a little drowsy and confused, but he shook his head slowly.

Jiang Qi was in a panic, he didn't know what to say, he sat on the carpet under the bed and looked at Gu Qinghan worriedly.

Gu Qinghan also looked at him quietly.

The two of them stared at each other in silence for a long time, he saw Gu Qinghan suddenly frowned and closed his eyes, when he opened them again, tears fell down his cheeks, slightly shining in the dim light by the cold moonlight.

"..." Jiang Qi's throat tightened, his heart felt astringent, and he didn't know what to do in a panic.

"...I feel bad..." He heard Gu Qinghan's voice choked up, "Jiang Qi, I feel so bad..."

After so many years, Jiang Qi always hated seeing him shed tears the most. Seeing him like this made him tremble with distress and his nasal cavity was sore.He leaned forward in a panic, gently stroking Gu Qinghan's thin and pale cheeks, his chest undulating in a mess.

Drunken from alcohol, Gu Qinghan pressed his face closer to Jiang Qi's palm, weeping silently.

He frowned, looking at Jiang Qi with teary eyes, like a beautiful amber in the moonlight.Jiang Qi felt that this person was so sad that even breathing was aggrieved.

His heart was sore and in a mess, his trembling eyelashes were moist, he held Gu Qinghan's face, and devoutly kissed away the tears from hot to cold on his face bit by bit.

"Did you never let go of me?" He whispered in Gu Qinghan's ear.The latter is just a very small choking sound.

"Didn't you ever think about getting me back?" He endured the pain in his heart and asked again in a trembling voice.

The body in his arms was just trembling.For a long time, when Jiang Qi thought he would not respond, Gu Qinghan sobbed, "I went to look for you—" he said, "I went to look for you, I chased you to London, there are other people by your side, You hug each other..." He couldn't continue, his throat was full of suppressed sobs, and the tails of his eyes were red.

Jiang Qi stared at him with wide eyes.Jiang He said that he had anonymously sent his address to Gu Qinghan, he thought that Gu Qinghan would definitely not care, but he went, he went to find himself.

"No one else," he said, "only you." Full of surprise and sourness.

Although the drunk Gu Qinghan was unconscious, he was finally able to vent his suppressed emotions for many years, holding Jiang Qi's clothes in his arms and weeping happily.

Under the moonlight, Jiang Qi was fascinated by seeing his eyes overflowing with bright tears, so beautiful, until the dimly conscious Gu Qinghan raised his head, and tapped his lips with trembling long eyelashes, It was a tearful kiss.

Jiang Qi's mind went blank. He bent down again, unable to suppress the pain in his heart, and gently kissed the person in his arms.From the center of the eyebrows and cheeks to the cool lips and the small cinnabar mole behind the ear, and then to Gu Qinghan's slender and pale neck and slender collarbone, no one is more familiar with this person's body than him.

Through the moonlight, Jiang Qi found that there was a thin chain around his neck, which was strung with the ring that he regarded as a treasure.

He only paused for a moment, and then stopped looking.He was jealous and resentful, his pupils tightened his grip on Gu Qinghan's slender fingers, asking him for a more intimate and deep kiss.Noticing that Gu Qinghan held his hand back, panting heavily in his kiss, the last sober string in Jiang Qi's mind finally broke.

Gu Qinghan's misty and beautiful eyes were like a pool of soft and soft lake water, Jiang Qi drowned in it, and could no longer wake up.He kissed Gu Qinghan's bloodless lips again, clasped his thin waist to prevent him from breaking free, and asked him deeper.

After so many years, they are still the most suitable people for each other.