Be green tea in a British noble school

In the beginning, just as Shanchu remembered, he was a pampered young master since he was a child, and he knew his mother had passed away.He lost everything and was sent abroad to study. However, he suffered from school violence abroad and suffered from depression.

The only old lady who cared about him took him back to China, kept him by her side and took good care of him.

Mrs. Ding cherishes his grandson very much, and is especially careful with him.As for his father, although he didn't love him very much, he also spent money to find a professional medical team to improve Shanchu's condition.

Shanchu knew that his surname was not Ding, so even Ding Minsheng's biological son was not favored more than the other two illegitimate children, let alone Jiao Jiao who was fanning the flames.

With a trace of clarity, Shanchu asked Mrs. Ding: "My surname is not Ding, do you love me the same?"

Mrs. Ding said with a smile, "My surname is not Ding either."

Shan Chu also laughed.

When Shanchu was 17 years old, he was cured of depression.

When Shanchu was 18 years old, a lawyer suddenly came to him.

It turned out that when Shan's mother married Ding Minsheng, Shan's family kept an eye out and concealed the status of the family property from Ding Minsheng.Shan Mu only inherited 30% of Shan's property - and Ding Minsheng thought that was all.

Shanchu's grandfather not only concealed his property status, but also made a secret will before his death, allowing Shanchu to inherit 70% of the wealth, but he could not inherit until Shanchu became an adult, and kept secret before then.

The 18-year-old Shanchu received this inheritance from heaven, and he admired his grandfather's hand very much.

At this time, Shanchu was still living with his grandmother.

After Shanchu dropped out of school and returned to China, Ding Minsheng and Jiao Jiao have been lukewarm towards Shanchu.

However, when the inheritance was exposed, Ding Minsheng immediately went to Mrs. Ding's house, saying that he cared about Shanchu, loved him, and wanted to take Shanchu back.

Before that, Shanchu lived at his grandmother's house for two years, and Ding Minsheng never once said that he would take him back to live at home.

The reason is also very simple. Ding Minsheng felt that Shanchu lived at home and would have conflicts with Jiao Jiao and the two children, making the house restless.Ding Minsheng thinks it's better to separate.

But it's different now.

Shanchu inherited 70% of the Shan family's wealth.

When he heard the news, Ding Minsheng was shocked, and then he was angry: How dare this old man still guard against me until his death?They are kind and never really regard me as a family!

Ding Minsheng even remembers his late good mother.

He thought that the good mother should also know about this matter.

——But he really wronged the good mother.The good mother is a young lady who is ignorant of the world, and she is not very clear about how much property the family has.

Ding Min was born into the Shan family, but the father-in-law has never disclosed to him how much property the Shan family has.

Shanshi is not a listed company and will not have any public financial reports.The father-in-law did not let Ding Minsheng handle any affairs of the good family.Sun's property has always been managed by professional managers.

Ding Minsheng made his fortune by using his father-in-law's funds and contacts to start a business.

The Ding family's business has always been separate from that of the Shan family.

Ding Minsheng could only vaguely know that the ancestors of the Shan family were rich and that they are not bad now, but when the father-in-law passed away, Ding Minsheng did not find out the family background of the Shan family.

After the father-in-law passed away, the good mother inherited a large amount of property, which made Ding Minsheng jealous.

He felt resentful in his heart: he thought that he had worked hard for most of his life and established his own company, which was very remarkable.But he didn't expect that a good mother, a woman who didn't understand anything, would win over him as soon as she was born.

However, after the good mother died, the money became Ding Minsheng's.

Because the property inherited by Shan's mother is very considerable, Ding Minsheng thinks that this is all of Shan's family.

Unexpectedly - that is only [-]%.

And the remaining [-]% fell into the hands of Shan Chu.

Thirty percent is enough to make Ding Minsheng red-eyed, so what level should seventy percent be?

Ding Minsheng now thinks that Shanchu is not a "biological son", but a "boy of good fortune".

Shanchu already understood in his heart how human beings are cold and warm, and his old father who had been ignoring him all the time suddenly ran up to him, smiling and flattering him, how could Shanchu not understand?

Shanchu smiled and said, "Do you want me to move back? I'm afraid that Jiaojiao won't agree."

Saying that, Shan Chu picked up the teacup and blew on the tea.

