extinguish the stars

"I think I have expressed myself clearly enough." Under the light, Jiang Qi's stern face looked calm and peaceful.

? Lin Chen sat opposite him, looking a little tired, "You still can't let go of Gu Qinghan."

"It has nothing to do with him," Jiang Qi said frankly, "Even without him, we are not suitable." He had already said this kind of words the day before Lin Chen went to find Gu Qinghan, "I tried Already, Lin Chen, I can't force myself to come."

?He also really wanted to choose a new life and did so, but he became more and more aware that he had long been firmly bound by the people and things in the past. Even if he didn't go back, it was impossible to abandon these things and move forward .

"I am grateful that you saved me in a foreign country before, and I hope to repay you. But Lin Chen, I have never promised you anything emotionally."

Lin Chen looked at him without saying a word.Yes, in terms of feelings, he never got any positive response from Jiang Qi.For so long, the only bit of tenderness was a kiss that I cheated on the streets of London while he was drunk a long time ago.How can you be willing?

?Many people lost sleep this night, but the next morning, the world is still running in a hurry.

On the morning of New Year's Eve, Gu Qinghan took Gu Nian to the hospital to go to work as usual.As usual, morning rounds will be held, and then a busy and unexpected day will start.During the break between work, Gu Qinghan made milk powder for Gu Nian, and the child happily took the bottle, "Dad, will I be four years old tomorrow?"

????? "Yes," Gu Qinghan nodded gently, "Our Niannian will grow up soon."

The frostbitten knee a few days ago had a dull pain, Gu Qinghan rubbed it unobtrusively, "When Dad gets off work, go home and cook Niannian's favorite dish, okay?"

?????"good!"

But on this day, Gu Qinghan didn't get off work on time.He was walking towards the office from the outside, ready to change clothes and take the children home for New Year's Eve dinner, when an injured patient was brought in.Jiang Qi also ran in with the cart.

"What's wrong?" Gu Qinghan asked, feeling puzzled.

"Doctor Gu, the injured in the car accident!"

? Gu Qinghan didn't care about Jiang Qi, hurriedly checked the person pushing the bed briefly, and immediately made a judgment, "Suspect internal bleeding, send it to the operating room immediately."

"Gu Qinghan!" When he was about to go to the operating room, Jiang Qi grabbed his arm, "It's my brother... Please..." Jiang Qi's voice trembled slightly, and his face turned pale.

Gu Qinghan turned to look at him, held his hand back, and patted it lightly, "Don't worry." He comforted him in a low voice, and then immediately followed into the operating room.

The door of the operating room was closed, Jiang Qi panted heavily, and stood with his back against the wall, only to feel a little weak in his legs.He planned to go back to City A in the afternoon to spend the New Year with Jiang He, but when he arrived at the airport, he received a call from Jiang He's assistant, saying that Jiang He had a car accident in this city and was being sent to the city hospital.He immediately took a taxi to the hospital, and happened to meet Jiang He, who was already unconscious, in the lobby of the emergency room.It happened a little suddenly, and Jiang Qi was even a little chaotic.

"President Xiao Jiang..." Assistant Qin's face was not good. He was already preparing to return to City A, but he was still in shock when he received the news of Jiang He's accident.

"Why are you here?" Jiang Qi had already calmed down. It was New Year's Eve. How could Jiang He leave City A when he came home for the New Year.

Assistant Qin blinked his eyes slightly, thought for a moment quickly, and didn't say what he knew, "Mr. Jiang—he has urgent business to deal with here. We didn't take a car. Mr. Jiang may drive alone. distracted..."

? Jiang Qi squeezed the center of his eyebrows, his chest was burning with anxiety.He sat down on the row of chairs, with his head down and no expression on his face.

It had been nearly two hours since Jiang He was sent in. During this period, nurses came in and out and asked him to sign several forms. He couldn't remember what each one was about. He only knew that Jiang He's condition was very bad.

