Be green tea in a British noble school
Chapter 35 The real me
From You Nian's point of view, it's really hard to say whose problem is more serious, Shan Chu or Earl Gray.
He even said that You Nian made a preliminary judgment: "Earl Gray's situation should be more serious than yours."
"Why do you say that?" Shanchu's cognition was about to be subverted.
You Nian said: "Your situation is that you can realize that you have attachment anxiety problems and try to improve this situation. Moreover, the most gratifying thing is that you actually have a relatively sufficient sense of security now. Starting from reason, have you accepted the fact that 'Earl Gray really loves you'? Maybe you will continue to 'test' him occasionally, but in fact your doubts have subsided a lot. You have begun to believe him .”
Shan Chu was startled: It seems to be true.
In fact, Shanchu had already crossed the first threshold of trust when he decided to start a relationship with Earl Gray.
Earl Gray is the first person that Shanchu has encountered in his two lifetimes that can give him the courage to establish a romantic relationship.
After the relationship was established, Shanchu continued to challenge Earl Gray's patience like a demon. Time and time again, Shanchu felt Earl Gray's sincerity, so he was willing to make changes and took the initiative to seek help from You Nian.
This is something that Shanchu could only do if he gained enough sense of security.
Shan Chu thought for a long time, and couldn't help but agree with You Nian's statement: "Yes, I believe him."
"Unfortunately," You Nian said, "he doesn't believe you."
In this pathological relationship, Shanchu thought he was the one who was more anxious.
actually not.
Earl Gray was the one who couldn't believe he was loved.
Earl Gray had an unhappy childhood.Earl Gray's parents were at odds with each other and were unfaithful to each other.Earl Gray witnessed his parents cheating at home many times when he was young, causing him to turn around on the spot and directly transfer to the base.
This may also be one of the sources of Earl Gray's attachment anxiety.
He doesn't believe in feelings.
And he didn't feel any affection from home.
All he had learned from his parents was deceit, calculation, and other necessary political maneuvers.
The first time he opened his heart and fell in love with someone was the only time a teenager had his heart beat, and the object was a slag green tea from the East.
After the fall of Earl Gray, he tore off the packaging of his upbringing and directly asked the other party "what are we?", but the other party told him calmly, "I just want to practice oral English with you".
Earl Grey, young as he was, was not stupid, and he knew he had been played.
The black-haired and snow-skinned boy looked at him with ease, pretending to be innocent, just like when his mother teased men.
Lord Grey's heart broke.
In an instant.
However, at the same moment, he understood something again.
Although he doesn't know what is green tea and what is Neptune, but he knows how his parents usually have fun.
After all, his parents never shy away from him.They think: "It's better for you to know these things earlier."
Looking back now, it was indeed beneficial.
Although Earl Gray has never participated in it, he also understands how these games are played under his influence.
He knew that the first to show urgency would be kicked out immediately.
And he didn't want to be kicked out.
Therefore, he immediately restrained his expression, and said calmly, "I also want to practice my spoken Chinese."
Sure enough, Shan Chu, who had already lost interest in him, suddenly had some interest in his eyes again.
"Then let's practice together." Shanchu replied.
Thus, Earl Gray and Shanchu started a new game.
They fought wits and courage, entangled their rivals, and finally established an intimate relationship.
But Earl Grey never thought he had got Shan Chu.
In Shanchu's eyes, Earl Gray was never the only one.
Even if they were really together, Shanchu would not take Earl Gray to meet his family. What's more, Shanchu would still meet other men, which was quite an eyesore, especially that vulgar Shi Xiaonai, who made Gray the most The count was annoyed.
As for other alternatives, Earl Gray has the ability to make the opponent lose, but Shi Xiaonai... is always the most difficult one.
Since the Athens Academy, Shi Xiaonai has always been Shan Chu's fish.
During this period, Shanchu thought of kindness several times, and released the fish Shi Xiaonai back into the sea, but he didn't want Shi Xiaonai to jump back into Shanchu's fish pond by himself every time the carp stood up.
Only when Shanchu's attachment anxiety breaks out and loses his temper because of Earl Gray's negligence, can Earl Gray taste a little bit of being loved.
You Nian was right, Earl Gray appease Shan Chu, not "too tiresome", but "enjoying it".