"Why didn't she agree? She also misses you very much!" Ding Minsheng said awkwardly.

But Shan Chu said: "I still say the same thing, I don't want to see that woman, if there is her, there will be no me!"

The tone is the same as when he was 15 years old, but Shanchu's state of mind has changed greatly.

At 15, his rowdy and pampering was real.

A child who is willing to be noisy and pampered is loved—at least he thinks he is loved, so he expresses his needs so fiercely and attracts the attention of the other party.

But Shanchu's pampered tone was fake.

His tone was very well-chosen, and it was just a tactic to make the other party mistakenly think that he was still the child who had no plans and longed for family affection.

Sure enough, Ding Minsheng immediately felt relieved when he heard Shanchu's pampered speech.

He is not afraid of Shanchu losing his temper, he is afraid that Shanchu will not!

Children who lose their temper are all for candies, and Ding Minsheng is willing to reward him with a candy.

What he was afraid of was that Shanchu would not make trouble, looked at him with indifferent eyes, and clearly stated that he would make a clean break with Ding Minsheng, that would be difficult to deal with.

Ding Minsheng made a troubled look: "She is my wife..."

"Don't be disgusting." Shanchu said, "You don't need to say, unless you drive her and the two illegitimate children out, I won't go back!"

After finishing speaking, Shanchu turned around and went upstairs, ignoring Ding Minsheng.

After a while, Mrs. Ding came to persuade Shanchu, saying: "He is your father after all... You hate that woman Jiao Jiao, I understand, but the father is your father, and the two children are even more innocent..."

When Shanchu heard this, he was very upset: he knew that grandma loved him, but grandma also loved Ding Minsheng.

To be honest, if it weren't for the "bond" of Ding Minsheng, Mrs. Ding would not love herself.

What's more cruel is that although Mrs. Ding is the only living relative who still cares about Shanchu.But Shanchu is not the only object of old lady Ding's concern.

Mrs. Ding loved Shanchu, but she also loved Ding Minsheng and the two illegitimate children.

If they had a conflict, it was hard to say which side Mrs. Ding would be on.

Shan Chu stood by the window sill, the cold wind came in, as if he was thrown into a pool full of cold water, he was almost suffocated.

nobody……

No one loves him wholeheartedly.

With the help of a lawyer, Shan Chu began to look for a house to live alone while taking care of the inheritance.

He doesn't want to live with grandma anymore.

It's not that he is ungrateful, but that he can't help but complain.

The lawyer apologized to him and said: "I don't know that you, a minor child, have suffered so many things... Alas, but, the old man told you not to contact you before you are 18, for fear that your father will notice What……"

Shan Chu smiled slightly and said, "You don't need to apologize, I am very grateful for your help."

The lawyer looked at Shan Chu, his cheeks flushed slightly: "After this matter is over, can I invite you to dinner?"

Shan Chu was startled, as if realizing his own charm for the first time in his life: I didn't tease him, why did he flirt?

Shanchu gradually discovered the benefits of his own charm. When a man wants to win your love, he is like a beast courting a mate. He has no brains and can do anything. He is just a reckless man.

And the degree of his recklessness depends entirely on how impulsive he is.

Shanchu took advantage of the lawyer's love for him to make him do many things that were not moral, but in line with Shanchu's interests.

The lawyer seems to love himself unreservedly, making Shan Chu's long-drought heart feel like a rain of rain.

Not long after, Shanchu discovered that the lawyer had a wife.

Shanchu wanted to vomit, so he directly blocked the lawyer.

The lawyer couldn't accept Shanchu's refusal, and she begged Shanchu to look back at him through tears: "I was wrong, I was wrong... I am willing to divorce for you!"

Shanchu said: "You eat shit!"

Just when the lawyer was considering whether to eat shit for love, Shanchu had a new date.

When he first found out that the lawyer was married, in addition to anger, Shanchu felt more at ease with "it really is so": I knew it, how could anyone really love me?

Shan Chu felt that he should not give his sincerity as a matter of course, and started his cycle of fishing, raising fish, and then releasing the fish back into the sea.

……

During this period, he met good men again and again, dated again and again, and pulled away again and again.

Shan Chu's heart is like a dry and cracked earth, and it needs a lot of rain to relieve the cracked pain.

However, compared to rain, what Shan Chu did was more like licking chapped lips with his tongue.

