extinguish the stars

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Originally, Ning Ze was on New Year's Eve, but just after the operation late at night, he saw that Gu Qinghan hadn't changed his sterile clothes, and was walking slowly, his footsteps were all vain.

"Why haven't you gone back yet? Are you having surgery?" Ning Ze stepped forward to support him, and when he saw his face, he frowned anxiously, "I'm going to push a wheelchair!"

With a pale face, Gu Qinghan supported his arm and used some strength to stand up straight, "I have to go to the nurse's station to look for Niannian." His breath was not stable, he tore off the wrapping paper of the chocolate in his hand, and ate it Half a piece relieves the discomfort of hypoglycemia.

Seeing his situation, Ning Ze could only wait quietly for him to regain some strength, and went to the nurse's station with him, only to realize that Gu Nian had been coaxed to sleep by Jiang Qi and was in his dormitory.Thinking that there was no one in the dormitory, Gu Qinghan still felt anxious, and hurried to the children.

The beds in the dormitory are small and narrow, and the children sleep soundly while lying sideways in the middle.Gu Qinghan pulled out a chair and sat down beside him, holding his limp little hand.In this world, there are very few people who make him care so much.Gu Qinghan felt exhausted, he leaned over the edge of the bed, and soon lost consciousness.

"Father..." In a daze, Gu Qinghan heard Gu Nian's voice seemed to come from a distant place, he tried his best to open his heavy eyelids, and in his misty eyes, Gu Nian's soft and tender face was right in front of him.

"Father, are you awake?" the child gently put his hand on his face and asked in a low voice.

"Hmm..." It turned out that it was already dawn, "Niannian baby, happy new year." He still leaned over the bed without moving, but his voice was low and hoarse, smiling gently at Gu Nian.

"Happy New Year Dad!" The kid also lay down and put his face close to his, happily coquettishly coquettish with his pretty dad.

Although New Year's Eve is tired and long, the new year is still here.

Gu Qinghan got up, feeling a little dizzy, probably because he was so tired last night, his stomach and abdomen were aching, and his chest was so stuffy that he wanted to vomit, he took a few sips of water to suppress it.

As usual, he was going to check the room to check on Jiang He's situation, so he prepared milk powder for Gu Nian and found cartoons, and asked the children to wait for him in the dormitory.

Jiang He hadn't woken up yet, and Jiang Qi wasn't there, only one of Jiang He's subordinates was with him.Fortunately, Jiang He's situation is stable and there is no problem.Gu Qinghan explained a few words to the nurse before leaving.

When Jiang Qi came back from shopping outside, he saw Gu Qinghan's figure from a distance.For this person, it seems that there is always an invisible force guiding him to perceive and follow.In the bustling crowd, the first thing he looked at was Gu Qinghan.

He saw Gu Qinghan walking out hastily, and followed him involuntarily.

Gu Qinghan was suffering from severe chest tightness and nausea, and was almost out of breath in the warm and noisy room, so he hurried outside, wanting to breathe some fresh air.

Jiang Qi saw him standing still in the small open-air garden, loosening his collar and taking deep breaths slowly, his chest heaving unevenly.

The symptoms of discomfort did not ease, Gu Qinghan bent down impatiently, supported the railing with one hand, and retched painfully a few times while clutching his chest with the other.Standing not far away, Jiang Qi silently clenched his fingers, his brows were furrowed, and his heart was even more tormented.He wanted to go forward, but he couldn't.He felt that he and Gu Qinghan seemed to have walked into a strange circle, always heartbroken and upset, and always repeating the same mistakes.

After a long time, he saw that Gu Qinghan seemed to have calmed down, walked slowly into the building, and followed him from a distance, seeing that he entered a utility room and never came out again.

Time passed by, Jiang Qi waited anxiously outside, and finally pushed the door and walked in.

The utility room was small and crowded. There was an old sofa in the corner, and Gu Qinghan curled up in it, with his head tilted to one side, exposing a piece of pale and dull skin on his neck.He was breathing very lightly and shallowly, his brows were slightly frowned, his long eyelashes were drooping weakly, his eyes were black and blue, and he looked extremely pale and exhausted.

Jiang Qi knelt down beside him and called his name softly, but he didn't respond, only his eyelashes trembled slightly.

"Gu Qinghan..."

Jiang Qi shook him lightly, the latter's head drooped weakly, Jiang Qi subconsciously went to meet him, Gu Qinghan's face was just buried in his neck, and his shallow breath fell on his skin.For a moment, Jiang Qi seemed to have touched a slight electric current, and he didn't dare to move at all.Until the warm liquid spread to his skin, he held his breath and gently held Gu Qinghan's face in his hands, seeing that a steady stream of blood was flowing from the tip of his nose, and his chin had already been stained red.But Gu Qinghan was ignorant, his body softened and he didn't make a sound.