Even "can't stop".
The two of them are morbidly entangled in this way, tempting each other, hurting each other, and obsessing each other.
After the evaluation, You Nian said: There are really everyone in this world.
Shan Chu smiled wryly: "Do you not understand the relationship between me and him?"
"I can understand," You Nian said, "You are not perverts."
According to You Nian's work, he has really come into contact with real perverts.
You Nian said: "Last time, one of my clients said that he loved his wife too much, and asked me to dissect her brain and keep it in a tank. Then she will belong to him forever."
Hearing such a "love story", Shanchu immediately felt that his relationship with Earl Gray was quite healthy.
Shanchu asked again: "Then you didn't agree?"
You Nian said, "No."
Shan Chu breathed a sigh of relief: It seems that You Nian is not some immoral Frankenstein.
You Nian said: "I said it doesn't need to be so troublesome. My device only needs to be connected to the neural circuit to do it, without opening the brain."
"..." Shanchu was dumbfounded, "Did the client do it in the end?"
"No." You Nian said.
Shanchu asked: "Conscience found out?"
You Nian said, "The budget is not enough."
It turns out that being a pervert also requires financial resources.
"..." Shanchu looked at You Nian with a calm face, and shuddered.
You Nian seems to be a person who has no concept of good and evil.
He's not a bad guy, he doesn't get excited by doing something bad, and he's not a good guy, he doesn't get happy when he does something good.
Shanchu asked, "Aren't you breaking the law?"
"It's illegal for me to help you get reborn." You Nian said.
Shanchu thought at first: It seems to be the same.
Shan Chu looked at You Nian: "So you are a person who doesn't respect the law?"
"I respect the law." You Nian said, "I never run a red light."
"..." Shanchu felt that he should not discuss legal and moral issues with You Nian.
After that, Shanchu paid more attention to Earl Gray.
He did find that Earl Gray was a man with a strong desire to control and possess, and he just suppressed himself repeatedly.In order to keep Shanchu's "interest" in him, Earl Gray always plays the role of a sentimental and calm gentleman.
Unless it was when Shan Chu collapsed, Earl Gray would not easily say that he loved him.
And Earl Gray's forbearance gave Shanchu more sense of security, and --- compassion.
Shan Chu cut off the relationship with other spare tires, and no longer provoked Earl Gray to be jealous.
He became more and more patient with Earl Gray, saying that he loved him every day, and cared a lot for him.
Earl Gray noticed these changes, and his anxiety became more serious.
He was afraid that this was another trick, a trap.
Earl Gray's condition is getting worse and worse, Shanchu is very worried, but he has no good solution.
He found You Nian again and asked him for help.
You Nian analyzed: "Earl Gray is used to the position of the ruler, and because he has been hurt before, he refuses to show his timidity easily. The problem now is not how to intervene with him, but how to make him willing to accept the intervention."
That is to say: firstly, it is impossible for Earl Gray to expose his weakness, secondly, it is impossible to seek help from others, and thirdly, it is impossible to receive medical treatment...
They discussed together and agreed on a plan.
Shanchu pretended to have a relapse of depression, and confessed to Earl Gray about his rebirth, telling Earl Gray that the scars of his previous life were too deep, and he must accept You Nian's hypnotic memory regression treatment.
The story of Shanchu was too unbelievable, but Earl Gray didn't think he was lying, because Earl Gray could tell that Shanchu was different from others. If he was reborn, then his abnormality could be explained pass.
Earl Gray inspected You Nian for a long time, and finally recognized You Nian's ability.
Under the guidance of You Nian, Earl Gray entered a dark room, and Shan Chu was lying in it, with sophisticated instruments detecting his brain waves.
Worry appeared in Earl Gray's eyes: "What are you doing now?"
"Memory recall." You Nian introduced, "Let him go back to the past, change the past, and become a better self."
Hypnotherapy is different from the rebirth experienced by Shanchu. Rebirth is rebirth, while hypnosis only creates a virtual scene in the brain through brain-computer interaction, and the risk is relatively low.
Lord Gray said: "Can I join him?"
——This is actually what You Nian needs Earl Gray to say.
You Nian needs Earl Gray to voluntarily participate in hypnosis, otherwise, Earl Gray's consciousness will conflict.