Relief is momentary, followed by peeling, cracking, bleeding...

But he jumped into this cruel cycle.

He really wants someone to love him.

But he didn't believe that anyone would love him.

He seemed extremely confident and could catch any fish he set his sights on.

But in fact, he was extremely sensitive and extremely anxious.

Even a little wind and grass can make him feel like a frightened bird, and release the fish he caught back into the sea.

On the surface, he is getting more and more proud, and his name is outside. Everyone says that he is a prodigal son who plays games in the world, and all the wind, flowers, snow and moon are his daily necessities.

Only he knows that it is getting harder and harder for him to feel the joy of being loved.

He is a fake Neptune, he has a dry well in his heart, and he can't raise any fish.

...until he was 29 years old.

He seized Ding Minsheng's property and sent Ding Minsheng and Jiao Jiao to prison.

Mrs. Ding turned her head grey, and reprimanded Shanchu for being unfilial, and even her biological father was not spared in order to seize the family property.

Shanchu has nowhere to reason.

He couldn't say to Mrs. Ding: The family property was originally mine, and I was "taking" rather than "seizing".Ding Minsheng and Jiao Jiao had already violated the law, and I did nothing wrong by sending them there.

But he knew that these words did not make sense to Mrs. Ding.

Shanchu knew in his heart that he did this to Ding Minsheng and Jiao Jiao because he wanted to take revenge and win for his dead mother.

And Mrs. Ding scolded Shanchu not because of any reason of filial piety, but mainly because Mrs. Ding loved her son.

Ding Minsheng is the beloved son of Mrs. Ding, so the old lady does not want to see Ding Minsheng end up miserable.

The old lady never wanted to see Shanchu again.

So, on his 30th birthday, Shanchu was alone.

In the past, although he was not accompanied by his parents, he was accompanied by an old lady.

But not this year.

Of course, if he is really afraid of loneliness and wants to find someone to accompany him, it is not that he has no choice, or in other words, there are too many choices.

It's that he doesn't want it.

He sat alone by the pool, pitied himself, drank, got drunk, and fell into the pool.

And then... was rescued.

Just kidding, their multi-million dollar security system is not funny either.

There are detection systems in swimming pools, toilets, bathrooms and other places. Once there is danger, the AI ​​will automatically send out an alarm, and the personnel equipped in the villa will come to check immediately.

Shan Chu was nearly drowned in the water, but was rescued from the brink of death.

The feeling of dying gave him an unprecedented and real experience.

He began to pursue this feeling of wanting to die, as if this was the only way to stimulate his walking corpse-like body.

At this moment, Shanchu finally met You Nian after his friend laid a bridge and spent [-] million yuan.

As Shi Xiaonai said, You Nian not only has made great achievements in brain science, but is also an expert in psychology.He could easily perceive Shanchu's abnormal mental state.

So, You Nian proposed: "Since you don't want to live anymore, why don't you try to participate in my experiment?"

"What experiment?" Shanchu asked.

You Nian asked: "Do you think a person can go back to the past?"

If someone asked Shanchu this way, Shanchu would definitely ask back: "Do you think I'm an idiot?"

He will feel that the other party is You Nian, and Shan Chu has to think deeply.

Shanchu suddenly thought of something and said, "I heard the gossip that you and a group of quantum scientists are working on a mysterious project? Could it be this?"

"That's right, this is it." You Nian told him, "Go back in time."

You Nian told Shanchu about their philosophy again.

Shan Chu was confused about what he heard, but he knew one thing clearly: he had the opportunity to go back to the past and change his stagnant life.

Shan Chu listened carefully to You Nian's repeated explanation.

You Nian found that a liberal arts student could not understand the technical terms in his mouth.He simplified and simplified all the theories, and finally said in kindergarten-like words: "You may have heard of the theory that you can go back to the past if you exceed the speed of light?"

Shan Chu nodded: "I've heard of it."

"Of course, go beyond the speed of light and open the time tunnel." You Nian said.

"However, how can human beings go faster than the speed of light?" Shanchu said, "Even if it is possible, I am afraid that the human body will not be able to travel through the time tunnel, right?"

"That's right." You Nian nodded, but pointed to his forehead, "But what if it's just sending brain waves?"

Shanchu didn't understand at all, thought for a long time, and said, "You can really do it?"

"That's not necessarily true." You Nian said, "If you fail, you may face the risk of brain death."