Jiang Qi gasped, closed his eyes, and immediately hugged Gu Qinghan firmly.

On the way to the doctor, he tried his best to walk steadily, but he still felt that his heart was shaking with pain.He couldn't remember how many times Gu Qinghan fell silently in front of him.

?In a coma, Gu Qinghan only felt that he was drowning in the deep water. He didn't have the strength to struggle, and kept falling in the darkness.Until a ray of light poured down from the distant water through the shadows.

?He opened his eyes suddenly, and what he saw was the snow-white ceiling and the transparent medicine bag connected to the hose above his head.

What came before he became conscious was the cramping pain in his stomach, Gu Qinghan frowned and pressed it, the needle stuck on the back of his hand almost pulled out.When Jiang Qi came in with a food box, he saw this man curled up in pain.

"Jiang Qi?" Gu Qinghan was surprised when he heard the sound and looked up to see him.

Jiang Qi glanced at him, walked to the bedside table with a calm face, and unwrapped the food box, "You were exhausted just now, and passed out from exhaustion." His tone was also sullen, "Eat something, it will only happen if you don't eat for too long. stomachache."

Gu Qinghan was still a little dazed, he only remembered that his chest was suffocated, he was dizzy and wanted to find a quiet place to sit before he hid in the utility room, as for what happened later, he had no memory at all.

At this time, Jiang Qi had already set up a small table for him, and put several layers of lunch boxes in front of him one by one.

?Red dates glutinous rice porridge, rice cakes, fried ham, and a small dish of blackberries.

?The aroma of food filled the air, but it wasn't alluring to Gu Qinghan.He hasn't eaten normally for a long time, and he has a stomachache. At this time, he feels sick in his chest when he smells a little smell.

"I'm not too hungry..." he whispered, and forced a smile at Jiang Qi.

? Jiang Qi didn't speak, and sat down expressionlessly in front of him.After a moment of silence, he opened his mouth and said, "You don't eat on time, so you can feel at ease when you wear your body down? Gu Qinghan, you are an adult, you should take care of Gu Nian as well as your patients, so you should cherish yourself and be responsible for yourself."

"If you fall down again and again like this, what will it feel like to rely on you to care about you?"

Jiang Qi's face was ugly. He was originally angry and hurt, but when he said something in a hurry, some words didn't express his meaning. It sounded like a bystander's accusation tone was too much.

He was a little annoyed, but saw Gu Qinghan smiled very lightly.After being entangled for many years, he knows the meaning of this smile too well, alienated, depressed, and has no positive emotions.

"Sorry," Gu Qing coldly said, "I've caused you trouble." He picked up the bowl of porridge and swallowed it down, unable to taste the taste at all.

He was already ill, exhausted physically, and depressed all the time. He was really exhausted physically and mentally. What Jiang Qi said with a cold face made him feel uncontrollably depressed.

Before Jiang Qi could stop him, he grabbed another piece of rice cake and stuffed it into his mouth. Before he could swallow it, his face changed suddenly, and he bent down to cover his mouth and trembled, looking like he wanted to vomit.

Jiang Qi didn't care about getting angry, and hurriedly hooked the trash can to him, but the latter stubbornly endured it, his face was pale, his eyelashes were wet, and he refused to spit it out.

"Don't mess around..." Jiang Qi obeyed him, and didn't dare to speak loudly at this time, as if he was coaxing a child.

Gu Qinghan endured for a long time, and finally slapped his hands away, got out of bed alone, regardless of the needle being pulled out, and stumbled to the bathroom.

Jiang Qi followed, quickly grabbing the person who was about to kneel down from behind with his hands and eyes, and the next moment, Gu Qinghan coughed and spit out all the food he had swallowed.

"Okay, hold on for a while and don't vomit anymore..." Seeing that he had emptied his stomach but was still retching, Jiang Qi was very anxious, "I'll take you back to bed and lie down for a while."

Gu Qinghan couldn't suppress his vomiting at all, his eyes were flushed with discomfort, and physiological tears flowed down his face.Jiang Qi ignored his struggle, picked him up and put him back on the bed, and wiped his face with a towel.

The cramping in the stomach was even worse, Gu Qinghan curled up against the pain, his back was trembling, and cold sweat kept coming out.Jiang Qi watched anxiously and painfully, he knew that he was the one who made this person so angry that he came to this point.

"I'm sorry," he whispered, "I just want to say, I don't want to see you always sick..."

Gu Qinghan closed his eyes in disarray, how could he not be clear about Jiang Qi's meaning, just holding on for too long, he would be tired and hurt, when he was not so clear, he was still greedy for Jiang Qi's soft words and gentleness .