How could a prudent dictator like Earl Gray voluntarily join a bizarre and risky plan?
Only Shan Chu can do it.
As a result, Earl Gray also entered the journey of hypnotic regression—a little later than Shanchu.
Because Earl Gray is a sensitive and suspicious person, if he wants to convince Earl Gray that this retrospective is for "healing Shan Chu", then Shan Chu has to act more weak and helpless.
So at the beginning, You Nian used the golden bell to hypnotize Shanchu, closed the relevant memories of Shanchu, and let Shanchu enter the retrospective in the state of his first rebirth.
Seeing Shan Chu's various performances, Earl Gray completely let go of his defenses, thinking that his mission is to protect and awaken Shan Chu.
In fact, the one who needs to be awakened and saved - is the Earl Grey.
But when the process reaches a critical point, Earl Gray will completely let go of his defense against You Nian, and twelve o'clock will strike.
You Nian uses the golden bell to wake up Shanchu's memory and remind Shanchu of his mission.
Shan Chu opened his eyes and finally remembered all this.
He looked at himself sitting in the Chinese restaurant, on the table was the vase he had just brought as a gift to You Nian.
You Nian fiddled with the golden bell, put down his wrist: "Have you remembered?"
Shan Chu looked around, a little startled: "Is this simulation? Not real rebirth?"
"That's right." You Nian said, "Rebirth is risky, so there's no need to do it."
Shan Chu looked at everything around him and was shocked by the sense of reality: "This is too real!"
"Of course." You Nian said, "In addition to the real construction of big data, there is also a virtual reality jointly constructed by the memories of several of our participants. Moreover, because this is the world of consciousness, even if there is something wrong, the consciousness will It will be ignored automatically. So the sense of reality is very strong.”
"Our participants... refer to you, me, Will (Earl Grey's nickname) and... Shi Xiaonai!" Shan Chu murmured, his eyes suddenly widened, "Why did Shi Xiaonai become a double personality?"
Shi Xiaonai's joining was approved by Shanchu.
Shi Xiaonai is also one of the biggest sponsors of You Nian Lab.
Shan Chu didn't let Shi Xiaonai know the real purpose of this hypnosis, he told Shi Xiaonai what he said to Earl Gray: "I have a problem with my mental state, I need hypnotherapy."
Shi Xiaonai volunteered to help Shanchu.
Shanchu agreed.
Shi Xiaonai was very excited, thinking that she might be able to open Shanchu's heart.
But Shanchu said at the time: "I know, you have been chasing me because you are unwilling and unwilling. You always feel that you are not liked by me because you listened to Zhefu's instigation and treated me badly at the beginning. Yes, is it?"
Shi Xiaonai was stunned.
He did think so.
Shi Xiaonai at that time was extremely arrogant and had a foul mouth.Under Zhefu's malicious instigation, Shi Xiaonai thought that Shanchu was a villain clinging to the nobles, so he had a bad attitude towards Shanchu at first.Later, he realized that he had misunderstood Shanchu, and it was even worse. He was like a primary school student with extremely low EQ. In order to attract the attention of the person he liked, he deliberately bullied him, which made Shanchu hate him even more.
Until a certain moment, Shanchu began to smile sweetly at him, and his heart was full of excitement——in the end, Shanchu laughed: "I only care about studying. Classmate, have you misunderstood something?"
Shi Xiaonai's feelings towards Shan Chu are very complicated, the boy's obsession, unrequited love, and broken love are all caused by Shan Chu.
Grown up and matured, Shi Xiaonai understands that she chose the worst way to meet Shanchu.
He always regretted that he had treated Shan Chu like this.
Sometimes he also thought unwillingly: the reason why Shanchu chose to be with Earl Gray in the end, was it because Earl Gray was the friendliest to Shanchu?If I had been friendly to Shanchu back then, maybe he would have liked me.
Shan Chu sighed, and said, "So, I'll give you a chance to completely give up."
Shi Xiaonai smiled unwillingly: "Okay, although it's hard to be stubborn. But I will cherish any chance you give me."
Therefore, Shi Xiaonai also fell into a dream.
