extinguish the stars

Jiang Qi left completely, and the house opposite was vacant again.Many times, Gu Qinghan was a little dazed when he went out to and from get off work. He doubted whether Jiang Qi had really come back, and suspected that the reunion in the hospital was a dream that he had been obsessed with and bound up in his own cocoon.

But Gu Nian would sometimes talk about missing the uncle and the dog at the opposite door, Gu Qinghan was convinced that Jiang Qi had really come back, but now, he chose a new life and a new partner.

Gu Qinghan would sometimes think of the day when Jiang Qi came to return his ring in the hospital, he spoke briefly and looked at himself quietly.He had never seen such a quiet and deep gaze in Jiang Qi's eyes, sinking him to the bottom like the deep sea.

If he hadn't met Jiang Qi again, he might be able to deceive himself and others to live out his life, but Jiang Qi came back after all.People who have tasted a little bit of sweetness will always miss it when they see honey again.

In fact, he vaguely understood in his heart that if Jiang Qi was resentful and resentful when they separated, then this time, he seemed to have calmed down, determined to put an end to the years of entanglement by himself.But thinking of this, Gu Qinghan only felt sour in his heart and infinitely tired.

Lost emotions are out of control, and the body seems to be getting harder and harder to bear.Aside from the accumulated stomach problems, Gu Qinghan began to have frequent heart palpitations, dizziness, and short-term fainting. He is ashamed to say that he is a doctor, but he always avoids medical treatment because of too many scruples.

In the middle of the twelfth lunar month, the weather is even colder.Gu Qinghan stopped by the mall after get off work, planning to buy a few more warm clothes for Gu Nian.

Children's clothes are always soft and warm, and when Gu Qinghan touches those fabrics, he also feels soft in his heart.But when will my Nian Nian grow up?He thought to himself, suddenly feeling a little melancholy, worried whether he could stay with him long enough.

After paying, Gu Qinghan walked towards the escalator.The bright lights in the shopping mall made his eyes blurred, but he still saw the person at a glance.Compared with the eyes, there is an indescribable feeling that Jiang Qi needs to be recognized first.

Gu Qinghan's heart seemed to tremble, and his body also trembled slightly.He looked at Jiang Qi, watching him walking towards him calmly.

"..." Gu Qinghan smiled at him, Qingyuan's brows were as soft as water, and before he could speak, Jiang Qi just nodded slightly to him as a signal, so unfamiliar that he didn't even give him a straight look and wiped him And pass.

Gu Qinghan looked back dully, and saw Jiang Qi walking straight towards the boy he was no stranger to.

"Brother! I've been waiting for you for a long time!" Lin Chen came up to him, grabbed Jiang Qi's arm, and walked forward side by side with Jiang Qi.He looked back, and saw that delicate and handsome doctor standing behind them, as beautiful and fragile as ice and snow.

"Didn't sleep well last night?" Ning Ze looked at Gu Qinghan who came to take over, "Did you listen to me and go for a physical examination?"

????? "I have a cold and low fever, don't bother me, get off work and rest." Gu Qinghan's complexion was pale, he really didn't have much strength to argue with Ning Ze.

?After the routine rounds, he took a cup of hot water and drank it slowly while nestling in a chair in the office.Probably because he inhaled the cold air outside, he felt a stuffy pain from his chest to his stomach.

"Doctor Gu." Someone called him.

When he turned his head, he saw that bright and energetic boy walking in with a smile, "Doctor Gu, I'm Lin Chen."

Gu Qinghan nodded, "I know, are you okay?"

"It's nothing, I'll come over for a review, and I'll greet you by the way," Lin Chen still smiled softly, "You're Jiang Qi's old friend, and you helped me see the injury, I should come over and thank you."

Gu Qinghan gently closed his eyelashes, his eyes were a little cold.

Lin Chen looked at this person, and when he smiled, he was as gentle and soft as pear blossoms in spring water. His smile was restrained, but it was as cold as Jiangnan, which was shrouded in misty and rainy winter, and could not be offended.

"We'll treat you to dinner when we have time." He said, "Before we were together abroad for more than two years, we didn't see many of his domestic friends."

Gu Qinghan subconsciously touched the ring on his left ring finger, and smiled very lightly, "No need."

"You're welcome, although today is different from the past, but you finally got to know each other, I don't mind." Lin Chen's words seemed deliberate and meaningful.

Gu Qinghan looked at him, his beautiful eyes were like cold pools.

"I'm married," he said.

After Lin Chen left, Gu Qinghan frowned and endured it for a long time, and finally coughed heavily while clutching his chest.It's so embarrassing. In the past, he and Jiang Qi had come to the end with regret and resentment, and today they have to be exposed by others like this, suspicious and tempted.

With the pain in his chest, his eyes turned black, and the bloody smell in his throat surged. He fumbled and pulled a tissue to cover his mouth and nose, retching unbearably, and saw a bright red spot on the white tissue in a blur.

?Gu Qinghan was in so much pain that he couldn't sit still. The severe pain in his chest made him confirm that the mouthful of blood was not caused by his stomach. He might have a serious problem with his heart.He felt that the air around him seemed to be very thin, every breath was hard and heavy, and his heartbeat was chaotic.At this moment, the office was empty except for him, but he didn't even have the strength to call for help. When the things in front of him gradually blurred, he actually wanted to give up.

But before his consciousness died, Gu Nianxiao's soft appearance appeared in front of his eyes, "Dad," the child called him, "Dad, when are you going home?"

He really wanted to tell Gu Nian that his father was very tired and wanted to sleep, but the pure and dependent eyes of the child made him unable to speak.He thought again, what would such a small child do without him?

????? "Uh..." Gu Qinghan groaned in pain, and beat hard on his almost tangled chest twice. Under the severe pain, he did not let himself pass out.He leaned down on the table exhausted, stroked his chest one by one, and after an unknown amount of time, the surging pain finally faded away.But his face was already as golden as paper, and his clothes were soaked in sweat.

Gu Qinghan felt very cold, even his fingers were trembling.Slowly, Lin Chen's words lingered in his ears again. He pressed the ring on his left ring finger, and his eyes became darker and darker.

After get off work, he changed his white coat and hung it in the closet, but instead of leaving the hospital, he went straight to the heart surgery department.