extinguish the stars

Jiang Qi walked out of the ward without looking back, walked through the corridor, and then got into the elevator to the parking lot, his expression calm and composed all the way.The cold wind whistled in his ears, but he seemed to be in a silent place.

- Go forward, don't look back.

He thought to himself, how Gu Qinghan left him behind and walked out of the hospital, how he should return him as usual today.

At that time four years ago, he had been in a coma for a long time before waking up from the serious injury. The wounds all over his body were in severe pain, but the person he missed the most was not by his side.He was afraid that someone would make things difficult for Gu Qinghan when he was asleep, and worried whether that person would be wronged when he was not around.

But his father told him that Gu Qinghan had left.

"You are lying here half dead, he is afraid." Father said, "People seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. He abandons you and leaves because he is weak, and he made the right choice to make him feel at ease, because this person is more You are smart, you make him feel heavy, and he also knows that he can't bear the responsibility of protecting you. You don't have the firmness to share the wind and rain."

At that time, Jiang Qi couldn't listen to these words.He only felt that his father was slandering Gu Qinghan and belittled the relationship between them.

He was young and energetic and loved Gu Qinghan deeply, so he naturally refused to believe it easily.But he was seriously injured and unable to move. He could only call Gu Qinghan's cell phone day and night and send messages over and over again. However, from the beginning to the end, Gu Qinghan never heard from him.

When he was able to go to the ground, he tried his best to escape from all the guards and look for that person. He crept out in the middle of the night but bumped into his father head-on. He was ready to die.But Jiang's father didn't stop him, "I'll let you go to him for a month. If you can make him change his mind, I won't bother you any more. But if you can't, you have to promise me to study in England and we will be with you from then on. He cut off contact."

"Okay!" His eyes were bright, with flying joy.He thought he could find Qinghui.

But even if he chased him downstairs and told his father what he meant, Gu Qinghan still closed the doors and windows tightly and never looked at him.

"Jiang Qi, let's separate."

This was the only sentence Gu Qinghan had given him since he was injured.

He realized belatedly that Gu Qinghan was really determined to leave him.

When the deadline agreed with his father was reached, Gu Qinghan did not see him again.

In the evening, he sadly packed his luggage and set off for the airport.But he still didn't give up, and sent a message to Gu Qinghan, "Gu Qinghan, I'm about to board the plane. Everything I gave you in the past was willing, I really love you, and I never feel that I have lost anything. Let me say the last time, as long as you say If you say so, I will return to you immediately. No one can separate us."

But he almost broke his mobile phone and did not receive a reply, but he waited for a few pictures from his father: a copy of the marriage certificate, a pregnancy test report.He didn't know how his father got it here, but the marriage certificate had Gu Qinghan's and Yan Jin's names and a couple's photo on it, the date of receipt of the certificate was a month ago, and the pregnancy test sheet was naturally from Yan Jin.

His mind was buzzing, and he still couldn't sort out his thoughts, and received another message from his father: Yan is now three months pregnant.Three months ago, he remembered that Gu Qinghan and Yan Jin walked out of the hotel together in a daze.

In retrospect, Gu Qinghan said at that time that no one can control the reunion and parting.It turned out that at that time, he was already shaken, worried that the road ahead would be difficult, did he find a way out for himself?

Another photo was received, of Gu Qinghan supporting Yan Jin in the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital.He hadn't seen that man's handsome side face for a long time.

Consciousness gradually returned, he only felt irony, and laughed loudly in the bustling airport until his eyelashes were wet.It turned out that all these years he thought that the pure and passionate affection came from his own imagination.He put all his eggs in one basket without hesitation, but Gu Qinghan was rational and clear-headed, and he had already made the whole body and preparations.

Finally, he took out the SIM card and threw it into the trash can, dragged his luggage into the ticket gate, and never looked back. There were only a few stars above the tarmac, but in an instant, the glimmer was covered by thick clouds.Ink kept pressing into his eyes.

These past events surrounded him for a whole night, and Jiang Qi sat in the driver's seat thinking about deduction like a daze, and regarded the feelings that had been entangled with longing and resentment for many years as a difficult document on his desk, Finally reconciled with myself——

Four years ago, Gu Qinghan abandoned him in the hospital and chose another path that was bright and easy for him.

Still in the hospital four years later, he decided that he should really go to another path.

At dawn, he finally got up and went upstairs to return the ring that Gu Qinghan dropped in his pocket by accident.Whether it's all thoughts or resentment, it's best to return it to him.

"Lin Chen, I'll go back later. Do you want to eat something? I can buy it for you." Jiang Qi drove out of the car and called Lin Chen.

"Okay bro, you can buy anything, I'm not picky!" Obviously Lin Chen was very excited, "Or I'll make you a big meal!"

"Xiao Qi, please list that house in Linjiang Garden for me. I want to resell it." Jiang Qi sent a voice message to his secretary again.

The car drove forward at a high speed, the road ahead was straight and there was no end, but the view was wide and unobstructed.Jiang Qi held the steering wheel and silently said goodbye, but his heart suddenly felt empty. He had an illusion in his trance that the cold wind outside the car window was pouring into his heart.

It was already dark when Jiang Qi arrived at the residence, and the living room on the flat floor was lit. He parked the car and walked in through the garden. Lin Chen was helping his auntie set the dishes.

Under the soft lighting, the carefully prepared food on the plate seems to have a little light, which has the power to iron people's hearts in the cold winter.

This scene had appeared countless times in his previous dreams, but the people in the dreams were different.

"Brother, are you back?" Lin Chen was very happy, and limped up to meet him.

Jiang Qi took advantage of the situation to support him, "Is it still not cured?"

"It's almost time, I have dared to get rid of the crutches," Lin Chen replied, "Come here, I will cook whatever you like."

Jiang Qi followed him to the dining table, and by the way put the small box in his hand on the corner of the table. Looking down, it was indeed his favorite dish.

"I'm just hungry." Jiang Qi glanced sideways at Lin Chen, and smiled as gently as possible, "By the way, this is for you." He pushed the box to the middle.

"What?" Lin Chen took it with a surprised expression.

"cake."

"Oh, that's just for dessert." Lin Chen lowered his head and opened it, "It's pretty pretty."

Jiang Qi nodded.He tried to say something to allow himself to communicate with Lin Chen, but he couldn't think of any expandable topics, and every time he spoke, he felt deliberate.On the other side, Lin Chen was full of smiles and kept talking.On the contrary, Jiang Qi was a little tired. After chatting with him intermittently for a while, he lost interest.

After dinner, Lin Chen cut a cake for him.Jiang Qi waved his hand, "I bought it for you, I won't eat it."

"Brother, do you still have to go back to the city tonight?" Lin Chen forked a small piece of butter and tasted it.

"not going."

The two sat in silence for a while, Lin Chen said that he would go to rest when he was tired, and he didn't eat much of the cake in front of him.

"Lin Chen." Jiang Qi called to stop him.

"What's wrong?" Lin Chen turned around.

Jiang Qi frowned and hesitated for a moment, "Nothing, good night." Still unable to make this decision.