"The real 'Zhefu' was killed by Shi Xiaonai, right?" Shanchu recalled, "After Earl Gray disabled Zhefu, he should have stopped. 'Zhefu' will die, it was Shi Xiaonai who did it. "
"That's right." You Nian said, "Shi Xiaonai was a reckless person, because he knew it was a dream, so he acted even more lawlessly. He knew that Zhefu had done similar things in reality, so he projected it into your dream He killed Zeff in the dream to vent his anger not only for you, but also for himself. Of course, he also hoped to make you fear Earl Grey by blaming Earl Grey for Zeff's death."
In addition, Shi Xiaonai turned into a dual personality after falling into a dream, which surprised Shanchu.
He asked You Nian suspiciously: "At the beginning, Shi Xiaonai was the young Shi Xiaonai in my memory, but later...why did he have a dual personality?"
You Nian replied: "Because in this dream, you are the main dreamer. It means that this dream space is constructed by you as the main consciousness. Your consciousness quickly accepted Earl Gray, but did not accept Shi Xiaonai very much, so Shi Xiaonai will be ejected from time to time."
Shan Chu was silent for a while, and actually felt that Shi Xiao Nai was a bit pitiful.
Speaking of it, every time the "mature version of Shi Xiaonai" can appear, it seems that it is because Shanchu wants to use him as a "tool man".Because Shan Chu can use him, the main consciousness does not reject Shi Xiaonai and let Shi Xiaonai fall asleep.However, Dan Shanchu has used enough, and if you bother him, he will be ejected.
It's too awful.
Although Shanchu subjectively agreed with Shi Xiaonai's dreaming, his subconscious still resisted him.
Shan Chu swallowed, and said to You Nian: "Then why do you come and go freely? Can my consciousness accept you?"
"Of course." You Nian said, "Your subconscious mind recognizes my existence as a guide."
Shan Chu thought for a while and said, "Then what should I do now?"
You Nian untied the golden bell from his wrist, and handed it to Shan Chu: "Earl Gray's self-control will decrease in the dream, and as the master of the dream, you can influence him and guide him to reveal his true nature."
Shan Chu took the string of golden bells, lowered his eyes and thought deeply: "The truest nature..."
Earl Gray's bitterly suppressed nature under the gentleman's coat?
Why do so many people think it's over?Not at all, Shanchu's strategy against Earl Gray has just begun!
He even said that You Nian made a preliminary judgment: "Earl Gray's situation should be more serious than yours."
"Why do you say that?" Shanchu's cognition was about to be subverted.
You Nian said: "Your situation is that you can realize that you have attachment anxiety problems and try to improve this situation. Moreover, the most gratifying thing is that you actually have a relatively sufficient sense of security now. Starting from reason, have you accepted the fact that 'Earl Gray really loves you'? Maybe you will continue to 'test' him occasionally, but in fact your doubts have subsided a lot. You have begun to believe him .”
Shan Chu was startled: It seems to be true.
In fact, Shanchu had already crossed the first threshold of trust when he decided to start a relationship with Earl Gray.
Earl Gray is the first person that Shanchu has encountered in his two lifetimes that can give him the courage to establish a romantic relationship.
After the relationship was established, Shanchu continued to challenge Earl Gray's patience like a demon. Time and time again, Shanchu felt Earl Gray's sincerity, so he was willing to make changes and took the initiative to seek help from You Nian.
This is something that Shanchu could only do if he gained enough sense of security.
Shan Chu thought for a long time, and couldn't help but agree with You Nian's statement: "Yes, I believe him."
"Unfortunately," You Nian said, "he doesn't believe you."
In this pathological relationship, Shanchu thought he was the one who was more anxious.
actually not.
Earl Gray was the one who couldn't believe he was loved.
Earl Gray had an unhappy childhood.Earl Gray's parents were at odds with each other and were unfaithful to each other.Earl Gray witnessed his parents cheating at home many times when he was young, causing him to turn around on the spot and directly transfer to the base.
This may also be one of the sources of Earl Gray's attachment anxiety.
He doesn't believe in feelings.
And he didn't feel any affection from home.
All he had learned from his parents was deceit, calculation, and other necessary political maneuvers.
The first time he opened his heart and fell in love with someone was the only time a teenager had his heart beat, and the object was a slag green tea from the East.
After the fall of Earl Gray, he tore off the packaging of his upbringing and directly asked the other party "what are we?", but the other party told him calmly, "I just want to practice oral English with you".