The night outside the window is already very dark, and the lights of Wanjia are like thousands of shining stars, illuminating the cold winter night.Jiang Qi had no choice but to lean helplessly on the window sill and stare out the window in a daze.Tonight is New Year's Eve.There are not many people related to him in this world. He silently made a wish in his heart, wishing that Jiang He would stay safe and sound, and wishing that important people would be by his side in the coming year and forever.

When his thoughts were wandering, a child's low sobbing sound came from his ears. Jiang Qi raised his head subconsciously, and saw a nurse hugging a child and comforting him softly.

"I want Dad..." the child turned his head and whispered.

?Jiang Qi finally saw the kid's face clearly, it was Gu Nian.

"Uncle—when will Dad come?" The child lay in Jiang Qi's arms, leaning on someone he trusted. He no longer cried, but his eyes and nose were still red, and he felt aggrieved.

Jiang Qi patted him on the back lightly, "Hurry up, baby, be good."

"Father said that he would cook a lot of delicious food for Niannian tonight, but I'm already sleepy, so my father won't take me home."

Jiang Qi picked him up a little and looked into his eyes, "I'm sorry baby, it's uncle who needs your father's help, that's why he didn't take you home earlier."

The child shook his head, "It's okay Uncle, Dad said that you have helped us many times, we will..." He frowned and thought for a long time, and finally found the word "mutual help".

"Thank you, baby." Jiang Qi felt helpless, holding the soft baby Gu Nian in his arms, feeling a little comforted.He asked Assistant Qin to go to a private kitchen to pack some exquisite food, and specifically asked him to bring back a piece of chocolate.

?????At the door of the operating room, Jiang Qi patiently fed the food to Gu Nian.

"Father didn't eat either." Gu Nian swallowed a mouthful of beef and muttered worriedly.

Jiang Qi smiled warmly, "Uncle will keep it for Dad."

On New Year's Eve, when the whole family was supposed to be reunited, he, Jiang He, Gu Qinghan and Gu Nian got together inside and outside the hospital's operating room door by accident.

The child who had a full stomach and Jiang Qi relied on fell asleep after a while. Jiang Qi was afraid that he would catch a cold, so he asked the nurse to take him to Gu Qinghan's dormitory to sleep, and he was still waiting here.

It was almost eleven o'clock when the door of the operating room finally opened, and Jiang Qi stood up awkwardly, with his heart hanging in his throat.

He saw Gu Qinghan come out slowly, and stood still at the door.While staring at each other, Gu Qinghan took off his mask, revealing a pale, sweaty face.

"..." Jiang Qi was terrified and choked for words.

Gu Qinghan smiled at him, but there seemed to be a faint starlight in his tired eyes, "It's all right." He said softly.

Jiang Qi's breath was finally relieved, his eyes were a little red, he was still speechless, but he also smiled at Gu Qinghan.

Jiang He was withdrawn and sent to the ward for observation, Jiang Qi rushed up to meet Gu Qinghan, only to find that he was leaning against the door frame, his breath was disordered and rapid, and cold sweat was all over his pale cheeks.Jiang Qi supported him subconsciously, feeling his arms trembling.

"Are you okay?"

? Gu Qinghan shook his head with a smile, "Go and see your brother..." His voice was very low, but it could calm Jiang Qi's anxious heart.

"Go."

??Jiang Qi hesitantly let go of his hands and followed the nurse pushing the bed, still turning his head to look at Gu Qinghan every step of the way, suddenly remembered something when he ran back and stuffed something into Gu Qinghan's hand before turning back.

It wasn't until the group of people turned around the corridor and disappeared that Gu Qinghan supported the wall and slowly bent down to breathe heavily, his face was as cold and white as if soaked in cold water.He felt that he was exhausted to the extreme, but the pain in his body did not let him go at all, whether it was his stomach or knees, they all stimulated his nerves like acupuncture.

But holding the chocolate Jiang Qi gave him in his hand, he felt a little soft and sweet despite all kinds of discomfort.