Growth pain

When Yuan Sen came back in the evening, Lu Shining had already prepared dinner and was waiting in the living room.He can cook, but it's not as delicious as Yuan Sen's cooking.

There is no need to do it when you are alone at home, you always deal with it, but it is different now.When two people live together, cooking is not a burden or unnecessary thing for him.

Yuan Sen went in to change his shoes, Lu Shining moved the chair to face him, and said softly, "Yuan Sen, what debt do you want to tell me?"

Yuan Sen was taken aback when he heard the words, and looked up at him with an innocent look.

Lu Shining tilted his head and pointed to the side, "You told the neighbor that I owe you the money?"

Yuan Sen reacted for a moment, and then his expression froze.

The neighbor's original words were actually: "Ah, he's quite tall, yes, that's him. He told me that you ran away due to debts, and asked me to help keep an eye on it. If I see you one day, tell him."

After hearing this, Lu Shining was speechless for a while, so he could only explain: "I know him, we... Anyway, he was joking."

The neighbor still stared at him suspiciously, as if he was more convinced by Yuan Sen.

Now Lu Shining crossed his arms, sat on the chair, looked at Yuan Sen, and asked seriously, "What debt do I owe?"

After changing his shoes, Yuan Sen came straight over, bent over and stretched his hands to both sides of his waist to hug him.Lu Shining was lifted up halfway by him, knowing that the other party was trying to trick him, so he pushed Yuan Sen's head, "Talk about it."

"I couldn't find you anywhere at that time, and I was afraid that I would not be here when you came back, so I had to tell the opposite party so."

Yuan Sen hugged him up, still feeling cold on his body, buried his head on the side of his neck and talked, caressing him intimately and ambiguously.

Obviously he was the one who made up the arrangement, but with such an aggrieved speech, the one who made the mistake seemed to be Lu Shining.

Lu Shining stared, so pitiful, why so pitiful, is it his fault?Then it's his fault...

He was always soft-hearted, couldn't help but let out a "hmm" and stroked Yuan Sen's hair, "Let's eat then, warm up the food when it's cold."

Yuan Sen let go of him, "Xiaolu, are you waiting for me to eat?"

Lu Shining went to the kitchen and put the dishes in the microwave, "What else?"

Yuan Sen followed him and held his finger, "Are you waiting for me?"

He wanted a definite answer, but Lu Shining couldn't say it frankly because of his personality.

The microwave made a "ding", just when he thought there was no answer, Lu Shining turned around and said, "Yes."

Yuan Sen laughed, a little angry and handsome.

Lu Shining turned away uncomfortably, "Hurry up and eat, don't smirk."

Where stupid, not stupid at all.

I have lived together for more than a month before, but I have never lived like this. The confession after confirming my heart is another kind of nakedness, and even my heart beats faster.

This apartment is just right for one person, but it seems crowded for two people. There is no place to eat seriously. The coffee table is short, and you have to hold a bowl when eating.

Lu Shining seldom talks at the dinner table, but Yuan Sen is different. If he doesn't talk, he has to move him, and if he can't use his hands, he uses his feet.

Lu Shining calmly took off the slippers and stepped on them, Yuan Sen didn't dare to move in pain, and started again after a while: "Little deer..."

Lu Shining swallowed the rice in his mouth, and said, "I really owe you something."

Yuan Sen laughed, wiped the rice grains from his mouth, and finally looked like a brother, "Is that so."

Lu Shining was serious at first, but Yuan Sen showed his original shape when he touched him, and looked at him with blinking eyes, his eyes softened a bit.

Yuan Sen teased, "Maybe I owe a debt of love."

Lu Shining wished he could bury his face in the bowl, and spend the rest of the time devoting himself to eating, ignoring Yuan Sen.

After dinner, Yuan Sen was washing the dishes in the kitchen. He sat on a chair and waited for someone, playing with his mobile phone to find the difference. The difficulty level was getting higher and higher, and his brows were wrinkled until Yuan Sen clicked from behind him.Well, wrong, game over.

Lu Shining raised his head, and his wet palm pressed his head.The light fell, the incandescent light, there were two halos around the place where the line of sight stopped, and he was dizzy, only knew that Yuan Sen lowered his head, kissed the tip of his nose and kissed his lips.He couldn't help pandering, stuck out his tongue, and actively wrapped it around, the red tongue trembled slightly with his breathing.

When they parted, he was a little embarrassed, and wiped off the excess saliva from the corners of his mouth with the back of his hand, trying to change the subject and dispel the scorching atmosphere, "Have you washed your hands yet?"

"washed."

As Yuan Sen said, he put his hand under his nose, there was a refreshing smell of soap, the fragrance of mint... mint again, then he put his fingers to his mouth and touched his teeth.

Lu Shining looked up at him, his eyes were bright, reflecting a little light, and when he opened his mouth to say something, his tongue was pressed against his fingertips.

"Do you like me?" Yuan Sen's voice was low and sexy, throwing a bait to lure him to give an answer.

Saliva secreted from Lu Shining's mouth, wet Yuan Sen's fingers.Yuan Sen didn't mind at all, pressed it lightly, and then held his cheek, "Do you like it?"