Earl Grey, young as he was, was not stupid, and he knew he had been played.
The black-haired and snow-skinned boy looked at him with ease, pretending to be innocent, just like when his mother teased men.
Lord Grey's heart broke.
In an instant.
However, at the same moment, he understood something again.
Although he doesn't know what is green tea and what is Neptune, but he knows how his parents usually have fun.
After all, his parents never shy away from him.They think: "It's better for you to know these things earlier."
Looking back now, it was indeed beneficial.
Although Earl Gray has never participated in it, he also understands how these games are played under his influence.
He knew that the first to show urgency would be kicked out immediately.
And he didn't want to be kicked out.
Therefore, he immediately restrained his expression, and said calmly, "I also want to practice my spoken Chinese."
Sure enough, Shan Chu, who had already lost interest in him, suddenly had some interest in his eyes again.
"Then let's practice together." Shanchu replied.
Thus, Earl Gray and Shanchu started a new game.
They fought wits and courage, entangled their rivals, and finally established an intimate relationship.
But Earl Grey never thought he had got Shan Chu.
In Shanchu's eyes, Earl Gray was never the only one.
Even if they were really together, Shanchu would not take Earl Gray to meet his family. What's more, Shanchu would still meet other men, which was quite an eyesore, especially that vulgar Shi Xiaonai, who made Gray the most The count was annoyed.
As for other alternatives, Earl Gray has the ability to make the opponent lose, but Shi Xiaonai... is always the most difficult one.
Since the Athens Academy, Shi Xiaonai has always been Shan Chu's fish.
During this period, Shanchu thought of kindness several times, and released the fish Shi Xiaonai back into the sea, but he didn't want Shi Xiaonai to jump back into Shanchu's fish pond by himself every time the carp stood up.
Only when Shanchu's attachment anxiety breaks out and loses his temper because of Earl Gray's negligence, can Earl Gray taste a little bit of being loved.
You Nian was right, Earl Gray appease Shan Chu, not "too tiresome", but "enjoying it".
Even "can't stop".
The two of them are morbidly entangled in this way, tempting each other, hurting each other, and obsessing each other.
After the evaluation, You Nian said: There are really everyone in this world.
Shan Chu smiled wryly: "Do you not understand the relationship between me and him?"
"I can understand," You Nian said, "You are not perverts."
According to You Nian's work, he has really come into contact with real perverts.
You Nian said: "Last time, one of my clients said that he loved his wife too much, and asked me to dissect her brain and keep it in a tank. Then she will belong to him forever."
Hearing such a "love story", Shanchu immediately felt that his relationship with Earl Gray was quite healthy.
Shanchu asked again: "Then you didn't agree?"
You Nian said, "No."
Shan Chu breathed a sigh of relief: It seems that You Nian is not some immoral Frankenstein.
You Nian said: "I said it doesn't need to be so troublesome. My device only needs to be connected to the neural circuit to do it, without opening the brain."
"..." Shanchu was dumbfounded, "Did the client do it in the end?"
"No." You Nian said.
Shanchu asked: "Conscience found out?"
You Nian said, "The budget is not enough."
It turns out that being a pervert also requires financial resources.
"..." Shanchu looked at You Nian with a calm face, and shuddered.
You Nian seems to be a person who has no concept of good and evil.
He's not a bad guy, he doesn't get excited by doing something bad, and he's not a good guy, he doesn't get happy when he does something good.
Shanchu asked, "Aren't you breaking the law?"
"It's illegal for me to help you get reborn." You Nian said.
Shanchu thought at first: It seems to be the same.
Shan Chu looked at You Nian: "So you are a person who doesn't respect the law?"
"I respect the law." You Nian said, "I never run a red light."
"..." Shanchu felt that he should not discuss legal and moral issues with You Nian.
After that, Shanchu paid more attention to Earl Gray.
He did find that Earl Gray was a man with a strong desire to control and possess, and he just suppressed himself repeatedly.In order to keep Shanchu's "interest" in him, Earl Gray always plays the role of a sentimental and calm gentleman.
Unless it was when Shan Chu collapsed, Earl Gray would not easily say that he loved him.
And Earl Gray's forbearance gave Shanchu more sense of security, and --- compassion.