When Shanchu heard the word "death", he was not at all afraid, and even felt a little relaxed.

What You Nian likes is Shanchu's attitude of not taking his own life seriously.

Of course, Shan Chu's generosity in money also pleases You Nian.

You Nian really can't think of a better benefactor father than Shan Chu: he gave money and life, and he couldn't find him even with a lantern.

So Shanchu signed the letter of knowledge and wrote the will, allowing You Nian to inherit most of his inheritance, and the rest to Mrs. Ding.

You Nian said: "You trust so much, aren't you afraid that the so-called 'backtracking in time' is a scam, and I'm going to kill you for money?"

Shan Chu said with a smile: "You can let me die with hope, this inheritance is what you deserve."

You Nian said: "It's useless to give me the inheritance, I will go back with you."

Shanchu was shocked: "Why?"

You Nian replied: "Because I am a lunatic."

——The tone was calm, just stating a fact.

Thus, You Nian and Shan Chu both returned to the past.

They are all born again.

You Nian was reborn and became a super genius. The teachers of the Athens Academy were amazed by him.

He completed his studies and started research earlier than in his previous life, and the research results were naturally earlier, as he said, "He is not a super genius, he just spent more time".He "stolen" more time, so he was able to achieve amazing achievements at a young age.

But from Shanchu's point of view, You Nian is still very talented. If you let him do it by himself, it will take ten lifetimes to learn You Nian's subject, let alone research it.

But Shan Chu and You Nian are different, they have different goals in life.After rebirth, they have almost no intersection.

When Shanchu found himself back in the past, his first reaction was to avenge the bullying on campus.

Everyone who bullied him has paid the price one by one.

He has been raising fish for many years, and he is sure when dealing with these teenagers.

Zhefu was so repulsed by him that he didn't think about eating and drinking, Brighton was madly in love with him, Tai Tan was bleeding for him, and Shi Xiaonai was also obsessed with him...

Shanchu maintains a close relationship with these few campus figures, which naturally arouses doubts.

They couldn't help asking Shanchu: "Who is in your heart?"

Shanchu replied innocently: "I only want to study."

After all, Shanchu was going to take the Cambridge exam.

And he was successfully admitted to Cambridge, fulfilling his college dream.

Among all the fish, the one Shanchu had the most trouble catching was actually Earl Gray.

Because the young Earl Gray cared more about political KPIs.

At the beginning, he cared about Shanchu so that he could help promote the Gray Foundation.

When Shanchu wanted to make a cup of green tea for Earl Gray, Earl Gray, who realized what was happening, refused him and said, "I like a boy like you very much, but I'm afraid we can only be ordinary friends."

This is the first time Shanchu has lost his halberd.

Shanchu's competitive spirit was burning, and he insisted on hooking up with Earl Gray.

In the end, he succeeded, and Earl Gray paid more and more attention to Shan Chu.

However, Shanchu's fish farming is multi-threaded, and Earl Gray still discovered the existence of other fish.

Young people are always full of vigor, and he can't hide the madness and obsession in his eyes.The gentleman's demeanor of pretending to be an adult is gone, and the young man's face finally becomes lively, even the corners of his eyes are red with excitement: "What are we?"

Shanchu looked innocent: "Ah? You seem to have misunderstood. I chatted with you just to practice speaking."

Shan Chu swears that he felt as if he saw a wild beast.

But only for a moment.

Earl Gray regained his composure, and the youthful heat was instantly frozen.

He looked at Shan Chu and bent his eyes: "It so happens that I also want to practice speaking, and I have never been able to master the four tones of Chinese."

They used learning English and Chinese as an excuse to start a love tango.

You come and go, you push and block, sometimes lingering, sometimes parting.

This tango lasted for five years.

Five years later, he and Earl Grey officially entered into a romantic relationship.

This was a breakthrough for Shanchu.

Shanchu finally took that step.

After living two lifetimes, Shanchu finally tried his first love.

It feels wonderful.

Felt really bad.

In their sweetest moments, Shanchu was as happy as an angel.

But in bad times, Shanchu would turn into a devil, holding a sickle to torture Earl Gray, deliberately finding fault, arguing with Earl Gray, sometimes being cold and violent, flying back to China to completely cut off contact with Earl Gray, deliberately using He is anxious.