Lu Shining caught a glimpse of Yuan Sen's expression under the dazzling light, staring at him like a prey, dormant quietly.

He understood a little bit, grinded Yuan Sen's fingers with his canine teeth, and said vaguely: "I won't tell you."

Yuan Sen broke his skills in an instant and called him: "Little Deer."

Lu Shining got up and moved to sit on the sofa, Yuan Sen sat down with him, "Ningning."

The two stuck together, Yuan Sen hugged him and said, "My wife."

Lu Shining's head was getting dizzy, "Calm down for a while."

Yuan Sen hugged him and shook him back and forth, making him dizzy. He picked up the man's arm and bit it. He didn't use any force, but he was willing to use force. He glanced at Yuan Sen from the corner of his eye. He smiled and looked at him connivingly.

Lu Shi Ning opened his mouth, Yuan Sen still looked at him.

They have known each other for too long. From so long ago to so long later, Yuan Sen witnessed Lu Shining's various periods, and Lu Shining also witnessed him.

Those bad, rotten hopes rotted in the past, the only sweetness in the memory - it's all here, and it's all in the shared memory of two people.

Yuan Sen looked at Lu Shining, he grabbed him as naturally as he grabbed his own half-cracked soul.The part that I was eager to get rid of in the past, turned around and found that the most important thing is also in it. The good and the bad are indispensable to create a complete him.

Then he is willing to come back.

He would rather be imprisoned here.

Lu Shining couldn't guess what he was thinking. According to what he said in the morning, he wanted to have a good talk, and after a long time of deliberation, he finally opened his mouth: "What I said last night was not a lie."

This is the price of lying, and Yuan Sen will admit it even if he doesn't believe him.He has been piled up with lies for a long time, and it is very difficult to completely overthrow it now.

But he will try.

Like any time before, although there are things he is not good at, he will try to move forward.

Lu Shining has always been a good boy.

"16 years old..." Lu Shining moved his eyes elsewhere, "I like boys naturally, and the first one I like is you."

This is love story.

This is the truth.

Lu Shining's throat was a little itchy, he couldn't help stretching out his hand to scratch it, and slowly cut himself open bit by bit. It hurt a lot before, and it still hurts now, but while he was talking about Yuan Sen, he kissed him, from his forehead to his eyes. Kiss his throat.

He is easy to coax, and those who like him are willing to love him, so the pain in the past is innumerable.

"You originally liked girls..." Lu Shining lowered his eyes at this point.

Yuan Sen raised his face, "Are you a girl?"

"No." Lu Shining looked up at him, his eyes were like young deer's, and he looked at him completely dependently.

"Lu Shining." Yuan Sen liked to call him by his full name when he was talking about important things, and he also called him by his full name when he was angry. Lu Shining nervously grabbed the corner of his clothes.

"You keep emphasizing that I originally liked women, so how can I still like you if you are a man?" Yuan Sen asked him in turn. "What's the point, you know it yourself?"

"……do not know."

Wait, I seem to know it after I finished speaking.

"The focus is on you."

Lu Shining said "Oh" slowly, his ears were so hot.

Yuan Sen looked at him deeply, "You look at me like this now, why didn't you look at me before?"

Lu Shining didn't quite understand.

"I really thought you just wanted to try it out with me. You would ignore everything I did, and your attitude was very cold." Yuan Sen accused him of biting his ears, pinching his nose, rubbing his stomach, and bullying him. When the bullying was enough, Putting the person in his arms, "I thought I hadn't passed the probationary period, and I didn't even dare to be jealous."

Lu Shining: "..."

He asked with some difficulty: "Jealous?"

Yuan Sen narrowed his eyes slightly, "You and Zhao Shengnan are too close."

Lu Shining didn't expect this to happen, so he thought about it: "That's why you were so angry when I went to see him that day?"

Yuan Sen bit his cheek, "Ning Ning, do your duty, don't attract bees and butterflies."

"Didn't he still like you?"

"Can that be the same? I don't like him."

"I don't like it either." Lu Shining said comparing, "I only like you."

The air was silent for three seconds.

Yuan Sen leaned close to his ear and whispered, "Say it again."

Lu Shining played dead.

Yuan Sen shook him, "Little Lu, say it again."

"Isn't it enough that I've liked you for so long?" Lu Shining tried to prevaricate.

Yuan Sen stopped and looked at him carefully, "Not enough."

Lu Shining raised his head, Yuan Sen put a kiss on the corner of his mouth.

"Brother is sometimes too stupid. If you don't tell me, I won't know. If I do something wrong, you have to say it directly, and then I apologize and you forgive me."

"Is there any reason for me to forgive you without your apology?"

"Well, then I won't forgive you, but I will apologize." Yuan Sen looked at him, "Lu Shining, will you always like me so much from now on?"

Lu Shining was unwilling to answer directly, "Is that good for me?"

"No, I can't find any benefits." Yuan Sen hugged him tightly, "But without you loving me, I have nothing, and I won't be able to live on my own."

Hara Mori is too willful and domineering.

Lu Shining knew what he was afraid of.

Just like the 16-year-old self hesitated to like his childhood friend, as the first person he liked, he also had the right not to like him at any time.

Lu Shining raised his head again, with a hint of sweetness in his tone.

"Then hurry up and kiss me."