Shan Chu cut off the relationship with other spare tires, and no longer provoked Earl Gray to be jealous.
He became more and more patient with Earl Gray, saying that he loved him every day, and cared a lot for him.
Earl Gray noticed these changes, and his anxiety became more serious.
He was afraid that this was another trick, a trap.
Earl Gray's condition is getting worse and worse, Shanchu is very worried, but he has no good solution.
He found You Nian again and asked him for help.
You Nian analyzed: "Earl Gray is used to the position of the ruler, and because he has been hurt before, he refuses to show his timidity easily. The problem now is not how to intervene with him, but how to make him willing to accept the intervention."
That is to say: firstly, it is impossible for Earl Gray to expose his weakness, secondly, it is impossible to seek help from others, and thirdly, it is impossible to receive medical treatment...
They discussed together and agreed on a plan.
Shanchu pretended to have a relapse of depression, and confessed to Earl Gray about his rebirth, telling Earl Gray that the scars of his previous life were too deep, and he must accept You Nian's hypnotic memory regression treatment.
The story of Shanchu was too unbelievable, but Earl Gray didn't think he was lying, because Earl Gray could tell that Shanchu was different from others. If he was reborn, then his abnormality could be explained pass.
Earl Gray inspected You Nian for a long time, and finally recognized You Nian's ability.
Under the guidance of You Nian, Earl Gray entered a dark room, and Shan Chu was lying in it, with sophisticated instruments detecting his brain waves.
Worry appeared in Earl Gray's eyes: "What are you doing now?"
"Memory recall." You Nian introduced, "Let him go back to the past, change the past, and become a better self."
Hypnotherapy is different from the rebirth experienced by Shanchu. Rebirth is rebirth, while hypnosis only creates a virtual scene in the brain through brain-computer interaction, and the risk is relatively low.
Lord Gray said: "Can I join him?"
——This is actually what You Nian needs Earl Gray to say.
You Nian needs Earl Gray to voluntarily participate in hypnosis, otherwise, Earl Gray's consciousness will conflict.
How could a prudent dictator like Earl Gray voluntarily join a bizarre and risky plan?
Only Shan Chu can do it.
As a result, Earl Gray also entered the journey of hypnotic regression—a little later than Shanchu.
Because Earl Gray is a sensitive and suspicious person, if he wants to convince Earl Gray that this retrospective is for "healing Shan Chu", then Shan Chu has to act more weak and helpless.
So at the beginning, You Nian used the golden bell to hypnotize Shanchu, closed the relevant memories of Shanchu, and let Shanchu enter the retrospective in the state of his first rebirth.
Seeing Shan Chu's various performances, Earl Gray completely let go of his defenses, thinking that his mission is to protect and awaken Shan Chu.
In fact, the one who needs to be awakened and saved - is the Earl Grey.
But when the process reaches a critical point, Earl Gray will completely let go of his defense against You Nian, and twelve o'clock will strike.
You Nian uses the golden bell to wake up Shanchu's memory and remind Shanchu of his mission.
Shan Chu opened his eyes and finally remembered all this.
He looked at himself sitting in the Chinese restaurant, on the table was the vase he had just brought as a gift to You Nian.
You Nian fiddled with the golden bell, put down his wrist: "Have you remembered?"
Shan Chu looked around, a little startled: "Is this simulation? Not real rebirth?"
"That's right." You Nian said, "Rebirth is risky, so there's no need to do it."
Shan Chu looked at everything around him and was shocked by the sense of reality: "This is too real!"
"Of course." You Nian said, "In addition to the real construction of big data, there is also a virtual reality jointly constructed by the memories of several of our participants. Moreover, because this is the world of consciousness, even if there is something wrong, the consciousness will It will be ignored automatically. So the sense of reality is very strong.”
"Our participants... refer to you, me, Will (Earl Grey's nickname) and... Shi Xiaonai!" Shan Chu murmured, his eyes suddenly widened, "Why did Shi Xiaonai become a double personality?"
Shi Xiaonai's joining was approved by Shanchu.
Shi Xiaonai is also one of the biggest sponsors of You Nian Lab.
Shan Chu didn't let Shi Xiaonai know the real purpose of this hypnosis, he told Shi Xiaonai what he said to Earl Gray: "I have a problem with my mental state, I need hypnotherapy."