He couldn't tell why he did it.

Whenever he heard Earl Grey say he loved him, his heart beat fast, but at the same time he was scared and anxious.

As a result, he began to make trouble for no reason, and turned into a sloppy child.

Earl Gray has always been a gentleman, accepting Shanchu with an extremely tolerant attitude, no matter how noisy Shanchu is or how he hurts him, he is so gentle and never gets angry.

As the king of the sea, Shanchu can raise a pool of fish without any difficulty.And even though he was with Earl Grey, he still kept fish.But his mentality has changed. If Shanchu raised fish in his previous life to make up for the emptiness in his heart, then now he raises fish just to make Earl Gray jealous.

Earl Gray, who usually doesn't even speak loudly, becomes aggressive because of possessiveness when he is jealous, like a beast whose territory has been violated.

Seeing such an Earl Gray, Shanchu would feel relieved, satisfied and excited.

Sometimes Shanchu would be very remorseful, not knowing why he had hurt Earl Gray like this.

Shanchu gradually realized one thing: rebirth did not make him happier.Nor was he healed because he took revenge on his perpetrators.

He found You Nian again.

You Nian's achievements are even more impressive than in his previous life.And Shanchu was also very successful in his life, not only a business prodigy, but also broke into the aristocratic circle because of his relationship with Earl Gray.Therefore, it is much easier for Shanchu to meet You Nian, at least it does not need to spend [-] million.

Shan Chu asked You Nian for help, "You also have a lot of research on psychology, right? Do you think my illness can be cured?"

At this time, Shanchu already understood that his love for Earl Gray was not just for raising fish, he wanted to live a good life with Earl Gray.Not only that, Shanchu finally understood that he had to face up to his own psychological problems, instead of drinking poison to quench his thirst by hurting himself or others.

You Nian intervenes in Shanchu's life circle as Shanchu's friend to observe how Shanchu and Earl Gray get along.

After some observation, You Nian came to a conclusion: "Your problem is not as serious as you imagined."

Shan Chu frowned: "Really? But why do I feel that I am too attached to Will?"

Yes, at that time, Shanchu had a close relationship with Earl Gray, and he no longer respectfully called him "Earl", but intimately called him "Will".

You Nian glanced at him and said, "Didn't you notice the abnormality of Earl Gray?"

"Anomaly?" Shanchu was puzzled, "What anomaly?"

Earl Gray is calm, gentle, reliable, more stable than a mountain, what could be unusual?

You Nian sighed silently, and said for a long time: "You are anxious because you are attached to him. When he comforts you, do you think he is not tired of it? No, he is not 'not tired of trouble', he is 'enjoying it'."

For people with attachment anxiety, blind indulgence is not enough.

Lord Gray had no reason not to understand this.

If Earl Gray wants to help Sunchu get over his attachment anxiety, he should build a healthy relationship with Sunchu.But Earl Gray did not. He repeatedly indulged Shanchu's attachment, and even indulged in Shanchu's state of repeated anxiety for himself.

From Shan Chu’s point of view, every time he lost his temper suddenly, for example, when he was in a bad mood and Earl Gray didn’t respond to the message in time, he would block Earl Gray in a rage and ask Earl Gray to coax him; or, Occasionally, the earl failed to understand Shanchu's emotions, which caused Shanchu to lose his temper, and Earl Gray wanted to coax him...

But from another side, how could the water-tight Earl Gray make such a "straight man's fault"?

Earl Gray deliberately leaked a crack to let Shan Chu pour out and vent.

Shanchu likes to see Earl Gray jealous for himself, and Earl Gray also likes to watch Shanchu feel anxious for himself.

Earl Gray likes to watch Shanchu tear off the mask of green tea and white lotus, crying endlessly like a child.Earl Gray liked to hold Sunchu in such a moment, whispering that he loved him, stroking his trembling butterfly bones, and kissing him from his hot earlobe to his whimpering throat.

How delicious.

Shan Chu confirmed again and again under his body with tears in his eyes: Do you really love me?Do you really love me?

——Love you, love you, how could I not love you?

Like a baby bird, he is attached to his own kindness, which makes Earl Gray unable to control himself and cannot stop.

Don’t ask any more about the principle of time travel and rebirth. Asking is the sixteen-character motto:

"Undecided when things happen, quantum mechanics. Unexplainable, parallel time and space."