Shi Xiaonai volunteered to help Shanchu.
Shanchu agreed.
Shi Xiaonai was very excited, thinking that she might be able to open Shanchu's heart.
But Shanchu said at the time: "I know, you have been chasing me because you are unwilling and unwilling. You always feel that you are not liked by me because you listened to Zhefu's instigation and treated me badly at the beginning. Yes, is it?"
Shi Xiaonai was stunned.
He did think so.
Shi Xiaonai at that time was extremely arrogant and had a foul mouth.Under Zhefu's malicious instigation, Shi Xiaonai thought that Shanchu was a villain clinging to the nobles, so he had a bad attitude towards Shanchu at first.Later, he realized that he had misunderstood Shanchu, and it was even worse. He was like a primary school student with extremely low EQ. In order to attract the attention of the person he liked, he deliberately bullied him, which made Shanchu hate him even more.
Until a certain moment, Shanchu began to smile sweetly at him, and his heart was full of excitement——in the end, Shanchu laughed: "I only care about studying. Classmate, have you misunderstood something?"
Shi Xiaonai's feelings towards Shan Chu are very complicated, the boy's obsession, unrequited love, and broken love are all caused by Shan Chu.
Grown up and matured, Shi Xiaonai understands that she chose the worst way to meet Shanchu.
He always regretted that he had treated Shan Chu like this.
Sometimes he also thought unwillingly: the reason why Shanchu chose to be with Earl Gray in the end, was it because Earl Gray was the friendliest to Shanchu?If I had been friendly to Shanchu back then, maybe he would have liked me.
Shan Chu sighed, and said, "So, I'll give you a chance to completely give up."
Shi Xiaonai smiled unwillingly: "Okay, although it's hard to be stubborn. But I will cherish any chance you give me."
Therefore, Shi Xiaonai also fell into a dream.
"The real 'Zhefu' was killed by Shi Xiaonai, right?" Shanchu recalled, "After Earl Gray disabled Zhefu, he should have stopped. 'Zhefu' will die, it was Shi Xiaonai who did it. "
"That's right." You Nian said, "Shi Xiaonai was a reckless person, because he knew it was a dream, so he acted even more lawlessly. He knew that Zhefu had done similar things in reality, so he projected it into your dream He killed Zeff in the dream to vent his anger not only for you, but also for himself. Of course, he also hoped to make you fear Earl Grey by blaming Earl Grey for Zeff's death."
In addition, Shi Xiaonai turned into a dual personality after falling into a dream, which surprised Shanchu.
He asked You Nian suspiciously: "At the beginning, Shi Xiaonai was the young Shi Xiaonai in my memory, but later...why did he have a dual personality?"
You Nian replied: "Because in this dream, you are the main dreamer. It means that this dream space is constructed by you as the main consciousness. Your consciousness quickly accepted Earl Gray, but did not accept Shi Xiaonai very much, so Shi Xiaonai will be ejected from time to time."
Shan Chu was silent for a while, and actually felt that Shi Xiao Nai was a bit pitiful.
Speaking of it, every time the "mature version of Shi Xiaonai" can appear, it seems that it is because Shanchu wants to use him as a "tool man".Because Shan Chu can use him, the main consciousness does not reject Shi Xiaonai and let Shi Xiaonai fall asleep.However, Dan Shanchu has used enough, and if you bother him, he will be ejected.
It's too awful.
Although Shanchu subjectively agreed with Shi Xiaonai's dreaming, his subconscious still resisted him.
Shan Chu swallowed, and said to You Nian: "Then why do you come and go freely? Can my consciousness accept you?"
"Of course." You Nian said, "Your subconscious mind recognizes my existence as a guide."
Shan Chu thought for a while and said, "Then what should I do now?"
You Nian untied the golden bell from his wrist, and handed it to Shan Chu: "Earl Gray's self-control will decrease in the dream, and as the master of the dream, you can influence him and guide him to reveal his true nature."
Shan Chu took the string of golden bells, lowered his eyes and thought deeply: "The truest nature..."
Earl Gray's bitterly suppressed nature under the gentleman's coat?
Why do so many people think it's over?Not at all, Shanchu's strategy against Earl Gray has just begun!
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